swasan ff : InComplete Journey by kaynat khan episode 6

Thanks for all the love for my both ffs and my new os….

Those who havent read…
Wattpad users you can see it in my profile of swasan one shots…..

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Its name is swasan os : jeevan saathi….

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Well i wasnt thinking that this os will be liked by youll so much…. thanks for love…..

And coming back to story so lets start…..

Present….

It was around 10 am…..

Swara was there for extra hours…..

Sanskaar’s shift use to end at this time only…….and he wasnt aware that swara was still present in hospital……

Sanskaar was bidding bye to Avinash……

Sanskaar : chal dude see you tomorrow….

Avinash : yeah chal bye take care……

Avinash went in his car and drove to his home…..

Sanskaar start his car but stop suddenly outside the hospital on spoting swara…

He got surprised that she is still here……..

She was heavily tired and was walking lazily……

Sanskaar wondered that this girl will never take care of herself…….

Sanskaar thought to give her lift as humanity…..
He should not let her go at this time alone….
Maybe she is not his wife anymore but still she’s is something to her……and a part of his would not tolerate any bad thing happen to her…..

He was about to step outside when he saw rohan tapping her shoulders……

He gripped the steering wheel that how much will he stick to her?????

Rohan tapped swara’s shoulders…..
Swara got shock and turned around…

Swara : omg rohan sir you scared me…..

Rohan : oh is it… well my intention wasn’t of scaring you….but what are you doing this late and that too alone…..

Swara : woh actually today was my extra shifts and eventually my car got damaged in afternoon and still that driver didnt repaired it…. so was just going home by cab……

Rohan : oh please dont need to worry….. i’ll drop you……

Swara : no sir its fine…. i’ll manage dont stress yourself………

Rohan : oh please no formalities i insist……

Swara didn’t felt comfortable of going with stranger at late night…..

Maybe she is too modern now but still a part of hers is still scary chicken……

Sanskaar noticed it and moves towards her…….

Sanskaar : swara come sit in the car I’ll drop you……

Swara looked at him and her eyes shinned that he always comes to protect he everytime…..

Swara : its ok I’ll manage…..

Sanskaar : i said sit…..

He commanded her……

She knew that it was baseless to fight with him and the topic is her safety…. he would give everything to protect her……

Swara nodded and said bye to rohan…..

Sanskaar was about to leave….when rohan called him…..

Rohan : hey sanskaar…. heard lot of you…..its nice to be working with you……

Rohan extend his hand…..
But sanskaar didn’t joined his……

Sanskaar : i hope you have came here to do your work neither to do something useless….. so concentrate more on your work….. and haa it will be safe for you if you stay a hand diatance from her…….

Rohan smriked…..

Rohan : and why are you concerned of her???? Is she you gf or something……

Sanskaar : i hope that’s none of your concern you should concentrate more on your cousin than on any girl bye sweet dreams…….

Rohan was little angry that he didn’t did right of scolding him…..

While swara was in car so she was unable to hear their voice…….

Sanskaar sat in the car and drove making rohan stand on his position…….

Swara : sanskaar you should have not taken much trouble for me…. i would have manage it on my own……

Sanskaar : its my d…

He was about to say duty but took his words back….

Sanskaar : well in sake of humanity i can do this much….. you are a part of hospital and it would be bad that any doctor would travel alone in night….. so its fine……

Swara’s heart felt bad hearing humanity word instead for love…. now his love has faded away……

She looked outside the window and a tear passed her eyes…..

Swara thought : i wish that things were that beautiful that it was 5 years back…. how my one scream made you go mad and you would do anything to make me fine and now the care is still the same but is changed from love to humanity……

She smiled with tears in her eyes……..

Sanskaar have taken a long route to her house…..

He knows if he drive from shortcut they will reach in 10 to 15 mins but he wanted to feel her presence… to see her for some more minutes………

Sanskaar to avoid the awkwardness…… started the radio……

The song plays……

Wafa ne bewafai ki hai….. ( my one of favs ???)

The music starts and both swasan looked at eachother…..

They remembered one flashback……

Sanskaar : swara you love sad songs that much??? You should listen to party songs love songs but instead of that you liaten sad songs boring…….

Swara :hey dont call it boring i just love the sad songs…. i just feel the depth of songs….. and you know recently there was a song wafa ne bewafai ki hai it was my favourite……

Sanskaar : my pagli gf when you have this muxh loving bf then why to listen sad songs and break your mood……

Swara : what if these lyrics meant for us someday…..

Sanskaar : stop talking rubbish swara…. we wont get apart no matter what understand……. you wont leave me…..and from now stop listening sad songs

Swara : i wont leave you and acha baba i wont listen too ….mfrom now only romantic songs……

saying this she hugged him….

Sanskaar kissed her cheeks lovingly…..

Sanakaar : i love you my pagli…….

Flashback ends……

Swasan came into senses swara looked out while sanskaar concentrated on road…..

“Ik daur woh tha mujhse bhi zyada
Unko fikar thi meri….
Kehte the mujhse rukhsat na honge
Milke dobara kabhi…”

(There was once a time when
she used to worry about me more than myself).
(She used to tell me that after meeting we’ll never bid farewell)

Sanakaar thought maybe at that time she was correct what if this lyrics is meant for us…..
Its true today all the sad songs are meant for us…..
Today my all playlist have changed into sad…..life changes our everything…….

“ab to ghairon se mera haal poochha jaata hai
yahi dard-e-dil mere dil ko rulaata hai”

(now my condition is asked for from others )
(this pain of heart makes me cry.)

Sanskaar smile at lyrics…..
Its true now his condition was asked from many people except for her…….

“wafa ne bewafaai.. bewafai..bewafai ki hai”
(faith has has turned unfaithful,it has turned unfaithful..)

Swara could feel the depth of lyrics….
Maybe she use to love sad songs but now she knows the real depth of sad songs….
Now it hurts if she listens to one single sad song…..

“kuch baatein aisi hoti hain
jinko bayaan karna..lafzon mein, namumkin hota hai
jab wafa mein, wafa hoti hai koi na koi, wajah hoti hai koi na koi, wajah hoti hai”

(some things are such which are not possible to explainin words.)
(when there is faith in faith,there is some reason,there is some reason..)

“kyun faaslon mein, nazdeekiyan hain
kyun zindagi mein, tabdeeliyan
kyun tanha dil ye mera mujhse kahe
ye silsila bas yoon hi chalta rahe”

(why is there closeness in distances,why are there changes in life..)
(why does my lonely heart say to me that this should just go on like this..)

She was literally feeling the lyrics yes it was actually true they were diatanced but their hearts were still the one…..

They both could still know what the other one is going through how come their love is incomplete……

“jaane kya hua hai jiski wajah se
manzilein judaa si lag rahi
anjaani raah pe dil ye kyun
khud ko paata hai
yahi dard-e-dil mere dil ko rulaata hai”

(I don’t know what has happened because of which destinations are looking separated..)
(why does it find itself on an unknown path,this pain of heart only makes me cry..)

“wafa ne bewafai, bewafai bewafai ki hai”

Sanskaar swtiched off the radio not bearing much and he starts a conversation……

Sanskaar : you shouldn’t leave at this hour from office alone….and if you are leaving then tell your driver to pick you up……

Swara : well driver was coming but dont know why the hell he didnt came….. but next time i wont travel alone……ok???

Sanakaar : hmm waise i wanna talk about kavya….. if she tries to do anything to you please be aware actually you know 5 years back and all…..

Swara : dont worry I’ll look after her and i am not more that swara you have changed me long back right…….

Sanakaar’s grip tight while heart smiles that she still knows everything…..

Sanskaar stopped the car mearby her mansion…..

Sanskaar : your home came….

Swara moved outside….
Swara : thanks for ride…..

Sanskaar stopped her : swara the hospital area at night is bad so see something to your safety i wont save you everytime…..

Swara nodded : i know that…. now i am not your duty anymore……
She said with some tears in her eyes……… but thanks again and haa take care bye……

She goes not to fall that tear in front of him……

Sanskaar : wish you could have understood what are you for me????

Saying this he srarted his car and went…..

After how many years they have talked so much nicely…..so calmly….

A smile spread on both their lips…..but tears were still present in eyes……

Their heart were still for sad for this kinda ralks but a part of them were still happy coz they talked…..and it really means to both of them…..

Swara goes inside her mansion to find sharmishta sitting on dinning table for her……

Swara : maa you haven’t slept yet????

Sharmishta : nope was waiting for you actually your dad told that he will come late and he will eat with his partners…. and its been so many days that we didn’t eat anything sitting together…..you dont have breakfast in morning and you eat alone dinner in your room…. so come and sit…… will have dinner…..

Swara nodded and wash her hands and came to dinning table…..

Sharmishta served both of them dinner and both started having it…..

Sharmishta : so swara hows everything going in hospital?????

Swara : its going good……

Sharmishta nodded…

Sharmishta : and sanskaar?????

Swara dropped the spoon……

But she agaiin started eating….

Swara : what about him maa????

Sharmishta : are you both in talking terms and all????

Swara : nope he is just my senior and we get along only for patients and medicines that’s it…..

Sharmishta : so that means you dont love him??? You have forgot your past…..

Swara : past hurts maa….. i dont want my past to come between my career… and i hope he too wants the same……

Sharmishta : well swara you know when you get married to sanskaar i was also not happy but agreed for you….. i thought maybe he is not good and see you both got divorced too…..

Swara gets up….

Swara : maa please if you wanna talk about this… then i am donw ans going to sleep good night…..

Sharmishta : listen shona but it was my previous thinking and now i feel that you both truly loves eachother and it hurts when you get seperated by the one whom you loved……..because it has happened to me too……

A lone tear passes her eye……

Swara : maa what are you saying??? Does that mean you dont love papa…. it means you also have been seperated by someone for marrying papa…….

Sharmishta : beta i love your dad but he didnt loved me…. he only treats me as his wife…….. and i dont want your life to be ike this…….

Swara : but maa what is the truth behind your silence…. i know you are hiding something please tell me you were talking about seperation……

Sharmishta : everything has an answer but time disclose it…. so when the time will come it will come to you so now go and sleep…. and yeah remember one day you have to remarry but will you able to love that person the way you love sanskaar….. think about it good night……

Swara goes silently while sharmishta cries silently……

Sharmishta : i always prayed that your life should be different from mine….but no its same….. the way i have suffered in my life you are also suffering……

Swara goes to her room all confused….not knowing where the puzzles are remaining…..

She changed into night dress and just lay on bed when sleep took over her and she slept……

At sanskaar side he was laying on bed…..

Sanskaar : i still remember that day when you first time got hurt and my heart twisted seeing you like that…..

Flashback starts…….

Swara was layinh in hole with blood oozing from her leg….. and a slight scratch on her head……and she was lossing her consiuess……

A lone tear escapes his eye seeing her like that…..

He immediately goes inside and removed all the ropes from her leg and took her in embrace…..

Sanskaar : swara hey get up swara……

He called for her but she was still unconsiuess……

He picked her up and headed towards his tent…..

His eyes were welled up……

All students have started gathering…….

He quickly placed her inside the tent…..

And arjun kajal came running to him…..

Kajal : hey swara hey….

Sanskaar : kajal go and inform principal to give me first aid kit fast…..

Kajal : yeah….

Sanskaar : arjun give me some water…..

Arjun : yeah sure…..

Sanskaar kept his handkercheif on her leg so blood stops….

He handed her glass of water and sanskaar sprinkled some water on her face……

And started rubbing her hands……

Sanskaar with still tears in his eyes hugged her…..

Sanskaar : swara are you fine please get up

Hus tears started to come out…..

Outside the tent all students were seeing it and kavya was burning in jealousy…….

Arjun has never saw his friend behaving this mad ever before and for a girl never…..

But it was someother sanskaar he was seeing…..

A new shade of sanskaar……

Swara slowly opened her eyes……

Sanskaar’s heart finally breathed….
He kissed her forehead….

And at that time kajal came with first aid kit…….

Kajal : sanskaar take it…….

Sanskaar slowly put her on mattress and took out bandage and detol……

He wiped the blood while swara winced in pain……

Swara : aahh….

Sanskaar : oh sorry…..

He blowed air and slowly wiped the blood…..

Sanskaar : is it paining alot????

Swara nodded cutely……

Sanskaar : swara for god sake why ain’t you see and walk….. just see how deep is the wound…… why can’t you take care of yourself???? What if something happened????

He was scolding her cutely but today swara didn’t felt bad….. in his scolding there was care……

And now she loved his this care she eyed him lovingly……

There wasn’t anyone who took care of her like this……she was much happy……

Sanskaar did her bandage…..

Sanskaar : are you fine now???

Kajal and arjun were still surprised to see a new sanskaar…..

Well they weren’t knowing thar sanskaar could be this emotional too…

Swara : i am fine now….

Sanskaar at that moment took her in a bone crushing hug……

Sanskaar : you dont know how i felt today…. i thought my life will end now…. please take care of yourself…..

He was also not knowing what he was saying….but his heart was aware now of his feelings…..

Swara got surprised but kajal and arjun got shocked…….

Swara slowly hugged him back and smiled…..

To be continued…..

Precap : present : sanakaar encounters with avinash…..

Past : pyaar badh raha hai??? and kavya ki band baji ????

So done with it….tell me how was this…and any scene which you wanna see in past…..

And pv will be posted tomorrow or day aftrr tomorrow so dont worry sab milega???bye….