Swasan os- Second chance

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ey guys ridhima here……
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Girl- sanskar wat r u doing cme here….??….
Sanskar(rubbing the back of his head)– umm..mmm..nooo u will make me drink this soup…. nd i hate it..chii…( saying childishly)..

Girl goes towards him slowly slowly…

Girl- sanskar u want to play na….???
Sanskar nods cutely….
Girl- then first drink this nd then take ur meds…. only then we will play….
Sanskar- promise….???
Girl- yeah…promise…. bt first have this….

Wid this she make him have his food nd med….
After that she made him sleep in his lap nd caressed his hairs lovingly…..

Girl- wat have u done swara…???( she said this wid wet eyes..)….

********flashback*********

A examination hall was shown…..
Students were sitting inside sme were writing carefully…. sme were seeing the ceiling…. sme towards the face of examiner….??….
Bt two of the students were busy seeing each other….. or admiring each other……

Ya ya they are none other than swara and sanskar…..
More than question paper busy in reading the face of each other……
It is the last day of clg….last exam….
After tht dont know they will meet ever or not…??……
Both loved each other from the first meet….. bt never confessed….
Always try to stay wid each other the maximum…. bt never said bcz they dont want to loose each others friendship…..
Bt this day is nt like the usual days sme difference or sme spark in the air can be felt…..

After cmpleting the exam…. all students left the class leaving swasan…..

Swara cme towards sanskar…..
Swara- sanskar how was ur exam…???
Sanskar- was good….nd urs…???
Swara- ummm…dont know exactly… bt think so waas ggood…??….
Talking randomly they cme out…..
Swara- dont know wen we will meet again…..

This statement gave pain to the both hearts….. both were aware of the pain…. nd dont want to leave each other…..
Sanskar was nt able to bear the pain more…nd he confessed…..
Sanskar- I love you swara…. i love u sooo much….. i want to stay wid u forever…..
Swara was super shocked on his direct confession….??…..
Swara-(shocked)- WHAT…?????

Sanskar- i love u swara…. from the first day i saw u…. i didnt confess to u as i was afraid…. to loose ur friendship… bt i ws happy as i was wid u… bt thinking to get separated i was nt able to control myself…. i dont know that chessy proposals…. i only know that i love u ….nd i cant stay away from u….. i smewhere feels u also love me…..
Swara-(teary eyes..)- i dont love u sanskar..
Sanskar was shocked on her statement….he held swara from her shoulders….
Sanskar- swara i know u love me….i can see in ur eyes… why r u nt accepting me….??? Is there any problem tell me swara….. we will solve it…

(Cupping her face)….
Swara- sanskar i dont love u…. i always thought u as my friend bt u….. i never saw u like this..
I dont love u….
Sansskar- swara dont do this wid me…wid us….(teary eyes)….
Swara- sanskar u thought smething else of my friendship… i dont love u….. dont try to contact me ever…..(saying this she left from there…leaving a heartbroken sanskar behind…)…
After she left…..sanskar sat on her knees…..nd cried his heart out…. other ppl see him nd leave the place feeling pity….nd sme making fun out of him…. bt it doesnt affect him he kept on crying…… smeone was seeing him hiding behind the pillar…. tears were rolling down her beautiful eyes…. bt she didnt get courage to go towards him…nd she left the place…..

Aftrr she left the place heart broken sanskar getsup nd started walking aimlessly on the road….
Reminsing of all his moments wid swara, their nok-jhoks, his proposal nd her words….. were only revolving in his mind….??…..

He was so lost in his thoughts that he didnt see the truck coming towards him…..
Wid a fraction of seconds…..
He was lying down on road in the pool of blood….??…..
All people gathered around him nd smeone took him to the hospital where the doctor announced that he lost his mental stability due to internal bleeding in brain… nd asked for the operation in nxt 2 months…..
******flashback*********

Girl- m scared i m soo much scared sanskar abt ur operation… the chances of its sucess is only 5%….??…. no no i dont want to think all this….. i know nothing can happen to my sanskar……

Soon she too dozes off wid sanskar…..

Next morning….

Sanskar wakes up first nd find the girl sleeping beside him…..
Sanskar- dost dost…..wake up…..we have to go to park today…. wake up dost….wake up….
Hearing him the girl wakes up….nd smiles seeing his excitement…..

She makes him ready nd both have their bf….. nd as per sanskar’s wish both left to park…..

They played nd enjoyed each others company…..
But happiness doesnt last long in their life…..
Sme people cme towards them nd started misbehaving wid the girl…she felt uncomfortable…..
Sanky saw this nd cme towards girl nd tried to rescue her…. bt those goons beat sanskar badly…..

Seeing this girl started shouting…..the people started gathering there…. the goons run away seeing them coming….
Girl rushes towards sanskar nd kept his head on her lap…. nd tried to wake him up….
Bt this was of no use…..
She immediately took him in hospital…. where the doctor asked for a immediate operation to save him…
She cried a lot nd agreed….. she was praying to god for his safety….nd cursing herself….

Girl – again only bcz of u sanskar is in this state…. why swara why….??? Why bcz of me always he have to suffer…..first bcz of me he lost his mmry…nd now he is lying their…..
Why i m always the reason for his pain….????……..
I left him only to keep him away from the pain bt he is getting much more pain now…..???……

*********flashback*********

Raglak were seen in the wedding attire…bkwing their head in front of ragini’s parents…..
Swaragini were sisters… loved each other more than anything….
Raglak fell in love wid each other in the college tyms….. Wen ragini’s parents refused as they were of different cast so they ran nd marry… nd now are standing in front of her family……
Before they can say anything laksh was fired
Nd ragini was locked in the room…..
Shekar- anyone who goes against our rules will be killed…. no matter who he/she is….????
I never expeacted this from ragini….??…..
Nd swara i dont want u to do so……
(Saying this he left.)….
Leaving all crying behind…..
Ragini was given food bt was nt allowed to cme out of the room….. one day she hanged herself wid the fan….. this breaks swara completely….
She became silent nd dont talk to anyone….. until sanskar cme……this changed her life….
Wen he proposed him only she knows hiw much she wnted to love him back….bt she stopped remembering the scene…..
She was seen him breaking down hiding behind the pillar….nd cursed herself for his position…..
Bt wen she gget to know abt sanskar’s accident…. she ws nt able to stop herself nd left her so called family who cared for their fake rules more than anyone’s….
feelings….. she left the society….her house….nd cme to sanskar….

**********flashback**********

Swara was crying continously…..
Suddenly doctor came out of the ot……
Swara ran towards him….
Swara- dr… dr how is he…??? He is fine na…???
Dr- m sorry ms. Swara bt he is really critical it is really impossible to save him……
Saying this the dr left…..
Nd swara sat on floor crying on her fate…..

For saving him she did this…. bt this decision…..took his life….??….

Aftrr 6 months….

Swara’s pov…..

I know the decision which i took was late…. bt i will i nt get get SECOND CHANCE to corect my mistake….??…..
No i will never get…..
Today is his birthday nd i cant wish him….he is nt here…. he left me as i left him…. bt he left me in such a way i can never seee him once…..
??…..
He left me nd the world forever…..nd the mistake was mine only mine….. bcz of my fear of loosing him i lost him forever……

THE END
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LIFE doesnt give a second chance to everyone…. the ones who get are the luckiest one…..
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