SWASAN – MR MAHESHWARI AND I
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Swasan!! 🙂
CHAPTER 36
Swara (walking back to the car, thinking) : I am going to confess my love within the next 3 days… I cannot wait anymore…
Sanskaar ( thinking) : I have done all this. But I should perhaps reduce this. I cannot let Swara ever fall in love with me.. It would be a disaster…. But why will she fall in love with me? That is just my fancy… Till now, you’ve been able to charm any girl you wanted Sanskaar, But the day you actually want to charm a girl, You can’t…
They reached the car and got in, Sanskaar at the wheel. He revved the engine and set off for home. They were still thinking about each other.
Suddenly Swara’s voice disturbed Sanskaar’s thoughts.
Swara : Sanskaar!
Sanskaar (absent mindedly) : Hmmm..
Swara : Remember that day when you asked me what is love?
Sanskaar’s thoughts froze. What was she saying? Love? Why was she saying that?
He thought of that day, during their first date on the way to the beach where she had tried her level best to teach him what love was.
Swara (interrutping his thoughts again, impatient voice) : Sanskaar?
Sanskaar (turning towards Swara, a bit guardedly) : Yes Swara…. I remember. Why are you asking?
Swara : That day, you told me that you’ll think about what I told. I just want to know if you had or not.
Swara (thinking, in a hopeful voice) : And if there’s the slightest hope for me that you’ll love me back. Is there? I want, no need to know that as well….
Sanskaar (thinking) : What answer do I give her? Tell her that I love her so damn much that it hurts to imagine a life without her? Tell her that since she came into my life, I’ve not had a decent night’s sleep because I am tormented with thoughts of her? Tell her that I cannot live without her?
Sanskaar : Why Swara? So suddenly?
Swara ( hesitantly ) : Well… It just struck me suddenly. Do you believe in love now?
Sanskaar ( incredulously, but bitterly with a sad smile) : I have always believed in love, Swara!
Swara ( a bit surprised) : But, I thought you didn’t want love because you didn’t believe in it.
Sanskaar : When you grow up in a house with my mom and dad and Badi Ma and Bade Papa, then you have no choice but to believe in love. I do know there’s love in this world Swara! I always have and I always will. But….
Swara ( in a slightly hopeful tone ) : But? But what, Sanskaar?
Sanskaar (closing his eyes for a moment, in a defeated tone) : But… This love is not for me. I don’t have it… I don’t need it.
Swara (her hopes sinking quickly, heartbroken) : Why do you say that? Sanskaar… What happened that made you like this?
Sanskaar (thinking, heartbroken) : Stop Swara! Please stop… Stop asking these questions… For I know I have no proper answer and soon I won’t be able to stop myself. Please Swara! Please….
Swara : Sanskaar, Stop the car (seeing him not doing so ) Sanskaar… Please…
Sanskaar sensed the catch in her tone and stopped the car a street away from her house.
Sanskaar (not able to look at Swara for some reason) : Why did you ask me to stop Swara?
Swara (softly) : Look at me please!
He didn’t turn.
Swara cupped his cheeks and turned him towards her. He raised his eyes hesitantly and was shocked to see the emotion in her eyes.
Swara (gently) : I think you are hiding something from me.
Sanskaar looked at her, his heart thundering. Did Swara know that he….
Swara (continuing, oblivious to his pain) : But I don’t know what it is. All I know is that you are retreating into a shell, Sanskaar, And I don’t like it.
Sanskaar continued to stare at her. He didn’t know what to say. The moment of life or death was here and all he wanted to do was postpone the moment. He wasn’t ready for this conversation.
Sanskaar (removing Swara’s hands from his face and turning the other side) : Swara! What happened to you? You’ve been acting very emotional from the morning. I think you haven’t slept off the holi hangover yet. Go home and get some sleep.
Swara (smirking sadly) : People should learn to change subjects from you Sanskaar! Par I am the most stubborn and tenacious person you know. I don’t give up so easily. So, I’m asking you once more : What are you hiding from me?
Sanskaar ( putting on a fake cheerful tone) : Arre yaar! Nothing baba… Swara! I am not hiding anything from you. Pakka.. You are just being silly.
Swara (eyess flashing) : I am being silly? If I am being silly, then why are you avoiding my question Sanskaar? If I am being silly, then why are you not able to look at me and answer?
Sanskaar (thinking) ; I have let this go on for far too long. I have to put a stop to this. (looking at Swara) I am so sorry Swara!
Swara (continuing) : I asked a simple question. What do you think of love and you gave such a vague answer. Why Sanskaar? What happened….
Sanskaar (in a loud voice) : SWARA!
Swara shut her mouth shocked and waited.
Sanskaar (in a furious undertone) : That’s enough. Bahut ho gaya yeh bakwaas! Love.. Love… Love… Why are you going on and on about it? Remember, I told you on day 1 itself that there WON’T be love in our marriage. Did I tell you or not?
Swara turned away and flinched. She tried to stop the tears that were threatening to spill out of her eyes while Sanskaar continued, each word puncturing a hole in her heart.
Sanskaar ( thinking) : I am so sorry to shout at you Swara.. I know you haven’t done anything wrong. You are asking questions which are genuine and necessary. But I am a coward. I cannot tell you how much I love you. And if I tell you my biggest secret, I can’t bear to see the pity in your eyes. I just can’t. I’m so sorry Swara!
Sanskaar (loudly) : I told you the word love does not have a place in my heart. I cannot stand it. Do you understand Swara? And why are you so concerned about love anyways? And that too suddenly? (in a fake mocking tone, but his expression relaying a heartbroken hope ) Are you in love with me Swara?
Swara finally turned towards him. Sanskaar caught her by the shoulders and asked again.
Sanskaar (more gently this time) : Are you in love with me, Swara? Are you? Because…. (his voice caught, but he closed his eyes, drew courage and opened them, steeling his heart) Because I am not! I DON’T LOVE YOU…
Swara smiled bitterly. It was no less than what she had been expecting but it still hurt. She had lost and the demons had won. Maybe it was her fault. Maybe she had confronted him too soon. But today, This dark night, SWARA GADODIA HAD LOST AND THE DEMONS HAD WON.
Swara (thinking) : I cannot tell you how I feel now. You are angry and you are still hurting. I don’t expect you to love me ever, but I will help you get over this fear of love. But… After today…. I am scared Sanskaar! I am scared that I won’t ever get the courage to do so.
Swara finally wiped her unshed tears and looked at him, with absolutely no expression in her eyes.
Swara : I don’t love you too.
Sanskaar’s despair grew. Even though he was awaiting this answer, His heart shrank with misery.
Swara : I didn’t ask you this question to make you think I love you. I asked this because I was curious. But I think I made a mistake. Sorry Sanskaar! I am really sorry. I didn’t mean to make you angry. Now… Will you start the car, Sanskaar? It is getting late and tomorrow is the mehendi… Chalo!
Sanskaar (now in a gentle tone) : Swa…
Swara (turning towards him) : No Sanskaar! It’s ok… Let’s just go please…
Sanskaar sighed but started the car. He stopped in front of her house and rested his hands on the steering wheel, unable to look at her departing. Swara turned and looked at him one last time, and then got out of the car. As she was going to close the car door,
Sanskaar : Swara!
Swara looked up at him.
Sanskaar : I am sorry! I didn’t mean to shout at you or hurt you. I just…. I don’t like the word love Swara! And I do care about you… a lot…. I do care about you Swara! I always will…
Swara smiled sadly and reached inside and tousled his hair.
Swara ( so softly that he might not have heard her) : I know you do. I know you do and that’s why it makes this all the more difficult.
She gave one last wave and then ran inside, into the sanctuary of her room waiting for the tears to fall..
But they never did. She went and changed her clothes, choosing a black salwar… Depicting how she felt right then. She was in a state of numbness. She had no idea what to do…
She folded her saree and kept it on the counter. Just then she spotted a note on her mirror. Puzzled, She went to look at it.
NOTE :
SWARA!!
KARAN AND I HAD GONE OUT AND I DIDN’T KNOW WHEN YOU’LL BE BACK. I CALLED YOU BUT IT WAS SWITCHED OFF. I WANT TO TALK TO YOU, MY BEHNA! IT’S BEEN TOO LONG SINCE WE GOSSIPED. AND I MISS YOU. SO ONCE YOU READ THIS NOTE, COME AND WE WILL TALK.
LOVE
YOU KNOW WHO 😛 😛
Swara read the note thrice before sinking down to her bed. Ragini!! Only then Swara realised just how much she had been ignoring Ragini and her mother. Her thoughts were always about Sanskaar! She was going to a new family, but it seemed like she had left her old one behind.
And finally, the tears came. Not tears of self pity, not of helplessness. But tears of guilt.
She imagined Ragini waiting for her in this room for a long time, all because she wanted to spend some time with her.
Swara (weeping silent tears) : Today I was so happy throughout the day and night. But in my happiness I forgot about the others’. Today I proved myself to be a selfish sister and daughter. Today, Swara, you failed and you failed badly… As a daughter, as a sister and as a lover, You failed.
She closed her eyes, wanting someone to take the truth away from her. Wanting to sleep peacefully, without any dreams. She took the note that was clutched in her hands and read it one last time.
Swara rose from the bed.
Swara : Ragini!!!
She ran from her room and entered the adjacent room where Ragini was sleeping peacefully. She tip toed inside and smiled seeing her beautiful sister sleeping so peacefully.
Swara (thinking) : I can’t wake her up now… I will talk to her tomorrow… pakka…
She sat by her and just stared at Ragini, thinking of all their childhood memories, the games they played, helping each other out during tests. She smiled nostalgically. Sometimes it felt like it was so nice to just go back to being Swara Gadodia again. Not Swara Gadodiam future Maheshwari. Not that she would have traded this life for anything else, But she needed some time away from Sanskaar. Just for her Ma and Ragini.
Swara finally realised that she had been sitting there for too long and decided that she had better go to bed as well. She got up, tucked Ragini in again and gently kissed her cheek. As she withdrew away, She noticed a piece of paper in Ragini’s hand.
Curious, Swara took the paper out. What she thought was a paper were actually two photos, crumpled. Swara looked at the photos.
One was a picture of Ragini and herself and the other, a picture of Ragini with Karan. On the backside of one photo, Ragini had written MY TWO FAVOURITE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. AND MA, OF COURSE!!
Swara’s eyes moistened up. What had she done to deserve a sister like her? Swara felt truly lucky that she had a sister like Ragini. She quietly crept out of the room to cry nicely when she heard a voice.
Sumi : Swara beta?
Swara turned to look at her Ma…. And then the teardropd fell, loud and wet as she ran over to her mother and hugged her tightly.
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Sanskaar entered his room feeling utterly like a heel. He was a miserable coward.
He entered the room, shrugged off his blazer and threw it on the bed. He needed to hurt himself for hurting Swara! He needed to physically hurt himself so that his mental pain wouldn’t consume him.
Sanskaar (in a heart broken voice) : Why… Why did this happen? Life was never supposed to be this complicated. I was supposed to lead a simple life. A dutiful wife, A loving family, A contented life… But now, I want more. I need more. But that is not possible.
He went to his cupboard and opened the drawer and took out a photo. He gazed outside the window clutching the picture. Finally he looked down at the picture to see Swara in a gorgeous salwar smiling whole heartedly.
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Sanskaar smiled.
Sanskaar : I would do anything to keep this smile on your face forever. But instead, I myself am hurting you. I’m so sorry Swara!
A single tear escaped from his eye as he closed them and clutched the picture to his chest.
Sujata : Beta Sanskaar!
Sanskaar opened his eyes.
Sanskaar : Mom!
He quickly wiped his tears, not wanting her to see them and turned towards her.
Sanskaar (walking towards her) : Mom! Why are you awake so late at night?
Sujata smiled.
Sujata : When my child is in pain, How can a mother sleep peacefully?
Sanskaar stood surprised.
Sanskaar : How do you… I mean, No mom! I’m not sad. See, I’m smiling.
And he smiled at her. A smile which seemed like a ghost of one. Not reaching his eyes at all. Sujata held his hand and led him to the bed. She made him lie down on her lap and gently massaged his head.
Sanskaar sighed relieved. He didn’t feel like being alone, And God had sent him a companion in the form of his mother.
Sujata (rubbing Sanskaar’s temples) : So are you going to tell me the truth?
Sanskaar (guardedly) : What truth? There’s nothing to tell, Mom!
Sujata : Beta! I’ve been your mother for 28 years now. And I had you in my womb for 9 months before that. These lies won’t work on me…
Sanskaar (sighing) : Mom…
Sujata : Nahi Sanskaar! It’s ok… I didn’t come here to ask you to spill all your secrets and worries to me. Though I really wish you would. Beta, It’s eating you alive. This tension and this worry.
Sanskaar opened his eyes blankly. Everyone had decided to question him today or what? He just lay down quietly, not wanting to interrupt this inner determination.
Sujata : I must be a bad mother.
Sanskaar (shocked, getting up) : MOM!
Sujata (with tears in her eyes) : Yes beta! I am a bad mother…. Because what sort of mother sits by and watches her son suffer. Not for one day, not for two days, I’ve kept mum for 8 years thinking that it’s nothing. It is just a phase. Why didn’t I ever confront you in the first itself? Then at least, Maybe I would have my Sanskaar back right now.
Sanskaar : Mom! Your Sanskaar is right here….
But his words felt weak even to his ears. Mom was right! The day Bade Papa had left him, A piece of Sanskaar too had been ripped out. He was partly missing, wandering out somewhere lost. Sanskaar knew this well. But he never imagined that his mom too had noticed.
Sanskaar (gently, wiping her tears) : Mom! Khabardaar if you reproach yourself again. You were the best mother I could have asked for. I would want you as my mother for the next hundred lifetimes if I could. Mom… You’re my rock! Please don’t cry…
He hugged her tightly and held her close. She clutched him and smiled.
Sujata : You know beta, When your Papa and I heard we were expecting you, We were so joyful. We were so happy. And then once you came, Both your Papa and I went into panic mode. We didn’t know what to do with such a small prince. Jiji was also pregnant with Adarsh and couldn’t help much. But you…. you solved the problem yourself. You were such a calm and peaceful kid that you always managed to calm me down too.
Sanskaar smiled and took both her hands in his and kissed them.
Sanskaar : My pyaari mom! Mom! (she looked at him expectantly) Mom, Have I been a good son to you?
Sujata looked at him stunned, then laughed. She cupped his face.
Sujata : No beta!
Sanskaar stared at her shocked.
Sujata (continuing) : No Sanskaar! You haven’t been a good son. You’ve been a great son. You’ve made my life blessedly happy. You take care of your aged parents and your siblings. You take care of this household and this family name, Not to mention the company. Sanskaar beta, It is I who am truly blessed to have you as my son. And lastly, You are marrying Swara! You are bringing me another daughter. Sanskaar beta! You don’t know just how happy I am about this.
Sanskaar smiled, but again it didn’t reach his eyes. Swara’s name had brought back memories of everything that had happened. The heart break, the guilt, Everything. But one thing made him happy. Even though he wouldn’t live long, He would not have disappointed his mom. He had been a good son.
He rested on her lap again and closed his eyes, willing for a dreamless sleep in his mom’s lap.
Sujata ( softly) : Beta, Do you want me to stay tonight?
Sanskaar nodded, largely relieved. He wouldn’t have to be alone with his voice and thoughts echoing throughout the night. He had his Mumma! silent tears passed through his eyes.
She smiled and bent down and kissed him, wiping his tears away.
Sujata : No crying today… Sleep well, My baby!
And he felt like he was 12 years again. Thankful, Sanskaar fell into a dreamless sleep, taking solace and comfort from his mother.
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IN GADODIA NIVAS
Sumi ( anxiously ) : Swara! Why are you crying? What happened beta?
She slowly took her crying daughter into Swara’s room and made her sit down. Swara still clung onto her mother, unable to let go off her. Sumi just held her and decided to wait until Swara’s tears ran dry. She mumured soothing words as she worried for her daughter.
Finally, Swara quieted down and calmed her shaking self. She sat straight and Sumi got up and got a glass of water for her.
Sumi : Swara beta, Drink this! You will get dehydrated otherwise.
Swara quietly drank the water, looking downcast. After drinking, she again leaned on her mother and stared quietly at the wall in front of her.
Finally,
Swara (in a small pained voice) : Ma! I am not a good sister.
Sumi (confused ) : Swara! Beta, aise kyun keh rahi ho? You have been a good sister. Hamesha!
Swara Shook her head.
Swara : Nahi Ma! I have been a good sister. But now, Now not anymore. I am a bad sister. I was not there for Ragini at all… Even when she needed me. I am a bad sister Ma! And I am a bad daughter too.
Sumi (protestingly) : Swara! Nahi beta…
Swara (interrupting) : I AM a bad daughter Ma! I am not spending time with you at all. I haven’t done anything for you lately… I am a bad daughter Ma..
Sumi (firmly) : SWARA! That’s enough…
She hugged her daughter and comforted her.
Sumi (gently) : Swara! Just because you haven’t been around lately doesn’t mean that you’re a bad daughter. Your papa hasn’t been here in a long time, Does that make him a bad father? Nahi na? Then how can you tell like that?
Swara looked at her wonderingly. Sumi smiled reassuringly at her.
Sumi (nodding) : Swara! Relationships are not called so because of how much time you spend with them. They are special,
They hold a special place in our hearts because of what you think about the person. As long as you have good thoughts about the person and wish the best for them, You are a good person, be it your sister, mother, father or friend.
Swara : Par Ma…
Sumi : Nahi beta! These tears of yours did not have just self reproach or guilt. I sensed hopelessness as well. Swara, Kuch hua kya? What made my strong princess so weak today?
Swara closed her eyes.
Swara : Ishq….. Ishq Ma.. Ishq.. Love…
Sumi smiled.
Sumi : But this is good news na? (softly) You love him right?
Swara (nodding wistfully) : I do… More than my own life… But…. He doesn’t.
Sumi (her smile fading) : Aah! I see… Did he tell you that? (At Swara’s nod) Have you told him how you feel about him?
Swara : No Ma! I didn’t have the courage to do so… When I heard the rejection even before telling him anything, How could I summon the words? I didn’t have the courage Ma.. I didn’t….
Sumi (now tearing up a little) : My baby!!
She took Swara into her arms and comforted her heartbroken daughter.
Swara (in a small voice) : Ma!
Sumi : Hmm…
Swara : Remember when I was 16 and you used to call me Shona! (laughing slightly) And…
Sumi : And you used to never respond because you thought it made you sound very young. I remember!
Swara : I want to be that kid again Ma! Except this time, I want you to call me Shona! All the time… Or at least most of the time.. I want to be that young.. Oblivious to this pain. I want a dreamless sleep. I want courage to face my demons Ma! Because only if I face my demons, Can I face his… I need this Ma!
Sumi (tears streaming now) : My Shona! My poor Shona! You had to suffer through so much heartbreak today. I’m so sorry, My beti! I’m so sorry…
Swara (shocked, wiping Sumi’s tears) : No Ma! Don’t cry…. Papa would not like it if you cried. Look.. I’ll be alright Sacchi… I just need someone to hold me today.
Sumi: I’ll do that anytime, My baby! My Shona…. Aa Jao!
She made Swara get into bed and tucked her in, then came to the other side and began tapping Swara’s forehead gently to soothe her innocent daughter to sleep.
Swara (thankfully and sleepily) : Ma! Will you please sing that lori you used to sing to Ragini and me?
Sumi : Haan Shona!
Chandaniya chhup jaana re
Chhan bhar ko luk jaana re (Luk: hide)
Nindiya aankhon mein aaye
Bitiya meri so jaaye
hmm mm…
Nindiya aankhon mein aaye
bitiyaa meri so jaaye
Leke god mein sulaao
Gaao raat bhar sunaao
Main lori lori
Ho main lori lori
Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori
Lori lori lori
Gardhaniyaan chhun chhun baje
Palkan mein sapna saje
Dheeme-dheeme haule-haule
Pawan basanti dole
hmm hmm…
Dheeme dheeme haule haule
Pawan basanti dole
Leke god mein sulaao
Gaaon raat bhar sunaao
Main lori lori
Oh oh ho main lori lori
Meri Muniya Rani bane
Mehlon ka Raja miley
Dekhe khushiyon ke mele
Dard kabhi na jhele
Oh ho..
Dekhe khushiyon ke mele
Dard kabhi na jhele
Leke god mein sulaao
Gaao raat bhar sunaao
Main lori lori
hmm hmm main lori lori
Lori lori lori… [x8]
Sumi finshed singing and saw that Swara was sleeping peacefully.
Sumi : Thank God! Bechari… She cried herself to sleep today. But tomorrow, Tomorrow what will happen? Mehendi function is there. The wedding celebrations will start. Will my strong Swara be able to manage this heart break? Will she manage to free her love from his captors? Oh Lord Rama! Please guide my daughter. She needs you.
Sumi put her head down next to Swara and hugging her went to sleep giving her strength and optimism to Swara.
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Swara and Sanskaar slept peacefully that day, willing to let go of their thoughts and desires for just some time with their moms. Their families. And their own selves.
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PRECAP : MEHENDI MASTIIII!!!
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Sooo…. Yeah…
I was in a very nostalgic and upset mood today.. So didn’t feel like writing happy stuff…. Was way too upset to even think about that… Just converted my feelings into words and wrote it down…
Didn’t proof read it..
So it may be bad.. It may be too emotional or completely devoid of emotion.. I don’t know… But this chapter gave a new dimension to the story.. something I wasn’t expecting… So I hope you like it…
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Uk, the other day I received my first hate comment… And tbh, I wasn’t upset… Sure When some ppl got them, I told them chill… It doesn’t matter and all that,,, But I was actually apprehensive that if I ever get one, Will I be able to let go of it..
But it didn’t bother me at all… And you know why? It’s because of all you others.. You have always given me support and love… I could start naming the people… But the is frankly too long.. And I have an exam tomorrow.. 😛 😛
So thank you guys for giving me so much love…
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And now for Anu, Bisha, Dhara di and neha’s answer…
It’s a bit sad though…
My parents were the wolf and the moon for about 2 months when I was 8.. That is 10 years ago. They got into this huge row, fought about it for weeks until they decided to seperate…
So my dad moved into this other house we had and I used to go like a nomad between the two houses.. But my parents loved each other a lot.. Though theirs was an arranged marriage, they decided to get back together..
Like Sanskaar, I’ve always known what it meant to have your parents in love… And just like Sanskaar… I understand the pain of losing one of them…
I’m not saying this because I want your sympathies… I’m just saying this because I needed someone to talk to and I can’t go to my family for this…
My mom passed away when I was 10.. That is 8 years ago… Ironic isn’t it?
Lol… Anyways… My dad is still so much in love with her… It’s really heart touching but it also makes me feel sad… That’s why I was thinking about the wolf and the moon story today…
My mumma was soo awesome… She was the one who introduced me to books and expanded my vocab… She was the one who taught me proper speech patterns.. If my English is good today, It’s only because of her…
Anyways.. That’s all… Will try to post new chapter soon…
Love you guys…
I have bio exam tomorrow 🙁 🙁
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269 Comments
hey anjali.. its so nice yrr.. so sweet… and emotional… i just love these moms.. how they consoled their children… nd really u made me cry…
Sorry to make you cry Khushi!!! 🙁
But am glad you loved this chapter…. 🙂
Thnxxx
i completed all ur episodes of this ff.. today..
after getting so much awsum reviews from others… i really luved ur so much
abt todays epi itz so much emotional and the way u portrayd the emotions of swara sanskar and their moms , I felt their emotions.. luvd this equation of parent and child.. so much of love..
thnx.. to ur mom.. bcz of her.. we r reading.. this awsum ffsss….:)
n all bst for ur .. xam (y)
Thnxxxx Shreyanshi…..
So nice to see another new name… 🙂 🙂
And today?? Wow… Am impressed…. 🙂 And honoured…
And am really glad u liked it a lott!!! And able to understand their emotions… What more can the writer want?
a huge hug for you….
And haan!! Mumma ko thnxx bolo…. It’s all bcos of her!! 😀 😀
bohot emotional tha..bt i like it..keep it up..u doing gd job..nxt part asap..
Wow… Another new name…
Thnxxx Nabila!! 🙂 🙂
Am glad u liked it….
Will post asap
Woahh…. Soo many messages….
Did you ppl not sleep??? ???
Jk….
Thnxxx everyone….
Will reply once I return back from coll…. thnxx for the exam wishes though… need it today…. bio is an impossible subject for me….???
AND EVA MADAM…. THANK YOU FOR SHOWING UR FACE HERE…. FINALKY YOUVE COME BACK… NOT ONE COMMENT AND UR FF WAS NOT UPDATED…. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT WAS WRONG… STOP BEING A STRANGER…
Yap..finally I’m here….I was busy and was feeling lazy too….so didn’t update.i did not even reply to the comments I received..but when I read your comment..i needed to reply…and I’m not a stranger….not to u at least..??
And I believe u don’t need any sympathy cause u r the strongest…i was sad when I read this update….living without parents is very hard….and yap correction..it will be WHEN I READ YOUR UPDATE AND NOT COMMENT..so proud to have a friend like u..I gave up my laziness and commented only because of u…take care friend…
Haan… Better not be a stranger to me…. 😀 😀
Lazy girl… Mein taras gayi hoon Rishton ke Dastan padhne ke liye…. Jaldi update kar!!1
Boo….
And yeah… NO sypmathy needed…Just frienship!! 🙂 🙂
Anjali so u r a bio student wow…I thought u r engineering student….. Now I m back of u…haha..coz I gave class 12 exam this year n need to decide what to do ahead…so I hope u understand what I mean….haha…
About this update this was far beyond words…. I really feel small to even praise u …when I don’t have even 1% of ur talent…that is y sometime I don’t comment….I am genuinely saying this….this was…idk…? I m not good at words but can assure u that I madly in love with ur story…n today my love 4 this story has been doubled…. Too emotional heart touching ….bothswasan were really vulnerable in their mom’s presence…n u depict the emotions just to perfect…neither more nor less…
Nooooo…..
I’m not a bio student….
Don’t freak me out…. the mere mention of bio and I start hyper ventilating…
I’m an IT engg student first year…. first yr engg generally includes all sorts of basic engg skills… plus mines a private uni, so they include more for me like civil and electrical none of which is necessary for me..??
Anyways I was gonna reply to everyone later and to you as well… but I had to tell you that I’m not a bio student…
Lolol
Musku baby!!!!
Stop talking like that… Never have I considered myself to be above you ppl and never will i…. So u don’t have to feel small or anything… How do I know that ur not a world famous basket ball player?? 😮 😮
Aise nhi kehte…. ok??
Awww thnxxx sooo much!!!! Am glad u found the emotions heart touching… 😀 😀
It’s amazing…nf plzz ignor the hate comment… Ur just amazing anju…ur mom would be proud of I today for such an amazing work…and she will be happy her effort had been put to work…
Thnxxx Bresh!!!
Am so happy u liked it… And suree… Idc about the hate comment!!!
Awww… So sweet of you!!! LOVE YOU!!!
Anju 100 years for u …i was thinking abt u only nd i got ur ff…the whole epi is toooo emotional dat i am crying my heart out now (which is really needed for me) ……swasan convo was like a cold war for me,later sanky’s guilt nd swara heart broken which lead to this emotional yet such a beautiful chapter ..seriously i loved this chapter a lot a lot means really a lot …ithink one of d best emotional epi emotional epi i ever read ….ragini’s note ..it is the 1st reason which made me cry(now u don’t feel guilty dat u made us cry..i must thank u for making me cry coz its really needed for me)swara gng to ragini room ,reminiscing d sisters moments ..ragini love for swara all r really superbb nd then later mother’s consoling der children …sanky sleeping on sujata’s lap,sumi singing lori for swara really heart touching…….swara’s pain nd sankaar’s pain is not comparable but ya swara atleast told everything (her heart out)to her mother but sankaar is still hiding his pain ……so totally its super se upar wala episode……
100 years for me… huh?? I’ll need company then… *thinking*
I saw ur comment in Sethoo di’s ff, Vaishu!!! And I have replied there as well!!!
All I can say is I’m soo happy to have a friend like you!!! <3 <3 <3
And about ur comment for this epi,
First of all… Rulane ke liye sorry!!! 🙁 🙁
Am really glad you loved it…. <3 …. YOU CAN COME AND TELL ANYTHING U WANT… OK??
Hey anjali…….1st of all…..HOW WAS UR XAMS BUDDY….heard dat it was tough….how was it 4 u……n how r u doing …..books all ovr d room…on bed table n floor…..hahaha …..coz im like that during xams…..n dad scolds 4 dat wen he enters my room……
Now abt d epi……u made me an emotional freak in mornin…..???bad grl…..ur epi shows d depth of ur worries n saddness dear….im happy dat u chose 2 ri8 2 gt off dis feeling……n dat d epi was so emotional n supportive…..lovd d convo of suju n sanky…n sumi n swara…..it shows d insecurity of d both to their family membrs….n 2wards demself…..it was a bit touchy ……n now dat all is settled in a peaceful sleep waiting for d masti at mehandi…….???
All d bstfor 2des bio ……n love u lots as in tankers of lorries……n huge bear hugs……love u
DEV!!! <3 <3
Exams… DOnt ask… 🙁 🙁
Am in no mood to talk about them…
Lol… No books anywhere.. That's the problem 😛 😛
Lol… Sorry baba!!!! Will try not to make you emotional in the morning from now on * PUPPY DOG EYES*
Am soo glad you liked this chapter…
Depth of my worry and sadness?? 😮 😮
Really?? I hadn't noticed….
ANYWYAS HUGEE HUGS FOR YOU AS WELL!!!!!! Aww tankers and lorries…
Love you too!!!!
Hey anjali 1 doubt buddy…..how 2 change d comment session photo…. ???
will tell you… wait up!!!
http://www.tellyupdates.com/swasan-mr-maheshwari-chapter-36/comment-page-2/#comment-1160578
Here… Go check this page… I have mentioned everything in detail… It is somewhere beloww….
Thanks buddy
Yesterday evening i was free nd i commented der a lot then i saw only few comments of urs dat time only i got little doubt dat something is wrong with u…today after reading epi only i became emotional but reading ur words became too emotional nd after reading shikha dii’s comment tears didn’t stop der way frm my eyes dey r still der…..u r just awesome.. girl…u bared a lot but still u r strong dats really good ………”Mother”…mother is more than god for anyone… she is the 1st beautiful thing of our life ….but loosing her…..i think loosing is not r8 word but ya its not easy for anyone……sometimes we think dat as our fate nd we may compose ourself but no ,even tough we think its our fate but many times we think dat y me ,y only me nd we may even curse god too in dis process ……whenever u can’t take it more na u cry ,u cry infront of ur mother then u will see her composing u……now i am gng to share something with u with all come to seetu di’s ff ok
Lol… I thought someone might think its weird…. Didn’t feel like talking at all yesterday…
Uk I’m sooo glad you decided to share ur stuff with me… It made me feel really happy… Love you sweetie!!!
And if i’m strong that too is bcos of my mumma and my patti (nani)… They both are the strongest ppl ive ever known….
And as for ccrying about it, Ive cried a lot, angry with her for leaving and all… But even at that time I never asked y me and y not someone else… I understood that pain and i possibly couldn’t wish it on anyone else…
I would rather it be me…
And if i cry… IF that is… I dont really do so anymore… I cant cry in front of my family… My dad.. He’s living here only bcos of me… I have to stay strong for him.
And my patti, she wont be able to bear it if she thinks im still sad at times… so ive really stopped crying about it….
instead i go to a place where i can sit quietly and calmly (terrace in the night usually) and look up at the stars… Ive always loved them…
Mumma and I used to do that soo often… just look at the stars…
I never meant to go on and on like this… Sorry vaishuuu!!! 😀
Hy do ur exam well…all the best…
Today’z episode…it’s not bad…soo emotional..this is all about family…mom specially..I loved it..the way u discribe everything..it’s awesome..I don’t have enough words as always anjali..u r an amazing talented writer..u should write a book I’m serious anjali…and about ur vocab. it’s really good…even I don’t have this much good vocab. it’s perfect anjali…and I would like to say about that negative cmnt..don’t think about it dr…it’s just 1 -ve cmnt…u have beyond 200 +ve cmntz ryt soo just leave it…
Anjali always keep smiling…don’t be sad.
Be strong..I don’t need to say becoz of coz u r storng…and a good daughter..
..keep writing..god bless u..keep smiling..after all …smile won’t charge any cost na..bye tc of urself..
Thnxx Shani!!!!
Glad you liked this epi!!!
Lol… If I ever get a proper idea for a book, I will def write one….. Aww… so sweet of you….
And I wont think about the hate comment.. Pakka promise…
And yep, I’ll smile 😀 😀 SEE??? 😛 😛
U take care too ok??
And I really feel you’re older than me … Actually I know ur older than me… Should I call u di??
It’s ok no problem…yup I’m 20yrs old I think u r 19yrs old na…u don’t need to call me di…call me by my name it’s ok..c u…plz update the next part.soon..
awww today i got late 🙁 🙁
anji u r such a strong & brave girl …… be always lyk dis dear 🙂 : )
coming 2 chapter pretty emotional one i don;t lyk a bit sanky here ……..
but he is my fav. as always……. 😉 😉
poat asap …………
wating……..
Pooja!!! You weren’t late and all… Chill….
And don’t worry… I’ll always be like this * PEACE*
Aww…. U didn’t like sanskaar?
Sorry…
Will try to make him better for u <3 <3 <3
Will post asap!!
today I don’t have guts to comment…..whole night m struggling with dis….u made me dis much emotional
I really don’t know u have gone through
such a rough phase in ur life.
I’m so glad
I met a person like u….. So young yet so
strong… It was very emotional I guess coz I have
tears in my eyes… Please…. Make them confess
their feelings.. At least let Swara know
about sanskar’s fear…… And let her set
the things… Can’t see sanskar and swara
broken..
HATS OFF to ur writing skills u r just too good
Awww Tani!!!!
You didn’t sleep the whole night?? 😮 😮
I’m soo sorry baby!!!!
I’m glad to meet you too… It’s not everyone who empathises soo much for someone else… I can see that you’re a really sweet and kind girl at heart!!!
Thnxxxx sooo much…..
Will try to bring them together asap!!!
And sorry to make u cry 🙁 🙁
Smile for me pleaseee?? 😀 Aise
Nice episode dear..
Thnxxx Afra!!! 🙂
The epi was marvelous. All the best for ur exams and may God bless you with happiness and joy in ur life.
Thnxxx sooo much Sara!!!! I will ask God to bless you as well 😀 😀 😀
K dr today I know about you firmly ur great not only great but very strong ladki..today ur here because of ur mother rite don’t worry ur mother is happy and great full tat she has given life to dis beauty who create wonders….be happy always ur mother is in ur eyes like a tear so don’t cry don’t let single tear to go away from u..like wise u should hold her tightly..u should be happy always…be strong believe ur self….don’t bother for anyone wat u think rite u do tat one..be happy tc love u ummmahhh. ..then sorry if I hurt anything…
Dr by hearing ur story I. M not able to eat dr today I am sleeping without eating..I know how much u suffer..for a girl mother is very important..till college I love my father madly but now I realised more than father a mother can give everything . .more than ur like my little sister. .till today I never give sis position to anyone but today I. M accepting u as my little sister. .now my mother has 4 children..ur my cute little sweet sis… but u should promise me u should study well don’t be sad..u should be happy always….Dr don’t worry in dis life no one will stay for decades one or other day we should also go to grave..today she tomorrow we tats it .. how many days we r leaving we should leave happily..but it’s easy to say but difficult to practice. . but i hope a new happy life is waiting for you..I wish u should get a careing lovely husband like our sanskar…I will pray for you..hv a great future..gn tc destiny Is in ur hand u should frame it with care…..
“Remember me ever”
” Forget me never”
“This is my prayer”
“To you my dear sisy ” lover you…….ummmahhh. …u shd give me back k. .tc
AWW… Just saw this comment nowadays…
As a little sister, Will you listen to what I say??
Please have dinner… I won’t like it if my sister is hungry bcos of me 🙁 🙁
Please eat something!!!
And yes… I promise to be to study well and come up top!!! * HONOURS PROMISE*
LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!!
Whether I get abhusband like Sanskaar or not… I am truly lucky to get a sister like you!!!
*HUGS*
Ummmaahhhh!!!!!!!
Ur poem touched my heart…. I even took a pic of it… And will keep it forever!! :* :* :* :*
And yeah.. Please take care of yourself as well !!!
DIVYAAAA!!!! I’M JUMPING SEEING UR NAME HERE!!!
Thank youu sooo much for ur seet words….
I’ll pakka be happy 😀 😀 And nope… Anjali won’t cry… Promise…
U take care too!!!
AND WHY ARE YOU TELLING SORRY??? :/
Pls dont tell….
LOVE YOU TOO!!!
Aw Anjali, you’re a brave girl!!! Just smile and remember all the happiness around you…
Coming to this episode, I loved it so much…
Take care hun, love you~Nusz
Thank you Nusz!!!! 🙂 🙂
Will surely do soo…..
Am glad you loved it 😀 😀
U take care too…. How’s the leg??
LOVE YOU!!!!
Superb episode
All the best for ur exams
And always be happy dear
Thnxx AAnya!!! 🙂 🙂 🙂
And will be happy!!!
Hey anjali…how was ur xm..
U know anjali ur mum must be really proud of her daughter seeing that she is so strong at this little age… till now i just love ur writing but now i really respect u…. so a strong girl in such a little age…
N u know u are purely justifying ur mom knowledge the knowledge that she thought u flashes in every word of ur ff……
Love u much choti…. after all u are little angel to me.. 😉 😉
And dont worry abt the bashers…. when people starts pulling ur leg than realize that u have made ur way ahead and thats the reason few people want to pull you back……
But you dnt need to worry coz u can see there are so many people to love you….. :* :*
Love u anjali and tek care of urself and prepare well for the exams…. and i knw u will rock it….. :* :*
Heyy DI!!!!!
Ohh God!! Don’t ask about the exam… I just wanna forget it…
Aww…. UR words mean a lot to me…. LOVE YOU!!!!
I am ur little angel?? So sweet of you!!!!
Srsly… This means soo much to me!!!!
And yeah, Icouldnt care less about that statement DI!!!
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AS WELL!!!
LOVE YOU TOO :* :* :*
its my frst tym here, I jst caught up with this story a cpl of days ago….wrds will b less to appreciate u…its a mind blowing story…though am a SwaSan fan I luv RagLak too..but I think we dnt hav RagLak here…and to see ragini with some one else am feeling bad:'(….any ways apart from RagLak thing I luv ur story vry mch:-)its simply grt
AM soo glad to see another new name….
HEYY MEH!!!
Am so glad yo like this story!!! 🙂 🙂
Sorry for no Raglak… But they don’t suit each other in this book… And I couldn’t concentrate on both their stories here.. I wouldn’t have done it justice… 🙂
Am glad u love it anyways!!!
Hi Anjali I am a bio student…my fav subject…and I m new to ur ff…read all epis in one day…ufff u rock dear one…love it…can we be frndz?plzz
Ofc We can be friends Angel!!! You don’t have to ask!!! 🙂 🙂
Am glad u liked my story 🙂 🙂 Thnxxx!!!! All epis in one day?? 😮 😮
WOOW
Hey anju .. Ur strong grl i must say …
Now i tell about ur ff its one of my favorite yaar.. But i didn’t comment … Its first time in ur ff i commenting …
No words to describe u … N ur ff… I am speechless
Ps: today family convo of sanky n his mom n swara n her mom is emotional n i liked it so much …
HEy Meghs!!!
Thnxxx…. I’m glad you came forward and commented…. And you liked it… 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂
😀 😀
Hey anj awesome ur a wonderful writer im fan of urs n nehas ff ur a brave girl be like this n share ur problems with us or close frnds n do upload fast ur ffs i vll be waiting for it daily n do reply me .n im a girl not boy
Heyy Khan!!!! Thnxx a lot….. Will surely share my problem if I have any… Don’t worry!!! :* :*
And will try to upload asap… Most probably monday!!!
What to say anjali….tears were continuously rolling frm my eyes.it was too emotional.it was just amazing episode ?.waiting for next one
Sorry Varsha!!! Didnt mean to make you cry!!!
Thnxxx…. Glad u liked it….
Will post next asap
Speechless dr u r not less than nothing….love U alot ❤❤………..was sad to hear about this but this is wht we called life ……….I can’t ask u that wht made u sad but hope taste it end soon nd plzz take care love u alottttttt
Thnxx L Khan!!!!
Lol… Nothing made me sad… Just nostalgic… Anu’s ff chapter… Then Stupid exam made me a bit upset… That’s all!!!
LOVE YOU TOO!!!! <3 <3 <3
Heyy guys……
I have come back from coll…. but there’s no electricity… and my data will ho if I start answering all ur comments…. sooo I’m sorry…. will reply as soon as I can….
It was wonderful to see all ur lovely comments and wishes….. love you all sooo much….
And so many new names…????
awesome
Thnxxx Divya!!!! 🙂 🙂
Lol… I just submitted the prev comment and my wifi came back… So will start anwering u ppl very soon!!! <3 <3
I just need to comment elsewhere first…
And one common reply..
BIO WAS OKAY… BUT FOR ME, THE SUBJECT IS MY NEMESIS AFTER PHYSICS…
I mean who care about the difference between meiosis and mitosis.. I still dont know the spelling of the two.. 😛 😛
SHRADDHA YAAR!!
How the hell can u like bio? No offense, But there's too much to learn.. Adenine guanine thymine ugghh… everything sounds the same
And don't get me started on protein synthesis… srsly… soo annoying…
one more exam and then chutkara from bio forever… 😀 😀
Sorry all bio lovers… .
didnt meant to insult or hurt the subject or you… but i cant stand the though of reading about nucleic acids one more time… ugghhh
i learned these mitosis and meiosis this year…and also that adenine and all that….i hate Physics the most and then comes this bio..i love chemistry..i hate the diagrams the most…mujhe diagrams ke sar per kuch samaj nehi ata….lucky u…chutkara mil gaya tumhe bio se….i don’t believe myself..i want to be a doctor..still hating bio…no one can change my hatred of these phy and bio….
Well Anjali bio is my fav subject but yes everybody has their own intrests and i just hope u get all the success in which ever field u like.
Correct Anjali even I hate bio but I have studied it .. And physics omg for us tge subject was good but the teacher .. U know we used to call her daayan who recites mantras and make us sleep.. Protein synthesis.. God knows which acid ..from where the secretion comes.. From where it goes.. To what it changes.. Fatty acid etc etc.. For me physics was ohk but bio .. On the exam day me and my friends were playing guitar and learning the digestive system .. All the damn confuse processes..
Anjali while I was reading today , I got tears in my eyes.. Just know also m just struggling to hold back my tears.. U know Anjali I never commented on anyone’s ff other than Eva’s but today something badly dragged me to comment.. I .. I am in the same situation like urs.. I am now literally crying.. So emotional of me na.. I always missed motherly love .. My mother died … I was just 5 .. My father provided me with everything.. In fact more than I needed but mother is mother.. God knows better how much we have suffered.. Though we put on a happy , face mask in front of everyone.. We are badly broken inside.. If my bhai would have not been there Then I don’t know what would have happened to me and I am sure that wherever my mother is she is seeing me and I’ll make her proud of me forever
Riya, u and Anjali are the strongest girls i have ever met. I know the pain of losing loved ones.
I feel really bad for u that u have lost ur mother at such tender age but i’m not here to show sympathy on u bcoz i feel it’s an insult to show sympathy on ur bravery rather i feel proud of u both and i’m sure ur mother would be happy to see u moving on.
Riya it’s a great deed to support someone when they r in pain and only few people take stand to support others and u r one them which makes u a great person indeed. I will be always there for u and u can share anything with me.
Take care of urself and always be strong.
I can’t then even imagine your situations……its so hard to live without someone whom u love the most……specially a mother…u both r awesome people….and i your parents must be feeling very proud…within these 2 days i found out that 2 of my closest friends here r sooooo strong….i never sensed any kind of sadness in your words(Both of u)……u guys r trying to live cheerfully…..yes your mom is seeing u from somewhere and IF U R HAPPY THEN TRUST ME YOUR MOTHER IS GOING TO BE THE HAPPIEST…..she is in your heart…and yap Riya don’t cry…thats your kiddo’s order….both of u be happy…keep smiling(For your mothers)….I love u both 🙂
Eva u ordered me .. But I am sorry kiddo.. I am really really sorry.. I can’t help .. I don’t have any control on my tears anymore.. Rupa it’s great of ur people that u understand our pain otherwise some people think that we do it just for sympathy… Kiddo I’ll try to smile always…
ANJALI YOU ARE VERY MUCH CALM AND PATIENT THAN ME.. MUCH MORE MATURE THAN ME. ANJALI THE WAY YOU TALK TO HATERS IS SO POLITE.. U SPEAK SO NICELY THAT NO ONE CAN SAY YOU CRITICISE THEM.. UR WAY OF EXPRESSING YOUR WAYS .. UR WAY OF HANDLING EVERYTHING IS TOO GOOD.. U KNOW ANJALI WHEN I WAS A KID, I USED TO BE ONE OF THE TOPPERS, MY SOME CLASSMATES SAID TO ME THAT MY MOTHER LEFT ME BECAUS EI WAS NOT A GOOD GIRL AND TEACHERS GAVE ME MARKS BECAUSE THEY FELT PITH FOR ME.. AND I BELIEVED THEM.. NOW I DON’T CARE FOR OTHERS WORDS..FROM CHILDHOOD I GOT EVERYTHING I WANTED FROM BRANDED CLOTHES TO LATEST GADGETS AND ALL LOVELY STUFF PEOPLE EVER WISHED OF… BUT I MISS MOTHER’S EMBRACE, THE. WARMTH, THE LOVE.. TODAY I HAVE LET FLOW MY ALL EMOTIONS OUT.. AND NOW I AM FEELING LIGHT.. THANK U FRIENDS AND THANK U ANJALI.. IF U WOULD HAVE NOT BROUGHT THIS TOPIC THEN I WOULD HAVE NEVER LET THE EMOTIONS PUT WHICH I HAD HIDED IN MY HEART WHICH JUST GAVE ME PAIN.. THANK U THANK U REALLY REALLY MUCH.. I AM FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW..
Rupa, Eva!!! Really, SOO SWEET OF YOU!!!!
But I am not sad anymore…. I will always miss her.. .But it is not wistfulness anymore… I have accepted it.. So pls dont worry about me… I have 2 aweosme maasis and their children not to mention my nani and my appa!!!!
And I’m the only grand daughter in this immediate family… So I’m spoiled to bits.. 😛 😛
Chill!!!!
AND RIYA, THE FACT THAT EVEN WHEN YOU’RE HURTING, YOU FOUND THE TIME TO PRAISE ME AND THE OTHERS SHOW WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOU REALLY ARE.. I’BE KNOWN MANY BITTER PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY HAVE LOST THEIR PARENTS… AND IK YOU ARE NOT LIKE THAT….
AS FOR UR FRIENDS, I’M VERY INDIGNANT NOW… I CAN’T IMAGINE ANYONE BEING THAT INSENSITIVE…..
NOW I SERIOUSLY DON’T KNOW WHAT TO TELL OTHER THAN I’LL BE THERE FOR YOU IF YOU EVER NEED ME :* :*
AND LOL… I’M NOT THAT MATURE AND ALL…. JUST CAN’T BEAR TO SHOUT AT OTHERS… ESPECIALLY TO UNKNOWN PPL
ONE SMILE AND UR MOM TOO WILL FEEL HAPPY… SOO PLS SMILE FOR ME!! <3 <3
Hey Riya,
Who told u r not mature and strong? Let me tell u r the strongest person i have ever met and coming to ppl they badmouth about u because they r jealous, just ignore them. Just believe in urself. I pity on those ppl who have such mindset that teachers give u marks because they feel bad for u. Who told u r a bad girl? infact u r such a sweet girl.
Be strong and always keep smiling.
Riya!!! Everyone is telling you not to cry…
But I will tell the opposite..
Cry ur heart out!!! Cry how much ever you want…
LEt it all out… But don’t cry out of self pity!!! Ik first hand how much it hurts and how much we feel likw twlling why me… But that won’t help you at all.. 🙁
Instead think of the life you could have had with ur mom… And think of happy times that you would have enjoyed…
I’m really sorry dear… I dont know whether this will help you or not… It has always helped me…. which is why im telling you…
I wont tell sorry.. That doesnt feel genuine at all…. But I will tell this.. I’m soo proud of you Sweetie…. I really am…
Till now ppl have called me strong… But I dont think I could have been as strong as you!!!
LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!!
And remember you can talk to me anytime…
If you want to talk privately too just tell me and I’ll give u my email id!!!
I’m so glad to learn that you have a bro and dad who love you to bits… I will always keep a spl prayer for you in my heart!!! :* :*
Anjali!!! It is so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U are a strong girl and today I got inspired from you so much…………………
Vinita!!! <3 <3
Thnxxx…. Inspired from me?? Wow!!!
😮 😮
glad u loved it!!! 🙂 🙂
Speechless!! What can I say more! All my friends used to say that Anjali is an great writer! I had even seen in analysis! I always thought today I ll read all d episodes but situation never allowed me. I always forget. But now when I saw uhr ff I said to myself no I have to read it today. I read all d epis in one hour. One hour!!. Starting from d initials to this one each epi had its uniqueness! M regretting why I missed this ff before! You r an amazing writer!!
N Dear for your mom always remember love is always stronger than death. Dear let me say u when I was in class 3 my mom’s brother passed away. He was for me my dad. I always used to say when my uncle ll marry I ll stay wid him n call him dad. One day we got a phn call from my nani that he was dead. He had heart disease. For me it was like a deadly nightmare coming true. I was numb. I cried for months. Still I miss him. He was my life. But eventually I learned to live without him.
Life goes on and we have to move on with our life.
Jyotii!!!!
so nice to see you here… 😀 😀 😀
All the epis in an hour??? :O 😮 😮 I have finally found the person who can compete in readin with me….
Lol… Don’t regret it… Am Soooo happy that you read it…. <3 <3 <3 <3
And true… Love is stronger than anything.. Especially a mom's love for her child…..
I feel really bad to listen about ur uncle…. I hope God gives you the strength to get over this….
Samee…. I have accepted it a long time ago…. but there is a place that feels empty still in my heart… <3 <3
Anyways Im really really happy to see you here <3 <3<3
Yes! It is natural that place will always remain empty. Nobody can take that place. Nobody!!!!! 🙁
But I have learned to live without him! Time thought me everything.
M too happy to be here!
Saw my pace of reading??? 😉 Dekha m so fasttt!!!!! 😉
Kidding!! 🙂