swasan ff : InComplete Journey by kaynat khan episode 3

Thanks for all the love that am getting for this ff….
Punar vivah and recent one shot……
Really heartfelt thanks…..

And those who didnt read my os…. its serial track based story name soulmate on swasan…….

And coming to this story…..
Just wait and read i cant reveal anything and will try to add some comedy scenes in present but am really bad at funny moments but will try my best…….

And about past it will be a total teenage love story……

So you will witness a teenage love story in past and mature and emotional love story in present………

So lets start………

At present……

The day was really tiring for all the doctors as there were extra emergencies held for today…….

Swara left early as she wasn’t doing much operations…..
But sanskaar was having appointments so he left late…….

It was 12am in night sanskaar was driving his car when he got a call from his mom……

He got worried that mom is calling and that too so late……..

Sanskaar : hello!!!!! mom…..
Avantika : uff glad u answered my calls…..its been month u answered my call……
Sanskaar : am sorry today no excuses….but whats ur reason to call me so late……
Avantika : why can’t i call my son whenever????
Sanskaar : ohoo mom u can…… but i just got worried as its already late and ur husband allowed you to talk with me……

Avantika : well my husband is your father too and he is sleeping now so he wont shout allright……

Sanskaar : hmm….so hows u????
Avantika : well am not ok am missing you much its been 3 months that i saw you last……why dont you forget everything and come back to home…..
Sanskaar : no mom i have sweared that i wont come to that home and that home is not mine anymore……. and i missed you too why dont you come to hospital and meet me or come to my apartment…… i just miss you and sid like hell…..

Avantika : well I’ll come soon……and dont get so desperate inside i know you are worring of dad too well he is ok and he is taking his medicines properly…….

Sanskaar : well dad has forget me but i can’t forget he is my dad……

He said with teary eyes…..

Avantikka : you will always be like this sanskaar same like your dad….. you both will love eachother but dont show…..huh and in this fight me and my poor son sid is suffering huh!!!!!

Sanskaar : offo mom you and sid are really same he also have same dialouges like you……

Avantika : so hows your work going and haa i forgot to ask how’s swara?????

While sanskaar gripped the sterring wheel……

Sanskaar : what will happen to her mom????

Avantika : sanskaar shr was your wife once and still you love her……

Sanskaar : nope i dont and neither she and if you want to know about her tell sid he has every information about her…..

Avantika : trust me sanskaar i know you better than anyone just fake yourself as much as you can but in the end you have to be real….. chalo will not drag your personal matter but will come soon to meet you and her till now bye and take care and if any small thing happens do call me anytime am still your mother dont forget that……

Sanskaar : mom yr i will call pakka now bye and sleep neither tomorrow you will got darkcircles bye…….

Avantika cuts the call and sleep beside avinash……

While avinash became teary eye to see his own wife struggling to talk to his son like this…..

Avinash’s pov
Why sanskaar why cant you leave that girl and come to me again…… please come to me i miss you like hell….. i miss our small fights your funny nature…… i know sid is trying best to be best son and he is best but still i miss my elder son……. i know she is not in your life but still you wont come because you haven’t forget her…….i cant accept that girl sanskaar…..please understand and come back…..

He spoke to himself and slept……..

Banerjee mansion……

Swara ate her food and she was lying on bed……

When she remembers…..one scene……

Flashback……starts

Sanskaar ; shona you know i just love you in your specs and when you open your haira na….. hayee it takes my breath away…….so do not leave your specs at any cost……..

Swara : pakka promise……

Flashback ends………

Swara smiles with teary eye and removes her contact lenses and then put her glasses which sanskaar have gifted her…..
Cat shape eye specs…….

She just looks in the mirror and found sanskaar smiling behind her……
She smiled and turned around….

Swara : sanskaar…..

But found no one……..

She removes her glasses and laid again on bed closing her eyes to stop the tears to head their way out…….

Swara’s pov : today also i didn’t regret my desicion of loving you but what i got by loving you…… i came again where i have started…..am alone now also……you came like light in my life you taught me so much but then you left…… was it so hard to repent mistakes….. if you wouldn’t have agreed for divorce and gave this marraige another chance then we wouldn’t have been like this….
What you got you are too lonely like me…. you are not with your family too….. your condition is same like mine but what to do this time we cant be one…….

She promised she wont cry but every night her tears betrayed her everytime……. and always like everynight she slept remembering him and crying……

But sanskaar’s condition was no less than her but more because his apartment was full of memory of them he has to reveal all those memories and all those flashbacks hit him again…….

He too remembers her carress her side of bed and hug her pillow tightly and sleep…….

At past……

Its been a week to sanskaar have met swara in mall…..

Swara hardly remembers him as her full focus is on studies….. but its for the first time that some cool guy as hit on her…… so she remembers him and have a smile on her face…….

While sanskaar was finding ways to meet her again but he was more busy in his studies……but he promised himself that he will meet her soon……..

So today sanskaar was going to canp with his college team to study some about medical things…..
Some other two three colleges students
will also be present there……
And it was a week camp……..

Sanskaar was bidding bye to his mom dad and sid……

Sanskaar : mom i dont know how will i leave there without you for one week!!!!!

He said faking cry…..

Avantika : omg such a s dramtic you are sanskaar……behave like a grown up boy…….idiot…..

Sanskaar : haha and you look so cute in this way…..

Avinash : but sanskaar apart from jokes take care of yourself its first time that you are going away and that too for a week so take care…..

Sanskaar : uff dad chill will take care of myself now let me go bye you trio……

Saying this he went……

At banerjee’s house……

Swara was leaving when shekhar called her…..

Shekhar : swara i am allowing you to go this camp but remember i wont get anything against you understand……

Swara adjusts her glasses and nodded looking down……

Sharmishta came and hug her……

Sharmishta : beta take care…….
Swara : yes maa……

She bend down and touched both their feets and left…….

Shamishta : is it mecessary always to be strict with her…..
Shekhar : if not she will be like other girls and i want her to not be like that……

Next scene sid goes to college and he then got to know that some students feom his college too have went to camp……
While he got happy that swara have too gone with them……mow sanskaar will get time to talk to her neither he was just eating his brain for her……

There sanskaar reached to the camp site with his friends on bus…….

Sanskaar : yr arjun it was really a long journey…….
Arjun : yr who was concentrating on journey i was just waiting to come here so that i can see various types of girls…… today toh i will make 1 girlfriemd from them…..
Sanskaar : idiot can’t you leave your fun and masti beside and most of all flirting……
Arjun : oh common sanskaar you dont flirt so that doesn’t mean i will also stop ok…….. and its really fun……
Sanskaar : its impossible to fight with you……

At that time teacher calls all of them…..

Arjun : come will continue this later…….

Now both goes……

And from other side swara’s college yeam was also coming and one ore college students were also there…….

When swara was coming one of her class mateput her on hers…..
She was about to fall but she made her balance……..

Swara : kavya!!!!!!!!

Kavya smirks…….

Kavya malhotra : swara’s classmate…… she always irritate swara…..and hate her as she always top the class

Kavya : ohoo so chashmish was about to fall…..

Swara :dont step in my way….

Kavya : go idiot i wasnt planning also…… YOU are such an idiot…..double battery huh…..

While swara was in no mood of answering started to walk again……

Sanskaar and other classmates of his were standing with their teacher……
When sanskaar was talkin about randon things with arjun when his eyes landed on swara……

He thought maybe its just thinking but soon he realises that she was real……

Sanskaar looked at her without blinking and swara also looked at him…..
She realises that he was the same guy……

But both comes out of thought when the principal made an announcement……

Principal : so all the students you all know for which youll have came….. now do listen properly you have to choose your partner from opposite college and submit your names to head teacher and she will give you’ll topic so youll both have to prepare project on it……
And this marks will be included in your finals and yeah amthe best one can get full marks too so do choose partner….. but no mastii……
Thank you….

While sanskaa got happy as he already choosed his partner…….

Arjun have started to try his flirt on various girls……

Swara goes from there and sanskaar was searching for her……

Swara was thinking who will she make her partner and all when her leg got slipped…….

She was about to fall when two pairs of hands catched her…….

Swara realised that someone was holding her…..
Shee opened her eyes to get lock in those beautiful brown eyes of his……

She realised it was same guy…..
she pushes him……

Swara : you…. you cane here too….. following me….

Sanskaar : relax relax yr i didnt followed you but am happy that you are also here…. so you missed me…..

Swara : why would i miss you?????

Sanskaar : liar if you wouldnt have missed me then how you remember me…..its because you have remember me and by remembering me you have missed me tooo…..

Swara ; aagghh…..you such talkative…..i didnt missed you and you jusy stay away…..

Sanskaar : avha listen why dont you be my partner for project see you dont know me so like we both will get to know of eachother……

Swara : i dont want ok….

Sanskaar : think twice you dont know anyone here so its netter to make me partner……

Swara : but i dont know you too

sanskaar ; there’s a difference…… i am not like other boys…… i am different…… and you wont get any complaints against me…….

Swara thinks for a while…..

Swara : but no mastii and you wont come close to me……

Sanskaar : hehe pakka so friends…..

He broughy his hand towards her…..

She didn’t shaked it….

Sanskaar : common yr its just a handshake….

Swara finally shaked her hand with his……

Sanskaar : well i have took your hand to not leave forever remember that……

Swara : huh whatever…….

Now like this their friendship started

Present……..

It was yet another in hospital……

Swara has just finished her operation and she waa heading towards lift……
She was passing by sanskaar’s cabin when she heard sanskaar’s sound…..

She got little bit worried and peeked in his cabin……

She saw sanskaar was vommiting in washbasin……

She hurriedly went towards him and started to rub his back……..forgetting about everything…..

Swara : sanskaar are you fine?????

While sanskaar just nod and again vomit……..
Swara : no you are not….. wait here……

She goes and brings a glass of water for him…….

Sanskaar stopped vommiting while she gave him a glass of water…….

Swara : are you feeling ok now?????

Sanskaar : hmm better i think it maybe because of food poison……..

Swara : you might have eaten bad….. how many times should i say you not to eat anything from outside……being a doctor you behave like this huh…..

She said in frustratiom but sanskaar was also not the one to loose……

Sanskaar ; are swara i didn’t ate from outside….. and i took care of myself very much you dont know k…

Swara : haa then maybe your ghost have eaten….. you wont be careful in your life na…… you are such a careless person……you were like this only 5 years back and now also…….

She stopped when she realised what she was speaking while sanskaar too looked at her surprised as he was also going with the flow…….

Both looks at eachother…….

Swara : woh am sorry…… i think i should go take care…….

She turned around to hear his voice…..

Sanskaar : why swara???? why are you doing all this….. when you by yourself have finished everything so what’s the need of all this care…….

Swara turns

Swara : i wasnt the one who finished it it was you too and i was just caring for you insake of humanity dont ever think of something else….

Sanskaar : that’s better because like you i also dont have any feelings towards you……

Bg music : do read the lyrics giys its from half girlfriend its so awesome song in love with it…….

(Female)
“Dil charkhe ki, Ik tu dori
Dil charkhe ki, Ik tu dori
Sufi iska rang haye,
Isme jo tera khaab piroya
Isme jo tera khaab piroya
Neende bani patang,”

(You’re only string of my spinning wheel alike heart)
(It has a pious colorI have reeved your dreams in it)
(And my sleep is all gone away like a kite.)

Swara have said what her mind wanna say and what about heart……
Does the answer which she gave was correct does she really dont care about him…….
Maybe there have been cracks on her heart but still it beats for him only…….
She was looking at him like he was both were finding answers to their unspoken questions……maybe their eyes would answer what their toungues couldn’t!!!!!!

“Dil bharta nahin
Aankhein rajti nahin
Chahe kitna bhi dekhti jaaun
Waqt jaaye main rok na paaun,”

(Never get enough of watching you
Even however long I keep watching you
And I feel helpless when time goes on.)

“Tu thodi der aur thehar ja soneya
Tu thori der aur thear ja,
Tu thodi der aur thehar ja
ZalimaTu thori der aur thear ja.”

(O beautiful please stay for a while)
(Please stay for a while)
(O cruel, please stay for a while)
(Please stay for a while.)

Her love was still there but she cant express….
Her heart wants him to stay and she just jumps into him and cry and just see him like this…..
But she cannot…..
She just turned her face and started to move…….

Sanskaar then looked at her going…..
The more he was showing him cruel but his heart knows what he was feeling inside…….

(Male)
“Haye dil tere bin ab jee na paaye
Saans na leti raat
Ishq kare tere honton se
Bas ik teri baat.”

(My heart can’t live anymore without you
My nights don’t breath
It loves your lips and your talks.)

“Teri doori na sahun
Door khud se rahun”

(Don’t bear the distance from you
While am living away from myself too.)

“Tere pehlu mein hi reh jaaun
Tuhi samjhe na jo main chahun.”

(Want to live forever in your lap
Even you don’t get my intensions.)

“Tu thodi der aur thehar ja zalima
Tu thodi der aur thehar ja”

(O cruel, please stay for a while
Please stay for a while.)

He wants her just to stay and stay…….

A tear fell from his eye……

And there also a tear from her eyes……

“BAS THODI DER OO THEHER JAA”
(JUST STAY FOR A WHILE)

Next day swara knew sanskaar was unhealthy but despite he didn’t took holiday…….

She made some healthy food….for him as he wasnt well…….. but now he problem is what will she tell to him now…..
If he again questions her she wont have any answers today……
She was thinking when something crossed her mind…….

She smiled and went to arjun…..

Arjun was reading some patient file…..

When swara called him…..
He turned his chair and found swara he fell from his chair suddenly???

Arjun : bhabhi nope shona nooo damn???? haa swara haa swara yes anyproblem……..

Swara : woh actually i wanna give these to Sanskaar actually he is having foodpoision so canteen food is not good for his health can you please give this to him…….. and please dont take my name infront of him…….

Arjun : wow when all this happened did you both talked with eachother?????

Swara : nope i just saw him vomitting yesterday and he said he was having that’s it….. and yeah do tell him not to eat morning foods at night its only ruining his stomach……

Arjun was looking at her smilingly…..

Arjun : well if you care so much for him why dont you give by yourself……..

Swara : no no arjun its not like that….. i was just telling…. please do this for me……

Arjun : well i will but i have one condition……

Swara : what?????

Arjun : not today but soon you have to do it you should promise me that…..

Swara : ok i promise……

Arjun : hmm ok your work will be done…..

Swara : thanks so much……

Saying this swara went…..

Arjun : God i just hope this both idiot get some brain and they get back together…… acha hai i dont fell in love neither my condition would be the same……

In canteen……

Sanskaar finished checking on patients and came to canteen……

While swara was sitting with her friend on either side…..

Swara saw him coming….
Sanskaar sat on table from which his back was visible for swara….

Sanskaar ordered from canteen when arjun came and cancelled the order……

Sanskaar : dude are you planning to starve whole day…..

Arjun : no man i just brought tiffin today for both of us……

Sanskaar : are you serious i mean you have bought food from home….. who only loves outside food…..

Arjun : oh common sanskaar we are doctor and of we only dont keep our health safe then how will treat the patients……
And you are not well naa so eat this……

Sanskaar ; wait a second how you know that i am not well…….

While arjun bit his tounge and swara slapped her forhead as she was listening to them…….

Arjun : are yesterday your face was so dull so i assumed that you maybe not well…… but what happened to you???

Sanskaar : woh nothing just food poison…….

Arjun : you should not eat your morning food at night also…… just prepare fresh food at night…….you are a doctor and you only do like this….

Sanskaar : hmm you are right will see to it…..chal now open it i am really hungry……..

Swara’s friend was talking with her but her concentration was full on sanskaar……
She was just nodding….

When sanskaar put the first bite of chappati and veges in his mouth……he remembers that he have eaten food like this…….

Flashback……

Sanskaar was waiting for food when swara came with food but the chappati was full burnt and the vehetables were overcooked and swara was standing there teary eyes…….

Swara : sorry sanskaar but from next time i will learn to cook and will cook best…..

While sanskaar made her sit down and wiped her tears……..

Sanskaar : ohoo my queen you no need to worry….. i can eat anuthing made by your hand you no need to worry….. and one more thing dont ever cry i dont like when my queen cries so now smile…….

Swara smiles and he eats her food…….
Sanskaar : the food is so yummy i wont forget its taste in my life……

While he kissed her cheeks she blushed…..

Flashback ends……..

Sanskaar smiles sadly……
Sanskaar murmurs : swara…….

Precap
Past : sanskaar and swara got to know more about eachother…….
Present : avantika and sid came to meet sanskaar AND SWARA……

so atlast finished with this hope it was worth reading……

Do leave your comments and tell me how was it…….
And guys any scene you want please suggest me….
Thanks bye tc……

Well longest part till date of incomplete journey i want comments too long ??
Hehe bye……