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Story title for LBL is – Her Savior and His Senorita
Swasan – Love Behind Lust Season 2 (Ch 13)
Chapter 13 – New Hope
SWARA
I rush inside my room and cry vigorously leaning on the locked door. Tears are oozing out without a break…i feel like all my hopes are broken into million pieces. I couldn’t stop but remembering the moments from our first meeting to till date…the moment he tried to molest me, questioning my character…all his venomous words are started haunting me badly.
I walked to the mirror lifeless and look at myself from top to bottom. By now, i almost finished crying and find the stains of tears on my cheeks. I feel myself disgusted seeing me in that dress which he gave me in the morning.
I immediately changed it and cover myself in my usual dress and keeping the diamond earring as it is in the box. I wrote the content in a chit which i want to convey to him now. I thought to hand it over to him but before i proceed, i hear a knock on the door. I looked at the locked door without any reaction and i am damn sure who it will be. I walked to the door with the bag and opened it.
He stands at the doorstep with guilty appear on his face…Now i am not melting for all this nasty acting. Without saying anything, i just dropped the bag in his hand and locked the door on his face. This time, i am not crying again…i silently walk towards my bed and lean on my back with the support of the dashboard and closed my eyes…just to forget everything for some time.
I jerked and woke up hearing a knock and voice behind the locked door. I relaxed knowing it as Sita Ma and open the door for her. She looks so worried and tears forms in her eyes…for a second i get a feeling like i am seeing my mother in her. I don’t want to see her crying anymore, i wiped her tears and smiles slightly just to give her an assurance that i am alright.
She stops crying and in sobbing voice asking me, “Are you alright?”.
I just nodded my head with a small smile and thus makes her smile little with so much of relief. She starts observing me from top to toe and finds some bruises on my chin where he held and blood clots on my hand too.
She hesitantly asks me, “Is it paining a lot?”
I give her a frustrated smile saying, “This pain is nothing in front of his words”
She cups my face and kiss on my forehead saying, “I wish you should get all the happiness in the world which you deserve”
I hold her hands into mine saying, “That will never happen if i stay in this house with him”
She continues, “No Swara, you are mistaken. Sanskar Sir is…”
I stopped her in between her words, yes i don’t even want to hear his name from anyone. I just hate him to the core…I just hate him from the bottom of my heart.
“I don’t want to hear anything about him. I am alright now….you please go”
I send her out and again lies on the bed just to hijack my thoughts from here.
I don’t know when i slept, but my eyes snapped opening hearing the noise of breaking the things. It is coming from his room. I walk to the door hastily and is about to open the door but i hesitated and gets in dilemma whether to open or not.
I hear Sita Ma running shouting his name and after that i couldn’t stop myself and opens the door and rushes to his room. But i halted at the door, getting frozen at the place where i am. The room looks messy with the things broken and scattered everywhere but the most horrendous part is Sanskar sitting in the bed having a knife in one hand with blood marks. I slowly look at his another hand, which is the most dreadful one…it has so many cuts in his wrists..blood is oozing from his hand.
Sita ma sits on her knees and try to hold his hand to tie the clot to stop the blood flow but he is not allowing her and shoving her hands away. It is an extremely unpleasant situation for me and i simply watching them rooting at the doorstep.
Without wasting another minute, i rush to him and hold his inured hand in mine and tie the cloth to stop the blood…he did not stop me but simply starring at me. I could feel his gaze on me and he maffles my name in his painful voice, “Swara”.
I reacted…it was very emotional moment for me…he calls me by my name for the very first time…before i look into him, i see his body just fall on the bed lifelessly.
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SANSKAR
Aaaahhhhh…..what the hell? I tried to lift my right hand to hold my forehead but i couldn’t and feel the hell lot of pain. I opened my eyes to find myself in the different atmosphere…l looked around the room…the one which i hate most….hospital. I get up immediately and look around it to find anyone.
I come to the window and removes the screen to witness exactly where i am. Before i try another act, i hear a voice behind me, “You woke up?”
I immediately turn..just to look at her eyes…yes i know…it is her…my Senorita. My face becomes bright seeing her looking at me with most affection and care. She carries medicines in her hand and steps forward inside the room and keeps it everything aside. Behind her, Sita Ma comes with wide smile on her face seeing me…she comes near me and cups my face and says with warning tone, “Don’t do like this next time”
I hold her hand supportively and promises her, “Definitely not” by keeping my trance on Swara.
I know she listen me but she did not look at me…my face. It hurts me when she is not ready to look at me…but she is right at her point. I am guilty now for hurting her badly…i manhandled here to the worst…and that’s y i gave punishment to myself.
I looked at the hand who bandaged now…i hurt myself for hurting her…i moved my glance to her when she is approaching me…she hold my hand, take me to the bed and makes me sit properly and gives me the medicines to take it. I simply obey her but all the while she did not even give her gaze to me…not even for once.
She looks at Sita Ma and nods her head and Sita Ma too responds positively. She walks to the door and stops hearing me…i can’t let her leave me like this…i called her, “Swara”
She still shows me her back, she just turns and waits to hear me but not ready to look at me.
I give a frustrated smile at her saying, “Thanks”. The moment i finished, she snapped her eyes and look at me blankly saying, “Being a human, its my duty to help you. I would have done the same thing even if it is not you.” She moved her glance to Sita Ma and continues, “I will wait outside” and she walks out from the room.
Sita Ma comes near me with a small smile saying, “Everything will be alright. Don’t worry”
I just give my smile as a reply and looks at the way she went. But suddenly a question strikes my mind and i looked at Sita Ma, who keeps the food in my plate.
“Sita Ma, who admitted me here?” I narrowed my eyes and gets into thinking before she answer.
She smiles broadly saying, “Who else? Swara only admitted you”
I exclaimed hearing it, “Swara? But how you both managed?”
She continues, “She drove your car, and you were on the back seat”
I couldn’t believe my ears….is it really true? I asked her again, “Swara drove my car?”
She nods her head positively and continues, “Yes, She only drove the car and completed the formalities while admitting you and you know what…initially they did not ready to admit you here since you have no relation with us…but Swara signed the form as your wife and get your treatment done after a long fight with the doctors and sisters here. You don’t know about the chaos happened here…she fought with every one to get you treated…she got scared seeing you like a lifeless body”
I give a painful smile listening her and only the particular words starts echoing in my mind….Yes..she signed the form as my wife…My wife…Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheswari.
I jerked and came out from my dream land when sita ma keeps the plate in the bed and ready to feed me…but i am not in the mood to eat anything now…i am just refusing it from her expecting someone else to do the honor.
Sita Ma will act clever at times and now she smiles at me and walks out. After few mins, my expectation succeeds and Swara is walking inside towards me…but her eyes are only on the food plate…she lifts it in her hand and starts feeding me.
I smiled and silently have the food from her…all the while i keep staring her and she keeps avoiding my eye contact. Now i am totally blank and don’t know how to pacify her…but i know she needs sometime to forgive me and i am ready to wait for it.
I finished my food and she wash the plate, keeps it on the table and walking out silently. I smile mischievously and said, “Thank you !!! Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheswari”
She freezes at the place where she is, i smiled seeing her back and i could sense what she is feeling…she is very much tensed and just slides her head to her left side to observe me.
I chuckle seeing her and continues, “I agree, you helped me being a human…but signing the form as my wife to start the treatment is something not all will do… but only the rightful person has the right to sign like that…and you proved that. Once again Thank you” I pause it for a sec and continues, “Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheswari”
She turns her face to other side and immediately walks out without reacting more. I stared the way she went with a hope in my heart and find a new rays of light in my life and now i really wish to get her forgiveness at any cost.
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