Sahil,my future husband.. just a month left… i am continouly in touch with Sahil, daily talking…. knowing each other fully… likes didlike expectations etc.
Life is looking pure bliss to me , I am really thanking God now that that coward Rahul is not in my life. Now i am thinking… whether in future.. would he ever supprted me, I am not saying talking to my parent is a small thing but I mean after giving him 100 ways to approach my family still hebacked off …. such a disusting fellow. Now I am just going to bury each and every memory of that moron person.. even i start hating his name… huh..
Finally just 10 days are left for my marriage, I asked Sahil his favoute color, ofcurse i have to purchase my dress, oh well in our custom bride dress is sent by Groom side but u know in todays era we purchase the dress and they just pay the amount. Similarly we are doing this only. On day of marriage we will give money to Sahil’s family. Daily either shopping of one or other thing , i mean kitni shopping ho jati hai.But well in marriage shopping session never ends till last minute also.
My younger marrage is just fixed today only due to unwanted circumstance, well groom is nyc and having very close relation with us. Just 8 days and i will become bride of Sahil.
Really never thought.. i don’t know which type of feeling going in me… i am just feeling enuthastic and taking part in each and every marriage activty… althoug i don’t have any work expect to make a good tea for my parent or chacha masi.. well my maasi and my married inn same house…
Just 5 days and my younger sister as well as my di’s came home, well my chachu’s daughter is already here … there is sever problem in her house and her in laws having problem with di so she is with me all the time and doing prepartations as she knows the market very well and shop keepers too.
But i never thought this day can become so black for me.. in one side i was dreaming and otherside my new relation will destroy in this brtual way…. ohh God i pray never this type of day come in Girl’s life. I have been dreaming alot and they broke in such way that lead me numb, I tried to talk to Sahil to solve the problem to remain our presiage in society intact but i was wrong, he used me in such a way never that i feeeli disgusted of myself, i thought life gave me another chance to live my life but no again destiny played ith me… i thought finally i met my soulmate but i was wrong.. he is not my soulmate… Sahil is another a useless fellow,
Do i asked so much from God that he did with me like this…. i hate everything no… i believed in everything…i never demanded anything exclsivly just a normal life… but can i ever lead a normal life…. why everything is so completed …why…. why… my life really sucks me
I never thought just like this my family is going to stand in police station, well good thing is my uncle file and Fir against Sahil’s family.
But why and how…….?