Swasan – Love Behind Lust Season 2 (Ch 18)

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I am sorry for not updating this story in swasan for so long. Unfortunately there is a demise in my family makes my life upside down. I did not write anything and not interested to post too. Now only i started writing it back to back just to divert my mind. As i said already, i am writing this story in Watpad as “Her Savior and His Senorita”. If you guys wanna read further please search for it and my id is Satz18. SInce it is getting late to post here, am requesting you all read there and anyway i will change the characters and post for Swasan too. Thanks for supporting me till now. Love you all 🙂

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Chapter 18 – Back to Family

SANSKAR

I am going mad now of not seeing her, where is she? Did anyone take her away from me? Again? No it is not possible, it should not be. I don’t know what I am blabbering…I just want to see my Senorita.

I looked at the surroundings, nothing is misplaced. Everything is kept as it is in the same place. Then what has happened? Who came here? Or she herself went away? NO WAY…CAN’T SHE GO ANYWHERE LEAVING ME.

I can’t handle it anymore, leaning on the couch rubbing my face, I felt wet in my cheeks. I cried…after a long back I find tears in my eyes. Suddenly my mobile alerts me with a beep sound. I hastily look at it to find her whereabouts by any chance; I read the message and run to the place where I have been called for. At first I am shocked seeing the place mentioned but when I see the text “Someone is waiting for you” I felt that it should be my senorita. I throw out my odd thoughts and run out to take my car.

I drive the car fast to find any clue about my Senorita, and finally I reached the destination. I look at the building in front of me with lot of hatred in my eyes. This is the place where I have been thrown out mercilessly, I hate to be here but now I left my entire ego to find my Senorita.

The watchman opened the gate after seeing me, he smiled at me and I did not even reciprocate it. I know he got hurt but I am in no mood to smile now. I stop my car before the Teakwood door, and hesitatingly get down from the car slowly.

I have to control my emotions but my past haunting me badly, all my hurtful memories hurting me to the most seeing the place where I am now.

I climb the steps and is about to press the bell, but before that the door opens. I stand dumb seeing the person in front of me. I don’t know how to react, my hands are shivering but my mind is not responding.

Before I do or say something, I feel a warm hug, soft hands around my body. I slowly lift my hands and move the person little back to make sure that I am not dreaming anymore.

“How come you here?” I asked with concern and confusion.

I did get no reply but in turn got a hug, a tight hug. With no more wait, I too reciprocate the hug tightly and murmur, “Where you went SWARA? I became mad of not seeing you”

Yes, I got my senorita back. She is in my embrace now. But I wonder how come she came here and how did she know this place which I never told.

She lift her head and is about to say something but before that we both gets disturbed by another voice from the door step, “It’s better if you both come inside and talk”

I moved my eyes where the voice came, I found Mrs. Annapoorna Durgaprasad Maheswari, my Mom who is standing at the door step and waiting for us to step inside.

I did not leave my senorita and hold her hands tightly and start moving out from there, but again stopped by the little devil…MY LOVE. I looked at her eyes which are pleading me to stop.

“What you want now?” I make sure that my growl only audible to her.

“Please listen to me once” she replied with sweetness overloaded.

I couldn’t help but control my anger seeing my senorita pleading but I am not ready to move an inch.

“I don’t know the problem between you and them, but I can see their love for you and I can’t see you stay alone though you have your family. Please for my sake, can you listen to them once?” I turned and looked at her emotionally and replied, “I have you with me and that is more than enough for me in this life”

She entwined her hands in mine and assured, “I won’t leave you forever, and if it happens then that will be my last day. But now you need a family more than me. They are your family who wants you to be with them. Please for my sake, come inside”

I feel helpless in front of her, by some how she convinced me and just to give respect to her feelings, I made myself strong to step inside the house. All this while my mom was starring me and now she started smiling seeing me stepping in. She stops me for a second and Sita ma with full of smile gets an aarti plate and gives it to my mom.

She takes an aarti for me and holds me to get inside. I get some strange feelings seeing her, seeing the house after a long time…Very long time.

SWARA also followed me silently but with a smile. I feel so tensed, nervous and get some foreign feelings seeing the surroundings.

“Finally you are back!!! I am so happy SANSKAR”, Laksh comes forward and give me a hug to share his happiness.

I hesitate to reciprocate the hug but still I tried and about to hug him but my eyes moves to the person standing behind him stopped me in hugging him back. I separated him from me and move back as if I feel suffocated.

Laksh seems to understand me and looks back to find what affects me so much and it is Ragini. He then turns to me and shifts his vision to SWARA who stands like a doll without understanding anything.

I fold my fist in anger and take her with me saying to all, “I am leaving now” and when I am about to turn I have been forced to stop after hearing the voice behind me, “Don’t you want to meet your Father?”

I stand like an iron but my grip gets strong enough to give pain to my senorita, she winces in pain but did not leave me and did not even try to do so. Without turning, “I don’t have anyone and don’t want too”

“But we all want you. I want you to stay here with us”, he replied instantly. I stayed quiet, and I don’t want to hurt anyone here with my hatred.

“Past is Past, forget it. Let’s start a fresh” he continued, and I remain silent.

“I came out from my ego and pleading my son to stay with me. What else you want me to do?” he again continued breaking my silence.

“Better don’t spoil my happiness. I have no one here and I won’t stay here” He broke his silence and told his decision making them shocked and worried.

SWARA

I opened the door to see my savior but what I saw was not what I expected. Laksh at the door step gives me a shock of not knowing what to do and let him inside the house.

He steps in with a smile looking at me. Sita Ma comes running to the hall to welcome him. Laksh smile at her greets her back saying, “You stayed here with him, permanently is it?”

Sita Ma, “No no, I was waiting for the right time to get him back to home and hope now the time has come”

To be frank, I don’t understand what they are speaking, though I know what they are speaking.

Laksh then comes to me saying, “So you are Ms. SWARA? SANSKAR’s Senorita? Sorry sorry….Savior’s Senorita right?”

I look blank and don’t know how to react for this taunt.

After few secs he continued, “You are right Sita ma, she is good and perfect match to handle that devil”

I looked at him shockingly since I understand slightly what they are speaking. He laughs looking at me and sita ma also joins with him.

Sita Ma comes to me, “SWARA, I used to tell Laksh what is happening in this house. He knows everything from the day 1 you came here”

Shocking news for me, I couldn’t believe this and did SANSKAR know this? I am pretty sure he is not, now I am scared for her what if he knows about this.

She continues, “Just to make sure, SANSKAR is with the right person. Initially even I was worried seeing you with him but soon I get to know about you, I informed all the details to Laksh and he also gets happy that finally SANSKAR gets a right girl for him”

“But Why?” I took a lead and asked.

“You know right, SANSKAR has bad contacts and he used to get some unknown girls here, all were came to him just for his money, they don’t even bother to see how he is taking care of him. But you were different, you did not come for money and but you took care of him very well. Soon I understand he in love with you but I don’t know what you were feeling for him. Still I know you too like him, but Laksh himself wants to make sure that are you the right person for SANSKAR or not? That’s y he came here without even telling to me and made all the attempt to confess both of your feelings to each other and it happened as expected”

She smiles seeing my shocking face, Laksh comes to me and rubs my head saying, “We want to see our old SANSKAR and only you can get him back. Now don’t say anything, just come with me”

He starts dragging me to the door but I immediately stopped him saying, “He will come soon, and I have to be here when he is coming”

Laksh, “Let this be a surprise for him and moreover, this is not our house, will make him come there to the right place …. His rightful place.

I want to see him happy with his family; I can’t deny Laksh’s decision. So I decided to go with him and I very well know that he will go mad if he doesn’t see me here. I pray god to give me strength to face him once he comes.

We reached the big mansion, I followed Laksh but stops at the door step seeing all the family members in the living area. Laksh noticed it and drags me inside, he introduce me to the head of the family, Mr. Durgaprasad Maheswari, SANSKAR’s Father. He is not quite happy yet he welcomes me and blessed me. Then he takes me to his mom, actually now I get scared seeing her, she did not even smile at me but still she is not angry too.

“Now you are going to meet the special person in my life, here comes Ms. Ragini Maheswari, my wife”

Indeed a surprise for me. I smiled at her but she did not, I think she don’t like me, she rolls her eyes and ignore my presence there. He then takes me to a room and said, “Now on, this will be your room and stay here till he comes. I got to know that he is leaving today itself, and the meeting is successful. So be ready to face his angry look”

He left me there and went out. I felt something wrong with the people here; I don’t see them smiling heart fully, all of them having some tension, worry in their face. I spend my time simply sitting and starring outside the window. Each and every minute passing like one birth.

Sita ma came to my room and took me down to dining hall, I don’t want to have anything now, but they forced me to sit and have something. Before I take a sip, I heard a Car sound. My heart jumps in happiness, an excitement rose in my body knowing who came. Yes, I know it is SANSKAR…My Savior. How can I not identify his car sound, all these days that was my notification to know whether he is in home or not. I got up from the chair and rush to the door to see him.

I opened the door hastily and find him standing with lot of worries on his face, he stood froze seeing me, without thinking anything I hugged him tightly to show him , how much I missed him in these 2 days. I know he is in shock and that’s y he did not even touch me, he separated me from him asking, “How come you are here?”

I don’t want to say anything just want to be in his embrace, I hugged him again and this time more tightly. With no more wait, he too reciprocates the hug tightly and murmurs, “Where you went SWARA? I became mad of not seeing you”

I lift my head and am about to say something but before that we both gets disturbed by another voice from the door step, “It’s better if you both come inside and talk”

We both looked at the person where the voice came, his Mom who is standing at the door step and waiting for us to step inside.

He did not leave my hand and hold it tightly and start moving out from there, but again I stopped him and pleading him to wait.

“What you want now?” he makes sure that his low growl only audible to me.

“Please listen to me once” i replied with more concern.

I know he is getting angry, but somehow he controlled it and did not show it out.

“I don’t know the problem between you and them, but I can see their love for you and I can’t see you stay alone though you have your family. Please for my sake, can you listen to them once?” i pleaded him to stay back, he turned and looked at me emotionally and replied, “I have you with me and that is more than enough for me in this life”

I entwined my hands with his and assured, “I won’t leave you forever, and if it happens then that will be my last day. But now you need a family more than me. They are your family who wants you to be with them. Please for my sake, come inside”

I know he is not happy but by somehow i convinced him to step in. All this while his mom was starring me and now she started smiling seeing him enters in. She stops him for a second and Sita ma with full of smile gets an aarti plate and gives it to his mom.

She takes an aarti for him and hold him to get inside I feel happy seeing him with his family members showering love on him.

He feels some unknown nervous and tension. I stand near him and hold his hands for a support and he became calm.

“Finally you are back!!! I am so happy SANSKAR”, Laksh comes forward and give him a hug to share his happiness.

SANSKAR did not hug him back but still he is trying to do it, he lifts his hand to hug him back but stopped in the middle seeing Samaira behind Laksh. I don’t know why he is getting angry seeing her, his face reactions got changed seeing her and immediately hold my hand and announced, “I am leaving now”.

I seriously did not expect this and I don’t want him to go now. But he stopped the moment he hears his dad’ voice, “Don’t you want to meet your Father?”

He stands like an iron but his grip on my hand gets strong enough to give pain to me, i winced in pain but did not leave him and did not even try to do so. He replied without even looking at him, “I don’t have anyone and don’t want too”

“But we all want you. I want you to stay here with us”, he replied instantly. He stayed quiet, and I don’t want him to hurt his father by his hatred.

“Past is Past, forget it. Let’s start a fresh” he continued, and he remained silent.

“I came out from my ego and pleading my son to stay with me. What else you want me to do?” he again continued breaking his silence.

“Better don’t spoil my happiness. I have no one here and I won’t stay here” He broke his silence and told his decision making them shocked and worried. I won’t let this happen, I stopped him saying, “But I want to stay here”

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