SwaSan! Lust Obsession Love!! {Episode-35}

#Lust_Obsession_Love 

Hey Guys this is Ridz from Facebook. Since Tanu wont be writing this story any more due to health issues so I am continuing the story as per Tanu’s guidance. I dont post on TU. If anyone is interested in reading my swasan stories you can check world of fanfictions page on facebook and also my Wattpad account

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Part 35

Sanskar was driving rashly reminiscing the events that held from yesterday till today. He was cursing himself for getting drunk and doing such thing to swara. 

Its true he wanted her body in starting but he was a man who didnt used to force women. Swara wasn’t ready so he controlled hus desires but as the days passed this lust gradually started to change into some pure feeling and slowly he realised that it was his LOVE. Yes he loves her truly, deeply and madly

But she? Well he can see something in her eyes for him but yesterday night ruined everything. 

“You are a rapist sanskar” A lone tear escaped from his eyes remembering her words. Its true that something unwanted happened last night. He couldn’t clearly remember everything but the marks on her body said it all. They both lost senses and hence it happened. 

Swara’s teary face was time and again coming infront of him making him guilty more and above all to be called rapist by the one who you love the most was paining him alot. He never wanted to make her his without her permission. (pagal hai dono. Pata nai kya kya soch rahe??)

he stopped the car infront of Raglak mansion and went inside. His eyes had turned red as he was controlling his tears. Ragini was in kitchen and looking at sanskar’s disheveled state laksh took him in balcony

“Sanskar what happened? Look at your condition man” Laksh asked panicking

“I destroyed everything laksh. Everything got finished” Sanskar said sitting on his knees crying.

this was the first time laksh saw his bestfriend so vulnerable he too sat on his knees hugging him. Did something wrong happened between swasan? Did their plan to bring them close got failed? Laksh’s mind filled with thousands of wierd questions.

“Sanskar tell me what happened?” Laksh asked composing himself

“I dont know how we got drunk yesterday. Then I remember we landed in that hut and being not in our senses we lost control over ourselves and that thing happened which i never wanted in this condition. I wanted her permission for this and now she is thinking i raped her.” sanskar told laksh everything crying.

“Sanskar do you clearly remembered that something like that happened. Just on the basis of marks you cannot be sure” Laksh said thinking

“I dont know laksh but its hurting so much. I love her and would never even dream of doing something which she doesnt wants. But we were not in our senses” sanskar confessed his feelings with teary eyes.

“Really? SAnskar you love her?” Laksh asked him beaming with happiness. Finally his friend accepted his feelings. He was so happy for him.

“Yes laksh. I have realised that I LOVE HER. I cant see her in pain, Her happiness is my happiness and above all I will not be able to live without her. But now I have committed a sin.” Sanskar told him

SanLak were talking unaware of a pair of ears listening to them. It was Ragini who too had tears seeing sanskar in that condition. She without telling anyone left for the Maheshwari mansion to talk to swara and clear her misunderstanding.

Maheshwari Mansion

Swara was sitting on floor on with tears continuously falling down her cheks

SWARA’s POV

How can you do that sanskar? I thought now you dont lust me but no I was wrong. So wrong about you. I was trying to be your wife and accepted you with all my heart. I was falling for you or rather I have fallen for you but this. You are not at all changed. 

SWARA’s POV ends

Her chain of thoughts were broken with Ragini’s voice

“Swara” Ragini called her sitting besides her. Seeing her swara immediately hugged her and bursted into tears.

” Ragini look what he did. ” Swara told her everything sobbing

Ragini listened everything patiently 

“I never wanted this to happen this way. I wanted to hand him over myself fully out of love but he destroyed everything because of his desires” swara sobbed.

“Do you love him swara?” Ragini asked with a tinge of happiness in her voice. “Because you are not regretting about the loss of your dignity but the way it happened” ragini said

“YES I do. But whats the use now” Swara said burying her face in her palms

“Swara do you really think sanskar could do this intentionally? If at all he wanted your body then he could have done it long back. You also know there he got many chances to do something like that” Ragini said

“First of all swara it was me, Laksh and uttra’s plan to get you both drunk so that you both get close. sanskar had no role in this” Ragini told swara who was numbly listening to her.

“Then you both left in car and we thought that plan got successful as we knew you both just needed a slight push” Ragini continued

“But Ragini those marks” Swara said

“Marks dont prove anything swara. You tell me are you feeling any difference in your body? Any pain? ” Ragini asked

“No” swara mumbled and then it dawned to her. Oh God she was so wrong till now.

“This means you both got unconscious before things could move further” ragini said finally concluding

“And Swara the main thing is that you said you both were dressed in morning so if anthing happened like that you both would’nt be clothed” Ragini said further

Finally Everything got crystal clear to swara and she got drown in her own guilt

” What did i do ragini. I accused him of something which he never did. I was so fool to realise That i wasnt feeling any changes in my body and moreover we were clothed. Just by looking at our positions in morning i formed this opinion. Oh No i have hurted him so much” swara said crying

“What should i do now Ragini?” Swara asked remembering his hurt face.

“There’s only one way to ask for forgiveness” Ragini said thinking something deeply.

“What? I will do anything.” swara said

“Come with me” ragini took swara in her car and started to drive somewhere leaving swara confused.

****

“Laksh why the hell have you brought me to farm house” Sanskar shouted at him as soon as their car stopped infront of his farmhouse

“Sanskar you were so stressed so I thought to bring you here. You will feel relaxed” Laksh said faking a smile

He had received a text from ragini saying to bring sanskar to farmhouse without telling him that she asked to do so.

“Amm.. sanskar you go in i will come after parking the car” Laksh said secretly reading the text received from ragini just then stating to send sanskar in alone

****

“Where is this Ragini gone leaving me alone?” Swara stood confused standing in the hall of the Farm house. Just then the lights went off scaring the hell out of Swara as she was a severe patient of Nyctophobia(fear of darkness) 

“Oh No. these lights. Ragini where are you? ” swara said shivering

Sweat beads were forming on her forehead as she stood there shaking in fear. Just then she felt a hand a on her shoulder. She jerked and turned around. 

It was dark but she can easily see tjose brown orbs which always make her lose herself. She immediately hugged him bursting in tears due to fear. No prizes for guessing obviously he was sanskar who came inside the farm house only to find his little wife shivering in fear. 

She hid her face in his chest sobbing while he rubbed his back telling her soothing words. 

“Shh. Swara I am here. You are safe. Nothing will happen ” sanskar said

Just then the light came. RagLak gave a hi fi to each other and left from there as they know that now things will be settled and they were no longer required there. 

They came out of their trance as the light came and reality hits sanskar and he jerked breaking the hug thinking that she might believe he did it to take advantage of situation

“I ammm.. Sorry swara. You were afraid thar is why i did it. I m so sorry” sanskar said looking down while swara’s heart pained seeing him like that. 

“Sanskar.. ” she tried speaking but was interrupted by him

” Trust me swara i didnt do anything intentionally in the hut. I was not in my senses and dont knw when i lost my control. I am so sorry. I never wanted this to happen this way. Its all my fault from starting i have been forcing you. I am so bad. I dont deserve you but please dont hate me… ” Sanskar blabbered continuously 

Enough of his non sense swara caught him by his collar and smashed her lips on his kissing him angrily biting his lips. Sanskar was frozen on his spot in shock. On gaining senses he tried to kiss her back but she was way too aggressive today. Not listening to her once he just blabbered. She bit his lips making them bleed and then sucked it to soothe the pain. In need of oxygen she broke the kiss and both were breathing heavily with sanskar having ‘what just happened’ look

“Now if you will utter a wird i will bury you alive here only” swara said in a threatening tone to which he nodded feeling afraid of her all of a sudden. 

“Nothing happened in hut sanskar” swara told shocking him. 

She started from beginning telling him about RagLakUtt plans to everything what She and Ragini discussed. Sanskar was feeling as if a burden was lifted from his chest. He thanked Gid that nothing wrong happened 

“I am sorry sanskar for thise awful words i spoke to you” swara said in tears

“You always kept me as your priority and never forced me against my will but still i always ill treated you and hurted you” swara said sobbing

Sanskar cupped her face and wiped her tears

“Why are you feeling bad for me swara? Why am i so much affecting you all of a sudden? ” sanskar asked calmly

” Sanskar.. ” Swara went speechless on his question 

” Just answer swara why do u care if i am being hurt or not” sanskar asked

“Because I Love You” Swara blurted looking straight in his eyes. 

She had thought of telling him in a special way but now was the only time that seemed to be right for the confession. She had already hurted him alot in past and not wanted him to be away from her for a minute now. 

Sanskar on the other hand something else in his mind. He was having a cold expression and stared at swara who was looking at him for an answer. 

“#Lust_Obsession_Love 

Part 35

Sanskar was driving rashly reminiscing the events that held from yesterday till today. He was cursing himself for getting drunk and doing such thing to swara. 

Its true he wanted her body in starting but he was a man who didnt used to force women. Swara wasn’t ready so he controlled hus desires but as the days passed this lust gradually started to change into some pure feeling and slowly he realised that it was his LOVE. Yes he loves her truly, deeply and madly

But she? Well he can see something in her eyes for him but yesterday night ruined everything. 

“You are a rapist sanskar” A lone tear escaped from his eyes remembering her words. Its true that something unwanted happened last night. He couldn’t clearly remember everything but the marks on her body said it all. They both lost senses and hence it happened. 

Swara’s teary face was time and again coming infront of him making him guilty more and above all to be called rapist by the one who you love the most was paining him alot. He never wanted to make her his without her permission. (pagal hai dono. Pata nai kya kya soch rahe??)

he stopped the car infront of Raglak mansion and went inside. His eyes had turned red as he was controlling his tears. Ragini was in kitchen and looking at sanskar’s disheveled state laksh took him in balcony

“Sanskar what happened? Look at your condition man” Laksh asked panicking

“I destroyed everything laksh. Everything got finished” Sanskar said sitting on his knees crying.

this was the first time laksh saw his bestfriend so vulnerable he too sat on his knees hugging him. Did something wrong happened between swasan? Did their plan to bring them close got failed? Laksh’s mind filled with thousands of wierd questions.

“Sanskar tell me what happened?” Laksh asked composing himself

“I dont know how we got drunk yesterday. Then I remember we landed in that hut and being not in our senses we lost control over ourselves and that thing happened which i never wanted in this condition. I wanted her permission for this and now she is thinking i raped her.” sanskar told laksh everything crying.

“Sanskar do you clearly remembered that something like that happened. Just on the basis of marks you cannot be sure” Laksh said thinking

“I dont know laksh but its hurting so much. I love her and would never even dream of doing something which she doesnt wants. But we were not in our senses” sanskar confessed his feelings with teary eyes.

“Really? SAnskar you love her?” Laksh asked him beaming with happiness. Finally his friend accepted his feelings. He was so happy for him.

“Yes laksh. I have realised that I LOVE HER. I cant see her in pain, Her happiness is my happiness and above all I will not be able to live without her. But now I have committed a sin.” Sanskar told him

SanLak were talking unaware of a pair of ears listening to them. It was Ragini who too had tears seeing sanskar in that condition. She without telling anyone left for the Maheshwari mansion to talk to swara and clear her misunderstanding.

Maheshwari Mansion

Swara was sitting on floor on with tears continuously falling down her cheks

SWARA’s POV

How can you do that sanskar? I thought now you dont lust me but no I was wrong. So wrong about you. I was trying to be your wife and accepted you with all my heart. I was falling for you or rather I have fallen for you but this. You are not at all changed. 

SWARA’s POV ends

Her chain of thoughts were broken with Ragini’s voice

“Swara” Ragini called her sitting besides her. Seeing her swara immediately hugged her and bursted into tears.

” Ragini look what he did. ” Swara told her everything sobbing

Ragini listened everything patiently 

“I never wanted this to happen this way. I wanted to hand him over myself fully out of love but he destroyed everything because of his desires” swara sobbed.

“Do you love him swara?” Ragini asked with a tinge of happiness in her voice. “Because you are not regretting about the loss of your dignity but the way it happened” ragini said

“YES I do. But whats the use now” Swara said burying her face in her palms

“Swara do you really think sanskar could do this intentionally? If at all he wanted your body then he could have done it long back. You also know there he got many chances to do something like that” Ragini said

“First of all swara it was me, Laksh and uttra’s plan to get you both drunk so that you both get close. sanskar had no role in this” Ragini told swara who was numbly listening to her.

“Then you both left in car and we thought that plan got successful as we knew you both just needed a slight push” Ragini continued

“But Ragini those marks” Swara said

“Marks dont prove anything swara. You tell me are you feeling any difference in your body? Any pain? ” Ragini asked

“No” swara mumbled and then it dawned to her. Oh God she was so wrong till now.

“This means you both got unconscious before things could move further” ragini said finally concluding

“And Swara the main thing is that you said you both were dressed in morning so if anthing happened like that you both would’nt be clothed” Ragini said further

Finally Everything got crystal clear to swara and she got drown in her own guilt

” What did i do ragini. I accused him of something which he never did. I was so fool to realise That i wasnt feeling any changes in my body and moreover we were clothed. Just by looking at our positions in morning i formed this opinion. Oh No i have hurted him so much” swara said crying

“What should i do now Ragini?” Swara asked remembering his hurt face.

“There’s only one way to ask for forgiveness” Ragini said thinking something deeply.

“What? I will do anything.” swara said

“Come with me” ragini took swara in her car and started to drive somewhere leaving swara confused.

****

“Laksh why the hell have you brought me to farm house” Sanskar shouted at him as soon as their car stopped infront of his farmhouse

“Sanskar you were so stressed so I thought to bring you here. You will feel relaxed” Laksh said faking a smile

He had received a text from ragini saying to bring sanskar to farmhouse without telling him that she asked to do so.

“Amm.. sanskar you go in i will come after parking the car” Laksh said secretly reading the text received from ragini just then stating to send sanskar in alone

****

“Where is this Ragini gone leaving me alone?” Swara stood confused standing in the hall of the Farm house. Just then the lights went off scaring the hell out of Swara as she was a severe patient of Nyctophobia(fear of darkness) 

“Oh No. these lights. Ragini where are you? ” swara said shivering

Sweat beads were forming on her forehead as she stood there shaking in fear. Just then she felt a hand a on her shoulder. She jerked and turned around. 

It was dark but she can easily see tjose brown orbs which always make her lose herself. She immediately hugged him bursting in tears due to fear. No prizes for guessing obviously he was sanskar who came inside the farm house only to find his little wife shivering in fear. 

She hid her face in his chest sobbing while he rubbed his back telling her soothing words. 

“Shh. Swara I am here. You are safe. Nothing will happen ” sanskar said

Just then the light came. RagLak gave a hi fi to each other and left from there as they know that now things will be settled and they were no longer required there. 

They came out of their trance as the light came and reality hits sanskar and he jerked breaking the hug thinking that she might believe he did it to take advantage of situation

“I ammm.. Sorry swara. You were afraid thar is why i did it. I m so sorry” sanskar said looking down while swara’s heart pained seeing him like that. 

“Sanskar.. ” she tried speaking but was interrupted by him

” Trust me swara i didnt do anything intentionally in the hut. I was not in my senses and dont knw when i lost my control. I am so sorry. I never wanted this to happen this way. Its all my fault from starting i have been forcing you. I am so bad. I dont deserve you but please dont hate me… ” Sanskar blabbered continuously 

Enough of his non sense swara caught him by his collar and smashed her lips on his kissing him angrily biting his lips. Sanskar was frozen on his spot in shock. On gaining senses he tried to kiss her back but she was way too aggressive today. Not listening to her once he just blabbered. She bit his lips making them bleed and then sucked it to soothe the pain. In need of oxygen she broke the kiss and both were breathing heavily with sanskar having ‘what just happened’ look

“Now if you will utter a wird i will bury you alive here only” swara said in a threatening tone to which he nodded feeling afraid of her all of a sudden. 

“Nothing happened in hut sanskar” swara told shocking him. 

She started from beginning telling him about RagLakUtt plans to everything what She and Ragini discussed. Sanskar was feeling as if a burden was lifted from his chest. He thanked Gid that nothing wrong happened 

“I am sorry sanskar for thise awful words i spoke to you” swara said in tears

“You always kept me as your priority and never forced me against my will but still i always ill treated you and hurted you” swara said sobbing

Sanskar cupped her face and wiped her tears

“Why are you feeling bad for me swara? Why am i so much affecting you all of a sudden? ” sanskar asked calmly

” Sanskar.. ” Swara went speechless on his question 

” Just answer swara why do u care if i am being hurt or not” sanskar asked

“Because I Love You” Swara blurted looking straight in his eyes. 

She had thought of telling him in a special way but now was the only time that seemed to be right for the confession. She had already hurted him alot in past and not wanted him to be away from her for a minute now. 

Sanskar on the other hand was overflowing with emotions. Did he heard her right? She loves him? His live was being reciprocated. He was feeling so much happy but then something struck his mind and he gave a cold look to swara who was looking in his eyes for an answer. 

“But I want divorce from you ” He said breaking her. 

” Sanskar i know i hurted u. I am sorry” Swara said in a choked voice

“No swara, we cant be together any longer” Sanskar said in a cold tone

She looked at him in shock. What did he said? DIVORCE!  She hurted him so much that he doesn’t want her any longer in his life? The love she saw in his eyes for her was finished now? 

With thousands of questions surrounding her mind she looked at sanskar with teary eyes who was having a blank expression on his face. 

Was this the end of their relation? 

***to be continued***

So here I end today’s part. 

A cliffhanger ??

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