SWASAN – Acceptance (16)

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It has been four days swara has started her work as his P.A. the relation ship between the three is getting better but laksh is still mad.
” crap!” Sanskar shouted throwing files on his desk
” what happened? ” laksh asked casually because he is used to his brother’s behaviour
” we lost singhania’s project”
” what?” Laksh choked and immediately his eyes burned “we submitted our papers right?”
Sanskar turned to him “ofcourse but after the date”.
Laksh fisted his hands and shouted out of his voice” swara”
Swara came running to their cabin and still she shivered in shock.
” why did you do this swara. Why don’t you let our souls rest in peace ” laksh’s tone decreased at end.
” what..what did I do ?” She asked laksh and glanced at sanskar before looking at laksh to get a hint.
” did you submit singhania’s project?”
” of course, on time” she answered confidently.
” oh! Then why did they reject us?” Laksh raised his eyebrow
” what? Impossible ” she exclaimed.
” don’t act swara. Why are you back of us? Why do you want to ruin us?” Laksh again shouted at her
” laksh, please be calm. I really don’t know ” she answered quietly.
” don’t act swara. I am getting you now. You had a choice to leave our house but you didn’t because you are working for your revenge, to satisfy yourself and hence dropped the letter after the date” he snapped and sat on the couch burying his head in between his hands.

Laksh’s words affected her a lot. It’s true that she wanted to leave the Manison but when she met sanskar at graveyard, she came back, again. His forgiveness ached her. No doubt, she wanted to take revenge but she still loves him. His care melted her and made her thirsty for love, his love. she wanted to be part of his life because she knew that only he can heal her.
” don’t you trust me ?” She asked sanskar with teary eyes.
” you are still expecting me to?” He questioned her in cold voice.
She took a deep breath “I can understand you sanskar because I broke your trust but ..”
” once a liar always a liar” he quoted. It silenced her for a minute.
” but there will be someone who gives that liar a second chance”
” so, you expect me to be that someone” sanskar asked as if he read her mind.
“Please leave us swara, please” laksh begged her folding his hands
” enough” she screamed “what do you think of yourself, laksh?”
“Down your voice swara” his voice is higher to her.

Swara raised her hand to him ” let me speak. I accept, I accept that I came here for revenge and I still want to take it but not from you. You are right, I had a chance to get out of your lives but I didn’t, I didn’t because my feelings for you both are true. The friendship with you and love with your brother. I may have a criminal mind according to you but I do have a heart which is wounded and it too feel for someone.” she is now panting from her outburst. Tears filled her eyes “why don’t you guys see that this swara is not the same one who came to your house for revenge. I agree that I behaved foolishly but sanskar forgiving me changed my idea. I was filled with guilt and wanted to help you in any way for my redemption but..” She took a deep breath and continued “I am staying with you doesnt mean that I am incapable of living alone and believe me, I am experienced.” She turned to sanskar who’s expressions are serious. “And I really submitted the papers on time” she choked her words and left the cabin in rage.
” what will we do now? Papa will beat us to death if he gets to know.” Laksh asked sanskar worried about the deal.
” where is the meeting?” Sanskar asked narrowing his eyes. Laksh smriked ” JAIPUR” and they both exchanged warm smile.
” here is my resignation” swara said in high voice throwing an envelope on the table
” and laksh, be happy because I will leave by the time you enter Manison” swara stated and again left the room with heavy heart.
” we have only two hours for meeting.” sanskar said casually and laksh nodded as if he understood what to do. A pair of eyes enjoyed this scene from far away and smiled satisfactorily.

Sanskar smiled at ragini when he reached Manison at night around 8:00.
” I have something to say you” she said in a playful tone, singing each word.
Sanskar raised his eyebrows and made an innocent face “did your parents fix your match?” To which ragini scrunched her nose.
” nah..you will be shocked my friend”
” listening what?” Laksh yelled behind sanskar. Ragini moved an inch to see his face.
” the case papers are lost” she stated so casually but received the brothers gasp.
“And you are saying it playfully?” Laksh is surprised.
Ragini smiled sarcastically “well I found it funny because every thread we knew or trying to is breaking”
Sanskar sighed and turned to ramu kaka who welcomed them with water.
“Did she leave?” He asked to which ramu nodded in no. Sanskar drank water and turned to steps after looking at the love birds deeply involved in some conversation.

Swara threw her kurta on bed in frustration. Of course is angry with him that doesn’t mean that he should let her go. She really didn’t know where to go because she stayed with vansh in a restaurant before coming to Manison and he payed for it. Now, she don’t have enough money to continue in staying at same hotel or other and on that, she resigned her job. Swara sighed for her condition and looked at the closed door with tears.
She wiped her tears and dragged her packed suitcase from the corner of the room when she heard someone knock the door.
” someone said that they will leave by the time I come” sanskar said sarcastically with a serious face and humor filled eyes. Swara gulped
” don’t worry Mr. Maheswari. I am leaving” she snapped and walked past him. She badly wanted him to stop but he didn’t. It again brought tears to her eyes. She stopped before stepping out of the room.
” do you really want me to leave?” She asked choking. It seemed like she would start crying badly at any moment.
Sanskar frowned and gradually smriked his trademark smrik.”I really don’t entertain emotional fools”
She turned to him with a glare “you are a heartless person”
” yes, I am” and both of them knew that it is not true.
Swara bit her trembling lower lip and looked down “you said that you are my mother. Will you not forgive your child?” She wishpered and tears came out of her eyes.
” that’s what I did” he answered casually, well tried to.
Swara looked at his cold face and then understood how stupid she was. Of course, his forgiveness is the one eating up her. She exhaled before speaking.
” then punish me like a dad” her eyes are witness of her guilt, desire, hope and pain of her deeds.
Sanskar sighed and the warmth in his expression resumed. “That’s what I am unable to do, miss gadodia”
Swara fisted her hands to stop herself from punching his face.
“I am not gadodia”
“You are!” Playful, sadistic sanskar is back. She wondered for his quick change of masks. She dropped the intense eyelock they were having and murmured “it’s time for me to go” saying so, she turned facing her back to him. She stepped forward when suddenly he held her wrist .
” do you really want me to punish you” he asked, his voice shaking and the depth of it said that something is bothering him. She turned her face to him and he saw tears in her eyes. No doubt, it still effected him.
“stay with me” he said in one breath breaking eye contact. Avoiding further questions, he walked two steps forward.
“Do you still love me?” Swara yelled from behind and he rooted to his place with an unreadable expression all over his face