SWASAN: AASHIYAN [EPISODE-23] BY NEELIMA

SWASAN: AASHIYAN [EPISODE-23]

Well a HAPPY NEW YEAR to you all.

The last year ended on a good note that our swasan came together and now in this new year let’s see swasan’s love and togetherness in my ff.

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Episode starts- [shopping, sonography, swasan intimate]

Leaning his back on the headboard, sanskar was sitting embracing swara, who had held him tight in her embrace and unknowingly slept off crying, finding her lost peace, calmness, her soul in his embrace. Making up for all the lost times they sat without speaking a word, while sanskar kept on caressing her hair and kissed on her head multiple times till swara was calm.

Disturbed by the knock sanskar looked towards the door. It was uttara outside calling them for breakfast.

Uttara- bhai bhabhi

Sanskar- [softly] swara….

Swara gave no response. Seeing this sanskar slowly parted swara and saw her sleeping. He very slowly made her lie down and as uttara knocked again he hastily moved from his place to get down the bed but swara’s sleep was broken. She saw sanskar going away and immediately called him.

Swara- [panicking] sanskar …. [sanskar turned to her] where are you going? Please don’t go.

Sanskar- I am not going anywhere swara. Uttara is knocking the door.

Swara looked at him blinking her eyes trying to comprehend herself and then looked towards door and at the same time uttara knocked again.

Sanskar- you ok.

Swara- yes….. you see what uttara is saying. [sanskar nodded and went and opened the door]

Sanskar- what happened uttara.

Uttara- come for breakfast. Bade papa and papa are waiting and bring bhabhi too.

Sanskar- ok we are coming in a while.

Uttara went and sanskar came to swara.

Sanskar- I thought you were asleep, so not to disturb you, but you woke up. That is also good. Come let’s go for breakfast.

Sanskar forwarded his hand and swara held it and got up.

Swara- sorry .. vo I didn’t know when I slept.

Sanskar- hmmm…. Typical mannered swara. [swara looked at him confused] [noticing her expressions] don’t look at me like that. You are saying sorry after everything. Areh be my swara. Even if she does mistake naa then also she will make you tell sorry. And here you are saying sorry every now and then without mistake.

Sanskar- [held her shoulders] you just slept didn’t do any crime to say sorry for. Now give me a smile.

Swara looked at him blankly and hugged him.

Swara- I just forgot to smile without you. Going from here, I just didn’t separate you from myself but lost my soul, my happiness too. at this moment I am with you, you have forgiven me, it all feels like a dream and I fear it will break anytime.

Sanskar- no swara. It’s not a dream and even if would had been I won’t let it break. Not this time. Anything happens but I am not going to live away from you. We are going to be together always.

Swara- [moving out of hug and forwarding her palms] pakka. You will never let me go away from you. Even if I do any foolishness promise me we will never get separated. You will hold me to yourself always.

Sanskar- ALWAYS. IT’S A PROMISE TO YOU. Till the day I survive I will keep you, hold you to myself because it becomes difficult to survive when you aren’t with me.

They hugged each other promising this.

Sanskar- accha now give me a smile.

Swara tried to smile but tears came out of her eyes instead. Sanskar nodded in no and wiped her tears and did action to smile, to which swara smiled slightly.

Sanskar- it’s ok I will manage for now with this much.

Sanskar- let’s go madam we have to do breakfast also.

Both came down hand in hand and sat to do breakfast. Sanskar forwarded a glass of milk to swara.

Sanskar- have this first.

Swara looked at the glass and as sanskar made her hold it she distanced the glass from herself and kept a little far.

Swara- umm…. I don’t … I mean…

Sanskar- it’s good for health swara. Have it. [sanskar again gave her the glass]

Swara- please sanskar…..mmm…

Sanskar brought the glass to her mouth and she took a sip and immediately stood up, removing the glass.

Sanskar- what happened. Swara….swara…

Swara moved to kitchen directly leaving behind everyone shocked by her behaviour.

Sanskar- I will see.

He immediately came to kitchen and saw swara who was licking raw mango pickles.

Sanskar- swara you ok. You suddenly came here.

Swara- yaa I am fine. Actually … I feel vomiting sensation with the taste and smell of milk. [she said embarrassed]

Sanskar- I didn’t knew. I am sor….

Swara- it’s ok. Let’s go.

Swara apologised and dp and rp told her not to do so. They all had breakfast and dispersed for their works or room.

In swasan room-

Sanskar- swara I have an important work in office. It will take two to three hours. I will be back after completing it. Till then you take rest. Uttara is at home only. And if you need anything just give me a call. Ok. [swara became gloomy hearing him but still nodes]

Sanskar- you will be fine right. It’s just about two to three hours.

Swara- I will be ok. You go.

Sanskar- bye.

Swara- bye.

Sanskar went office and swara became sad. Uttara was home so she spent time with swara.

It was five hours and sanskar didn’t turn up yet. Swara was waiting for him. But finally when he entered she sighed and gave him a small smile.

Sanskar- vo meeting extended and so I got late. So were you bored.

Uttara- [while entering the room] no no how can we get bored. You left us in Disney land and we enjoyed so much.

Sanskar- uttara can you ever tell me things directly.

Uttara- directly then listen. [dramatically] you know five hours bhai. First I thought that we would talk and our time will pass but then we didn’t had much things to talk about and neither did bhabhi seem interested in talking. Then I asked bhabhi to do online shopping and you know what she said I don’t have anything such in mind to buy. I read jokes for her and she just smiled and WE WERE HELL BORED.

Swara smiled seeing the way uttara complained sanskar dramatically in a flow and exaggerating the last words and sanskar’s face.

Sanskar- done. Or you want to say more.

Uttara- huh!

Sanskar- how much do you speak. Don’t your mouth pain speaking so much.

Uttara- accha I speak so much and you what you do always irritate me and scold me. You better be in office. Go go from here.

Uttara went and sat beside swara.

Uttara- see bhabhi such a boring person you married. Only knows how to work in office.

Sanskar- oyee don’t instigate swara. You couldn’t entertain her and saying me boring.

Uttara- accha if you aren’t then we are bored now also. Do entertain us please. [said with smirk]

Sanskar- what entertain us. Do you find me any joker.

Uttara- I hope you would have been one. [muttered under her breath]

Swara heard uttara and giggled.

Sanskar- [looked at swara and felt good to see her smiling] [to uttara] what are you saying.

Uttara- nothing bhai. I think your ears are drumming on its own.

Sanskar- accha let me show you. [said moving his sleeves up]

Uttara- [shrieked as sanskar came forward] bhabhi…. See what your husband is doing.

Swara- Sanskar let it be naa. She is just kidding.

Uttara- no I am serious. Bhai let’s go somewhere naa. Our mood will also get fresh. Bade papa and papa will come in evening. I have already prepared lunch and sent to office also. Let’s us have it and then let’s go somewhere please. Today no one else is there too so no worries. Please please.

Sanskar- [looked at swara] ok.

Swasanutt were in car-

Sanskar- hmmm so where should we go?

Uttara- bhai let’s go to the fare which started a week ago near hoogly.

Sanskar- no tell some other place.

Uttara- why?

Sanskar- that’s far and would be crowded. Not good for swara to go, not atleast now. [swara looked at sanskar who was seeing the road and driving]

Uttara- yaa right. I didn’t think that way. Then where should we go. Bhabhi you give some idea.

Swara- haan… I don’t know uttara.

Uttara- accha then where to go.

Sanskar- [mocking uttara] bhai let’s go somewhere. [irritated] You don’t know where to go but you have to go to some place.

Uttara- don’t make fun of me. Why don’t you decide where we should go? [ irritated from sanskar mocking] you know things better than me naa.

Sanskar- ok then.

Sanskar started driving to some place.

Uttara- where are we going? Tell us also.

Sanskar- when we will reach you will see. Now sit quietly.

Uttara huffed and sat quietly. Swara was enjoying their tom and jerry fight.

Soon sanskar stopped the car infront of a mall.

Uttara- mall. You kept suspense for this place.

Sanskar- you are saying as if you won’t buy anything as I kept it suspense. Come let’s go inside and by the way going in the fare too you were going to buy things only.

All stepped out of the car.

Uttara- ok ok if you brought us here then we should use our time. So now quickly give me money as I brought a little amount or your card as I didn’t carry them.

Sanskar looked at uttara with narrowed eyes who has extended her hands, and then taking out the cash from his wallet handed her.

Uttara- [counting it] only 7000. Bhai you earn so much and giving me only this much. Give me your card.

Sanskar- what I have given is more than enough. I am not giving my card because I don’t want to be bankrupt.

Uttara- [whined] bhai this is not fair.

Sanskar- everything is fair little sister. Now go and shop or I will take back the money too. and haan give some time to us. Call me when you are done. [pinched her cheeks] go. [uttara went for shopping]

Sanskar- [putting an arm across swara] so why are you silent?

Swara- nothing.

Sanskar- girl’s and shopping are equivalent, so amile and come let’s buy something.

Swara nodded smiling and both went inside the mall and looked for what to shop.

Sanskar- what do you want to buy.

Swara- I didn’t think of buying anything now.

Sanskar- in that case let’s buy you a sari.

Swara- no it’s not needed.

Sanskar- come swara.

He took swara with himself and saw multiple sari’s and then bought one after a lot of struggle.

Sanskar- will you eat something.

Swara- no I don’t feel to have anything.

Sanskar- ok

Swara- You buy something for yourself too.

Sanskar- only if you select something.

Swara nodded and went around with him to buy something. She looked at watch store and entered and selected him a watch.

Swara- show your hand.

She undid the watch he was wearing and made him wear the watch she selected.

Swara- this is looking nice. Did you like it?

Sanskar- [smiled at her] loved it [to the shopkeeper] make the bill.

Sanskar called uttara to ask if she was done. She asked them to wait for some time as she is almost done. Swasan were waiting for uttara when swara saw a gift and toys shop. She started walking towards it.

Sanskar- where are you going?

Swara- vo…. Just like that. There’s a gift shop. So till uttara comes I thought to just see around.

Sanskar looked at the gift shop- come.

Swara looked at the toys fondly, caressing them with a smile. By the time uttara too reached there.

Uttara- wow! Shopping for the baby.

Swara- ohh uttara. No just thought to see till you come.

Uttara- what no. areee for this even bhai can’t put restriction on how much ever the bill goes. Wait I will buy something for the baby after all I am going to be bua. You also choose something good.

Uttara excitedly searched for a gift. Swara saw a beautiful teddy doll.

Swara- sanskar can we buy this.

Sanskar- hmmm. And this one’s for you.

He forwarded a teddy on which “love u” was written. Swara took it.

Swara- thank you.

Uttara- ahem ahem….. I too bought something. If you would like to then I will present it. Here you go.

It was some toy which on being played said in child’s voice- “I love you mumma… I love you daddy”.

Swasan had a huge smile.

Uttara- [seeing there smile] I knew it you will like after all I am so particular in selection.

Sanskar- [side hugged her] yaa I know that’s why your bill is 15000 instead of 7000 which I gave.

Uttara- [angrily] bhai.

Sanskar- accha baba sorry [kissed on her forehead] thank you. Your gift is the best.

When they were going out of the mall.

Uttara- [very sweetly] bhai…

Sanskar- what?

Uttara- vo I bought a dress. I want to buy a bracelet for it. Please [pointing towards the jewellery shop]

Sanskar gave a seriously look.

Uttara- I am going to be bua. I have this much right. Please naa.

Sanskar- [rolled his eyes] chal.

They came in jewellery shop and uttara selected a bracelet. Sanskar was getting the bill made when uttara came with another piece of jewellery.

Uttara- bill this along too.

Sanskar raised an eyebrow.

Uttara- vo that the first one matches with my dress and this one I liked a lot. I will wear this after baby will be born.

Finally after shopping they were going back. Sanskar before going home stopped at a park.

Sanskar- let’s relax here for some time.

Leaving swautt in park he came to a cafe their and bought pastries and chocolate and came back in the park.

Sanskar- here have this.

They all had feeling relaxed seeing the greenery and taking in fresh air in the calm weather. Uttara went around the park giving swasan time for themselves. Swasan were sitting with sanskar’s hand wrapped around swara and swara had kept her head on his shoulder, both enjoying the view.

Sanskar- what are you seeing with so much concentration.

Swara- there that kid playing with his parents. He is looking so cute naa. [sanskar hummed] you know since I knew about our baby I many times saw many dreams in which we would be with our baby. But everytime I feared what would be your reaction when I will tell you about baby.

Sanskar- I am very happy swara. And we will play like them with our baby soon. I am so thankful to you that you are going to give such a big happiness to me that I can’t express. I love you.

Swara- I love you too. [wrapping her hands around his waist and they kept looking at the kid]

Sanskar- tomorrow we have to go for your check-up. You remember naa.

Swara- hmmmm.

They went home and all spent time together, had their dinner and swasan slept peacefully in each other’s embrace.

Next day at hospital-

Doctor was doing sonography of swara.

Doctor- there on the screen [pointing a small structure] that’s the baby.

Swasan looked at the screen. They held each other’s hand tightly. Their happiness knew no bounds.

Swara- [choked voice] doctor it’s so small.

Doctor- yaa but if you would have agreed to me and seen it the last time the baby would have been more small.

Sanskar- why didn’t you see the last time.

Doctor- she said that she would see the baby with you.

Sanskar looked at swara lovingly.

Doctor- and here you go. This is your baby’s heartbeat.

The doctor frowned hearing the rhythm of heartbeats but didn’t showed. Swasan on hearing it got elated. Swara was in tears. Sanskar kissed swara’s hand he was holding and his eyes were glassy with happy tears.

Sanskar- if I could I would have recorded all this.

The doctor smiled and checking her completely asked them to wait.

After the reports came swasan were called in the cabin.

Doctor- hmmm so mr and mrs. Maheshwari you have to be more careful now. there are some complications but…but everything is still under control. You have to be careful that swara you don’t take stress and be happy and special care and attention on your diet. And now one good news for you both………………. Swara you are carrying TWINS and so your responsibility doubles.

Swara- [stood up shocked] what you said doctor. Are you sure?

Doctor- 100% It was clear on the screen and also if you would have listened properly you heard two heart beats. In starting days it isn’t much clear but after two to three months you know they could be seen properly.

Sanskar hugged swara in happiness after coming out of shock.

Doctor- ahem ahem….. [swasan broke the hug and sat back embarrassed] so now…..[doctor advised them many things]

Sanskar-thank you so much doctor.

Doctor- well after taking this you should say thanks to me.

Sanskar- what is this. [taking the cd]

Doctor- [smiled] recording of the sonography and heartbeat’s of the baby. Actually now a days it’s possible and sometimes parents ask for it so take it.

Sanskar- thank you doctor.

Swasan came out happily and again embraced each other before driving back home. Sanskar bought sweets and at home they gave this news to dp, rp and uttara who became extremely happy and blessed them.

Rp- [becoming more emotional] if sujata will know naa she will just be so happy.

Swara- papa don’t become so emotional and bade papa you too.

Dp and rp patted her head and went away. The day was filled with happiness for all of them.

At night in swasan room-

Sanskar was lying in swara’s lap and swara was caressing his hair. Slowly swara was opening up to him and becoming normal again.

Sanskar- you know what swara it was so sudden when you told about the baby and I was shocked. You know we were living separate and then suddenly this news. I was not able to believe that it is happening in real. I have reminded myself so many times that I am going to be a father to believe on this. But today after seeing the babies I am on cloud nine. In that I knew, I felt that feeling completely of becoming a father and it is so overwhelming. I just can’t tell you.

Sanskar woke up from her lap.

Sanskar- it’s all because of you. [cupped her cheeks] thank you for giving me this happiness. Now I am just thinking how will we be as parents. Thinking this only I feel strange.

Swara smiled at his talks. Sanskar saw her smiling. He leaned forward and gently pecked her lips.

Swara- [surprised, shocked] sanskar….

Sanskar- I want to make it up for the lost times. I want to live each and every moment with you now. [looking in her eyes] I need you …. now.

Swara- main woh …. [she was nervous]

Sanskar while caressing her one cheek, placed her hand over his shoulder and snaked his other hand around her waist. Both were in sitting position looking at each other.

Sanskar- [huskily] do I have your permission.

Swara hummed slowly and closed her eyes not able to take his intense stare.

MATURE CONTENT

Sanskar closed the gap between their lips and tilted his head taking her lips in a passionate kiss. Both were indulged in the kiss pouring their love for each other, holding each other tightly. Swara pressed her fingers on his shoulder and fisted his hair by other hand. They parted for a while for breath and again kissed intensely.

ISS QADAR PYAR HAI

TUM SE AYE HUMSAFAR

CHANDNI NARAM SI

RAAT KE HONTH PAR

[I love you such,

My companion

Like soft moonlight

Over the lips of night]

Sanskar- I missed you swara

Sanskar mumbled while giving wet kisses all over her neck. Swara tilted her neck giving him complete access, sighing with his every kiss and clutching his t-shirt tight. Tears slipped out from the corner of her eyes hearing him.

Swara- I missed you too sanskar.

TERI NADAANIYAN

MERI GUSTAKHIYAN

MILI TOH YUN JUDI

KE BHEEGE RAAT BHAR

[Your naivety,

My bad manners

When they met, they joined such that

We got drenched whole night]

Sanskar slowly opened her strings and hooks of her blouse and slid them aside, roaming his hands on her back. She shivered and hugged him tightly moaning his name.

Swara- uummm….. sanskar

ISS QADAR PYAR HAI

TUM SE AYE HUMSAFAR

Slowly he made her lye on the bed.

DIL MEIN HAI BETAABIYAN

NEEND UDNE LAGI

TERE KHAYAALON SE HI

AANKH JUDNE LAGI

[There is a restlessness in heart,

Sleep is gone

My eyes now meet only your thoughts]

Kissing her throat and shoulders sliding her blouse he made sure to look at her to gauge her expressions, her love and her comfort.

AB TOH YE BAAHEIN

JHUKTI NIGAHEIN

BAS INHI KI FIKAR

[These arms

And bending eyes,

Now I care only for these]

When she lowered her eyes as he saw her, he kissed on them affectionately.

TERI ANGDAAIYAN

MERI KHAAMOSHIYAN

MILI TOH YUN JUDI

KE BHEEGE RAAT BHAR

[Your yawn,

My silence

When they met, they joined such that

We got drenched whole night]

She turned as he removed his shirt shyly.

Sanskar- you have seen me before swara [in her ears] and I never failed to see you.

Saying so he traced her hand from shoulders to fingers sensuously.

ISS QADAR PYAR HAI

TUM SE AYE HUMSAFAR

He turned her and kissed her passionately again.

MERI THI JO KHAAMIYAN

TUJHSE POORI HUI

BAAQI HUYE BEWAJAH

TU ZAROORI HUI

[Whatever were my shortcomings

Got complete with you

Everyone else became useless

You became a necessity]

Sanskar- be in my life just like this becoming my happiness, completing me, making me life worth living.

AB YEH FASAANA

MERI JAANEJAANA

BAS CHALTA RAHE UMAR BHAR

[May this tale, my beloved,

Continue for our whole life]

Discarding all the clothes they were indulged in each other completely. Sanskar made sure that he didn’t put his weight on hers. He kissed her everywhere and worshipped her completely.

TERI MADAHOSHIYAN

MERI TANHAAIYAN

MILI TOH YUN JUDI

KE BHEEGE RAAT BHAR

[Your intoxication,

My loneliness,

When they met, they joined such that

We got drenched whole night]

He entered her slowly but yet it pained her for it was long time. He kissed her forehead comforting her. When she was fine he slowly thrusted in and out of her and she moaned and moaned his name out of pleasure taking a lot from him to be in control. Finally they climaxed and got exhausted.

MATURE CONTENT ENDS.

They slept off in each other’s embrace covering themselves with comforter being tired of their consummation.

Episode ends.

Precap- more of swasan moments.

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