Swasan-love forever 17

Sahil was feed up by swara stubborn and catch her wrist tightly: listen to me I’m so fed with u…. no one say no to sahil….

Swara: ahhh what the hell… let me go Mr. sahil.. ahhhhh

Sahil came closer to her; do u think I don’t know what u ah? U live with a guy without even marry, u ran away from ur wedding for that guy… and sleep alone with him, who knows what filth u do with him….

Swara slapped him: don’t u dare speak of this… this is pure love which u don’t know about… now leave me now… better for u or I swear I ll tell ur wife…

Sahil: hahahah and what make u think she don’t know… she know I go behind her as she go behind me little girl.. ur so sweeety… ( sahil crush his lips to her neck)

Swara: ahhhh u dirty… noooo… off me ahhh noooo

Swara got flashes of Manish forcing… but she wasn’t that weak anymore… swara grip close vase and broke it making cut in sahil arm and shoving its shatter in her hand in his face…

Sahil: u low life girl…

Swara: just try to get one step to me sahil and I ll cut u peicess.. just com…
U and ur dirty wife… u both suit each other….

Swara ran outside and pick her bag and phone and left the place… swara reached home….

Swara POV

Kaka… kaka….

Put I get no replay… I found paper ” I’m sorry beta but I had to leave, I ll b back by morning”. I thud to chair… now I lost the only job provided me with money… what I ll do now… god… ur test is tough… plssssss… pls enough…. My door knock, who would com now… I open door.

Sharma ji: Mis. Swara whr is rent….

Ahh prefect, now my day complete, I try to make him understand: Sharma ji… pls wait for few more day.. pls… I ll pay…

Sharma ji: I hear that a lot… bas… pay me now or I ll give house to someone else….

Y he rise his voice??! Some women came , this is not gettening any better…

W1: what is Sharma ji..

Sharma: that girl don’t pay me my rent, I have things to commit to..

Swara: Sharma ji… pls don’t make problem I promise I ll pay bas few days…

W2: u should b able to pay since u live that type of life…

Swara shocked: what type u mean aunty???…

Sharma ji: u live alone with tat man… actually two, and u don’t have money to pay ahhh

Swara: Sharma ji, don’t u dare insult… u want ur money.. fine I ll give it…. But don’t u dare or anyone here question my honor..

W1: girl live with man alone with no sign of marry… what we should call u ah…

Swara; and when man come to ur house at night while ur husband not here what should I call that….

Woman got tension: what… what u say….

Sanskar came to the hall rubbing his head veins: swaaraaaa. U here… swaarraaa. swaaraaaa

I looked lovely to Sanskar: I’m coming ( then look angrily to her guests) when ur house is of glass don’t drag peoples legs… look at urself first then talk about me.. now Sharma ji I’m tired tomorrow morning u ll find all ur money….

i closed door in their faces and went in and thud to chair crying… this too much for me.. pls stop this.. no more…

Sanskar: swara… I want kaka… kaka now…

Swara: not now Sanskar go to room pls..

Sanskar was rubbing his veins continuously: kaaakaaa.. I want kaka… now .. now… kakaaa.

I was thinking about all these events, I have no money.. hw i ll keep sanskar medicine… my clg…. our payments… people talk about my honor… my god

Sanskar still insiste; swara whr is kakaaaa I want him… kakaakaaa

I just blow…

Swara: what the hell with u Sanskar??? I said to room naaaaaaaa… now… there is no kaka… only swara… hell swara… who cant stand anymore… who wish to die each second… swara that every f**ker want piece of her… no kaka…. Bas swaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I pushed the table with my both hands and it roll and vase on it broke

Sansakar: aaaaaaaaaahhhh

Sansakr hide in corner standing and sopping and I just fall to floor… I’m just totally broken… don’t u think I have enough… I’m not super… I’m human…. God… oh goddd

I heared sasnakr softly sopping: swaaa… swa.. di..

I looked at him, what have I done…

Sanskar standing pushing himself to wall and… and…. He… he wet his pant

” Sanskar” I mumble not believing what I just did to my sankar… I made him wet himself… I run and hug him but he was pulling himself from me

“nahi Sanskar… I’m sorry….. I’m sorry Sanskar…” I cried my heart out…. I felt his arms around….

Sanskar sopped in my arms; i.. i….i… ka ka … no more… I’m … sorry di… ba.. bad.. San …. Sanssss skaaaar…

I cupped his face: nahi baby nahi… vo bad swara.. bas bad swara… mujhe mafkaro pls… I’m I’m sorryyy…

I pick his cheek, and weep his tears…. my Sanskar… he fall to floor in my arms.. shivering and I hug him fully to my arms… what the hell wrong with u swara… look to what u did… I kept kissing Sanskar hairs to calm him down, what ever happen with me… I should never affect Sanskar… my angel Sanskar

” Sanskar, u forgive swara na” I still calming him down…

Sanskar: hmm. Hmm.. sorry… sorry…

My god… ” come with me Sanskar… com on.. stand slowly…” I took him slowly to bathroom…. What I ll do… : Sanskar wait me here ok”

I gone and call laksh: laksh in 10 mints I want u in my house…

L: what is…

I shouted: 10 mints laksh

Then I hang call and went back… I pick new cloth for Sanskar… I went to bathroom and he was just on floor…. I hug him to me sitting …. I pick his forhead kissing and playing his hairs calmly…. “shhshshh my Sanskar… everthing ll b ok… shhh… swara is here shshhh” after mints I heard knocking… so I went to find terrified laksh on door… woman far said ( new man) I holded myself and close door

L: what happen swara? Is Sanskar ok?

S: off ur jacket

L: what??

S: I said take off ur jacket and follow me

L: ok but what happed here? The table… vase.. did Sanskar had a panic attack…

S: the attack was mine stop wasting my time….

I marched toward bathroom and laksh followed me… he founded Sanskar still shiver on floor….

L; what the hell happen swara? Speak now…

S; Sanskar need shower and I cant do it and he wont let u touch him and kaka is not here ( I turn to Sanskar) Sanskar u trust swara di na…

Sanskar: haan… haan….

S: then don’t object pls ok… swara here… u ll let laksh touch u ok….

Sanskar hold duppta: nahi…. Nahi.. Manish…. Nooo

Swara: Sanskar vo Manish nahi… he ll help me ok …

Swara pick her duppta and put on her eyes: laksh lead my hand to Sanskar shirt and u change rest…

L; excuse me…

Swara: listen laksh If u really worth me as sister help me…. If I was married to Sanskar I wouldn’t b asking… I don’t wanna waste time… u ll do that or no….

I waited for time then I felt laksh hands lead me to Sanskar shirt ” up Sanskar up arms… laksh open shower” laksh was my eyes and I wash Sanskar upper part and laksh do the rest… till finally three of us of washroom I took Sanskar to bed and laksh waited in hall… I set sanskar to bed and hummed him till he fall for deep sleep…. I ll never forgive myself for what I did today….

I went outside and laksh was waiting: thank u…

L: may I know what hell happened here…

S: I’m marrying Sanskar next week… tell my family and ragini if they want to come…

L: swara have u gone mad… u cant marry him in that state..

S: I will…

L: this is suicide… he ll never b a complete husband…

S: he is to me

L: u cant… swara I know u love him and support him but wait till treatment finish.. don’t waste all these years…

S: I wont… but I wont tell about any past… I wont give him any pain… as I said if u wanna come next week fine else I don’t care… I’m marrying him no matter what

Laksh left angrily: ur insane