SWASAN : the dream i ever dreamed [part 1] by neptune

Helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo allllll….. so here I am starting with the most awaited story… I know I know that I made you all wait a lot but what to do this story is really very special to me and so I wanted to start this story at a good day…
Guys yesterday was my result day and my NEET UG result has arrived..
I have scored 536/720 with an all india rank : 14,610. Guys please just pray that I get admission in my desired college.
Ok so now without any more bak-bak lets start with the story. I hope you people do remember the story line………………..

So guys this story starts from the time ragini’s truth was out. Swasan are not married here.

And here that fateful day has arrived. Finally ragini’s truth was out in front of everyone. Some people were shocked, some were happy, some were sad, some were angry. Various emotions were out in front.
Swara was standing amidst all. To describe her emotions only one word was capable NUMB. That’s what she was. She was unable to believe that finally she was proved innocent. These days were not less than a nightmare for her. To others it seemed like an easy thing and they would just say a simple sorry to apologise to her. SORRY, seriously was this sorry capable of washing all her pain? Was this simple sorry capable of giving her, her self respect back? Was this simple sorry capable of returning her those sleepless nights which she spent crying alone letting out her pain?? Was this simple story capable of washing those cruel memories of her dancing in those dirty clubs between those lusty people giving her those dirty looks and trying to touch her in a wrong way?
She came out of her thoughts with the voice of her baba.. oops her so called baba.

Shekhar : swara I am really sorry beta. Please forgive me, I know I did wrong with you and your maa but at that time I was blinded by ragini’s love and also I didn’t know the truth at that time. Please forgive me beta and return back with me we will be happy family like before.
Swara was just lost in her thoughts unable to speak a single word.
Annapurna : ha beta please forgive us, we were all blinded by ragini’s innocence that we could not see anything beyond it and we thought that you really ran away.
Dp : ha beta please forgive us, we all thought that since ragini was an innocent traditional girl she could never do something like this.
And like this all kept on asking forgiveness from swara to which she didn’t reply anything just stood there like a statue.

Shekhar : please shomi at least you make swara understand, I know I am wrong but please come back with me.
Shomi : shona..
And that’s when swara came out from her thoughts and looked towards her maa who was looking at her with questioning eyes.
She smiled thinking that at least there was someone in this whole world who was thinking about her too.
Seeing swara smiling everyone thought that they were forgiven, Shekhar couldn’t control his excitement and hugged swara tightly.
Shekhar : thank you so much swara beta that you forgived us, thank you so much beta.
Swara was utterly confused seeing this.

Shekhar : swara beta thank you so much for forgiving all of us. Now we will live like a happy family you me mishti and ragini. Please beta forgive ragini too. I knew she did mistake but please beta forgive her.
Daadi : haa chori please forgive her, we all know that she loves laksh so much even more then her own life please beta forgive her and hand laksh to her after all they are married now.
Ragini : I am sorry swara. Please forgive me too.
Ap : yes beta please forgive her after all she is such a good traditional girl and she did all this for her love right.
Shekhar : arre arre Annapurna ji don’t worry swara will surely forgive heras ragini is her sister right.

Here as Shekhar was busy dreaming all this swara was really shocked now, how easily all of them asked forgiveness from her and even without her saying any thing they all assumed that she forgived them all even her opinion didn’t matter to any of them.
But she just smiled sadly and said
Swara : you are right baba I forgive you all.

Listening this all became happy.
Shomi : but shona…. [interrupts her]
Swara : no maa you don’t worry I am alright, so from where to start. Hmm we should start from elders right, so first bade papa and badi maa you said that ragini is a good and traditional girl right so tell me one thing just being traditional makes a person good? If she is innocent and traditional then she is a pure soul, is innocence defined by your dress. You people identify a person by their dressing sense right. You say that ragini loved laksh more than her life so does it permit her to take any other person’s life. Love, is this a feeling or just a word. It’s a feeling right so is it measured by what you have done to gain that person.
Shekhar : but swara ragini’s life starts and ends with laksh, she even changed herself and tried to become modern and lively for him. She has given herself solely to him.
Swara : [with teary eyes but still with a smile on her face] wow baba you remember all this.. [interrupted by ap ]

Ap : what wrong is he saying swara, you yourself have seen ragini giving herself to him.
While ragini closed her eyes in pain.
Swara : [ smiling face and teary eyes] of course badi maa how can I forget that, I have seen my sister changing, I have seen my sister suffering and so have you all. But did she alone change?? You people have seen ragini changing into swara for gaining laksh’s love but what about SWARA badi maa, what about swara who changed into ragini still when she had laksh’s love by her side she changec not to gain someone’s love but for all your happiness, just because you people wanted a traditional bahu, who left all her dreams just for all your happiness. If by being traditional someone becomes innocent then why you people didn’t trusted me, even I had changed myself naa.
If it was difficult for ragini to become modern, then was it easy for me to change myself so much. But never mind, just remember onething love is a feeling not a thing whose quantity can be measured. And I forgive all of you because my maa has taught me to never let hatred come in your heart and to forgive all, you know why because to forgive someone requires more strength then to hate someone and I am quite strong so I forgive all of you.

And ragini I just want to ask you one question I know that love is superior then all other things, but are all the other relations inferior to love? Iss duniya mein pyaar se badhkar bhi kayi rishte hote hein jinhe nibhana zaroori hota hein[ in this world there are many relations which are more then love, and it is necessary to fulfil all of them.]
Aur jo pyaar tumse vo saare rishte chin le vo pyaar kabhi kaamyaab nahi hota. [and the love which snatches all the relations from you its never a success]
Saying all this she ran away from there to seek some peace leaving shomi and dida proud, while all others were guilty.

Precap : umm I have to think.

Guys I am really sorry for no Sanskaar scenes today but what to do I wanted to describe swara’s pain and believe me guys I literally cried writing this that poor girl suffered so much in the show but still forgave everyone because she was strong enough to do that. Not everyone can do this and I hated whenever someone calls her mahaan and so I had to justify things from her side too.
People say that swara’s character was unreal and mahaan, how many of you think so? And how many of you think that what ragini did for her love was correct?

Important question :
Guys was this epi too boring? Was it too filmy and unrealistic?
And the most important question: do you all want me to continue this ff?
Please tell me your reviews about it. Meet you all in the next part till then bub bye…………………………….