Sanskar
I woke up and headache raving my head, alano made me coffe and sure him and kapeer investigate about what happen, I told them I offered her to be my mistress gaining a good head slap from both of them… kapeer said I am such a baby and don’t know how to deal with women…
I went to my office and she was there, swara… she was all yellow kurtha, it make her look divine, tied hair as always and moment her eyes fall on me she scattered and shaked In her place, but I didn’t show her any sign off affect and head to my office, if she wanna play, then a game can be play by two.
I ignored everything and got in my office, I had couple meetings and some tours and by noon I was resting in my office, but all time I couldn’t not to think about her. Soft knocks disturbed my resting and here she is, walking ever so lightly as if she will break floor, her shy gaze shattering every where, her hands rubbing together…
“sir? Do.. you have a minute?”
“all time for you …. Hermosa”
She sat across me “actually sir I wanted to talk about the charity next celebration…”
“hmmm before that can you please bring me the red file from the low drawer over there”
“ji sir”
She went to the drawer, bending down, the way her kurtha slide around her ass made my dick stir in discomfort, I stand right behind her but without touching and when she stood turning she collide in my arms
“haaaa” she gasped and shock filled her
“do you know you are one very s*xy woman swara?”
“sir… let me go… what you doing?”
“having you the way you want it”
“sir… let me go… please…”
I pushed her to the closet “you act so well tigersita… I would have believe it if you didn’t do a mistake…”
Tears fall of her eyes and she looked very terrified like she had seen a beast… “sanskar sir… please… I beg you.. don’t mistake me again”
I tug her braid “last night you called me mr.maheshwary… I didn’t say that to tigersita… she wouldn’t know… but you would… stop f**king around”
“i… am… ahhmm..ahhh” she would want to say something but cant.. misconceive words would only flow past her lips…
“sshshshs I got you and your secret mia civera shshs… let me now kiss your so f**k kissable lips”
As I lend to kiss her I felt her body lose in my hands and she slipped unconscious on the floor
“ohh come on I know it’s a play.. get up”
I knew she is f**king playing and I wont weaken
“I said get up tigerita.. come on”
I grap her arm pulling her and shaking her but she wouldn’t open up, but I panicked as I saw blood coming from her nose
“swaaaaraaa??? Oh shit… swara… swara talk to me…. Hell you sanskar what you f**king did??”
I carry her to the couch trying to wake her up, patting her cheeks, I am so f**ked up…. I splinted water drops on her face and her eyes moved and she stir and I took a long breath that I was holding… god…
“hmm…”
“swara… are you ok… swara??”
Her eyes opened and it looked so off and empty like that she was a literal blank
“swara??” I try again. She sat up brutally clutching her duptta and looked terriefied “hai shshs I am sorry”
“sir… sir… what happened??”
Excuse me whaaat
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Swara
Panic… it’s the only thing I felt… pure panic…. I was in his arms… he was touching me… this is… this is wrong
“do you know you are one very s*xy woman swara?”
His sinful voice creeped to my ears telling me those words and I heard the loud thumbing of my heart… I must leave now…
“sir… let me go… what you doing?”
“having you the way you want it”
No… no… let me… this is wrong… run swara,,,
Well you are not pushing him. Confess it that you like this myself mocked me…
“sir… let me go… please…sir”
he pushed me to the closet and it hurt my back “you act so well tigersita… I would have believe it if you didn’t do a mistake…”
tigerita… what is that?? A name??? why he calls me that, why he ahhh my head spins, durga ma save me please…
Tears fall of my eyes “sanskar sir… please… I beg you, don’t mistake me again” I begged, this is sinfully wrong, he is touching me, I am a bad girl….
He tugged my hair painfully and my head pain increased “last night you called me mr.maheshwary… I didn’t say that to tigersita… she wouldn’t know… but you would… stop f**king around”
“i… am… ahhmm..ahhh” I wanted to clear the wrong, I wanted to run, to scream, to cry, no one is listening, I am not speaking… he is not sanskar sir… its HIM, his face, his devil smile, his touch that gives me crawls, he will kill me…. Save me,, someone, anyone,,, please…… Mumma
“sshshshs I got you ……. mia civera ……. let me now kiss your so f**k kissable lips”
He will kiss me, he will hurt me, he will, I am… mom.. I …. And darkness welcomed me….
I feel water splint on my face… what happen?? Voices talking to me but I cant fathom, am I laying?? I am laying.. I jerked up clutching my duppta… what happen
“swara are you ok?” I can now see sanskar sir looking worried to me and asking me… but how am I like this?? I … I was….
“hai shshsh I am sorry”
“sir…. Sir what happen?” I cant remember anything, sanskar sir was so confused at my question
“swara… your nose is bleeding” his voice sound so confused… ohh durga ma my nose… I hold my nose
“ya durga ma…”
“here…” he extend me his handkerchief…. Durga ma please steady my heart… how he can be like this… so pure… I took it shivering from our closeness. I should stir away, but I want stay little more… I cover my nose, I must look so bad
“are you ok?”
“yes… yes sir, its nothing… I will go”
“no stay here and rest… don’t you remember what happen?”
“did something happen sir??” did I did something….
“what is last you remember??”
“sir I …”
“stop this sir sir sir, call me sankaar” he spoke bit loudly and I can feel his irrating, but how can I call his name, my lips said it many times in my fantasies and it filled with love, so how can I say your name like this….
“speak swara, please”
My name never felt so lovely from him, and every time I feel to melt …. God, what I am thinking? He is engaged and I am…. Oh… I tightly hold my duptta
“i.. came to.. discuss with you sir, the charity celebration next week… and … and…”
“and what?”
“and….” What happen? I remember only darkness… “I faint right after, right sir?… after that I remember only darkness”
He was quit and I couldn’t look at him, what he will think of me… I am such stupid….
“are you sure you don’t remember anything?”
“nahi!! Did something happen?”
“nahi… why your nose bleed?”
“i… I don’t.. know sir”
“I will call the doctor”
“no no sir, please… its ok… I will see that later… excuse me”
“hai wait”
But I couldn’t wait, I cant stay close without having him filling me with sinful thoughts and emotions. Why you punish me so hard durga ma?…. in rest room I locked myself in cabin and try contain my thoughts… shame on me…
I looked to his handkerchief, it was soft and elegant and his first letters printed on, I keep it close to my heart… oh sanskar sir, if you just know…
I cleaned myself and went back to my desk, but aman informed me that sanskar sir left and he gave me rest of day free so I gathered my personals and left, to my home…
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Alano
Break … and break and break, and build all over again.. it was my third time I break a work of mine, I was trying to scrub my last pr*stitute but always end up thinking about that girl and it distract me, f**k… my fingers hurt from building and breaking so I decide to rest….
My feeling toward this girl is very confusing, I never treated any girl with harsh but I did with her and I hate it… I just think she is so beautiful to stain herself like this… is it possible that I feel like this cause I want a taste…
Its possible…. Perhaps, when I have her once I wont give a shit about her anymore… it worth a shoot… no alano (how can you think this) you don’t sleep randomly…
Before my thoughts take me further my door knocked, I open and my breath hitched..
“YOU”
She flinshed at my tune, I was thinking of her and here she is, what is the f**k?
“good afternoon sir”
Speak of the devil, this is my chance and I will finish all this fuss.
“what you doing here??”
“ahh I am sorry, I am, hmm, well rafi send me with papers, of, some project… kapeer sir said you will take care of it”
I think for it in a while “so rafi sent you… to me!”
“ji… ji sir”
Ok its either she is being vixen here and know what I exactly mean, or she is very stupide… either ways I will fetch this…
“come in” I said giving her space to enter my house.
She was in leggings and creamy kurtha, first time she is a bit decent, is it because we are at noon? She took baby steps watching around.
Her eyes hold much admiration look like she is a kid in a museum,
“like what you see?”
I asked and she snapped her head toward, I tug a smirk and move to her taking papers… I offer her to sit but she said she is her to deliver… yea sure… herself to me… her so f**k up boyfriend send her to me to enjoy… and enjoy I will…
I made myself look at papers and look at her again, she was staring me this time, her eyes hold dreamy look… nice move…
“meuu… you look… exhausted due to summer today… would like to splash some water….”
“no sir its ok…. I am fine”
“ohh at least I can offer that.. follow me”
I put the waste papers away, and took my steps while she followed, I opened door for her, but thing is it wasn’t to restroom. I smirk to her as her eyes widen like saucers as realization hit her, it wasn’t door to restroom but to my bed room, my bed was in full display and she was shocked
“huh don’t play now. You know why rafi send you here so lets just end this…”
I graped her elbow and press her body to me stepping in the room
“no no sir, I am not here like this … please”
“don’t play innocent now, you want this”
I attacked her neck and she was whimpering and wiggling in my arms
“sir noooooo, ahhh,, please noo noooo don’t”
“ahhhh I am going f**king crazy to have you… I will f**k you so well”
“nooooooo… alano sir please don’t I beg you”
I don’t care her words, mostly didn’t hear them as the desire to take her was too high… I pushed her over the bed and hovered her, trapping her under me, pinning her hands and kissing her neck as her shouts continue.
She was screaming and protesting but I am so into f**king her to end her from occupying my mind, after this I will never think of her again. She was still fighting with all her power and she managed to get out of my weight and hold pushing me to side and stand to run I stood fast too and block her way to the door.
She looked so freighted, cornered, helpless and fragile, like she is seeing some kind of beast or a monster….well I am willing too.
“sir please…. Don’t…” she fold her palms “please I am here only for the papers”
“well you can tell your boyfriend later that we will agree to whatever he want to, as long as the price is f**king you so deeply….”
I watch her shut her eyes tightly and shaking her head but she snapped them when I launched to her again, she tried to run pass me but I caught her from behind and she still f**king wiggle.
In process the back of her kurtha a bit tored, having a glimpse of her back turned me more on and my dick screamed for release… I caught her kurtha and tore it in two revealing all her back which was so flawless and toned like a piece of cupper in Greek statue. I hugged her from behind pressing her back on my front, f**king flawless.
I start kissing her back like the mad person I am now and bite her while her screams filled my room, she was wiggling and bending allowing her ass to hit my dick, damn she isn’t helping… I tug hard on her hairs and turn her around and I bite her over her rapidly pulsing vain then I sucked to easy her shout but it turn to sops and whimpers and her body slipped against mine and she fell on her knees grapping my leg tightly
“sir I beg you, please …. Ahhh ahh please don’t do this to me… I … am not…. Not you alano sir, please not you…”
Since she came here only now I numbed, her cries sliced through my heart badly and stopped whatever evil spirt possessed me to that to her. I never laid my hand over woman against her well not to mention I came this far… then she raised her head and I looked at her…. May god damn me.
Here eyes was filled with so much pain, hurt, tears, regret and what not… I got totally caught and whipped in the black of her eyes, I drowned in the black and saw my reflection in the moist filling her eyes and I got scared of the ugly I saw in that moist….
“L E A V E”
My sound was too raspy and weird even to my own ears, like it wasn’t me at all, confusion flickered her eyes, lost replaced fear in her iris…
“take a coat from the stand and leave right away…” I repeated raspier and deeper and my tears threatened with falling…. Slowly she stood up her eyes guving my looks of sorry, as if she did wrong while i should pick her feet for my mistake.
She crossed her arms holding her dress from falling and turned around and immediatly i closed my eyes not wanting to see her back again…. i heard door voice being open and after a mont or two i heard the main door being open and shut…
Only then i collapsed and remmbered how to breath again… guilt filled in away didn’t know was possible, squized me and my heart with hands of iron and i cried of the f**ked up i just did….