Swasan – Saza (10)

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Lets start with our episode

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Previously: Swara Entry & bold atitude

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Durga Prasad: bas, bohat hogya, no more…. All this drama must stop right away…

Everyone couldnt say a word and waited as head of family was angry indeed

Swara got close from durga staring in his eyes carying big sorry in her big round eyes, she bend at his feet for bless and he didn’t stop her

Swara: I know that I am the reason of all this badi papa… and I am sorry for ruining this house after such long… but I know that this family, this house will survive as it always did, because you are here. (durga still give Swara look of pride that can’t be described) I am sorry for what ever happen today.. and I will be taking my leave right away.

Sanskar heart numbed as never before, same time pumped so loud to shut his ears from any external sound and her words only eco in his mind (leave right away) she was leaving again, he will live without her more, and even worse he won’t be able to even have glimpse of her.

Swara moved to walk away taking his soul one more time, shekhar would object but stopped by shome, she know it’s not the time to speak to her. Even ragini want to stop her, but this Swara isn’t the one she really know…

Uttra in low voice moving after Swara: challo Nikil…

Sujata; Uttra, where you going beta ….

Swara: NO WHERE (shouted at room door then she turned to Uttra) you won’t come again Uttra, you are staying in this house only,

Uttra try reject: nahi bhabhi, pl…

Swara with bit rage: YOU will stay and that’s final. You are staying here in your house, with your husband and family, and only your father, mother and badi papa who have the right to keep your marriage or give you divorce sumji…

Uttra and Nikil numbed for the word, Nikil really love Uttra but if her parents don’t wish them to be one, then he will fillful it

Uttra: what you are telling bhabhi… I am coming only with you, I must fillfull my promise…

Swara was getting out of control: and what that would be?

Uttra: I will never be back here until you are back to your house…

And that what Swara don’t want at least now: and if I don’t?

Uttra: then I wont stay..

Annapurna: Uttra!! What is this behavior? How could you do this to us? Stop now…

Laksh hold Uttra shoulders: little sister!! I am back now, everything will be fine, please stay…

Uttra looked at him teary but a lot had changed in her, she had one promise and she will do no matter what. She lowered laksh hands slowly while he can’t believe she just rejected his request.

Uttra slowly: we…. Are…. Leaving… Nikil (she turn to Nikil and move to him stumbling feeling her dizzy to which Nikil immediately)

All felt helpless, their small princess where leaving again, also with much change in her… Sanskar gaze Swara perhaps to put some angry on her, but he find her hand little stretched like she would want told something and her eyes were once again his Swara eyes, full of love and concern but weren’t focusing on him but on Uttra… then in a blink she regain the angry look again…

Swara: so you want me back to my house, only then you will be back right?

Uttra: yes

Swara: fine… ma, I hope you didn’t rent my room yet… I am coming with you home, lets go.

Swara would move, but Uttra spoke in soft voice

Uttra: nahi bhabhi… (Swara stopped and her heart were numbing) I mean your house bhabhi… you are maheshwary bahu, this house is your house and until you come back here I won’t.

Swara lost her control right now and head angry to Uttra

Swara: DEMAG KHARAB HOGYA TUM HAI??! (had you lost your mind) what house you want me to return to ah… you speak of impossible.

Uttra: I speak right bhabhi, and you know….

Swara impatiently: aari what bhabhi you talk about?? (Swara knew she will be hurted a lot but who cares) had you forgot what happen in front of your eyes?, I lift this house…

Uttra: but you can come back…

Swara holding her head sides: what back you talk about? You speak Sanskar (she head to Sanskar facing him, damn she will be hurt a lot indeed) please remind her what happen day laksh disappread, remind her how you swore that you will never let me be in this house one more time, that you will never accept me again as wife…. Tell her again please perhaps it will refresh her memory….

Swara wanted to cry out loud, remembering those moments was the hardest thing she did in the last days she lived away from Sanskar, it was like stapping herself badly and she can’t let one tear go out or she will look weak…

Same time Sanskar was equaled hurted or more, those words he told, and even before, his anger, his ego, and Swara had just brutally reopened his wounds once more…

His angry eyes met her fired ones, each wanted to shout to each other then cry and forget everything, but probably its wasn’t possible anymore…

Uttra in whimpering voice: bhabhi….

Swara turn in anger: kya bhabhi yaar….

Swara trail stopped as she saw Uttra hanging to Nikil with closed eyes and look like her breath is pretty fast. Nikil gave Swara a pleading look, Swara’s eyes changed again soft ones, she step close to Uttra then talk to Nikil

Swara: make her rest and give her the medicines… badi papa, if you kindly let me, I will be waiting downstairs.. I believe we need to talk…

Swara moved outside followed with most family except Nikil and Uttra and Sujata and Annapurna..

Swara sits in the hall, dazzling in her own thoughts; she sits on the chair and close her eyes …

Swara POV

What a nervy long night, traveling all the way, coming back here… huh… why you did this uttra, why you give me more burdens to carry, I gave this family enough to suffer, then why you give me even more, ya baghwan ji.

Sanskaaar, I tried to divert my eyes so I don’t look at you, bending my sight to not satisfy its thirst to you burned me… but it was inevitably impossible and in the end I did… my eyes fired one more time for you… how much I missed you Sanskar, I didn’t know till the moment I heard you voice…

Still handsome as you are, just the hate in your eyes for me increased, I ran only so I am not forced to see this hate, but now it’s not about me…

I felt hand press my shoulder and I open my eyes to see my mom, and the moment I stood up she hugged my tight…

“how can you be so crule to us shonna, how could you leave”

How should I answer, that I no longer hold Sanskar taunts and hatered, what else I can do, only Sanskar could do this to me, only him.

“I had to mother, I had it” I gazed her “how is choto”

“he is fine”

I went to my father, I know he miss me, but moment I try to take his bless he stepped away, he gave me one look and left the whole house. Sure he is angry, but what else could I have done?

…: vaah swara, you became expert in breaking relationships.

his voice, his tune, I missed it even if its for taunts and torturing …

“I think I had good master, mr. Sanskar”

I faced him; yes I do, no more silent. Brown orbits full of hate, just for me…

Durga: sanskaaar, that not the right time… please swara, clarify what is happening.

Sujata: before that bhai sa, since when you know about my girl wedding ah?

“since it’s start”

Sujata: how could you do that swara, getting her marry without our permission…. How dare you hide her from us??!… how..

“hahhaaaha” I just couldn’t control my laugh

Durga: swara!!

“sorry but just I wonder, ma.. nahi, sujata ji don’t you have better thing to do else accusing me for everything happens to your children”

I see the shock on their faces

“uttra came to me broken person, haan I kept her cause if I didn’t she would be elsewhere in worst condition, at least like that we can be close to her, control her thoughts and care her case.

Sanskar worriedly: what case…

Damn, they must know, no other option…

“It all started with rajat, remember him? Ever since my accident uttra blamed herself for what happened. My state, Sanskar pain, my memory loss, parinita changing behaviour she take it all on her. So its not just she was fooled by her first love, but also she put her family in dangerous and trauma….”

“no one ever blamed her for that swara” defending sanskar replay in atitude

“and no one teach us the sun rise every day. Just because we don’t say it doesn’t mean its not a fact, at least in uttra eyes”

Shome: but shonna, we she keep following you, why only you?

“According to her, if she can bring me back to this house then everything will be ok again”

“and if you didn’t???” mom asked me concerned

“then she might… might be in.. danger”

“what danger?” Sanskar snapped at me

“she fainted right!! That is not normal, it a mental state. Doctors call it a way out of reality. He inner conscious force her to a faint to escape certain feeling, but in any one of these she might slip in acoma, perhaps never wake up”

As soon as I finished those words I felt burn sensation in my cheek, I hold my cheek

Sujata: how dare say that about my girl, how can you let this happen. Its your fault.

Did she just….. “ME!!!!! I SAVED HER. IF I REJECTED HER SHE WOULD DISAPEAR FOREVER. NOT TO MENTION HER MENTAL STATE”

“SWARAAA” I looked at ragini when she shouted me…

Ragini: you are taking to an elder, lower your voice.

I glare her angry…. Ok fine.. that’s it…

“teek hai, you deal with it. I am leaving…”

Swara POV over

Swara was hell angry that whatever she does, they blame her, and she is just can’t take it anymore. On the other hand Sanskar mind went blank; he was in confusing storm of thoughts and riddles, what he should do, how to regain his pampered sister again. He was silent like quit before hurricane, which is about to blow.

Swara was moving out side when her wrist was caught, swara gaze to the back feeling finger holding her wrist firmly, a very well-known finger print she knows. Sanskar looked so straight to her eyes, deep inside.. Pulling her slowly while swara was caught in his deep brown orbits order spell…

He head to the temple facing the god statue then swara, looking deeply… both deep in heart had flash to that day, the day that changed Sanskar life’s and hers… the day when swara was marked… by sindhoor.

Sanskar picked the sindhoor box and opened it taking a some between his fingers and head to swara maang, she watched him in terror, everyone, but that didn’t stop him neither made her move. Swara was paralyzed and that memory played in her mind again.



Sanskar had same face … same determind look.. same hurt… the all difference was the beard… swara had the same horrified look.. same shivers.. same nodding as No to him… but he still dont stop..

And the moment his fingers touched her maang coloring it in deep red, swara catched his wrist to stop, but when she felt the sindhoor is applied a tear fall off her eye and she heard sanskar in deep calm voice

SWARA SANSKAR MAHESHWARI.. I ACCEPT YOU AS MY WIFE AND AS THIS HOUSE BAHU

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SOOOOOO

I HOPE IT WAS AS EXCITED AS I IMAGINED

IT HAS BEEING LONG TO WRITE BUT I COULDNT HOLD THE SUSPENCE ANY MORE

PRECAP: SWASAN IN ONE ROOM

THE TAMASHA SHALL START… BE PREPARED

TILL THEN ALLAH HAFIZ