Swasan – Saza (17)

Assalam Alikom all

Time to read SAZA

Its a very hot one, so prepare…..

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Uttra: bhai…

Uttra called for her brother after he knew that swara went to her office and he decided to follow her as something need to be cleared.

Sanskar: haan uttra…

Uttra: there is something you must know about bhabhi… about how I found her 4 month ago…

Sanskar: what is it?

Uttra narrated to Sanskar how she meet her first time in a club drinking like a mad girl and how she and nikil suffer to get her straight again, then she told him about molest accident and how since then she was never same again. Sanskar emotions were flipping like rough waves of stormy ocean, his swara suffered in all manners and he wasn’t there, he was dragged in his f**king sorrows forgetting hers out of the world, he would love to smash his head to a wall as punishment, but in a later time.

Uttra drag him from his thoughts: she missed you bhai.. she woke up middle in the nights screaming only your name… while she drinks only your memories tales roll from her mouth, she needs you bhai and I know you need her too. I know I used wrong ways to bring you back together, and I know you both forced yourselves to go back only for me, but deep inside your hearts I know you do that for yourselves, so please bhai, end your both suffers.

Uttra gaze her brother for a while, while he was lost in space, his words came like from far place

Sanskar: you need rest.. go to nikil, I will be back with her…

With heavy mind and soul Sanskar moved out of the house, his mind was foggy with many thoughts that he didn’t know what to do. He drove his car without aim to go no where, he was hurt…

Sanskar pov

Ohh swara… my love… what life had done to us. How cruel it played us… how can we find our way again. Is it really over?? Cant we be together anymore…

How could I lift you to be hurt that way… I wanna stop this… but how?? I feel pain in my chest. I stopped car at bar, only two cups will do the work, just two then I will go to get her…

I gulped the first cup, the second, and third, swara is shattered cause of me… and another cup, she is heartless and its on me…. Cup, a f**ker try to molest her, “pour me more bar boy” I ordered, my sister… my wife, my life. I am a big mess.

No more… I stand, why ground is moving continuously?? Stood still yar I cant walk… ahh finally my car… where was the company? Ahh haan lets go and get my life wify….

I walk almost struggle on feet I don’t want the doorman to doubt me do i? he instructed me swara’s cabin and I barely got it, then I head there, and the moment I step in I broke in pieces.

“SWARAA”

I struggle to reach her, she was on the floor fainted, I flip her to rest on my lap, her head wound from morning was bleeding…. I looked around and I saw a half gin bottle, damn it swara… I pated her cheeks

“swaraaa, swaraa reply me na… princess, your price ya ha hu naaa, wake na” but she isn’t…. after mints of begging she showed me the twinkle of her doe brown eyes, but her twinkle was shut of its glamour, it was a lifless twinkle.

Her gaze stayed for a while, then I saw her palm reach my face softly

“my prince, you….came” she whispered in most broken voice.

“swara, yes…..”

“its 4th time….. the 4th today your shade visits me… please go naa… don’t torture me anymore, making me remember how my Sanskar was”

“swara im no shade, swaraa… its me”

“is it really you?”

“hmm”

“then leave I don’t want to see you… you’re the villain Sanskar”

She was talking childishly and drunkly…. And I couldn’t help thinking about only one word “cute” she struggle to get up and me too, we both not able to stand and holding each other for support and finally on feet. She walk away but I hold her

“wait naaa.. you are bleeding”

“not your business you khadoos mogambo”

Did she just called me… ahh why I listen anyway… I looked for tussiues and found… I went to her desk and pull the gin bottle

“haaa its mine, go buy yours you villain” she shouted but I least cared, I moved forward and she stood rooted in her place, I caged her wrist in my palm and pull her to coach and drop her on it.

“haii you mule….”

I give her death glare, I will punish her for that later, I pour some gin to the tissues I had.

“haaaa leave my gin” she stand to take the bottle but I stopped her, “stop swara… wait” but she don’t stop, ok now she hit my nerve. I place the bottle to the table and cage her waist by my left arm plastering her to my waist, well that silent her enough as her shock was written all over her face. I moved the dripped tissues on the blood trail on her right face side till the wound and that’s where she hissed in a lot pain. I mummer a sorry blowing air to sooth her pain, but naturally I got drift.

Her hazel doe eyes never fail capturing me to her, it was irresistible, my honey ocean and my lovely princess. I stopped the tissue but I still stare at my divine, if she just learns her lesson.

“Finished, you khadoos??”

“you promised me not to drink right”

“hmmmm yeeaaaa riggght… but deko naaa khadooos ji, you also drank na…. Soooooo we… are… even, huh”

“swara please stop it for me”

“I drink for you Sanskar… please don’t take that from me naaaaa”

What should I do, how should I act…. I can see myself tored, broken and ripping apart, but I cant hold her pain.

“fine, I give you my word I will never drink again”

“ever??!!”

“never”

She draw my hand to her head “mere kasam??!”

I keep it there “mera princess ki kasam”

She gave me her smile ” then i will too hehe”, then pout “acchaaa lets only drink tonight, celebrate our promise, what say??”

“swara nahi… we…”

“please na…. laaaaast night, me and you… come on”

Hmmm don’t seem bad idea “ok”

We looked at bottle and it was half now.. she moved and brought two cups and I waited on couch, but she sit on the floor

“cahllo khadoos, here”

I sit with her pouring two shots “cheers” and gulped. Fuuuuuu this was sore.

“better than whisky right!! khadoos”

“damn right” another shoot

“who would have thought Sanskar, me and you drinking…. That too together… not convincing for someone who hate me too much naaaaa”

“I don’t hate you swaraaa”

“yeaa right… khaadooos”

“stop calling me that” I gulped on shot hard ” I still love you swaraaaa”

Sanskar pov over

Both swasan were sitting on floor with bottle in middle and talking in drunk state…

Swara: then why you give me so much pain?

Sanskar: cause I am hurt swara…

“and what do you think ah? I am not hurted? I am 10000 hurted than you…… itnaaaaaaaaa hurted hmmmmm

“but you left me swara, for ragini!!!! You wasn’t there when laksh was talking rubbish and mom and you, it f**king hurted me badly”

Swara surprised bit about his language, but in no state to comment that.

“and what you think Sanskar?? I am not hurted too?! Ragini broke us remember”

“and there is the problem, ragini have always caused you troubles and you always forgive?? See na how she become selfish when it’s about laksh!! Can’t you feel same for me”

Both gulped

“I feel same about you Sanskar, but.. but…”

“but what?”

“I was insecure, I didn’t wish to see my family split”

“and what did family did for us hmm… see na… we were separated all that time, did any of them try fix between us?? Any of them try sooth our pain… nahi….they don’t care”

“they do Sanskar, maa na she cared”

“your maaa is mahan, just like you… but ragini huh, the idea of you leaving me for her eats me badly in anger”

“but I didn’t leave cause of her Sanskar”

Sanskar was surprised “then”

“I left cause I was hurt… from you”

“swara!! It was you….”

“shshshshs… (swara gulp huge cup in one shot) I know laksh is a brat and must have pushed you to swear on your life… but you asking me that, was like asking not to be the swara you loved, the swara who don’t stand against lies. I had to bring family again, cause you know more than me that your happiness lies with them too.”

Swara pour another two cups and continue

“So when you called and broke our relationship I was hurt, deeeeeeeep deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeply hurt Sanskar, the pain in my chest had no cure or sooth. You could have done anything but this, you … you could have ignored me… hit me… tie me… anyyyything but leaving me like this was worse than you judge me with death.

So when laksh went missing , yes I throw my hurt and anger, but didn’t tell real reason for my behavior, I thought to show you what it mean to break relation with your love, but didn’t thought it will lead you to hate me sanskaaar… don’t hh..hate me please….”

Swara gulped double cup crying and sopping

“swara I can’t hate you even if you pour your hatred inside me…. But I was hurt too swara… I thought my life vow means nothing to you and thaaat tore me apart, it would be easier to swallow fire instead that…. I give everything to you, I give my life and death and myself, all yours, but I felt I am nothing to you…”

Swara smash her glass to wall with tears streaming from her eyes “noncess…. U will always be my everything my prince” swara crawl slowly to reach Sanskar inches apart…

“Always swara??!”

“Always, and till my breaths ends from this world my sweet prince… Sanskar where in our life we turn to be like this.. Hates and taunts, can’t we come back Sanskar, my husband?? I don’t want to be seprate from you Sanskar…. Huh who I am fooling… you hate me now…”

Swara would drink his cup but he stopped it before it reach her lips, swara gazed his eyes and he shake his head in no, when swara smiled he caught the cup and smash to wall too, then hold her fragile crying face between his protective palms,

“Forever and ever… forever and ever, no one can separate us swara…. I love you swara, I love you”

Swara mind was foggy but she can never forget those words.. same words Sanskar told her when he took her for a picnic after their engagement, when he engage her for second time, when he gave her a precious blue dress…. She couldn’t help it but to reply him

“I love you too Sanskar, I love you too”

Sanskar lend softly picking her rosy lips In a tender kiss and before their lips would join swara closed her eyes feeling the bless of such touch. Their lips molt in perfect move, like both were made to be kissing each other, they fit perfectly.

It was seconds, kissing softly, more like soft picking on soft petals, but it was only for seconds. Their desires grow and softness bow aside for the harshness of love. Sanskar’s hand reached swara’s back neck crushing her face to him and sucked her lips harshly chewing them and satisfies his love for them. Swara responded with equal passion if not more and tasted her husband lips like she never did.

Both were folding and chewing each other lips like forever, Sanskar groaned as swara bites his lips in return he casted her on floor itself without breaking the kiss. He tilted his head having all her sweet nectar, drying her mouth out… swara even didn’t have time to close her mouth so his tongue was freely fighting hers for dormancy, such fire dance were the loser is a winner.

Their kiss lasted as much as their breath give them and they broke it breathing like running for miles and in their mind one word played (MORE). This time swara fist Sanskar hairs and pull him over her chewing his lips and her reply in no less. They didn’t wish anything else but kissing and pouring their love, they kissed and kissed till their lips were swollen, then they hugged as dizzy having the best of them.

Sanskar lied on floor having swara’s weight on him and both hugged tight like their life would end in the moment the let go. No more words were spoken and only their heartbeats told love words silently.

After while it was about midnight by now, someone enter the cabin and his face flushed red watching swasan hugged in such manner and left outside in time making a call

Person: he..hello… nikil sir… its me sir… I am shivam sir…. Haan sir I came as you told… no no, they are fine sir… total fine…. Noooo way sir. I cant tell then to come sir… sir I can’t sir…. Sir they are… they are… (shivam pull his phone away as nikil shouted him) sir please understand… they are, aaaare sirrrrrr…. Haaaaan…. What should I do sir?. Ok sir I will be waiting for you.

Shivam hang the call not daring to even look back. After time nikil arrived with uttra, looking at shivam face both got crazy thoughts in their mind, nikil would enter but uttra stopped him

Uttra: you can’t enter nikil… what if it was unproper hehe *giggles* I will go in.

Nikil: what… I can say same to you..

Uttra: they are my brother and his wife… but you cant see swara….

Shivam: ma’am, sir….. it’s not what you think, please go and lets try do something…

Trio entered the cabin and uttra couldn’t control her giggles watching swasan in full cloth…

Uttra: and I thought I will see hot scene

Nikil punished her arm to shut: shivam lets carry Sanskar… uttra you help swara

As the trio try to hold swasan, they hug was so tight as the didn’t wish to be apart, finally they pulled them away and carry them outside. All-time Sanskar mummer “I love you swara” and swara mummer “I love you Sanskar” and the trio giggles in amusement.

Since it was past mid-night all MM was already slept so they put swasan in their bed and left with no voice and close door, soon after that in an unconscious motion swasan moved to find each other and they found and hugged tightly again while a smile crawls on both their lips.

Next day morning swasan woke up on the sound of alarm, both thought he was sleeping alone but then surprised feeling some clench on their bodies. They opned eyes shot open and looked to each other, for seconds they were caught in each other eye lock but then both jerk and pull away causing Sanskar to fall on his butt???

Swa/san: what the heck/f**k?

Swara in anger: mind your language Sanskar.

Sanskar: why you are hugging me for?

Swara: you who was clenching me… how dare you mule?

The word “mule” brought last night events to their mind….. Slowly both swasan eyes widen in shock and embarrassment as they remembered they’d actually kiss and confess love.

Sanskar went dull, how he did that??… he spoke no word and moved immediately to wash room while swara kept her grounds on bed holding each second of yesterday events close to her heart.

Swasan didn’t exchange a word all while till breakfast, and as usual swara didn’t eat with them hearing sujata taunts but ragini try to make her eat but swara didn’t and moved to her office while Sanskar did same. It was a big day this Monday; it’s the opening of goenka hotel…

Swara POV

I was in office telling last commands for the great event coming but my mind was busy with Sanskar, every corner in cabin remind me of Sanskar and what happened between us. His words echoing my mind again and again, I wanted to drink but I can’t, huh why did I gave such promise, now what will help me to forget him….

Now I clearly see his point of view and somehow it make sense, was I really that wrong to unit our families??! I don’t I know, but all I know he still love me, and I too, then we might have a chance. I need to talk to him…

I left my office and head to his, moment I tell his name joined to mine there was no problem but the scene in his cabin crushed my bones. Sanskar was standing and vidya clutching to his collar while her hands on her waist, her eyes poured love while is eyes were on her intensly.

“I am sorry if I am interrupting you” I couldn’t help my mocking tune and finally both jerked.

“swara… its not as …” Sanskar try to reason but I cut him again “how are miss vidya”

“ohh I am sorry madam swara… I know how it looks like to be in your husband arms but…” vidya was explaining but from her evil smirk I can say she isn’t regretting at all….

“so now you know I am his wife” I stated

“yes, the meeting in restaurant wasn’t normal so I did some searches” calmly she replied.

“why you are here swara??!” Questioned sanskar.

What should I answer?? The truth?? That I came here to meet you? To talk to you about our romance last night? To tell you that I want to give our marriage a chance and our love a fresh start?

“family matter” that is all what come out my mouth

“for a woman just found another in her husband arm, you look extremely calm madam swara” said vidya hooking more to my husband arm while Sanskar gave me a blank expression perhaps try to find out my calmness as old swara would be shouting right now, or run away crying, but not me.

“well miss vidya if my husband have no problem with it, why would i?” I narrated and their shocky faces were worth to watch.

“actually I was here proposing mr.sanskar” vidya just spit the words to me.

I felt my blood boil up, and great heat a cross my body, I had desire to kill and smash and torch and rip her head off, I had desire to hear her screams badly, but I controlled.

“really” I mocked

“swara… listen first…” sanskar try to reason.

“YES” vidya snapped “I heard you two are already separated, soo…”

“hmm…” I simple hummed and nodded.

Me and Sanskar were only gazing, I try to mask my feelings as possible but I saw his eyes try to get behind my mask, but I didn’t let it holding my poker face while his face was just tensioned and stern.

“so you don’t mind it miss swara, aren’t you jealous???”

How should I replay, huh I have the perfect reply b*t*h

“hahhaahahhaah oh vidya sure I am not” I came closer to them and put my hand over her shoulder “you see miss vidya, jealous required love… and love (I looked to Sanskar don’t know if he would get my hidden pain ya nahi) …. Love is no longer an item between us.

I saw anger flush Sanskar face, consuming him perhaps…. Good, he deserves it.

“so you don’t mind my relationship with your husband?!”

I forced my lips to smile “if he have no problem, why would i… we had good times and I still treasure them, so I wish his happiness, and if it’s with you… (I looked at him again) then enjoy (I mentally chuckle as I couldn’t hold my mocking tune … (I tap his shoulder) see at the party pati dev, bye vidya”

I marched out of the office and took my car to 180km/hr pacing roads madly, skipping few accidents. He wants hell, then I will show him one.

Swara POV over

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