Hello guys…..
Thnks for all the comments…..
Glad u r supporting this and my new ff incomplete journey…….
If anyone dont know then have started new ff name : InComplete journey on swasan….. do give love to this ff tooo…..
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And about punar vivah am really sorry for all who felt bad about last episode…… will try to inprove this one hope youll like it…….
Next day……
Swara have got discharge from hospital…….
All gadodia family were also there with swara to console her but she was just listening and nodding no other movements……
This was hurting more to sanskaar……
To see his swara like this……
Sanskaar was taking swara in car……to maheshwari mansion….
In car
Sanskaar : swara you know today khushi and aarav didn’t do any naughty things…..
Swarra : hmm!!!!
Sanskaar ; and they were missing you so much last night……
Swara : hmmm!!!!
Sanskaar : swara are you listening or just humming to me…..
Swara : sanskaar am not feeling good please take me fast to home i just wanna take rest…….
Sanskaar : yeah ok…….
Sanskaar felt bad to see her this silence when is burning her inside and paining him…….
He drove fast and they reached to maheshwari mansion……
Sanskaar supported swara to gate as she was still weak and bandage on her head……
They reached till door and was welcomed by all family members with a smile on their faces…..
It was strict instruction from sanskaar that everyone will behave happily…..
Anupoorna : come swara……
While aarav and khushi when saw swara they came to her….. and hughed her tightly…….
Khushi : mumma how r u????
Arrav : haa mumma say na???
Swara looked at them…..
Swara : am good beta now…. how r youll????
Khushi : not good…. we missed u alot…..
Araav : yes mumma now dont walk much on stairs…. we wont let u go on stairs neither you will fall again……
Swara’s heart melt by their words….
While other were looking at them lovingly….
Sanskaar’s eyes were filled with tears….. he wiped them as soon it can come out……
Swara hugged them and started crying……
Swara : will not walk…. because of that all this happened…. i should be careful neither it wouldnt happen….. It’s all my fault……
She was crying hard hugging them while those two innocent souls werent understanding what happened to her….. but they were feeling bad to see their mother crying this way…….
While sanskaar pankhuri and ragini ran to her……
Sanskaar broke the hug…..
Sanskaar : swara its not your fault forget what happened……
Swara : i cannot sanskaar i lost OUR CHILD for whom all this dreams which we were building……. i cant forgive myself for this……
Saying this she started to move to her room….
While climbing on stairs she touched the railing when her balance failed and she fell down……
She just climbed cryingly……
Sanskaar to everyone…..
Sanskaar : dont worry she’ll be fine….bhabhi please prepare something swara’s favourite she will feel good…..
Pankhuri : yeah sure…..
Pankhuri and ragini moved towards kitchen…….
And sanskaar goes to adi…..
Sanskaar : bhaiya for few days look after business with karan…. i cannot come leaving swara like this…….
Adi : sanskaar how can you think i will let you do work now…. your wife needs you more than that business…dont worry will handle it……
While sanskaar smile when anupoorna patted his back……
Anu : sanskaar dont worry she’ll be fine she just needs you…. and please stop hiding your pain too you are big bit not that much to hide pain….
Sanskaar hugged her tightly and sometears fell from his eye while anu patted his back……
Anu : things will be allright…..
She broke the hug and then sanskaar eyes fall on khushi and aarav who were standing there only…..
He bend on his knees……
Sanskaar : what happened princess and champ…….
Khsuhi : papa the baby is dead na…..
Araav : we know everything dad the baby is dead that’s why mumma is crying na……
Sanskaar eyes filled with tears again to hear those words…….
Sanskaar : yes beta he is no more…..
Saying this he too started crying to which adi consoled him…..
Adi : sanskaar no….. you cant fall weak bhai….. you should be strong for swara and the kids infront you……
Khushi came and wiped his tears…..
Khushi : papa dont worry…. i heard something happens for good only…..maybe God have kept something good for us……
Araav : and papa we can’t go against God na so we should be strong….. my teacher tolds me this… that we should be strong in any situation God tests our patience……
While sanskaar and adi felt good of them…..
Sanskaar hugged them and felt blessed to have them……
Sanskaar : love you both baccha’s….. now go to your room and be with khanvi diii she is also ill naa….
are bhaiya how’s jhanvi now……
Adi ; she has little bit fever she is sleeping now……. pankhi has given her medicines….. chal am also going see you take care of swara and dont stress out yourself…….
Adi goes and araav calls sanskaar….
Araav : papa bit mumma is upset we dont wanna see mumma upset……
Sanskaar : dont worry she will be fine……
They both goes and sanskaar too goes to his room…….
When he went he saw swara sleeping on the either side of bed with back facing sanskaar…….
Sanskaar saw the room and noticed that she took out all baby’s photos which they have kept for the upcoming baby….
He felt bad and left for changing his clothes……
While swara let out two heavy teats ifrom her eyes…….
She couldn’t beleive the happiness which she was celebrating till yesterday have got lost………
Now she was in guilt that she killed it…….
Sanakaar came out from washroom and swara closed her eyes wiping her tears…..
Sanskaar lye on bed and back hugged her tightly…….
Swara was struggling hard to control her tears but she wanted to burst in his arms……
While sanskaar was just feeling to hold her like this as she only needs his warm this time……….
Sanskaar : bas swara stop crying its not your fault… jaan dont blame yourself too much……
While swara turned around and hided herself in his chest…….
Swara : am sorry sanskaar…because of me we lost our child….. our love sign we lost it……. am sorry am reaposible……
While sanskaar broke the hug and aat and made her sit……
Sanskaar : BAS!!!!!! Enough is enough is swara till when you are gonna balme yourself…….. it was not your mistake jaan it was an accident……. please forget that….. it was not meant to be with us…… you know you are being selfish….. for the first time you are only seeing your pain….. why cant you see your kids your khushi and araav to whom you loved so much….. for whom you can fight with anyone they are just tensed for you….. you know they havent slept last night just to see you normal and what you are doing just blaming yourself……
Swara : sanskaar but we dreamt so much about the baby…..
Sanskaar : swara baby can come again but you cannot…. why cant you understand that by doing this you are hurting yourself and by doing this you are hurting me too because it pains you but my heart cries…… you cry and tears mmake their way from my eyes…… i love you and i want you to come out from this…. you should know that i have also lost my baby……. but am being strong for you so please understand and i dont have any regret if we dont have any child because am happy with my two kids and they will remain our kids ok……
Swarra now understood she was doing wrong by making her own self in guilt…….
Sanskaar : wait here…..
He goes and being aarav and khushi who were outside……..
Sanskaar : beta tell your mom what were you telling about God…….
Khushi : that only…. that something happens for good only…. and God have kept something good for us……
Araav : and we cant go against God’s wish…… God just test us in bad situations so we should be atrong and handle it smilingly…….
Sanskaar : HEARD!!!!!!! He goes twords her…. princess for me you are important we can have a child next time but by behaving like this you are hurting me and your two kids tooo now so for your aarav and khushi stop crying and stop blaming yourself……..
While swara looked at araav and khushi and called them……
Swara : you know i was upset till now that i lost my child but i forgot God has given me already two beautiful children so why should i cry…… and youll are rigjt maybe God has kept something good for us so i wont cry and be strong…….love tou both beta……
Saying this she hugs them …….
While sanskaar was there with teary eyes and smile….
When they both left…
Swara goes to sanskaar……
Swara : i have hurted you too na sorry…… i wont do anything like this again……
She said with folding her hands…..
While sanskaar catched her hands…..
Sanskaar : sshhh princess bas i am happy that you came out….. you know it was too hurting to see you like that……
Swara : will not behave like that again promise….and am not sad now coz i have so muxh understanding kids who love me this much and you who is always by my side……. and maybe that baby was not in our destiny…….
Sanskaar : hmm maybe…….
Now both hugged eachother…….
While swara head started to pain …
Swara : aahhh….
Sanskaar : oh noo see you dont care of yourself….. now come have rest……
He took her to bed and made her rest…..
While she pulled him too….
Swara : maybe i was in shock but i do remember that last night you too didnt slept so now sleep with me now……
She hugged him and closed her eyes…..
While he enjoyed her antics and slept with her……….
Few days passed…….
Swara have forgot that incident now everything was moving back to normal……
Today swara have gone to pick up kids from school……
Kids came to her…..
Araav : mumma you know today my day was too good…..
Swara : acha
Khushi : and mumma today there was handwriting competition in my class…..
Swara : oh thats good… and urs jhanvi
Jhanvi : it was ok ok chachi…… i am just waiting for summer vacation…
Swara : hehe for that you have to wait for two months sweetheart…..
Jhanvi : yeah…….thats what i hate……
Swara : acha chalo get into the car…….
Swara drove to maheshwari mansion…..
They reached and kids goes inside when swara was coming out she saw sahil’s face……. near the tree……
She was first shocked to see the scene……
Her hands started to shiver…….
All past incidents started to haunt her…..
She blinked her eyes and then he wasnt there…..
She came into senses she thought maybe she was dreaming……
She was about to go when someone whispered in her ears…..
Sahil : am back jaan!!!!!!!
She saw his image in the car door……
Now she was knowing that it wasnt her dream…….
It was true…….
She turned around and find no one……
She clutched her head…..
Swara : what’s happenening with me….. is sahil has arrived……. or its my dream…….
Screen fix on Swara’s shivering face…….
So guys how was it hope youll are satisfied with it…..
Till then bye……