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Swasan – Love Behind Lust Season 2
Chapter 25 – Painful Past
Swara’s hands are shivering, her gaze fix on the paper and the message in it. Tears rolling on her cheeks and makes her weak remembering her past…flashes of someone beating her, her scream, her uncontrollable cries.
All her thoughts distracted away from her when she jerks hearing the knock on her door. She wipes her tears and with a sobbing voice responds, “Coming Ragini”
She wiped not only her tears but her past incidents away from her present and goes out after changing into her normal attire and joins with everyone for the dinner.
Her eyes searching for Sanskar but he is nowhere to be found. AP chuckles seeing her upset face, “He got a call and went out. Don’t worry”
Swara nods her head and have her food. She couldn’t eat anything and it gets stuck in her throat of unable to swipe her fears which she hidden it for so long.
Laksh notices her facial expressions, “Swara, What happened? Why you look so upset?”
Swara tried hard to compose her, “Nothing…i am just tired”
AP genuinely cares for her, “It happens, have your food and take rest”
Swara, “I can’t have this. I want to go and sleep. Sorry”
Before anyone could react, she immediately runs to her room and locks herself inside the room and leans on the door behind her, crying hard covering her face.
She sobs chanting, “Maa”
She jerks after listening some echoes around the room, “Will you do anything as i say?”
She closed her ears of unable to hear those disgusting words anymore.
She takes out her mobile and dials to Sanskar and waits for him to attend the call.
But it goes on waiting and she keeps dialing to him and it is still on waiting.
She throws the mobile somewhere out of frustration and cries vigorously, by hiding her face in the pillow.
it’s been around 30 minutes, she wakes up from her faint sleep, she rushed to the door hearing Sanskar’s voice behind the door and open it hastily.
She hugged him tightly when she finds him on the doorstep with worried face. She tightens her grip on him in the effort of making herself safe in his arms.
Sanskar is stumbled looking at Swara’s reaction and gets worried seeing her tear stain cheeks. He walks front having her in his embrace and close the door behind him.
He takes her to the bed and tries to release her grip from him but the more he tries, the more she tightens it.
Sanskar is so much worried now seeing her state, “Senorita, what happened?”
Swara snuggle into his arms more and mumbles, “Don’t leave me and go please”
Sanskar wraps his arms around her, “Why should i leave you Senorita? Why are you so disturbed? Anybody said anything to you? Tell me i will tear them apart?”
Swara instantly lifts her face up to look at him and nods as no. Sanskar now gets a chance to spot her eyes, which has filled with fear.
He wipes her tears off, cups her face and plants a kiss on her forehead, “Tell me what’s bothering you”
Swara, “Your absence”
He stares her and she continues, “Your absence is bothering me. Don’t go leaving me alone. I am scared”
Sanskar, “For what?”
Swara gets alert and blinks looking at him, she tried to move from him but now he holds her wrist and stops her from moving away.
Sanskar, “Tell me now, what made you cry like this?”
Swara hesitates to tell him but then he compels her to share her worries and she decided to say it to Sanskar.
Swara shows him the message which she got it. Sanskar reads it and his face changes into anger mode, he frowns reading it and holds her shoulder firmly asking, “Who is that bastard?”
Swara cries and stammers, “Ma…manohar”
Sanskar, “Who is he?”
Swara, “My Uncle”
Sanskar turns her to look at his face, “Tell me everything”
Swara’s past…Her POV
Mine was a small family…me, my mom, dadaji and Uncle-my mom’s brother. We used to live in our home town, it’s a village. We were living under the shadow of my grandfather, since i lost my father at the age of 5. He only took care of me and my mom. He sheltered us and made me to continue my studies in that village…which did not like by my uncle.
My Dadaji’s perception was, he was an irresponsible person, who spent money in alcohols and to his useless friends. He gave the responsibility of his money to my Mom which irks my uncle a lot. He used to fight with my Dadaji and abuses me and my mom badly.
One day the fight between them got into worsen state and he pushes dadaji harshly to the floor, made him to lose his conscious. We called the doctor and treated him but still Dadaji couldn’t get into a normal state like before. It’s been a week and his health became worse than before. We pleaded the doctors to save him, but nobody could save him. He left us. He left us with the devil.
After that, our life was equal to hell. He used to beat mom, just because dadaji wrote his will favor on mom and myself. I was so small, still he used to threaten mom by making me as his pawn. We led our life with some sort of fear and trauma around us, somehow he did not stop me in continuing my study.
Years passed, because of him and his debt, we have lost all the property by repaying his debts and finally landed into a small house in the nearby town.
Still that was not enough for him and he decided to make money by using me. Me and my mom were completely unaware of his filthy thoughts, we have been lived together in that small house. I couldn’t tolerate his torture and burst out my thoughts to my mom asking her to make him leave the house.
She did not agree to me and the reason she gave me was, “Though he is not a good person, still he is the only man in our family and his physical presence can save us from the dirty eyes in the outside world”
I couldn’t oppose her but still my heart was pondering thinking about some bad instincts. As my instincts warned me, that day had come which was the worst day in my life.
I left in home alone and Mom went out to buy some groceries. Suddenly, my Uncle barged inside the house and shouted calling my name.
I jerked listening his shout and appeared in front of him from my room, and there i noticed another person who stood beside him looking at me with lust. I felt disgusted by his looks and replied my uncle, “Maa is not home, just leave now” i tried to cover my skin under my torn cloth.
He laughed, “That’s well and good. There is nothing wrong in this torn clothes, in fact you will look more tempting in these”
I scolded him and shouting him to leave but instead of that he told something to the new person which made me shocked to the core and cold shiver ran to my body.
“Go and get her, she is yours now. Finish it soon before her mom comes” He whispered to him but it was audible to me.
Tears dwells in to my eyes and i started stammering, “Wha…what are…you…saying? Please leave from here”
He laughed at me mercilessly and looked at the new person and signs something. Immediately he handed him some bundle of money in my uncle’s hand and gave a disgusting look at me.
He started approaching me and i pleaded for my uncle’s mercy, but all went in vain. He left me with that pervert and locked the door from outside.
Those few minutes were hell for me, i screamed and shouted for help. I wandered everywhere in my house to save myself from that pervert, but he caught me and were trying to force me.
It was all blank, i still don’t know how i did it? But i…i…
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Swara breathes heavily and tears rolling on her cheeks uncontrollably. Sanskar holds by her shoulder asking her in soothing voice, “What you did?”
Swara in between her sobs, “I stabbed him”
Sanskar relaxes little and consoles her, “You did good. There is nothing wrong in your doing”
Swara turns to him, holds his collar and cries, “But, i…i lost my maa”
She hugs him and hides her face in his chest and continues her past in between her sobs.
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The door opens with a thud and i found my Mom looks at me shocked and the man lying down. I ran towards her hugging her tightly as if i got my life back. My uncle caught us before we leave from there, his anger rose to the peak and he was trying to strangle me, my mom was beating him badly with the things she got.
For a second, his eyes burning in a rage, he started hurting her…holds her nape of the neck and smashed her head on the wall. I tried a lot to remove his grip from her and he did not even bulge a little. He kept doing that till she became unconscious. She fell on the floor with a pool of blood, having tears rolled on her cheeks looking at me.
I tried to go out to seek some help from the people, but he locked the door and pushed me inside. I held his legs begging him, “Please save my maa”
He stared me with a blank expression on his face, and i kept begging him knowing that he did not even flinch a little.
My heart was pondering to save my maa at any cost, i decided to give anything i have…just to save her.
“I will save her , but with one condition” he spoke finally.
“I will do anything as you say, please save her…please” i blurted out knowing i have no choice and no way.
“How can i believe you? What if you won’t cheat me?”
“I am doing this to save my maa, i won’t cheat you. Please save her”
He curtly looked at me and dialed to a hospital. They admitted her and informed me that she need an operation immediately.
Doctor, “We need to do a operation. Pay the amount in the cash counter and get the receipt. meanwhile i will make everything ready for the operation”
Knowing nothing, i looked at my uncle, who smirks at me. I remember the cash he got from that person, whatever it may be, now i want to save my mom.
I folded my hands in front of him pleading him, “I beg you, please pay the amount for the operation”
He gave a cruel smile and said, “I will pay, but you have to repay”
After all this chaos, i understood what he wanted from me. If not for me at least for my mom i have to do this just to hold the only grip in my life.
“I am ready to do anything as you say. Please pay the amount”
He hold my shoulder and wiped my tears, “Don’t cry and make yourself weak. You have lot more to do”
My eyes closed instantly hearing him, looked at the room where my mom has been kept.
“Come with me. Meanwhile i will pay the amount”
After all, i believed him and went with him. He got me somewhere to the darkest place and he thrown some clothes on my face asked me to wear it.
Without refusing him, i went to the nearby room and i wore the dress which is barely covered my skin. It’s just a two piece of clothes where my skin is naked completely and hardly covered.
I tried to hide my body by my hands, within a fraction of seconds, some one hit me badly which made me winced at the pain it created. I moved back swiftly in the attempt of escaping from the hit, but once the lights on, i went to a horrified state seeing the group of men looking at me with lustful eyes, they were laughing, commenting on me, throwing money on me and shouting at me to satisfy them.
My vision gets blurred because of my tears, i walked back but i stopped when i got another hit from my uncle, who was laughing sheepishly. I nodded my head negatively and tried to move back but he blackmailed me reminding about my mom.
I wanted to run away from here, from these disgusting people, i felt that just by their look they stripped me off and ogled my body. I felt so odious thinking about my situation, i tolerated the pain given by my uncle and started dancing in front of them. Some thrown the money on me, some openly asked me to spend the night with them. I feel like throw up on their face itself and before they caught me i ran inside the room and locked myself to save me from their dissipation.
The door banged harshly, i moved back and decided that i cannot do this anymore. I changed into my dress and swiftly looking around the room to escape from that place, luckily i found another door on the corner, i opened it and found the small backyard of that place. I was not sure where to go but determined not to get caught in his hands again.
I ran somewhere, don’t know where it goes, but i kept running on the road seeking some people for help. They helped me to get into the hospital where my mom was admitted.
I hastily went to the room where she was admitted but i found it empty. My heart stopped beating only tears flowing like a flood.
A nurse came forward informing me, “Where you went after admitting your mom?”
“Where is she?”
“She is no more”
“Wha…what? Ope…operation?” it came just as a whisper.
“No Operation. she died before that. You don’t know that? We informed the man who was with you while admitting once you both left from here. Didn’t he tell you?”
My heart stopped beating, my tears dried on my cheeks, i felt my breathe taken away. I lost my mom, i wanted to see her one last time but my breathe got hitched when i saw him on the corridor, glaring me angrily.
I started stepping back, scared looking at him walking towards me with so much of rage. Without waiting more, i started to run where ever i found the way. I came out from the hospital and running aimlessly.
Soon the tiredness over took me, i was praying god not to fell in his trap again. My tired flew away once i winced in pain holding the hand which gripped my hair.
I cried and pleaded him to leave me, it was dark, i could see no one came to me for help. I was beaten up badly by him, then all of a sudden i was black out.
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Swara’s body shivering, Sanskar hugs her to comfort her and make sure that he is there with her to secure her. She wraps her arms around his waist and leans on his chest comfortably.
She continues, “I woke up finding myself in a new place, i was locked in a dark room and only heard the voices behind the door. I heard my uncle was talking to someone and warned him not letting me out. I wandered everywhere to get myself saved from the shit but found no way to escape and lost all my hopes once i found someone entered inside the room and locked the door. I felt i lost the battle, but i never knew that it will change my life completely”
Sanskar looks down at her face and she lifts her eyes to look at his and said, “There i met you”
Lot more to come from now on…be ready guys 🙂
So how is the emotional ride of Swara’s flashback. I thought of making it after few more episodes and i personally doesn’t want her to hide this from Sanskar after all they going to become one. I felt it is right to open up her past to him so that he will be more secured towards her right?
But fate is something will work against the human’s wishes. Will see what will happen in their life. The pervert is back, how Sanskar gonna find him, whether Swara will be caught in his hands again? Wait and see.
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