Swara
Hmmmmm… moving a toe was stretching my whole body in stingy pain but I felt in my bones that I should move… I stire from my spoon position feeling his arm steel grip srounding me deadly. After attempts I was successful too be free after earning several groans from my sleepy huppy, I reached for undergremnts and a sanskar shirt then I got down to drink water, it was so dark outside, which mean we are minuts before dawn….
The darkest time of the day is just before dawn, moon hided behind the clouds in shy just like how I felt, some how. I walked out and welcomed the cold breaze, almost too cold but dearly worth, unlike the white sand that felt warm beneath my feet so I sit on the sand and lost in the darkness.
Very calm and content atmosphere, I don’t know how my life will run from now on but I am tired from running alone. I kept watchimg as dawn lights ever so slowly shattered darkness in silence. Ever so calming blue color begin to creep through the sky …
“morning shonna” he whispered from what I guess steps away from me. I felt him sitting behind me, his legs caged my body between, his left arm circuled my waist and his right hugged my shoulders.
I turned my head to him, he looked so sleepy and innocent and cute and his stubble gave him over s*xy look…
“good morning…. Hubby”
“hmmmm” he lend and gave me cheesy pick “I can get used to that”
“ahah”
“what awakes you so early shonna? I thought I tired you enough”
“you mean” I hit his hand litghy “and yea you did… but I don’t know… I think I needed to see the dawn”
I looked forward again and sanskar breaths fainted my neck ever so featherly…
“I am so happy swara, to have you… with me”
“hmmm” I caught his palm over my shoulder and picks it in light kisses and I heard him humming in happy. He trailed kisses from cheek to collar bone and back up again…
“I love you sanskar”
“I love you too… shonna”
We sat for a while in silent as words would be meaningless… but I broke it first
“still wont solve the mystery about the island?”
“ahah… hmm alright. Its’s our project with the japaness”
“the japaness, you still work with them?”
“well they work with me, your plan worked pretty well..”
“my plan!! You really apply it?”
“how could I not i told you!! However, you are looking at the new and best tourist Entertament Island… to be more exact we are close to moon islands… this island had some property problem between two countries, the japaness solve the problem and buy the island”
“and you buy this part”
“hmm not really, they knew better not to let me a partner, so in exchange of my work with them I have this part privetly ours… and 25% of the year income”
“25????? God… that will make you one of top rich men in the world”
“yea probably!! But I am the richest man on earth, now that I have you”
He whispered planting lovely kiss to my cheek. It was morning now and birds cooed ever so happily,
“swara…”
“hmm”
“how did you knew, you were…”
He couldn’t complete the words, but I understood him from the hint of pain in his voice
“it started with light morning vomits but I didn’t pay a head, then my br*asts had slight pain all of time, even when I have no bra on… but mandira suspected all when I craved for emilly one day… it was very weird as I never eat emilly. She recomanded a test and I said she is crazy, but I also noticed that I missed my menses time, so test it was”
No word came from him, his thumb slightly brushed on my forearm
“that day, it didn’t hurt… there was no pain… only blood, a pool of blood underneath me when I woke up that I thought it due to sweat before I remove the comforter but I felt my heart being crushed like stoned clay and turned to dust when I did… my eyes burned alot like tears were kind of acid, and the lumb in my throat… like a bazelt stone blocking your air and still your lungs don’t stop breathing and life went on”
I couldn’t hold my sops and tears anymore so I let them flow, I needed to speak this pain out… sanskar palm cupped my face and turn me to face him. His face filled of tears glesting in the morning light, his eyes had so much regret and rumors, it hurt me that my words do this to him, but the pain was too much to carry alone…
“I know …. no matter I say sorry or do for the rest of my life … no matter how long or short it might be, will never be enough to make up that moment to you, but all I can say …. it was my baby too, our baby, nothing much more I ever wanted, and the lose is totally on my shoulder… that is a huge burden to carry swara and I have it on my shoulder.”
“no you don’t, its on ours, we both share it”
His thumbs brushed against my tears and his lips ever slowly watered the dry land of my lips pouring his love, sorry, passion and greif. I gave him same curtsy as my hands found the way over his beating heart, I soothed it as I slightly rib over hoping it calm him down.
We broke our kiss and I was left from the sand as a bride, I tied my palms around his neck while he walks us back again to the house, I don’t know what he will do, but whatever it is I will follow.
Swara pov over
As sanskar walks in the house, he had nothing in his mind but the comfort and rest of his dear wife. They showered and changed cloth, this time swara accepted what sanskar gave her, but he gained a heard punsh in the stomach when she saw he picked her that black and red lacy bra that was in his hand in the mall time.
As day pass on, they had nothing to do but love and cuddle and talk about their 4 years time gape..
“sanskar, I want to check about my parents…”
“you want to leave here??”
To be honest with herself, the answer was no she didn’t want too, the island was so beautiful to leave so soon, but she cant help worry about her parents and sanky.
“I just want to check on them and sanky and make sure they are ok…”
Sanskar devilshly smirk “so you don’t want to leave yet”
“sanskaaar stop being mean….”
His laughing voice brought a smile over her lips, he caught her hand walk with her to the kitchin
“ohh my dear wifey… how naïve can you be?”
“what you mean? Listen you may convinced my parents but not sanky, he must be…”
I stopped my talking as we stand in middle of the kitchin and his signature smirk palming across my face
“he knows isn’t it?”
“you can say ……. I took permission from him”
“and he agreed?? That boy who couldn’t stay away without his mumma for school hours”
“yup, I convinced him that I wanna make up with me best friend… and he agree…”
“urrgggh I will kill him when I go back…”
“huh… why you blame him, it was a friend to friend request”
Sanskar hide his arm behind the cabnet
“what you doing?”
“didn’t I say you are naïve… I wouldn’t put us here with no connections swara”
I heard the tic of some button then sanskar took me back to living room and under the couch he brought out a phone…
“I thought you said no signals here”
“well more or less I lied, there is, strongly too”
“WHAT? But I tried to call… no signal was there”
“that’s because I have a dvice here that stop phone signals, an electric genetrator in a sound proof room underneath, so I can stop phone signal as I want” he said winking her…
“you liar” swara punished him in stomach “how could you?”
Sanskar smirk “because I can”
Sanskar hand phone to swara and she called her family and all was happy that she is back again with sanskar, she scolded Sankey but it pass in peace… she was happy Sankey find comfort with choto swara… call ended happily and swara simply hugged sanskar.
Days flow in love, happy and naughty… swasan had nothing but each other all carefree and all happy, nothing to worry about, they didn’t want to worry and just be happy and forget all those tears they shed….
It has been a night after two weeks in their heaven, sanskar asked swara for dinner… het led her to the shower and prepare her cloth on the bed and went fast as many things need to be done. When swara came out from her long sweet hot shower she found hot undergremnts, she swore to hit him badly for it, and a box neatly closed with silk apperon. She pushed her crusity away, put her inners first then blow her hair dry, and apply make up basis then she opned the box.
To say she was surpriced will be understmate, she was sumitten, whipped and what not. If not for her hand over her lips she would be yelping and screaming of happy. She pulled the dress out and her eyes watter in happiness…

So soft, elegent and touchy, she wore it and it flow gracly around her patite body, surly no shoes there, since when she wore them haha haha, she found a pandet along with dress (ss pandet) mixture of siver and gold and diamonds heart around. She put matching lipstic and eye shadow and then she woke down stairs…
On other side after sanskar finished many things by himself, well he was sure hell tired, but he did a lot wrong and even if take all his life energy to rebent that wrong, he will. He freshed in the lake and changed in the hall. It felt weird to him to change in the hall, like any second swara can come down and see him in all his glory, not that he mind or didn’t already seen him ahahah.
He knew swara loved him to wear casuals so he wore comfy soft jeans pants and simple white chemise, his perfume and hair was breathtaking .
Putting last touched upon his hair, he heared her feet swifting and kicking softly against the stairs and when he looked he swore that an angel just escaped heaven. The dress fitted her in away beond his imagine and his heart played a samarsult dance…
He moved to the stairs and gave her his hand which she took gladly, her cheeks burned in shy under his gaze but her eyes couldn’t cast away taking his simple yet amazing look. He looked as greek god in her eyes, like a knight in the shiny armor, her knight…
Sanskar warpped his arms around her waist
“you look beautiful” he whispered
“thanks to your dress”
“no… you who showed how beautiful this dress can be, not reverse… “
Swara smiled casting her eyes down in shy, then she felt sanskar lips softly print to her forhead, his delicate fingers under her chin rising her head up. He looked to her eyes as she did, but both only see there souls and love.
Slowly sanskar accompany swara to the outside and walk for a while on the beach until swara see their small dinner… a square table fixed on the shore, not the sand, but on the water and waves come and go along. Candles and simple dinner…the sat and eat with soft talks. Beside that using big tree branch sanskar had hanged a bed.
Swara giggle every time wave hit her feet and sanskar would laugh at her sounds.. after time sanskar picked swara landing his hands over her naval and she rested her arms around his neck and both moved slowly dancing in sync
“swara”
“hmm”
“can I ask you something and please don’t deny”
“it depends” she said smirking…
“come to work again with me in the company”
Swara expected sanskar to ask her that surly “but sanskar I love the company I work at”
“swara it don’t suit you and your skills you know that…”
“still sanskar”
“swara please… I don’t want you near that sahil”
“why sanskar, he is good man, well at work at least”
“swara he is not, he spiked your drink”
“what???”
“yes… that night in club, he spiked your drink… I don’t know why but he did… I will deal with him when we get back but please leave that place…”
“but sanskar people will remember all that again… you employes.. press and…”
“swara, I assure you, in the past 4 years people had found things to gossip about other than us, and even if they did… I am not going to repeat that mistake again. Yes I am selfish, mad, possive person now and I want you in front of me the whole time… please do this for me..”
She looked too lovely to his eyes and whispered “ok”
“uuurrrghhhh thank god”
She giggles “well I did before you start begging on your knees”
Sanskar smirk devilishly “I dont mind going on my knees….” He lend on swara’s ear and whisper huskily “as long as I will taste that consilving part down there”
To say swara was shy, well delete that word from existanse, she forzed as soon as sanskar said his words, her eyes poped out and her breath stopped…
Seeing her reaction sanskar started to laugh and swara started to hit him ‘you naughty pervert… cant believed you said that”
Sanskar after getting enough hits caught her tiny hands and pull her and carry her as bride then slowly put her on that bed he hang from the tree. The moved forth a backwards due to their moving… almost sligtly swinging causing some cracky noise…. Swasan kissed ever so lovly and touched and cuddle, finally swara slept in sanskar arms sweetly and happily and sanskar felt like a king kong who just got his fav banana….. and the cave man inside him hit over his chest as a winner in a fight