Swasan-love forever 22

Once more Sanskar was confused by swara words and attitude: what u say swara??! Sure he ll b worry

Swara bited her lip: see u tonight…

Swara head back to RP house and she found her parents and ragini there…

Swara: ram papa ( she kneel for bless, and unwillingly to hers too then hug her mother) maaa….

Sharmeshta: shonna… hw are u beta???

Swara: perfectly fine… and even good news… ram papa.. sansakr is coming home tomoorow morning…

RP: really beta…

Swara: hmm laksh just informed me…

Shekhar: that’s.. a good news… also we have came to pick u, u can no longer stay here…

Swara: say by whom??

Shekhar: by ur father…

Swa: And since when u start considering me as a daughter

Rag.: swara mind urself..

Swara had moist eyes: girl’s great support Is her father, he supposed to b the man who never betray her, the man who treat her always as princess… when was the last time u treat me that way papa? I have always been the bad girl while ragini the favorite daughter, I don’t get jealous so don’t take ur mind there… but i expected u to understand me, protect me, not forcing me for marriagr and pashing me away and consider me died…. Sorry father I’m human not an angel…

Shekhar thought long he to tell his daughter that he love her more than anything but he was raised on specific traditions and he cant break them

Swara: remember when I told u, one day u ll ask forgiveness from ram papa and I hope he wont give u, unfournatly he did.. but I still cant… father – daughter relationship is the most important, if the father betray his daughter hw can she trust anyone…

Swara silently left and shome followed her

Shome: what r u doing swara?? I didn’t rise u like this…

Swara: no u didn’t ma… but life did…

Shome: Shonna he is ur father..

Swara: And I was his daughter

Shome: Don’t b so cruel shonna, he miss u… he may play hard role but he really misses u

Swa.: I’m not being cruel ma… dnt u think i miss my papa too… but I’m hurted, deep hurted…

Shome sighted: And what u ll do now,,,

Swa.: Back to the house whr I lived with Sanskar…

Shome gasped: Swara u ant live alone…also what u ll till Sanskar??

Swa.: Sanskar mustn’t know under any circumstances, and I don’t think I ll live alone for long time…

Shome: But shonna, u cant… shonna I didn’t rise u like this…

Swa.: Don’t make me lose ur support too ma…

Shome hugged her daughter and after swara packed she came finding none of her family…

Swa.: Ram papa I’m going…

RP: Beta pls reconsider, they r ur family…also what Sanskar…

Swa.: I did that uncle, just leave it for days to weep my scars… as for sansakr, pls never tell him I was here… I live with my parents… everything must be shown all normaly ok…

RP nodded and swara moved to her house again

Next morning swara was above skies, Sanskar was going out… she picked a yellow grown, along with duppta, and wear a jeans jacket, she cant remember last time she enjoy watching her arms, it still had many purses to fade… she wore her watch and put her hair in pony tail and head to temple, pray for Sanskar and then went to hospital, when she entered nurse was helping Sanskar to pack..

Swara: good morning sweet prince…

Sanskar smile for her present immediately: good morning angel…

Swa.: Ready for ur life

San.: Like never before

Nurse: come sir, I ll help u in ur jacked…

That uncomfortable swara: thanks, his feince is here to do… u may go…

Nurse march outside room while swara caught Sanskar jacket to put on him, in soft mocking voice: let me help u in ur jacket ssssiiiirrr

Sanskar throatly laugh: god swara, u still get jealous…

Swara: and I ll keep till I die….

Sanskar have a hold on swara: don’t say this word again ok.. I hate it…

Swara pout: sorry….

Sanskar took her in soft hug: I love u my possessive princess

Swara: I love u too… ( with her well she was crying, just she missed him a lot)

Sanskar broke hug: ohh swara, y u cry ah… u know I hate it… pls pls bas…( weeping her tears and she just nodded)

Both swasan left hospital and went to his house… sujata greet them heartily doing ritules, and all sit inside…

Suj: I cant tell u beta, hw much happy I’m to have u back

San: ohh maaa….

Swa: now all this gone now… ( both swasan smiled)

RP: true, sujata I’m sure Sanskar is pretty much hungry, wont u serve us honey?

Suj: aari haan haan I ll go and start… u know Sanskar me and swara cook all ur favorite food…

Sanskar looked to swara: really!! All my favorite!!

Swara blushed as she get the hint: maa I ll come to help u lets go

RP: nahi swara, I wanna talk to u and Sanskar… sujata u go

Sujata: ji ram…

San: what is it papa?

RP: Sanskar do love me son…

San.: Papa what u tell, sure I do..

RP: And if I ask something , will u do??

Swara heart beaded fast she didn’t know what RP is welling too, also Sanskar confused by his father’s way…

RP: I want u to marry swara…

Swara frowned, while Sanskar smiled to his dad: I’m willing to do papa, just to settle….

RP cut his words: no… I want that by the end of the week, matlap in 3 days…

Sanskar tensed: what?? Papa u know we r not prepared and I should find work first and….

RP: I ll settle everything… u ll work with me.. that’s all we need now.. u both can study during marriage…

Sanskar looked confused by his father request, he gazed swara and find lowering her gaze

RP: don’t get me wrong beta…. But my bête has waited long enough, and I feel so heavey and guilt that we made her…. ( RP wanted to tell him everything and finish this all but swara looked him from behind and nodded as pls) we made her wait a lot…. Bas….this ll give me rest sanskar, so do it…

Swara overwhelmed by RP care and go to his side giving him ahug, he gave her a father… Sanskar was happy and sad and confused…. But in the end he smiled

Sanskar: then in 3 days u ll be swara Sanskar Maheshwary…. Tomorrow we ll visit ur papa and start ritules, u think he wont mind na swara??!

Swara looked tensed, that mean she must live again in GM till she came back here again… swara: no he wont, I’m sure…

Sanskar POV

I sense her nervous… and my dad request, what is tat about… something is fully wrong and I cant bear it anymore … bas … bohat hogya….

Sanskar: then papa we ll go day after tomorrow, as tomorrow I have some arrangements if u please…

RP: ok beta…

Sujata came back: food served ram ji challo challo before it cold

Mom pulled me and I hug her sidly while walking hearing whispers between papa and swara … we sit to eat.. dad as usual picked his water glass.. he like to drink water before eating but swara stoped him by put hold the glass

Swara: Mr. ram parasad maheshway… u did take ur medicine today na… its sharp 4…

Dad gaze shatter, but ma comment: nahi beta… he don’t … complain it taste sour… do something beta pls

I frowned: what medicine papa??

Papa: nothing beta…

Swara: papaaaa

Papa: beta pls.. bohat sour hu ( making faces.. my dad making faces haha)

Swara: no no no… now… (she gave him spoon of some medicine and he with most difficulty drink it…. Then directly to water)

Papa: eeeewwwwk water taste even worst

Swara: medicine is sour coz it cure… now u can eat… ma pls don’t let him miss any medicine time ( she came sit opposite to me beside ma)

Sujata: since u coming back I wont have too

I comment: swara have u been living here??

And I again feel their tension, their unsteady gaze, them mom broke it: what u mean beta….

I smiled: it seem swara knows each thing here… more than me…

Swara had nervous smile: no like this sanskar…

But I knew my family, I hit one strong string coz my mom spoke: aari u don’t know beta, she spend her most day with us.. come to us before clg and come again after clg and prepare dinner with me… care ur father… nothing was pirior to her more than us….

I kept hitting and wore interest: really!!

Swa: no need ma…

Suj: aaari hw can I forgot, u broke ur proposal when u heard that ram ji is sick

What did ma just said: PROPOSAL!!!!



I guess ma got her mistake and put hand on her lips while swara gaze lowered….

I spoke softly: swara what proposal pls?

Her shivering hands, her shattered gaze: vo… vo.. nothing matter

I flow with her: ok…

We continuo having lunch and then I went to my room, I didn’t spoke word with swara…. I was hell angry, but I ll show only glumps of it… I gotta b carful…. I heard knock to my door ” come in” and I saw the yellow anarkali getting in

” yes swara”

“Sanskar I’m sorry, I didn’t think u ll need to know about it now….”

I fisted my palm as hell and in flat tone: ok

“Sanskar pls…”

I kept silent and sit to bed, she came and sit by my side…

” I told u, while u sleep everyone pushed me to move on… and that u wont wake again… but I didn’t listen… dadi ma was most one didn’t listen…. U know hw she is with me… she brought a lot of proposals and I refuse them all”

I give her look, yea she was truthfull this time: hw many??

“more than I cant count… but in what it matter ( she rest her head to my shoulder) swara is only for Sanskar… nothing else…”

I know u do this for my sake swara, but I cant bear it anymore… I cupped her face: ok… its ok now… I hope u forgive me one day for all the things I didn’t do….

Swara had sad smile and picked my palm… I shivered for the touch of her petal rose lips… but that confused me more… she used and still blushed from my words, all of sudden pick my hand… but soon all ll be ok

Swara: wont u come

i smiled: lets go..

we were going but before we reach door I rolled her and took her in hug… I crushed her to me… I never crossed my limits with swara, not even once, but I feel I want her embrace now… I guess she was shocked for my behave … even when I don’t see her its easily to imagine her blush… in seconds her hand srounnded my waist too softly…

swara: Sanskar.. r u…

I cut her talk: shssh don’t tell anything, simply stay like that…

Then I part the hug: did it confuse u?

She gave me confusion look indeed

I replay: good, now u ll test little of my feeling swara

Swara: but…. (place a finger to her lips)

“lets go”

Sanskar POV over