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Thanks for commenting in my last part and guys I want to say that I really didn’t got hurt and angry by any words when I wrote justification of sanky character in last episode
Some asked me about it so I thought many people may had doubt so thought to clear it publicly so everyone doubt will be cleared but really big big sorry from my side if you felt that I was hurt from your doubt but really I got happy when you ask doubt so please please don’t take personally that may be I felt bad by anyone comment
NOTE- PLEASE THOSE WHO ARE EMOTIONAL AND DONT LIKE EMOTIONAL SCENE I TELL YOY PLEASE PLEASE DONT READ TODAY EPISODE BECAUSE IT IS TOO MUCH EMOTIONAL CHAPTER AND THOSE WHO DIDN’T READ FOR THEM I WILL GIVE YOU RECAP IN NEXT EPISODE SO THAT YOU WILL KNOW STORY , AND IF YOU DONT READ EMOTIONAL PART SO YOU CAN READ RAGLAK PART WHICH IS NOT EMOTIONAL
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Episode starts with sanky cupping swara face and tells that today I want to say something swara.
He stands up and sees whole room whose things were fully covered by white cloth.
Sanky goes to one table who was covered and starts singing song ( sanam Teri kasam)
READING SONG ENGLISH VERSION IS MUST THIS ALL ARE SANKY WORDS
betahasha dil ne
tujhko hi chaaha hai
har duaa mein maine
tujhko hi maanga hai
without any limits,
the heart has loved you only
I have wished for you alone
in every prayer of mine.
( while singing sanky points finger on swara, and removes white badsheet from wall where swara pics were on whole wall.
Swara was too much shocked to see her pics which she never clicked also)
tera jaana jaise koi baddua
tera jaana jaise koi baddua
door jaaoge jo tum
mar jaayenge hum
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam..
your going is like some curse,
if you go far,
I’ll die..
I swear on you, my beloved..
( sanky goes back and nods his head IN negativity that never leave him, sanky also points some pics from her childhood to this age)
tumhe dekhte hi aankhen ho jaatin nam
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam..
when I see you, my eyes get wet..
I swear on you, my beloved..
(sanky comes near swara still singing song and wipes her tears from his hands, signs to never cry.)
huaa ye kya hashar mera
judaa huaa sabar mera
main tere bin ek lamha
kyun kabhi naa jiya
what condition I have reached
that my patience has left me,
I have never lived for even a moment
away from you..
( sanky goes back foot while singing song and shows his condition how he is empty on his life,
Sanky shows on pic when he and swara mate last time, swara got shocked to see scenario, sanky shows her voice recording also which he did in his small age)
raat bhar ashkon ne tujhko pukaara hai
har dua main maine tujhko hi maanga hai
all night, my tears have called for you only,
in every prayer I have asked for you only..
( sanky removes curton from another wall where whole wall was filled by her name only, he has written every quoted behind her name
On that wall he daily wrote about his worst life by feeling that it is written to swara)
tera jaana jaise koi baddua
door jaaoge jo tum
mar jaayenge hum
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam..
tumhe dekhte hi aankhen ho jaati nam
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam..
nasha tera dil ko lagaa
dena nahi mujhko dagaa
main teri aadat ka maara
hai kya meri khataa
my heart is addicted to your intoxication,
don’t betray me now,
I am now so addicted to you,
what’s my mistake here..
( sanky still singing shows her the all those things which she used to use.
And also points out his heart than on her that how much he loves her, unknown tears were escaping from swara eyes by thinking about past life)
tere bin naamumkin
apna guzaara hai
har duaa mein maine
tujhko hi maanga hai
without you it’s not possible
for me to live..
in every prayer,
I have wished for you only..
tera jaana jaise koi baddua
door jaaoge jo tum
mar jaayenge hum
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam..
tumhe dekhte hi aakhen ho jaati nam
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam o..
sanam teri kasam o…
( sanky comes near swara and sits on his knees and takes her hand and kisses them and cries bitterly while keeping his head on her lap like small child, today sanky was feeling little relieved that he blurt out his truth to swara, he was thinking that swara will pacify him but he didn’t found any reaction from swara but still he was in her lap)
Background music runs
Tune jo na kaha
Main woh sunta raha
Khamakha Bewajah Khawaab Bunta raha
I listened what you hadn’t said I made dreams without any reason
( both SWASAN were crying, deep pain inside there heart became new both are thinking there good and funny days were they used to be too much happy
Only flashback was running in there mind)
Tune jo na kaha
Main woh sunta raha
Khamakha Bewajah Khawaab Bunta raha
Jaane kiski humein lag gayi hai nazar
Is sheher mein Na apna thikaana raha
Koi chahat se abb apni chalta raha
I don’t know whose evil sight has got me There is no place of mine in this city
( SWASAN thinks of that time when everything became black, when they lost everything in there life, a time when no one helped them there care for love and care which they didn’t got )
Khamakha Bewajah Khawaab Bunta raha
Dard pehle se hai zyaada
Khud se phir kiya
yeh vaada Khamosh Nazrein Rahein Bezubaan
The pain is more than before I have made a promise with myself once again Eyes and path are both silent
( SWASAN thinks how they get new position on there life, swara was seeing broken eyes of sanky
There was deep silence between them only sobbing sound was there in room)
Ab Na pehli si baatein hain Bolo to Lab thartharaate hain Raaz yeh dil ka na ho bayaan
Now I can’t talk like before My lips tremble,if I try to speak The secret of the heart can not be told
( swasan try to speak more but can’t speak because words were not able to come out from there lips, they were freezed, both wants to say many things but no one had power to break silence)
Ho gaya ke asar koi hum pe nahin
Hum safar mein to hain Humsafar hai nahin
There is an effect over me Though I am travelling,but I have no companion Door
jaata raha Paas aata raha
Khamakha Bewajah Khawaab Bunta raha Aaya
woh phir nazar aise Baat phir chhidne lagi phir se Aankhon mein chubhta kal ka dhuaan
( after some time of there freezed state sanky removes his head from swara lap and sees into her eyes, )
Sanky lips were trembling to speak but he forces himself to speak, he somehow speaks swaraaaa..
This all things which happened in these days about our meetings in Mumbai Is everything planned by me.
I just love you and I wanted to take out from that hell life, I can’t see you like this swara,
Swara was seeing mixed expression from sanky face. There was guilt of not able to help swara and anger on lucky as well as pain.
Sanky continues to save you I just took help of ragini. Kavya and neha
Again deep silence takes place in the room.
Sanky again makes his lips to speak more.
He says today I said everything about me swara
My past life everything.
He had hope that swara would react but seeing in her eyes he lost hope because he was not able to understand what swara is thinking, but he understood one thing that swara is not agree by his proposal so he quickly stands, wipes his tears and speaks, swara I think that you don’t want to accept this thing it’s OK I will never ever force you.
He wipes his tears but still he was sobbing, tells, now you are free swara, you are free from me, he takes 2 papers
First he gives one paper and says this is paper of gadodia industries which lucky took from you and also 50% property of my company which I have to give as a wife, swara didn’t accept that paper so sanky puts it on table,
Sanky takes other paper, his hands were shivering like hell, one time that paper falls down also but he manages to catch it, still shivering he puts in her lap,
Sanky controls his emotions and says this is divorce paper, I already signed and it is totally dependent on you, sanky tried hard to not to come out of tears but unknowingly they were falling from his eyes,
Sanky after giving her paper still had hope that now she will react bit again he only got dissapointment so he wipes his tears and turns opposite direction to go out of room.
But before going he tells one thing, swara now everything depends on you, if you will sign on this paper I will never show you my face .
After completing this sentence he started moving slowly out of room.
Background music (mat ja re mat ja)
Door Talak Hai Soona Falak, Ab Dhoonde Tujhko Kahaan
The horizon looks empty till as far as I can see, where should I search for You now?
Tu Hai Kidhar Na Aaye Nazar, Aa Sun Le Ye Iltejaa
Where are You? I can’t see You, please listen to this request of mine
Mat Ja Re… Mat Ja (x4)
Don’t go, please don’t go
( swara sees sanky going away from her she feels her heart is coming out from her body, swara was feeling emptyness inside her which was increasing with every increasing distance between them)
Teri Kami Hai, Saansein Thami Hai, Tanha Hai Dil Mera
You are missing (in my life), my breath has stopped (due to it), my heart is lonely
Door Talak Hai Soona Falak, Ab Dhoonde Tujhko Kahaan
The horizon looks empty till as far as I can see, where should I search for You now?
Tu Hai Kidhar Na Aaye Nazar, Aa Sun Le Ye Iltejaa
Where are You? I can’t see You, please listen to this request of mine
Mat Ja Re… Mat Ja (x4)
Don’t go, please don’t go
( swara heart was shouting that please don’t leave her, don’t go from her but her mouth was chocked she can’t speak word more, but she can’t see this separation, she already broken into million pieces)
Teri Kami Hai, Saansein Thami Hai, Tanha Hai Dil Mera…
You are missing, my breath has stopped, my heart is lonely
Ye Kaun Sa Rishta Hai, Meri Aankhon Se Rissta Hai (x2)
What sort of relationship is this, it is seeping/trickling (in the form of tears) from my eyes
Do Dil Ke Paaton Mein Ye Bat Ta Hai Pista Hai (x2)
In between the plates of these two hearts, it is getting divided and grinded
Zidd Pe Bas Dil Ko Apne Tu Aise Na Jhuthla
Due to willfulness/stubbornness don’t falsify the feelings of Your heart
Mat Ja Re… Mat Ja (x4)
Don’t go, please don’t go
( swara thinks because of her stubberness she is loosing sanky, she is crying from inside don’t go please don’t leave her as everyone leaved her but sanky didn’t saw back also because he was also broken so he didn’t had power to face her again)
Teri Kami Hai, Saansein Thami Hai, Tanha Hai Dil Mera
You are missing, my breath has stopped, my heart is lonely
Dil Ishq Se Bindha Hai, Ek Ziddi Parinda Hai (x2)
The heart is tied with love, it is like a stubborn bird
Ummeedon Se Hai Ghayal, Ummeed Pe Zinda Hai (x2)
It is unconscious due to hope yet the same hope keeps it alive
Aas Bhari Ardaas Ko Tu Aise Na Thukra
Don’t reject my hope filled prayer in this way
(Ardaas is a Sikh prayer that is done before performing or after undertaking any significant task)
Mat Ja Re… Mat Ja (x4)
Don’t go, please don’t go
Teri Kami Hai, Saansein Thami Hai, Tanha Hai Dil Mera…
You are missing, my breath has stopped, my heart is lonely
( swara thinks today she can’t leave him, swara runs behind sanky without thinking about others, today she was listening from her heart only,
Her heart filled only of sanky, sanky feels someone is coming towards him but he thought may be its his imagination, but he feels a sudden jerk on his back where swara hugs him tightly from back and speaks still crying, PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME ATIF………………………………………………
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RAGLAK SIDE
Ragini got shocked to see lucky staring girl,
Ragini in cold voice what are you doing mister
Lucky quickly sees in ragini Side, voh nothing nothing…
Ragini points out that girl direction and says what was that,
Lucky sees it and speaks innocently she is good girl
Ragini in cold voice” figure ”
Lucky – what figure
Ragini – she looks hot isn’t it
Lucky without thinking yes.
Ragini – you useless person don’t have shame on you.
Lucky understand his mistake oh sorry ragini please sorry voh I didn’t meant to say that.
Ragini – I am seeing you from many times just go to that girl and live with her.
I am going
Ragini turns and started going out.
Lucky runs behind her but one time also sees that girl and says she is really hot but now I have to decrease ragini anger.
Lucky runs please sorry sorry I will not.
Ragini – no no no
Lucky – so you will not understand.
Just than one woman comes and says oh so your wife is angry on you
Lucky in flow yes she is angry
But both