Hey guys , guys i am now getting really less comments , don’t know why but guys now i am feeling that my ff is a boring one really sorry for that guys …..
The episode starts with swara breaking the hug and says to raj (still with tears ): raj , lets go….
She says this eyeing sanskar angrily whose watching ragini going and swaraj hugging.
Raj nods rubbing his own tears .
In the car:
Raj is driving , harsh is sitting beside him while swaragini are sitting at backseat , a pin drop silence is in the car and they all reach hostel leaving harsh to rajmata’s rajmahal.
In hostel room :
Swaragin are ready to sleep totally lost while ragini is trying to control her tears and swara eyeing her sadly.
In sanskar’s mansion:
Sanskar comes to his room and opens his cupboard.
He takes out a picture from it, the picture is revealed to be of a small 2 years girl(of course our ragini).
Sanskar sits on his bed and says sadly to talking to the picture(still with tears) : i couldn’t recognize you , it was all my fault how could i do this , i just hate myself … i behaved so bdly to you …. i am a wrong person , i am happy that you don’t love me…. i am happy….
Saying this he pushes down a small photoframe of his own image kept on the desk at side , he starts crying bitterly sitting on the floor
In hostel:
Ragini and swara are lying on different beds(2 single beds in room) and facing opposite directions and both are trying to control their tears.
Ragini suddenly gets up to take water and swara hears the noise.
Swara says while she’s still lying facing opposite direction(sadly): ragini… i am sorry i said a lot but i guess you should forgive him , i really am thinking that he must be having a reason to do this..(swara is talking about aniket)
Ragini thinks that she’s talking about sanskar and gets shocked , she says : swara , how can i forget him , he … he betrayed me swara i can never…
Swara cuts in between saying : no ragini… everyone has a reason to do something … nobody does something wrong without a reason
Ragini with tears : but swara….
Swara again cuts in between saying with tears: ragini , what you want to do is your own decition but we get family , a good family in which each and every member loves with very much difficulty , you are having one and see your dadisa loves you so much , just forgive him for her.
Ragini again lye’s down on bed and says still with tears: yaa swara , you are right , dadisa loves me so much , she really does but even if i forgive him today , this thing will remain in my heart forever so i’ll forgive him only when i feel that he’s never hurt me again and i too will never hurt him.
Swara hearing the words” dadisa loves me” remembers something.(it already 12 a.m. in the night)
She tries to smile and thinks : todays dadi’s birthday!!
Then suddenly her forced smile too disaapears when she remembers something:
Fb shows:
Sharmishta and shekhar hide behind a pillar in badi and sharmishta smilingly says to swara (5-6years): beta… that house(pointing towards a house) is of your dadi’s so go and wish her..
Swara claps excitedly and says questionably : why i never wished her before???
Shekhar and sharmishta are speechless and shekhar says smiling : beta !! we’ll tell you later , first you wish her…
Swara smiles and runs to the house, she continuously rings the bell when an old lady opens the door(she’s visibly angry)
The lady angrily says to swara : hey girl ,, why beating my gate in the morning , go from here.
Swara smiles and says : dadi , happy birthday.
Dadi sees her angrily and says : i don’t have a son then how come i have a granddaughter , go from here or i’ll beat you.
Swara says smiling : dadi … maa-baba are there….
She points to a location where shekhar and sumi are but they hide in the nick of time .
Dadi doesn’t find anyone there and says angrily : you’ll lie to me… don’t know from where you came , if you are a bengalan who eats fish then..
She pushes swara outside saying this while swara is about to fall when shekhar holds her and says angrily : maaa…..
Dadi is overwhelmed at seeing him but then she sees sharmishta and says angrily : oh… so this oversmart daughter is yours only , just on mother , knows well how to trap people in innocent faces.
Swara cries seeing her as she pushed her and now saying all this , sharmishta and shekhar console her and take her from there.
Fb ends while swara cries quietly yet bitterly remembering those moments.
She thinks : why dadi doesn’t like maama , just because she’s a Bengali??
She cries.
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe,
Kyun hum tukdo mein jeeyein
Ragini remembers how sanskar used to protect her in childhood and cries.
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe,
Kyun hum tukdo mein jeeyein
Kyun rooh, meri, ye sahe
Sanskar remembers(still crying on the floor) how he used to play with ragini .
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Har-dum ye keh raha hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
He remembers how he and aniket used be together after rageshwari’s supposed death and their ultimate friendship.
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe,
Kyun hum tukdo mein jeeyein
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe,
Kyun hum tukdo mein jeeyein
Kyun rooh, meri, ye sahe
Raj remembers how swara was crying and a tear escapes his eye, he stands up from his bed and goes towards balcony and starts seeing the moon while he has tears.
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Har-dum ye keh raha hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Ragini is not able to sleep while she kepts turning remembering sanskar teaching her to fight back in childhood and sanskar himself bullying children in present.
Andheron se tha mera rishta bada
Tune hi ujaalon se waaqif kiya
Ab lauta main hoon, in andheron mein phir
Toh paaya hai khud-ko begaana yahaan
Tanhayi bhi mujhse khaafa ho gayi
Banjaro ne bhi thukra diya
swara remembers how rajmata told her to call her “dadisa” now and her dadi telling her that she should never call her” dadi”. She cries .
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Khud par hi ek saza hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Sanskar keeps the photo aside and again moves towards his cupboard and opens a locker inside the cupboard , he sees a small bracelet and remembers that he himself gave it to rageshwari , he then cries holding the bracelet and finds many such things like small teddy , a black sacred thread, chocolates wrappers etc.
He says to himself : tumhari har yaad ko sambhalne mein me tumhe hi bhool gaya ….(in the process to keep all your memories i forgot you)
Hmm teri jism ki woh khushbooyein
Ab bhi in saanson mein zinda hai
Mujhe ho rahi inse ghootan
Mere gale ka yeh phanda ha
he hugs the teedy and remembers how he gave it to ragini and feels that he’s hugging ragini , he sees her and she breaks the hug.
She leaves him and goes while sanskar screams : no rageshwari don’t go….
He gets back from his dream and sees himself hugging the teddy.
Ho teri chudiyon ki woh khanak
Yaadon ke kamre mein goonje hain
Sunkar ise aata hai yaad
Haathon mein mere zanjeerein hain
Tu hi aake inko nikaal zara
Kar mujhe yahaan se riha
raj says : i’ll never let you cry again swara….
ragini thinks : i will never forgive sanskar , sorry swara…
swara thinks : i’ll anyhow unite ma-baba with dadi-dadaji….
sanskar thinks : you are doing right to hate me ragini….
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Yeh sadaayein de raha hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Swaragini dose off in the bed while raj too sleeps ,sanskar lye’s on the rocking chair hile hugging ragini’s childhood photo and other things.
The episode ends on the four off them closing their eyes.
Precap : sanskar gets a call from someone in the morning , who is he?????
Yaa guys he’s our lucky and really sorry i can’t post the promise precap but please spare me , am having a lot FA ‘s in my school those projects are just irritating and also my cousins weeding in a few days , really sorry guys . post will be short and late ,really sorry again..
Credit to: Piyali