SWASAN: ONLY FOR YOU [EPI-95]
early morning 6:20 swasan were standing at the door step of their house in mumbai with sanskar holding swara by her shoulders. swara was very emotional seeing the house and desperate to see her children. sanskar rang the call bell and sumi opened the door and looked who was there. seeing swara her eyes filled with tears.
sumi- shona… [happily with tears cupped her face] shona…you came baccha… [hugged her] shona.. mera baccha.. i am so happy…. [broke the hug and kissed her forehead and caressing her face to believe she was there] shona beta where were you for so long.. [looked at sanskar] sanskar where did you find her and when. why didn’t you inform us…[to swara] where have you been shona. do you know without you what happened to all of us. [again hugged her] how are you beta…
swara too hugged her back with tears flowing from her eyes.
swara- maa… i am fine..maa. i am fine…
they both broke the hug.
sumi- i am so relieved and happy to see you back. but what happened. where were you for these 3 months. what had happened and sanskar where you found her.
swasan looked at each other.
swara- [chocked voice] maa…voh..
sanskar- maa we will tell everything later. but let us come inside. swara needs rest.
sumi- haan come. no wait a minute.. i will come in a minute….
sumi came with an aarti thaal and welcomed swara and took her to inhouse temple and both prayed to god while sanskar stayed in hall. at that time shekhar came down and saw sanskar looking somewhere and found swara. he was very happy.
shekhar- [going to inhouse temple] swara [with tears and smile on his face]
swara looked at him but did not say anything.
shekhar- swara how are you.
swara- i am fine. thank you.
shekhar did not say anything further and satisfied himself with the fact that swara is fine.
swara came in hall and looked around when sumi interrupted her thoughts.
sumi- shona you have become so thin and look yourself how pale you are. atleast now tell us what happened.
swara- [blank face] nothing maa i was kidnapped and now i am here.
sumi and shekhar shocked to hear this while sanskar was looking at swara’s blank face.
sumi- [whisper] kidnap.. [to swara] who..kid.n..apped you? [swara didn’t say anything but was lost in thoughts]
sanskar- sahil
shekhar- sahil.. but he was in jail naa.
sanskar- he was released after his punishment was over…[interrupted]
swara- maa where are swayyam and sanu. [looking around]
sumi- they are in their room sleeping.
swara without speaking or listening further moved towards kids room, with every step her heart beat raising. three entire months later she is going to see her children. how would they be. will they have changed. how will they react when they will see her. all these thoughts were running in her mind. she reached the door of kids room and was standing there. sanskar and sumi shekhar also came from behind. sanskar came and held her shoulder from back to which she jumped from her place in fear.
sanskar- swara relax. what happened.
swara- nothing….. you came..suddenly…toh..
sanskar- it’s ok. come let’s go in.
swara nodded and slowly opened the door.
the sight brought tears in swara’s eyes. swayyam was sleeping holding a photo and sanu was sleeping hugging swayyam, while ayush was sleeping on other side. swara moved slowly towards the bed. she looked at them for a while. then she took the frame from swayyam’s hand saw it was swasan pic. she started crying silently. her children suffered because of her. keeping the photo on side table swara sat beside swayyam and caressed his face with non-stop tears flowing from her eyes. then she looked at sanu. the angel of their house. tear marks were visible on swayyam’s face. unknowingly, unintentionally along with swasan kids have suffered too. those innocent souls who are still unaware of the cruelty of this world. what was their fault in this. thinking this swara cried more holding both swayyam’s and sanu’s hands.
sanskar- [tears flowing through his eyes too but composing himself] swara [holding her shoulders to support her]
swara controlled herself and calmed down when sanskar slightly caressed her hair.
sumi was silently crying seeing her daughter’s vulnerable state while shekhar too was feeling bad for swara but he couldn’t do anything.
swara- [composing herself] swayyam….baby..wake up… see mumma …is here. [she kissed on his forehead and then on sanu’s] sanu…..angel baccha see…naa…mumma is here. [she couldn’t do this and hugged sanskar by waist who was still standing beside her and started crying]
from yesterday till now swara cried seeing the children for first time. she was in tears many times but actually she cried now.
swara- aannhhaan……nhhuunnnhh sanskar i can’t wake them up… how will they react….what will they ask…..what should i say to them…… i am not getting anything.
sanskar- swara ssshhhhh swara they don’t know anything about all this…. they think that you have been somewhere for work. so they won’t question and if they do just tell them that you were busy in work.
swara moved apart wiping her tears.
swara- no mother forgets their children in their so called work whether whoever she is. no work is ever important for any mother than their children.
sanskar was stunned by what swara spoke.
sanskar- swara i did not know what else to say them so i…
swara- it’s not your fault sanskar. what you did was for their good and i know this very well. i just don’t know how to face them. i can’t. somewhere i am at fault. i shouldn’t have gone alone then this all wouldn’t have happened.
she was getting up but sanskar held her shoulders and made her sit again and himself kneeled down in front of her. sumi and shekhar left from there to give them space.
sanskar- swara it’s not your fault. we didn’t know his intentions. we were unaware of what was happening around. yesterday you only said naa it was all planned in destiny. so stop thinking much. i am with you. now let’s wake them up. they have waited for you so long. not even a single day passed without them asking for you. they both will be very happy. just let all your fears free. let me wake them up.
sanskar- [caressing swayyam’s hair] champ…. champ…. [shook him] champ see whose there.
swayyam- uuunnhh [swara smiled seeing his antics in sleep]
sanskar- champ see mumma is here. wake up.
swayyam slowly opened his eyes half.
swayyam- [only saw sanskar] papa….let me sleep….papa [surprised realising sanskar was there]
swayyam opened his eyes– papa..you came back. [his eyes fell on swara who was looking at him lovingly yet nervously] mumma [rubbed his eyes] mumma
swayyam removed sanu’s hand from over him and touched swara’s hand.
swayyam- mumma [hugged swara and started crying] mumma…..uuunhhh aanhhh mumma.
swara hugged him back tightly and she too was crying.
swara- baby….ssshhh stop crying…. ssshhhhh
swara tried to part but swayyam was not leaving her and crying.
swayyam- mumma…. i missed you so much……. why did you go for work…… you should talk to me naa but you did not talk also…… i was missing you so much….
swara- i am sorry baby…. i am so sorry. please forgive mumma….i am sorry……. see now mumma is back naa. now stop crying. ssshhhhh
swara rubbed his back to calm him and consoled him. sanskar was looking at them lovingly with tears in his eyes. he was controlling himself not to cry. with the sounds ayush woke up rubbing his eyes. he looked around to find swara. he immediately came down the bed to swara.
ayush- didi…..[swara looked at ayush and smiled with tears forwarding her hand welcoming him]
ayush went and hugged her while swayyam was still hugging swara and crying although he was not a bit calm. sanu was turning sides due to sounds disturbing her.
ayush- [complaining tone] didi who works this much. you know i missed you so much. and swayyam and sanu also missed you. you should take your mobile with you so that i could talk to you on phone naa. huh!
swara- sorry chotu… [holding her ears from one side]
ayush- it’s ok. i am going to maa [ayush went to sumi]
swara focussed back on swayyam who was still crying hugging swara.
swara- swayyam baby now stop crying….. my brave baby… became cry baby…..[said with tears]
swayyam broke the hug.
swayyam- [crying voice] mumma i am brave baby.. i missed you mumma.
swara- i missed you too beta. [she wiped his tears and kissed all over his face lovingly] mumma is sorry. now stop crying. i don’t like my baby crying..
swayyam- i am not crying. you are crying. [wiped her tears from her face and kissed on her cheeks for which swara’s tears could not stop]
swayyam- mumma now also you are crying.
swara- are you upset from mumma that she did not talk to you so many days.
swayyam- i am not upset. papa told that you had very important work and that’s why you are not able to come. but mumma don’t go again for work. when you are not at home.. i miss you so much.
swara- sorry baby. mumma loves you so much. [kissed his forehead again]
swayyam- i love you too mumma.
sanu made sounds in sleep like kids make when there sleep is disturbed. swayyam looked at sleeping sanu and started shaking her vigourously.
swayyam- sanu get up see mumma is here. mumma came back… sanu uth na….
sanu- [crying sound] uuunhh papa uunhhh see bhaiyuu is not letting me sleep. uunhhhh [she said in sleep]
swayyam- sanu get up.
sanskar- champ leave her. i will wake her up.
swara- sanskar i wil….
sanskar nodded understanding.
swara caressed her face lovingly holding back her tears.
swara- sanu see mumma came back [voice became heavy at last] sanu….[kissed her forehead and again called for her]
sanu woke up and saw swara.
swara- sanu [caressing her face]
sanu- mumma. [she sat up and started crying rubbing her eyes]
sanskar- angel why are you crying. see mumma is here.
swayyam- ayee bandariyaa stop crying. see because of you mumma is also crying.
swara- baby[swayyam] stop. [swara wrapped sanu in her embrace and kissed her on her hairs multiple times] sanu stop crying baccha. aren’t you happy mumma is here.
sanu- mummaaa.. uunhhhh [she cried for some time then stopped]
sanu- mumma you will not go for work again naa. leave that work. i miss you so much when you are not here. and you bhaiyuu also cries remembering you. yesterday also he cried and when i asked he said lie to me that he was not crying[swasan looked at swayyam emotionally who was looking down sitting on the bed]. i also cry but i will not cry now. i will not let you go for your work now. [sanu tightly held swara’s hand]
swara- i will not go anywhere now.
sanu- pakka
swara- pakka. [she kissed her forehead lovingly and sanu too kissed her back and hugged her]
sanskar hugged swayyam.
swayyam- mumma [extending his hands for hugging him too]
swara moved towards him and all four have a group hug.
they all moved to freshen up. swara took sanu and sanskar went with swayyam and they four freshened up. they all came down and uttmay, tanmay’s parents and rashika and rishita all came to meet swara as sumi informed them of swara back home.
as soon as swara came down with the other three all came towards her.
uttmay/rashika/rishita- bhabhi/cutie/swara
rashika and uttara hugged her tightly teary eyed.
uttara- bhabhi where were you. we missed you so much.
both broke the hug.
rashika- cutie do you know how worried were for you.
swara- i am fine.
tanmay came forward to hug her but swara instantly moved a step back. tanmay frowningly saw this.
tanmay- what happened bhabhi.
swara- [fake smile and hugged him sideways] nothing.
tanmay- how’s you and what all happened. how i mean these many months you…
swasan- so much work was there. [everyone saw them with frown]
rashika- what work…
swara- [interrupting] sanu swayyam go and sit for breakfast. chotu[ayush] you also go. [all understood swara’s gesture]
swayyam- mumma you also come.
swara- haan i am coming. let me meet everyone.
kids nodded and were going to dining table.
sanu- [came near tanmay’s parents and to uttmay’s son] manuu [forwarded her hand] dadu [tanmay’s father] put manuu down. we will take him with us.
tanmay’s dada smiled and put him down.
manik- diiii….diiii…
swara came forward and took blessings from tanmay’s parents amd then went to rishita who hugged her and welcomed her.
then swara came to manik and forwarded her hand to hold but he moved back to sanu crying. [he had not seen swara since three months and in this span it’s obvious that he must have forgot swara]
swara- manuu won’t you come to mami.
swara took him in her arms and kissed his forehead and started talking to him childishly so that he can stop crying and recognise her. within five minutes he stopped crying and was looking at swara and smiled and clapped his hands in excitement with swara’s actions. they all moved to dining table to have breakfast.
done with this part.
wait for next part today.