Swasan….. Give me your hand to hold episode 18

So here is the next part…..

Sanskar picks up swara in bridal style and place her in the car….. He looks at the decorations and then swara…. Who is numb like lifeless body….. He closes her eyes with guilt and start to drive….. While driving he looks at swara…. Who is not even blinking her eyes…. He cares her hairs….
Sanskar : swara try to sleep come to me and sleep on my shoulder….
Sanskar pulls her gently towards him…. And make her sleep on his shoulder…. Swara like a Doll do that….. Actually she is in trauma…..
Sanskar start driving…..
Sanskar (monologue) : what I have done…. You were happy from morning…. I want to make your birthday end by spending some time with you…. So I bought u here…. Where I realized my duty my obligation….. Where I get back my everything…..
Flashback……
(the day sanskar kidnapped)…..
Sanskar come out of that room from where he has just seen the true face of his beloved person…. For whom he lost everything…..
He find no one except his car…. He like a lifeless body go towards the car and get in….. He starts to drive and reach at the cliff…. He gets down…..
Sanskar sits with thud…..
Sanskar : why yyyyy…. (shouts)…..why you did this to me tia…. Why…. You want my property…. You should have told me na…. I happily gave you…. But you played with me…. With my heart with my feelings…. Why??? What needs of that such big drama….. Why??? (he breaks down completely)….

Sanskar remember something….
Sanskar : you have already snatched my everything from me…. My mom…. She thinks that I… I am a criminal….. She doesn’t believe me anymore…. One day she told me that I am her pride…. Today she ashamed to call me son….. What have left in my life??? I lost everything…. Everything….. (he cried miserably)…. Dad also didn’t believe me….. You snatched my lucky also….. … And why should they believe me??? What I have done…..
Sanskar closes his eyes and reminds everything…. Insulting of swara….. His behavior towards Ap and dp….. Laksh….. Khana’s insult…. Everything….
Sanskar : no no no….. I have no rights to live this life….. I have to die…..
He runs towards the cliff edge….. He about to jump but someone hold him…. He looks at the person…. He shocked to see him…. He is happy as well as guilty…..
(guess who the person…. Any guess…. Yes you are right… It’s laksh)….
Laksh : what are you doing???
And slaps him….
Sanskar looks down….
Laksh drags him and make him sit on a rock and he also sit beside him…..
Laksh : (shouts) kya Karne ja raha tha tu??? Are gone mad??? For whom you want to die…. For that blo*dy bi**ch tia…..
Sanskar (cry) : no no…. I have lost everything…. Mom dad…. And also you…. For whom should I live….
Laksh : for the people who love you a lot…. For them who care about you only…. Who are living for you….. The names you have just taken….
Sanskar looks at him….
Laksh : yes sanskar….ap ma dp uncle loves u a lot…. I never see my real mother but I got more than mother’s love from Ap ma…. Think sanskar I am not her real son but she loves me a lot…. And you… You her own son…. She will die without you…. Dp uncle??? How can you be so selfish sanskar…. You only think about yourself….. If u lost their beliefs then gain it again….. But please don’t think about this bad things…. I know Ap ma will surely forgive you…. Go to her talk with her…. Chal I will drop you…. Chal uth….
Laksh is about to go sanskar holds his hand…. Laksh looks at him…
Sanskar : are you forgave me???
Laksh (smiles) : i never ever can be angry with you….. I never ever left you…. You only kick me out from your life….
Sanskar hugs him : i am sorry…. Please maf kar de….
Laksh : it’s OK buddy…. Chill… Chalta hai….. And you only told na dosti mein no sorry no thanks….
Sanskar (smiles) : yes…. Wait wait…. How could you know about me… That I am here???
Laksh : wo ek secret bolu???
Sanskar (confused) : kya???
Laksh : we only kidnapped you ???????????
Sanskar (wide eyes) : you are a doctor right???
Laksh : yes why???
Sanskar : is kidnapping your side business???
Laksh : what??? ????sanky??? You again started….
Sanskar : han to….. I have became the old sanky….
Laksh : but the hole plan made by your beautiful wife….
Sanskar : wife????
Laksh : arey… Vul gya kya …… You are married…. Swara is your wife….
Sanskar (widen his eyes) : but how could she….
He cut by a voice….
” someone has totally forgot me after getting his friend “….
Laksh bite his tongue….
Sanskar looks at her….
Laksh : sorry ragu….
Ragini : what sorry??? (bits laksh) how could you… Ek to I was all alone sitting there and ufff this mosquitos…. Khun chus chus ke meri halat kharap kar di… Surely I will get malaria….
Laksh : ssshhh…. What rubbish are you talking??…
Ragini : then what could I say??? Anyways you never introduce me to your friend so I myself do that…
Ragini ( to sanskar) : hi sanskar I am Ragini… Ragini khanna…. I am swara’s best friend… Or could say she is my soul mate…. And unfortunately this monkey donkey unlucky fellow is my boyfriend….
Laksh widen his eyes : what did you say??…
Sanskar chuckle…
Sanskar : yaaa I remember…. I am sanskar….. Sanskar maheshwary….
Ragini : ok…. I know…. (to laksh) hey Mr. Dumb headed…. Chalo we have lots of work….
They all get in the car…. Where lucky make faces and sanskar teases him….
Ragini : sanskar… How did swara send you out….
Laksh : yes I also want to know that….
Sanskar : what?? She didn’t sent me….I only leave house…. But why you both are saying like this….
Laksh : we came to know that tia will meet her bf in that hotel at that time….actually we (told him about jungle incident….. Remember guys????)…. Then swara told us that she will sent you out at any cost….
Sanskar : no yaar… She is not in that state???
Ragini : what did you mean by not in that state??? What happened…
Sanskar told them everything…. Including Ap’s heart attack… Etc…
Laksh is very angry…..
Laksh : how could you sanskar??? You know how much she had suffered??? She is very innocent girl…. She only want some love and affection….even her family also hate her…. How could you???…
Sanskar : what her family hate her??? But why??
Ragini : because they think that swara has killed her own mother when she was just 5 years old…. And swara also….
She stops….
Laksh : why are you not telling us Ragini??? I know you knew the truth of her mother’s death….
Ragini : i can’t laksh…. I have promised her….
Laksh hits the window glass : you and your stupid promise…. You know na how much she is suffering… But still now you are not telling us….
Ragini : please laksh…. We have already discussed about it na… So please….
Meanwhile they reach mm…. It’s morning….
Laksh : go sanky talk to Ap aunty….
Sanskar : hmm…. Thanks again laksh….
Sanskar enter in the mm…. Then he goes to Ap…. He tells her everything…. He apologized….
Ap : sanskar I only forgive you do one thing….
Sanskar : yes mom… I will do everything for you….
Ap : swara…. My beti…. I want to see her happy face…. She suffered a lot…. You have to make her happy…
Sanskar : no mom I don’t want any girl in my life…
Ap : aj tu ne jo chaha wo kia…. Today I am telling you… For once please see my decision…. I promise if you don’t like my decision then I will never tell you to do anything…..
Sanskar : okay ma….
Flashback end….
Sanskar (monologue) :i follow her…. I saw her many shades…. And I realized I only want this kind of girl in my life….
He brushed out his thoughts as they reach mm….
Sanskar looks at swara… Who is unconscious….
He takes her out and enter in the house…. He gently places her on the bed and called laksh Ragini Ap and dp….
All were in the house only as their plan to send swara out was completed….
Laksh and Ragini observed her….
Laksh : Sanky how did this happen???
Sanskar : i don’t know… When she reached…. (and tells everything)…
Ragini : sanskar… Where did arrange this things???
Sanskar : near the cliff…
Ragini (shouts angrily) : are you mad…. How could you do this….. You take here there???…
She cut by swara’s shouting….
Swara : ( shouts) no no…. Please… Don’t kill me…. Don’t kill my family…. I never told about you to anyone… Please leave me….. Please….
Ragini hugs her : no no… Sssshhh… No one kills you…. Stop please (she cries)….
Ap also sat on the bed….
Swara still shouting and throws her hand and legs in the air….
Ragini : laksh please do something…. Make her calm…
Laksh : i can’t do anything….
Swara tries to hold something…..
(remember my 1st episode???)…
But this time she hold someone’s hand…. Sanskar ‘s hand…. As soon as she hold she little bit calm down….
Sanskar took her in his embrace…. Swara totally calm down and clutches his shirt in her fist…. As she never want to let him go…..
Sanskar (hugs her tightly) : i am so sorry swara…. I want to give you happiness but I only give you sorrow….
Ragini : sanskar you go…. I will take care of her…. If tia came then….
Sanskar tried to free himself but swara hug him more tightly : please don’t go… Don’t leave me (she murmured)
Sanskar : you all go I will take care of her….
Laksh : but tia….
Sanskar : she will not come at night… And subha ka subha hi sochenge….
All leaves…. Ap close the door from out side….
Sanskar looks at swara… Who is sleeping peacefully in his arms….
He kissed her forehead….. And sleeps with her…..

Precap…. Some swasan moments…. And teaser wala drama….

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