SwaSan: Am I Yours (Episode-7)

Sanskar came back home. Priya and kids were visiting some friends in Dehli.

the house was dark and quiet.He sat on the sofa and was staring at the wall. There was only one thought on his mind

“ Swara. My beautiful Swara. Will I ever see you again?” He’s been crying for quite a long time and headache was almost unbearable. He got up and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water and some aspirine.

His cell phone rang.Swara.

“ Swara?”

“Yes. I know it’s late but I couldn’t leave it this way. I wanted to say that I am not angry with you and that I love you too. But we must leave it here. Sanskar. I would never do anything to hurt you or anyone around you. “

“ You are not hurting anyone Swara. Sometimes you just hurt me when I can’t see you, baby’

“ I never meant to hurt you. But you know that if there is ever anything between us we will hurt a lot of people. Think about it. So I am calling to tell you one more time. Leave my life and never come back. I didn’t mean to throw you away from my flat and I feel very bad about it. But now I am just asking you. Live your life. Enjoy your family and forget you knew me”

He couldn’t believe what he just heard.“ There is no life without you Swara. Swara let’s just do what you wanted from the very beginning. Let’s be friends.”

“ No sanskar. You know it well that you will never be my friend only. It will never be enough. “

“ Swara don’t say that. I don’t want to loose you. I can’t stand a day without talking to you. Don’t leave me here.”

“ I am sorry sanskar. I will try to forget tho I know it won’t be easy. Please don’t look for me. I am leaving for Europe.I wanted to stay here but I think it won’t do me good now.”

“ Swara…..Swa…..no..please……”

“ Be good to yourself and your family. And if you want to remember me just think about our first meeting. The morning coffee. And stop right there. It was the one and the only meeting. That’s it. I disappeared later. Goodbye Sanskar. Goodbye baby.
’She disconnected.

No he won’t give up so easily. He can’t let her go just like that. He must do something to stopher. Everything just went so wrong. So very wrong. There must be something he can do to fix it. To be able to see her again. But not tonight.

He was too tired and he couldn’t really think straight. His headache was killing him. He just took a painkiller and went to bed.

Tomorrow he will go down on his knees and beg her to stay.

Next day he woke up at 2 pm. His headache was still there. But he didn’t want to waste any more time.

After the shower and a cup of coffee he decided to call Swara again. She didn’t answer. But what did he expect? She won’t pick up. She made up her mind. Maybe talking to Ragini will help. Yes,he must talk to her sister and ask for advice. She will understand.

Swara almost finished packing her suitcase. She wanted to leave the flat as fast as possible and spend the last night in India at her sister’s house.

She was tired and so sad. She believed she would start her new life in India.

But “love and death always visit uninvited”. She heard this line in some film and now it applied perfectly to her life.

She took all her stuff and left.When she arrived and ragini’s house she saw his car in the driveway.

“No, please. Not again” she said to herself.

She didn’t know what to do but she just couldn’t stay here with her bags and wait till he leaves. Quietly she entered the house. There were noises coming from the kitchen. She just went upstairs to her room.

“ Swara is that you?”

She didn’t answered. Just closed the door and sat on the bed. She started crying again. She was so fed up with it all.

“ Why does it have to happen to me?

Somebody entered her room. She didn’t look at the person but she knew it was sanskar.

“Where is my sister? I want to talk to her.”

“ Swara, they just left. They took kids to the movies.

He kneeled in front of her.“Swara please talk to me. Just tell meyou are not leaving”.

She couldn’t say a word. Her tears were almost choking her.He got closer and took her face in her hands. She didn’t oppose.

“ Look at me Swara.Swara?”She didn’t want to.

She wanted him todisappear.His fingers were trying to get rid of the tears from her face. There were so many of them. He got even closer and started kissing them away. She didn’t oppose.Their lips met. She didn’t oppose.

Episode End

So sorry for that late and short update but I write this part in hurry.

I wanna tel. That next part is the last one. That’s the only reason I made it a short one. Hope u like it.