SWASAN: AASHIYAN [EPISODE-5]
sorry but this epi will be short. and sorry for late updates.
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it was the next morning and swasan were sleeping cuddling more into each other. after about one and half months it is, that they are sleeping in the warmth of each other’s embrace, their souls feeling content by the presence of the other near them. today both of them were not feeling disturbed and neither were finding the other by extending their hands because they were holding each other. sunrays entered into the room and were disturbing them. sanskar was adjusting himself in order to get rid of the sunlight disturbing his peaceful sleep. due to this swara’s sleep disturbed and she woke up and looked at sanskar who was continuously moving due to sunlight falling over his face and was making some sounds out of irritation.
sanskar- [in sleep] aahhhh…….. unhhh
she got up without disturbing his sleep and put the curtains and saw him who now was relaxed and sleeping looking innocent. she admired him for a while and then spoke to herself.
swara- sanskar today at any cost i have to talk to you. i can’t wait more. we need to sort out everything and then we will be happy ever after and i promise i won’t repeat my mistake. i realised what i did but it was too late. i already did the mistake no actually sin but now i am ready to repent and get our life back to track and with everything good and well, lead our life happily.
saying this to herself she went to get ready. soon she came out and saw sanskar still sleeping but disturbed. he was shifting and trying to hold or rather find someone on the bed. realising that he is finding her presence beside him she smiled and tears automatically skipped her eyes. she came to bed and sat beside sleeping sanskar and caressed his hair lovingly.
swara- are you searching my presence sanskar? did you search me like this everyday ? you love me so much sanskar. [sanskar turned a little by the feel of her touch and wrapped hand around her waist while she was sitting] [she looked at his hand wrapping her and more tears escaped her eyes]
swara- i am sorry for leaving you. i am so sorry. [kissed on his forehead lovingly]
freeing herself without disturbing him, she went downstairs and silently went into kitchen and prepared lemon water.
she was coming to her room when parineeta saw and stopped her.
parineeta- swara for whom are you taking this. what is it?
swara- none of your concern. do your work quietly and dare not ever to do something wrong or you will see the worst. now move from my way.
swara went to her room leaving a fuming parineeta behind.
parineeta- swara you will pay for everything and this family too. they did a very big mistake by sending aadarsh jail and you by ruining our plan and messing up everything. i will soon show you and others what a grave mistake they did and specially you and ragini who at last moment turned the game in your favour. enjoy you all how much ever you want. will see all of you.
saying this she went to her room.
swara here came in the room and sat beside sleeping sanskar keeping the lemon water on the side table.
swara- [softly and lovingly] sanskar…….sanskar….sanskar wake up it’s morning and time for pooja [prayer]. sanskar. huhhh [to herself] how much he sleeps. aise to he has lots of work to do when he is awake but when he sleeps he is such a lazy. never wakes up at once.
sighing she finally shook him a little calling his name again finally waking him up.
sanskar- ahhhh [holding his head which ached due to hangover]
swara- sanskar get up it’s late. we need to attend the pooja.
sanskar- [said feeling intense pain in his head] please swara stop. it’s paining like hell [his head] and you are speaking non-stop. and why did you wake me up. ahhhhh….
swara- [passing the glass of lemon water] have this. it will help you and i am not speaking much, [now a bit angry] it’s your hangover that you are feeling like this.
sanskar took the glass with one hand and was still holding his head with the other and his eyes half open. he slowly drank the lemon water and soon completed it.
holding his head and moving it back he pressed on his temples to relax from the hammering pain in his head. heavy half open eyes he tried remembering last night and slowly his hangover was reducing due to lemon water effect. with every memory of last day and his drunken state, his facial expressions changed from love, guilt, hurt, pain, restlessness, to anger and then a blank face. as swara stared at him sitting beside him, sanskar too stole her glances with every memory he recovered.
determinedly he got down the bed from the other side. swara wanted to talk to him and got confused by his behaviour.
swara- [stood from bed] sanskar [said calmly and caringly]
sanskar walked in washroom taking his clothes without paying heed to her call leaving a confused and sad swara behind in room. busied herself in arranging the bed and room while waiting for sanskar, she thought in mind of how she would apologise to sanskar. although after the desireful, lovable encounter they had yesterday she thought it would be easy for her to talk to him but then his drunken state made her feel something wrong and so she wants to clarify things between them first.
coming back to sense with door opening sound, she looked towards washroom door from where emerged sanskar in t-shirt and jeans, wiping his wet hairs with a towel. she smiled as her eyes filled with unshed tears due to happiness of getting this view and guilt and sadness for missing such mornings for this entire one and half month where she wakes up in his embrace and wakes him up who always becomes lazy in mornings and then him wiping his hairs with towel and finding ways to get his morning kiss or romance with her, his smile when he looks at her.
she frowns while remembering this as things have changed. yes she woke up in his embrace and also woke him up but after that nothing was similar. she felt as if she didn’t existed in the room due to sanskar’s behaviour. he didn’t asked her for anything and over that he didn’t looked at her even once.
putting off all her thoughts she called out for him in an attempt to talk which he ignored or rather pretended not to hear as if she is not present their.
swara- sanskar [sanskar didn’t respond]
swara- sanskar we need to talk [sanskar walked to cupboard to grab his coat ignoring her presence and talks]
swara- [sad, confused and hurt for him not responding, went to him and held his hand] sanskar i am saying something. why aren’t you responding and behaving as if i don’t exist.
sanskar- [freeing his hand and said uninterestingly] we should go downstairs. everyone must be waiting.
saying so he walked out of the room leaving swara behind in dilemma about his reaction. she too walked downstairs and stared at sanskar who stood near temple with others who have just gathered around. she went and stood beside him. staring him she tried to figure out what’s in his heart and mind but couldn’t understand.
I AM SO SORRY for being so late but i had to go to my village to attend relative’s wedding which initially my parents were to attend only but later as we had holidays so we accompanied them and it was a sudden decision. when i came back on 14 the i someone wrote for the os competition but next day i got fever and stomach upset and hence couldn’t post. so i am sorry for making you wait but here after i will try to update daily without fail.