Sanskar said”yes i thought that it was love swara”,swara was silently listning him,he continued”i met her 7 years ago,and because of her i have hurt a lot of people”,saying this he looked her,she was standing like a statue(in swaras mind,,,a fire was burning,she want to say many things to him,but she was controlling herself)sanskar was saying the things slowly and he was taking one cigarette after another,she does not even see him,but she can feel mix of tears and lot of emotions in his mind,,,he continued his talks”when i meet her,i was mad after her,i did not even know that she will destroy my life,my mother always used to warn me that she will destroy me oneday,but i did not listen to her,my ma and papa did not like our alliance,and ashi was instigating me against my own family,my ma and ashi used to fight by words daily,one day i became so frustated by it that i left my family,so many days i did not even sleep properly,then a good news knocks our life,we got to know that pari will come to our lives soon,but after the birth of pari,ashi used to fight with me,she was having problem with each and everything,i tried my best to make her happy,,,,but in paris 1st brithday at night she told me(ashi said sanskar the follwing things):”its over now,i cannot live with u more,i want freedom,i want money,i want divorce”,,,,
(then sanskar said):i was shattered at that time,i did not except such a thing from her,but instead of scolding her i just said ok,she said me that if i want than i could keep pari with me,and after some days we took divorce,i cried many days many nights not because she left us,but i thought that i was so bad i tried to give her every happiness,but in which way my affort was less????i left my own family for her i was feeling like i was the worst person in the world and i started taking cigarettes to get out of my pain and stress,but i decided to take care of my pari,to give her each and every happiness of this world,when she left us i really feel the pain of losing someone”,he was saying all this by looking at her(he was telling her everything as such he want to apolozize for something,but he didnot find much words for that)she was looking outside and said”but why u did not tell me this things before”,he said”i did not feel good to say this things”,she said”then why u have tell me today???”he replied”because i want to share my pain with someone,n u r the only one whom i can belive,but tell me one thing swara how do you know that it was a love marriage”,then swara give a proud smile amd said”i know a lot of things about u”,sanskar feeled that someone pour a bucket of cold water on him,he thinks that till now she rembered everything of our past…time was slowly and slowly flowing its the time of sunrise and swara said”i will marry you,but only for pari,i want to give her the love and care of a mother,i dont want to marry anyone, but its the wish of ma baba that i should marry,so if i marry you than ma baba will get happiness and pari will also get lots and lots of love,but i have a condition”,sanskar asked “what condition??”,she said”we will be only the mother and father of pari,nothing more than that,)”,
then she forwarded her hand and said”so deal”,he shake his hand with hers and said “deal”,soon after that she said about her desicion to her parents,her parents were so happy,,,,her marriage ceremony was not so big only some of their friends and her family members were there,some of their family members were not happy by their marriage,but she did not care about them and her friends were happy by their marriage,sanskars family was absent in their marriage,all were asking about them,but swara knows everything and sanskar make some silly excuses,,,after their marriage sanskar and swara shifted to their house with their little angel who was like a small ray of light in a dark room which had been closed for years….
In the present time sanskar and swara were deeply lost in their eyes,swara could feel the affection of sanskar and sanskar was trying to find his answers about her,but their eyelock was broken by paris crying sound and swara ran to her….
Thnk u for ur regular comments guys,which cheers me alot,forgive me if i did any mistakes….hope that u like it?…next time i will surely try to write in paragraphs actually i m writing in my mobile so its lit bit difficult,i guess u will understand….