SWASAN LOVE ME THODA AUR EPISODE 42 {Those who don’t read please read just once at least the note}

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HERE YOU GO WITH THE EPISODE…..
The episode starts with swasan going to their rooms and as soon as they reach the room sanskar carried swara in his arms and asked her to bolt the door
Swara: why
Sanskar: jaan either you close the door or you will get a strict punishment if I need to go and bolt it
Swara gulped as she knew what his punishment means and bolted the door in a hurry
Sanskar chuckled and pecked her forehead and started moving ahead and made her stand near the cup board
Swara looked at him being confused
Sanskar: go and change your dress first and then I will continue my work
Swara blushed
Sanskar: arre jaan go fast I don’t have that much of time
He said pushing swara a bit towards the washroom
Swara went inside the washroom and came after sometime while sanskar had changed on to his ight wears
He was waiting for her and as soon as she came he went near her and held her shoulders and pecked her forehead
Sanskar: you know how much I waited for this moment??
Swara smiled and hugged him tight and after some time he broke the hug and cupped her face
Sanskar: swara I don’t want to do anything which is against your wish so tell me whether you are comfortable if I take our relation further or you need some time
Swara stayed quite looking down while sanskar understood that she is not comfortable so he didn’t force her [I cant describe the consummation now guys I am not 18 still but surely I will give the consummation on 21st feb that is on my 18th birthday]
Sanskar hugged her

Sanskar: its ok swara I can understand that you need some time
Swara: sanskar actually……….i am sorry……you waited since so long but now
Sanskar: sh its ok swara…….koi baat nahi I can understand your emotions…..whenever you’re comfortable will go for it
Swara smiled
Swara: sanskar I am so lucky to get such a caring and understanding husband like you
Sanskar: no I am lucky
Swara: no me
Sanskar: no me
Swara: no me
After lots argument both burst out laughing
Sanskar pecked her lips
Sanskar: achha we cant take our relation to another level but we can sleep together na???
Swara: obviously sanskar will sleep together
Sanskar: okay then
He said taking out his t-shirt making swara shocked
Sanskar: I know you are shocked but I am pretty sure you don’t have any objection if I sleep with you hugging without t-shirt after all you have seen me shirtless so many times
Swara blushed and looked down
Sanskar: I guess you don’t have any objection….do you??
Swara nodded a no shying
Sanskar smiled and lifted her in his arms and slowly placed her on bed and came beside her….he cupped her face and pecked her lips and hugged her tight and both slept cuddling into each other
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It was a beautiful morning for our couple who were relaxed in each other’s arms and were cuddling into each other more and more…..the sun was shining trying to wake them up but they were so comfortable in each other’s arms that no one of them woke up
Finally after a lot of time sanskar opened his eyes to see his life his love sleeping hugging him…..he smiled and pecked her forehead and made her to sleep properly and got up taking his clothes and went to get ready
After some time when he came after getting ready he saw swara sleeping still he went to her and started caressing her hair
Sanskar: jaan….wake up its morning [he said very sweetly]
Swara: 2 minutes sanskar
Sanskar: jaannnn
Swara: I want to sleep more please [she said keeping her head on sanskar’s lap]
Sanskar started caressing her hair
Sanskar: jaan today is your pehli rasoi and muh dikhai
As soon as she heard his sentence she got up with a jerk and started moving towards the cupboard
Swara [while getting up]: why didn’t you wake me up before….
Sanksar; you were looking so sweet while sleeping that I didn’t wish to disturb you
Swara: oh god sanskar now if someone gets angry on me the reason will be you
Sanskar: no one will be angry because you wont be late just go and come fast
She nodded and went inside the washroom

After some time she came out wearing a red saree and her hair were wet which were being wiped by swara
She came in a hurry and settled down on the chair in front of the mirror and started combing her hair when sanskar came and back hugged her
Swara: sanskar….please na let me get ready or else I will get late
Sanskar [nuzzling his face in her neck]: if you will take tension then you will get more late and don’t worry everyone will think that we slept late at night
Sanskar said this unknowingly not realising while swara felt guilty….she turned and hugged him and started crying silently….sanskar broke the hug and saw her crying and got shocked
Sanskar: swara what happened?? Why are you crying?
Swara: sanskar I am sorry because of me yesterday we weren’t able to take our relationship to the next level
Sanskar: shhh swaraaa…….its not because of you set this in your mind and if one more time you sy this then I will not talk to you
Swara: no no…….never stop talking to me
Sanskar; then never blame yourself…
He said and pecked her forehead
Sanskar: come now I will make you ready
He said making her sit on the chair again and putting bangles in her hands and then the jhumkas and then after he put her mangalsutra around her neck and filled her hairline with vermilion
She smiled and got up
Sanskar: I am excited to eat your hand made food
Swara: hmm….so what should I prepare
Sanskar: whatever you want to I am sure it will be good
Swara: ok then it will be a surprise for you
Sanskar: come on now lets go and ya swara I have a surprise for you after the rasams are over
Swara: what surprise??
Sanskar: I think we are not supposed to tell surprises jaan
Swara: ya but
Sanskar: hahahha come on let’s go
Both started descending the stairs with hand in hand….everyone looked towards them and smiled piya winked to laksh
Sanskar grabbed his seat on the dinning table and wished everyone good morning
Piya: bhai morning nahi its only 1 hour left for afternoon….why you both are so late??
She said in a teasing tone
Sanskar: kiddo….
Piya [innocently]: what happened bhaiii
Sanskar: have your breakfast and get ready for office
Piya: bhai how can have breakfast if it is not prepared…..bhabhi you have to prepare everything and you know I am very hungry so please go in fasttt
Swara smiled and started moving towards the kitchen
Laksh: vese bhabhi did I tell you that you are looking breath taking
Swara smiled while sanskar glared him
Sanskar: lucky stop flirting with my wife
Laksh: oh hello I am not flirting with your wife I am just complimenting my bhabhi
Sanskar was burning in jealousy while laksh was smirking
Swara: laksh stop teasing him
Piya: bhai why are you so cared about your husband…
Sanskar: kidddooooo don’t tease her
Piya: oh godddd…..this couple is so crazy everyone chuckled while swasan blushed
Swara went to the kitchen and started thinking what to prepare
Swara: umm…..kya banau [what should I prepare] idea…..i will prepare everyone’s favourites….but I don’t know who likes what…..i should call laksh
She messages laksh and asked him to come to the kitchen…he made an excuse and came to the kitchen
Laksh: bhabhi you called me
Swara: laksh…I am thinking to prepare everyone’s favourite dishes so tell me who likes what
Laksh: ok so piya likes chocos
Swara: ok so I will prepare that in end
Laksh: dad likes sarson ka saag or make ki roti [it’s a famous indian dish mainly common in Punjab but also in other cities]
Swara: ok so lets start that first

She completed making sarson ka saag in 15 mins
Laksh: bhabhi I liked the aroma of food….wowwww
Swara giggled and said: achha now tell me what does mom likes
Laksh: she likes paneer tikka
Swara: but it is a snack I will prepare but I want some food item to be prepared for her
Laksh: arre bhabhi food item is made na dad’s fav so now snacks and vese bhi now you are here forever so you can make whenever you want to
Swara: achha ok so now I will prepare chocos and paneer tikka and what do you like
Laksh: bhabhi I am a big foodie so you can prepare whatever you want to I like everything
Swara: ahahah but one thing which you like the most for which you can never deny
Laksh: umm….noodles
Swara: okay
She quickly prepared noodles chocolates and paneer tikka
laksh: bhabhi I think you know very well what bhai’s favourite is
swara blushed and said: hmm…..kheer
laksh: yeahhhhhhh that’s like my bro’s wife
swara blushed more
swara was preparing kheer
laksh: bhabhi now its time for your favourites
swara: no no laksh what’s the need of preparing my favs
laksh: arre bhabhi that’s not fair
swara: vese bhi laksh what sanskar likes I also like…
laksh: ohooooo matlab aiseee
swara blushed
swara: achha now you go
laksh: ok
laksh went and swara came with dishes in her hands
she brought every dish but didn’t bring kheer
laksh asked her through his eyes and she winked him and he understood she wants to tease sanskar
laksh: wow bhabhi these are everyone’s favourite dishes
piya: ya bhabhi I like chocolates,, mom likes paneer tikka,, dad likes sarson ka saag or make ki roti,, and laksh bhai likes noodles
ap: swara we felt very good you prepared everyone’s fav
dp: yes I am so excited to taste all these
sanskar: but where is my favourite
swara: vo sanskar time was so less that I was not able to prepare your favourite….sorry
sanskar felt hurt but didn’t show
sanskar [fake smile]: no…no….its ok
all started eating and were talking to each other but sanskar wasn’t including himself in between the discussions because he was sad
swara saw this and felt bad
he quickly finished his breakfast and went upstairs without giving heed to anyone
laksh: bhaiiii where are you going
sanskar ignored everyone and went to his room
laksh: bhabhi I think he has felt bad that you didn’t prepare his fav
swara: laksh I shouldn’t have played this prank
ap: prank??
Swara: mom I have prepared kheer I was just teasing sanskar
Piya: bhabhi don’t worry you just take your kheer to him and try to make him talk to you
Swara: yes you are right
She said and went to the kitchen and came out with kheer in her hands and rushed to sanskar’s room

SWASAN ROOM
Sanskar was wearing his coat when swara came and kept the kheer aside and went to him
Swara: sanskar
Sanskar didn’t pay any heed to her and was indulged in setting his hair
Swara felt bad but ignored it and started to manao him
She went near him and cupped his face
Swara: sanskar I am sorry but listen to me
Sanskar [rudely]: I don’t want to listen anything swara
Swara: sanskar please once listen to me
Sanskar ignored her words and went out from the room
Swara started crying and fell down on her knees
All this was witnessed by piya who was hell angry on sanskar now
She went to swara and hugged her
Piya: bhabhii don’t cry please……its ok leave him……he will realise when he comes to know the truth
Swara: how will he come to know…he is not even ready to listen anything
Laksh came in and was shocked to see swara crying
Laksh: bhabhi what happened why are you crying
Piya told him everything
Laksh: don’t worry bhabhi I will tell him everything and confront him
Swara: no need laksh…..he is not even ready to listen anything
Laksh: but bhabhi
Swara: laksh I said na no need
Laksh: ok
Laksh: piya I am going to office take care of bhabhi and everyone
Piya nodded and laksh left

OFFICE
Laksh came to sanskar’s cabin
Laksh [rudely]: bhai I want to talk to you
Sanskar: so say na
Laksh: bhai whatever you are doing is wrong
Sanskar: what am I doing
Laksh: bhai you are not even ready to listen anything from bhabhi
Sanskar: laksh please I don’t want to listen anything about that
Laksh: you have to…..you have to listen bhai……first of all you are angry on such a small thing then you are not even ready to listen the truth
Sanskar: what truth
Laksh: bhai bhabhi had prepared kheer for you and she was just teasing you….you only think how’s it possible that she will prepare everyone’s fav but not yours
Sanskar went into deep thinking
Laksh; you know she didn’t even prepared anything for herself……..she said what you like she too will eat that only….you know she prepared everything with love but she prepared kheer with extra love for you but you…..
Sanskar was shocked to hear everything
Just then there was a knock on the door……..sanskar’s employee came in
Employee:: sir swara mam has sent this for you
He said and kept a tiffin there and went
Sanskar had tears in his eyes he was really guilty for hurting his love
Laksh: see……how much she cares for you…….and I am damn sure she would haven’t eaten anything till now
Sanskar: oh no…I hurt her so much I don’t know what might be her condition now
Laksh: that’s the problem bhai you hurt everyone not realising when you are in anger….i don’t know anything bhabhi is like my own sister and if till tomorrow she is not fine then I wont talk to you
He said and went out of his cabin
After he went piya came in angrily and kept a file with a thud on his desk
Piya: mr. sanskar maheshwari presentation is ready….today my bhabhi wont give the presentation you will only have to manage everything so read it and see whatever you want to do you can
Sanskar: kiddooo now why are you angry on me
Piya: mr. maheshwari I am an employee right now not any sister so please…
Sanskar: kiddo please don’t get angry I promise I will make swara agree….
Piya didn’t reply but her mood was very angry
Sanskar: kiddo I didn’t know the truth na…you know na if I would have known this wouldn’t have happened
Piya: still no reply
Sanskar: kiddo please
Piya: I don’t know anything when bhabhi will forgive you I will too talk to you but till then you are not my bhai but my boss
Sanskar; kiddo please just once listen na
Piya: why?? Why should I listen to you when you didn’t listen to bhabhi???? Whyyyyy
Sanskar bowed his head down feeling guilty
Piya: bhai you don’t have any idea what her condition was when you left……even in her muh dikhai she didn’t even smile….she has not eaten anything since morning……she has just locked herself in her room and is crying
At her last statement sanskar was shocked,, he bowed his head up and looked at piya with questioning eyes
Piya: yes bhai….and you didn’t even bothered to listen her once….is this your love for her??? is this how you trust her???
Sanskar: kiddo I love her and even I trust her the most but you know na my anger
Piya: bhai you and your anger always hurts someone or the other….i am sorry but now I wont talk to you as a sister until bhabhi talks to you and I wont even help you in making bhabhi agree do whatever you want to
Piya left a crying sanskar alone
Sanskar: oh god what did I do…mad me…..i never realise what I do and just keep on hurting everyone….oh god now how to make her agree…first let me go to home
Sanskar rushed towards his car and started driving harshly not cared about anyone but just swara now the thing which was running in his mind was swara and swara…..
He reached mm mansion and directly rushed to his room to see the door open and doctor along with ap and dp inside
He got shocked to see swara lying on bed unconscious and rushed to her and started patting her cheeks
Sanskar: swara…..swara….swara get up swara….see your sanskar has come here to apology….please wake up…[to doctor] doctor what has happened to her why is she not opening her eyes
Doctor: relax mr. maheshwari she is fine…..just because of excess crying and stress and a bit weakness she fainted please tke care of her and here are some medicines I am prescribing please give her these on time
Sanskar: doctor when will she gain consciousness
Doctor: I have given her an injection right now so she will be sleeping for around 4 hours
Sanskar; ok thank you doctor
Doctor: now I should leave…..take care
Doctor went
Dp: sanskar whatever you did is not right….if something happens to my daughter then never show me your face
Sanskar [angry]: dad pleaseeee………please dadddd………..just stop thatttt……I am not mad siting here and listening to everyone’s lectures….i know I am bad I am very bad but if you all are feeling hurt that I have hurt her then please just once think what I might be going through……she is my life dad I never ever thought to hurt her and whatever I did wasn’t intentionally done so please stop blaming me……..i know you all are hurt but I am 100 times more hurt than you all and right now I am very tensed so please don’t disturb me and let me be alone with her for sometime
Dp got shocked and went out with ap
Sanskar closed the door angrily and came towards swara
He sat beside her and pecked her forehead and caressed her hair
Sanskar: I am sorry jaan….but don’t worry I will do everything possible to make you agree and you to give me any punishment you want to……
He said and was going to change his dress when he saw the bowl of kheer which swara made on the table….he got teary eyed and went towards that bowl and kept that bowl carefully in the small fridge in their room and went to change his dress and came back
He called johan
Sanskar: johan cancel today’s meeting
Johan: but sir its very important
Sanskar: do as I say
Johan; ok sir
Sanskar went out of the room and started descending the stairs and went towards his car not paying heed to anyone and drove somewhere

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Hi guys hope this was pretty long….guys I have been trying from a long time but I am not getting that much response in 40 episodes also which everyone is getting in 25 episodes……..this is my last attempt and even if after this also you all don’t like my ff then alvida to all of you…….i would never login to tellyupdates and will never ever bore you
Silent readers its time to break your silence please comment on this one or I will think even you all are not liking my ff