swasan my incoplete love story (Chapter 34)

hi guys , i know i am late but there is actually 3 surprises fr u in these epis. its a long long long epi, so read and comment.
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Swara’s pov :

… I opened my eyes.. The same hospital room was what I could see… The same annoying beeping sound and.. and Sanskaar!! Damn why are my dreams so horrifying, scary and realistic? But this time for a change I could see Sanskaar holding my hand and…. weeping? I could hear constant sobs… I couldn’t believe my eyes! But why is he crying. I blinked my eyes several times to make my vision clearer. I am hallucinating. Why would he be crying…. that too for me?
“Sanskaar?” I said. My voice barely above a whisper. The sobbings stopped. He slowly looked up.
“Swara?” He asked. He was pale and his eyes red which clearly indicated that he was crying.

Soo…. I did a quick check on my wrist to see if there was a cut. Thank God! that was a dream, If Sanskaar would’ve dared to do such a thing to me!! I honestly could’ve done anything to escape that.
(SURPRISE 1- its all a dream)

“Swara!! You’re alright? Why did you do that? ” He asked anxiously.
“Huh? How… How did I get here?” I asked him confused.

“Your mom & dad found you and rushed you here! Do you know how much worried sick everyone are outside?
Sumi Aunty fainted seeing you in that state and Shekar Uncle is still crying thinking about you!! And…. And Ragini? Do you know what happened to her?? Once she saw your condition she went numb and she didn’t eat or drink anything and fainted…. She is still unconscious. And me? Did you think about me? Do you know what I have gone through?
For a moment I…. I thought I lost you!!” He said
His voice concerned and held with fear.

Wait! Did he just say that? or am I hallucinating? This time I couldn’t believe my ears. He…. cares? Mom…. and dad cares?

“Mom and Dad?” I asked.

Ragini was running in my mind. I was worried for her.

“Yea! Oh… wait lemme call them in, In my excitement that you awoke, I forgot all about them!!”

Saying this he rushed out, leaving me alone in the room giving me a lot of time reflecting on what I have done.

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Sanskaar’s pov :

“Sumi Aunty!! Shekar Uncle!!” I yelled running to them… In the excitement I forgot that I was in a hospital. I stopped my yelling when I found everyone staring at me! I ignored them and ran towards weeping Sumi Aunty and Shekar Uncle. They looked up shocked. I ran towards them.

“Swara has regained conscious!!” I said excited.

They stared back at me in utter shock.
“what are u saying? Swara is awake?” shekar asked.
“yes!” i said excitedly. Everyone rushed to her ward but the nurse strictly said only 1 or 2 people are allowed and not more than that. So shekar uncle and sumi aunty went in while the rest of us waited outside in silence and relief.

my mind drifted back to what happened in the room between the two of us.

i ran upto her and shook her. Then i started pouring out my feelings which is kinda personal between us so i cannot tell it… But u know the ususal ones’ i can live without u OR u are my life :p’ but when i said those 3 magical words she woke up with a jerk… Not to mention i was weeping. And u all know the rest. ( u all know she woke up because of the dream ryt? )

i waited in patiently till my turn comes again. One by one every one entered the room and talked to her and finally it was my turn i got up and went in.

Swaras pov:
( before sanskaar went)
i saw mom and dad enter my room looking teary eyed.
“mom? Dad? ” i whispered.
They came and hugged me tight.
I hugged them very tight.
” it was only a breakup swara! U could have said us about that before taking such a huge step… We would have talked with sanskaar! ” dad said between tears.
I have never seen my dad cry but today there were tears in his eyes and it pained me to think it was because of me. I felt very guilty.
I sobbed.
” Even now we are saying the same thing only, if u still love him and want to be with him forever then tell us, we have no problem. we will start the preparations right away!! Even Sanskaar don’t have a prob. He too loves u anyway. U just had to be a little patient.” mom said.
I couldnt handle it anymore… I burst into tears and told about how i feel and the actual reason behind my madness.
They looked at me shocked and hugged me tight. I hugged them back.
” you could have told us na? ” mom said.
” i am sorry! ! ” i sobbed.
” its ok shona…. Dont cry, here look at me, from this day onwards if u have any problem come and talk to us. DONT u dare hide anything from us! Understood? ” dad asked in a strict yet caring tone. I nodded.
” i love u mumma, papa” i said between sobs.
” accha listen… Umm ragini wants to see u too…. She is damn angry!! ” mom said and chuckled.
I smiled.
They went out. Ragini came in and she looked angry indeed.
She walked right upto me and slapped me across my face.
” OW!!” i yelled in pain.
I deserve that.
” congrats now I HATE U!!!” She said in rage.
” but what did I do? ” i asked ever so innocently.
” yeah right!!!! What did u do?” she asked in a sarcastic way.
” lets see??” she said pretending to think. ” U BROKE OUR PROMISE!!!!!!” She yelled.
Oh yeah right!! Now i totally deserve the slap.
******** FB**********
3rd grade.

Rags- swara?
Swa- hmm
Rags- shall i ask u something??
Swa- anything
Rags- ( shows her a bff locket) best friends??
Swa- forever! !!
Rags-( gives her one half) pinky promise? U will never leave me alone na?

Swa- pinky promise.
rags- and pinky promises
Swa- are never broken.
Both laughs
******** FB ENDS**********
Swa- sorry!! *keeps a cute face
I wont do it ever again!! Pinky prom….
Rags- DONT U DARE!!!
Swa- sorry ragu!!
Ragini sits beside her
Rags- is it hurting bad??
Swa- nope!!
Rags-liar!!
And hugs her tight.
The they talk fr sometime and ragini leaves.
Then one by one they come and give swara a long long lecture and swara listened to it with a fake smile. Then finally sanskaar.
She looked away unable to meet his gaze. He came and sat beside her.
Sans- swara?
Swara remained silent.
Sans-wow u are impossible.
Swara turned around and faced him.
Swa- what? Y?!
Sans-one time u suicide coz i rejected u and now u r not talking to me?
Swa- what? I…. Suicide?
Sans- yea!! I know… Never knew u love me this much. 😉
Swa- sanskaar
Sans- i was so stupid i never realized
Swa- yea i know but listen
Sans- i just realized how much u mean to me.
Swa- I never did attempt suicide for u
Sans- yea i love u too….. Wait what ….. U mean
Swa- yes, i was already depressed and the way u dramatically rejected me made me more depressed and u know the rest.
Sans- thats… Rude… U shudnt have burst my bubble. I thought u …
He made a cute face.
Swara laughed.
And held him by his collar and pulled him closer.
He looked at her pretending to be shocked.
Sans-Swara? What are u…
He was cut off in the middle by swara.
Swa- stop it u drama queen.
Sanskaar grinned.
Swara kissed him on the cheeck and confessed her love.
Sanskaar pretended to think about it.
Sans- i have no other option i have to live with u all my life.
He says in a fake sad voice and both laughs and stare at each other loosing themselves in each others eyes.
The End 🙂
( SURPRISE 2- Happy ending)
(SURPRISE 3- The end of my ff)
i know i ended without any announcement but still, (i thought i will never end this) thank u all so much for your support and love you all,
Keep smiling 🙂