Hello guys , so i know many of you are really very very angry on me…………….i guess i made many many people sad here…………….never intended to guys…………………………..really sorry guys……………………………i really feel very bad when people get angry on me so really sorry:
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really guys , i am so sorry ,
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thanks for the support guys and i am really sorry for always delaying.
Episode :
I was wondering about there connection with swara and was lost in my own thoughts when swara waved her hands in front of my eyes…..
I got out of thinking and eyed her, her smiling face told me that she didn’t hear what they said.
“ where are you lost???” she askd me smiling.
“ actually……nothing……………you continue reading……………” i said as i realized that telling her what i was thinking will only make her to lie to me again.
She picked up her book which she kept on her bag while suddenly i saw her struggling to pick up the book…
I realized what had happened a little time back which i completely forgot due to those goons.
“ swara…………………” i grasped her hand.
“ why you didn’t remind me……………..” i said looking at her hand.
“ why would i remind you that you have to scold me…………????” i eyed her smiling face while she took back her hand .
I nodded my face in a “ you are impossible “ manner while she said : why so much concern na……………..i am not your real wife mr. Sanskar………………
“ oh , ho……………..you can’t even be………..actually i am just like my name sanskari , i even care about strangers………………………” i said smiling with her.
She this time laughed a little forgetting her all pains.
I was so happy………………at least she is smiling because of me because seeing her indifferent face all the time was killing me, my angel as well as my devil from inside.
I then took out ointment from my bag which i always keep with myself and started applying on her hand…………………………she was in pain yet she was smiling to give me strength………………….” ouch….” she at last said not able to handle the pain any longer.
I don’t know why but a tear escaped my eye………………i was myself shocked seeing that tear rolling down my cheeks but i knew very well how much painful it was for me to see her in pain.
“ swara……………….you know …………..pain…………….it is a word that nobody wants……………………..but all feel that they have it the most……………..take our example……………before meeting you i used to feel that i am the person who is living the most painful life………………….i am not able to pursue my dreams na thats why but now seeing your pain , i feel what was my pain………………i am happily living with my family , who love me so much but you………………….you have even lost your family’s trust………………just………………just because you didn’t obey them………………………..you wanted to pursue your dreams………..i too wanted to do it a few days ago and i got full opportunity to do it but still i lost that opportunity………… maybe due to destiny or maybe my own fault……………………you didn’t got that opportunity but still you paved it for yourself……………………and i am sure you will win at any cost…………………………i’ll not lert you loose………………..my dreams are lost now but i will never let you loose your dreams…………………………”
Swara was smiling while i said it all applying ointment on her hand.
My every word came from my heart and now i got a new aim in my life…………………the aim to fulfil her dreams……………………………
“ sanskar………………………………………………………” swara said smiling while i stared at her and realizing that i had been done with the ointment i spoke up to lighter the environment : what happened………………was it too much……………..sorry haan……………………..i sometimes do like this when children say OUCH and are in pain”
Swara expression changed to angry and she started beating me with her soft hands…………………….we didn’t knew when we became so familier……………..i was actually being beaten by her while i was smiling.
At last i stood up and pushed her to get out of the seat……………i stared running in the bus itself……………” sanskar……………….” she shouted running behind me while i started climbing on seats while the people sitting there passed me weird looks but why would it matter if its swara who is with me……………..i ran from one seat to another climbing seats while she too followed me in her full speed…………….we created a full ruckus in the bus running , climbing, shouting , dancing like full gone people………………………………………………….
The driver too sometimes turned his face backward seeing us gone…………..i guess many people in the bus would surely have thought that we are drunk.
I saw the driver eyeing us confused when i shouted : what haan…………….please drive the car or else there will be an accident……………..
Opps , she grabbed me as i stopped to talk to the driver, she took breath holding my shirt and then from her other hand started beating me like anything.
“ swara, leave me….please..please….please………….please….please.
……….” i shouted like a child.
She smiled seeing me behaving like that and at last left me…………..
People eyed us like we were some alians………….swara who was in full mood kept her finger on my lips and said : husband ji………..lets move to our seat haan…………….quietly……
I literary wanted to life like hell seeing her cute expressions but controlled myself and went with her following her orders…
We sat down and then i laughed like hell.
“ i guess , here everybody will think that we are some alians………….” i said laughing.
“ yup , we are husband –wife also na………..” she joked.
“ but swara…………..isn’t it wrong……………i mean making fun of such a pious relation” i asked her a little seriously.
She eyed me , this time her smile faded and i saw it………………i was about to say something when she cut me “ making fun, pious relation……………..what is pious in this relationship…………………………………………just guess that i forced you to marry me……………to take seven vows with me…………..to fill my hairline with sindoor and make me wear mangalsutra but you…………..you love somebody else……………………………………will you call a forced relationship as pious………………………………why sanskar……………..why we all wanna follow this stereotype…………….just because our elders said this,………………………….sanskar , pious relationship is not the one in which two people do all those rituals…………….it is the one in which two people accept each other whole heartedly……………….they don’t take any vows because their relationship doesn’t require it………………..their heart knows that they are one……………they are each other’s ……………………….”
I was staring at her , really had so many thoughts in my mind that i can’t share………………….only one question , how can a single person have so many shades……………she smiles when other people smile……………………………………..she cares for others…………….she cares for herself………………..it feels like she’s a new breath in my life making me realize what a beautiful gift of god life is…………………………………………………………….i was awestruck with her question…………..wasn’t she right……………………………………………actually for me love is great but never had this thought come in mind before but she spoke what was correct…………………….she was correct……………………i don’t know but each second with her was making me fall in love with her…………………i knew that it was true love and now i can’t afford to loose her at any condition…………………………………
“ i know……………..you will think me as a psycho……….. “ she said smiling while i got hold of her hand and made her eye me.
“ i believe in you swara……………………..i believe in whatever you say…………..” i said intensely looking deep in her eyes.
She smiled while i too did the same and took my hand back.
“ nice filmy acting…………….” she said trying to avoid any eye contact.
“ yaa……………………….” i said realizing what she meant.
“she then again started reading her book reading the book like nothing happened a little time back but for me that was the best moment ever in my life…………………………………i was soo……………….it seemed like first time i was soo happy in my life………………………..i stared at her continuously and soon fell asleep closing my eyes but still facing her.
Morning :
I woke up by a sound when i saw swara……………..she was sleeping on my shoulder holding the book in her hand………………………her cute , innocent face while sleeping defined that how innocent she was………………………………i saw her getting disturbed due to the rays of sun coming from the window…………………………………..i placed my hand in front of her eyes to prevent it while from nowhere a lady remarked from back : what a lovely couple……………………………….they look so cute together…………with them how the journey passed , i didn’t even realized…………
True…………..with her how this journey passed………………i didn’t even realized……………she met me and became my life………………………………..i was about to leave my passion but she………………………………………..she forced me to write…………….i didn’t knew what was gonna happen in future but i did know that whatever would happen in my life would be with her because i won’t let her go away from me…………….
She was sleeping while i was protecting her eyes and soon we reached Mumbai……………………my city of dreams which this time has given me a new dream ………………to live with my love………………….she woke up due to the sudden hault of bus and eyed herself on my shoulder…………………………….she stood up as soon as she could…………………………
“ so , how was the sleep??” i asked her smiling.
She stared at me and said : i don’t know but better then before……………atleast i didn’t got that dream…………..
“ after all……………………………i was your cushion and if cushion is good na then sleep is also good” i said proudly coming back to my naughty mood.
“ you and your dangerous philosophies………….” swara said picking up her bag.
I smiled and said : but your philosophies are more dangerous miss………….(in mind : mrs swara malhotra).
She turned and smiled at me and then got down of the bus…………….i was sitting there totally fida on her smile when i realized she got down and rushed down with my luggage.
So guys……………….please ….please need a feedback because i tried my best to write long and now even my hands started paining (i type very slow )