Swasan – Saza (26)

Hello alllll

Time for SAZA

Its bit slow and boring maybe but I had to update soon for you

Sorry I didn’t edit it or check… I’m updating in hurry.. I ll edit it later ok

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Sanskar faced swara and look to her face, she can’t see him but she knows he is shocked

“what??”

“I am…”

She couldn’t complete and Sanskar didn’t know what to do, be happy for he will be a dad, or sad for his wife, or worry of how this will affect his baby.

Doctor: that’s true. You are about 8 weeks pregnant, and as hurry as you must feed for you and the baby, you can’t digest food and that put us in miscarriage zone.

“NOOO” swara soft voice screamed weakly, she don’t want to lose it, she don’t to lose the baby they longed for, not the love symbol of hers and her prince.

“shshs baby shshs, everything will be fine, I promise shshshs”

Doctor: it’s far to talk about anyway, we will start tomorrow, but miss swara you will have to be strong, you might be in pain, but for this to work you will have to fight.

Drop silent again and the doctor took his leave. It was very hard more than words can describe, even for ram and sujata. What emotion to feel was the 1 million dollar questions.

Sujata: forgive me swara beta… I know I had been so hard on you, but… i…

Sujata didn’t know what to say and ram took her silently out, even him didn’t know what to do or say, he perhaps would have little baby in his arms but same time it was fading away.

Soon with no word also uttra and nikil exist the room leaving swasan alone.

“i…. ruin… all… my.. my baby… my baby” swara said slowly and sadly placing her hand on her stomach and sobbing in the end.

Sanskar let swara cry as she wishes, he was in place sooth her now as he himself tears had stained his face, he just didn’t know what to do but his heart did. He start caressing swara’s hairs softly and gently

“I am sorry Sanskar, it’s all my fault, from very start the day I left you”

“shshshs never say that ok. Who is right or wrong or what happen. It’s past, we can’t neither change it or mop for it, but we have this moment and the future”

Sanskar slowly make swara lay to her back on the bed and he lay beside her

“I will care you my princess, and our baby too. We will survive this, just don’t stress yourself, not good for your health, ok. Now try sleep”

“I want to see you Sanskar, to see our baby”

“ohh you will baby girl, you will. Don’t worry about it ok… come on”

Swara draft in her sleep and Sanskar in his thoughts, when he made sure swara is sleep he make calls with his PA as some things need to be done and some revenges to be taken. Sanskar made sure swara is total safe and sleep leaving her in the care of uttra and head to MM. when he entered the house he didn’t give glance to anyone and went to the room packing his and swara’s things, ragini then came in the eoom

Ragini: Sanskar, listen please, leave me in peace, I didn’t mean too hurt…

Sanskar controlled to the max: don’t. say. Those. Words. And for your information, whatever will happen on wards will be your fault ragini, I won’t stop until you tell everyone what you did.

Ragini: I can’t do that Sanskar, please understand me, I did this for laksh

Sanskar snapped: just shut the f**k ok…

Sanskar went down stairs and his men came to pick bags he glanced durga, Annapurna and laksh

Sanskar: I could have let everything go if you didn’t hurt my wife, not it’s on you. And by the way swara is pregnant and soon we will have our sweet life….

Sanskar left not glancing them anymore while the devil cooked his plans in his mind, to him every person hurt swara got to pay, each one. He called his PA and checked his surprice for swara.

In the next day swara was released, she was hooked with Sanskar the whole time, she felt a burden on him but he felt only nice, they reached a decent house.

Utrra: bhai, where are we?

Swara: what is going on.

Sanskar: now you will know

Sanskar carry swara as bride gaining a gasp from her and she heard him giggle moving in some place. Swara heard uttra gasp and so sujata, she could tell their voices… Sanskar put swara down and she was so confused

Swara: Sanskar??

Sanskar: shshs walk a head.

Swara shivered: nahi Sanskar, where are we? I will fall.

Sanskar: trust me princess, just walk.

Swara stretched her arms and started to walk aimlessly, she walked and walked and to her surprise nothing came.

Sanskar little unease: san.. Sanskar??

Uttra with bit chocky voice: just walk bhabhi, nothing to worry.

Swara: what is going on? Speak uttra!!

Swara felt a hand to her shoulder and she recognized its feminine way

Uttra: its empty bhabhi

Swara: what you mean.

There was silence and she felt Sanskar holding her hand and walk forward with her

Sanskar: now you are in a small hall, white walls, brown wooden floor but not furniture, so you won’t stubble in anything, and that’s in case you walked. Just big space. (he put her right palm on wall) walk with this wall, reaching the other door, that’s our room which only have the bed and that’s all you need.

Swara wanted so badly to see the house, instead she simply let the tears flow from her eyes silently, Sanskar wept her tears

Sanskar: shonna please, your crying makes it hard for me, please.

Swara: I can’t help it, its my… (Sanskar interrupt her placing his lips over hers and broke quickly)

Sanskar: I said we will put all behind us right. Come on, rest here.

Sanskar rest swara on the bed then went to bring her some soup, she couldn’t eat any hard thing for the right time. Outside swasan room there was another for uttra an nikil as they didn’t wish to live in MM anymore, as for ram and sujata Sanskar convinced his father that he need him to be there for now.

Sanskar came back with soup tray

“princess?”

As swara was closing her eyes she opened it slowly and felt Sanskar movements

“come on, time for food”

She simply hummed and she put herself in sit position. Sanskar started feeding her and after a mint she wanted to stop

“Sanskar please no more, I can’t eat”

“swara please, you should finish it”

“my stomach hurt, I can’t”

“princess, doctor said it may hurt na, but you should hold, for your good baby please, come on one more spoon come on”

Forcefully spoon after another swara was finishing her soup, she coughed sometimes, and even tears would flow due to shrinking feel in her stomach, Sanskar would keep telling sorry feeling bad for forcing swara, but this was a long way to go.

Dish finally finished and Sanskar wept swara lips with napkin and place the tray away, giving her medicines then took no time hugging her and she hugged him in return tightly.

“Sanskar….”

“hmmm”

“I am scared …”

“Of what?”

“Of darkness” she sopped quietly.

Sanskar sighted, each moment he pained for his princess and each second his well for revenge increased…

“what do you see princess?”

“endless darkness”

“change it”

“how?”

“make it lines, dark sheet and draw with white pant. Draw me and you, draw our love baby, our baby, our happiness”

“you know Sanskar, I dream it once”

“dream what?”

“you and me, you sit on a chair and me on your lap while your arm support my waist, your other hand was holding a baby and I knew it was a boy, his eyes matching yours. We’re gaggling and admiring him. You think it will come true?!”

Sanskar felt whipped by the dream and the feeling swara spoke off, like smelling the rain just before it falls

“swara, I don’t think so……….. I know so”

He kissed her forehead for safety and lovingly |still I can help you drawing…love” then kissed her temple, her cheek and going sensually to her jaw line

Swara heavily: Sanskar…. What you… are … doing?

Sanskar between his kisses: loving. My. Wife.

Swara panting: san..sanskaaar, Sanskar I am blind… san ahh

Sanskar bite her earlobe: that’s even better my wify, I won’t have merci on you.

Sanskar pulled swara close to him kissing her sensually but soon got disturbed by phone ringing, he grape it out his pocket and was about to toss it away but as his PA name flashed he broke the kiss

Sanskar: princess I will answer this fast.

Giving her a final peck he went and attend the call

Sanskar: haan aman.

Aman: sir the maheshwari preparing for a party tomorrow night to welcome laksh sir baby.

Sanskar thinking (they ruined my happiness and now doing party): what else aman? Did you inquire about laksh where about when he went missing?

Aman: yes sir, and I don’t think you will like it sir.

Sanskar smirk: I think I might do. Finally what about shekhar?

Aman: nothing specific sir.

Sanskar: perfect, I will send you in one las mission, I am sending you details now.

Aman: ok sir.

Sanskar hanged the call and send new orders to aman then he called a number

“Sanskar”

“namste shome ma”

“namste beta, how are you and how is swara now? I am sorry I didn’t come, hut shekhar….”

“I am not calling for this shome ma!!”

Shome was surprised, Sanskar never spoke that way to her

“what happened Sanskar??”

“just whatever happen now, you should be only thankful and any merci of my side will be for swara only. It’s all about swara.”

“Sanskar beta!! What you….”

Before she continue he hang the call and hold his fists tight then relax and went to swara again finding her sleeping deep. He hold her softly and took her over him and she instantly had a smile carved on her lips In her sleep

Sanskar whispered: sleep well my princess, your prince is here and he will revenge for you.