(Dedicated to kojagorimalik )
Mine.?? Yours..
(Part 4)
Swasan were leaving the shopping mall when Swara stopped moving and called Sanskar.
“Suniye jii. You go, I will come in 5 minutes.” She said and Sanskar looked at her. “I will also come with you.” He replied as he dont want her to create more trouble.
“Jii its okay. I will go.” She said nervously looking here and there. Sanskar looked at her and wondered now what is the problem.
“What happened Swara?” He asked her politely keeping his hand on the side of her cheek.
“Woh. I need to buy something PERSONAL.” She replied in a breathe closing her eyes stressing the last words. Sanskar understand her words and left to parking area after agreeing once.
***
Sanskar was sitting in the study room closing his eyes and resting his head on the back of the chair.
‘She is unique piece, sometimes stuffs me with so much food and now giving me nothing to eat.’ He thought and sighed rubbing his hand on his stomach. ‘Even not letting me help herself saying “Jii if I will take your help then I will go to hell.” I dont understand from where this girl learns all this drama.’ He thought and again started to turn the pages of the file in irritation.
At the same time, he heard the knock on the door making him smile widely as he can imagine the food and his mouth starts to water but next minute thinking of all the oily things, he made faces but then sighs and thought ‘something is better than nothing.’ He was brought back to the original world by the growling of his stomach.
‘Wait yaar, going na.’ He said to his stomach and left to the dining table but find nothing. He gave ‘what-the-hell’ expressions but next minute seeing a rose and chit lying on his chair, he smiled like a child who got a chocolate.
He immediately picked it up and kissed the rose and opened the chit.
‘Waiting in room.’ It reads.
‘So unromantic, dont worry Mrs. Maheshwari, I will teach you everything.’ He thought and grinned, then ran to the room as fast as possible.
He just stopped outside the room and took deep breathes calming his uneven breathe and entered in the room.
***
Swara was standing on the corner nervously bitting her nails thinking if he didnt liked it, she saw him running from the window and her heart started to beat fast and she was eveb able to hear the ‘lub-dub’ sounds.
She calmed herself down and took a deep breathe and that time Sanskar opened the room door.
She looked at him, and was lost in his eyes, his state was not less than her’s.
The room was decorated beautifully with lots of balloons, flowers and curtains making it look beautiful and romantic and a table in the middle of the balcony. But he didnt looked at anything, and was busy admiring his wife who was standing on the corner looking nothing less than a angel from the heaven in that dress of her looking at him with a blush on her cheeks.
For a minute, he forgot to take breathe and both kept staring at each other.
He moved forward and forwarded his hand for her, without another word she too started to move towards him both hypnotized by the feeling of LOVE.
She went forward and kept her hand on his and he pulled her towards himself and held her waist, she whispered his name slightly feeling thousand of butterflies in her stomach with his touch and the gaze which seems to peeking through her soul. He started to move his hand on his waist sensually making her breathe hitch while her hand went to his neck holding it tightly feeling weak in her knees. They didnt blink for a second and kept on looking at each other for a while, Sanskar leaned forward and slightly touch his lips with her earlobes making her shiver.
“Why you called me here, Swara?” He said once departing from her and making innocent faces, coming back from the trance just to listen the three magical words from her mouth. Although he know the answer but still he want to satisfy his ears with the most beautiful words and voice of her’s.
She heard his words and on registering them became embarrased as she forgot all the things she learnt few minutes back praticing in front of mirror, seeing him in front of her like this. Everything went blank, nothing came to her mind and she was just lost in him and now what is she supposed to do? She just know she loves him and she wanted to tell him that, but she wanted to make it special but now how will she make it upto, she looked at the chit where she wrote all her feelings and googled quotes lying on the floor, she pouted looking at it making Sanskar confused.
Sanskar saw her lost in her thoughts and frowns on her forhead once he mentioned about why she called him here and looked at the direction she is looking at and found a chit lying there and he understood that she is confused and nervous.
He went forward and held her face between his palms making her look in his eyes, once looking back to his eyes, she was against lost in them and her nervousness vanished and a blush crept on her face and her hand held his hand on her cheek. He pecked her forhead.
“I love you.” He confessed again, making it easy for her. She smiled brightly listening to his words and gained back her lost confidence, maybe she didnt remember the lines but she can never forget the love for him, she no matter what is going to tell him the fact that she loves him insanely.
“I ..” she was cut off in the middle by the shouting voice of someone else.
They both turned around and found Kavita standing on the gate and looking at them.
“Sanskar.. i need to tell you somethimg important.” Said Kavita coming inside the room, Sanskar cursed her under his breathe for destroying the most special moment of his life while Swara made a irritated and a angry face.
“Not now Kavita.” He replied rudely.
“But its really important.” She said acting all admant.
“Nothing is more important than the moment you just ruined now.” He said loosing his temper and glaring her.
“Even it is about how your wife is cheating on you.?” She asked gaining the attention of both and making them shocked.
“What the hell?” Shouted Sanskar on her making her jump on her place.
“I am saying truth Sanskar, believe me I have proves.” She said and came inside, while Swara looked at her all confused as if what proves she is talking about.
Sanskar turned towards her and replied in a straight tone ‘I dont believe in any f**king proves as I trust Swara more than anything.’
“I am not lieing Sanskar, even I want your happiness but I with my own eyes saw this. Just believe me once I dont want you to be hurt in future. I loved you Sanskar and trust me I wont think any bad about you. I will be more than happy if I will be proved wrong.” She said with a concerned face, Sanskar looked at Swara but found her already looking at him, he knew that it is not truth but for Kavita’s sake he agreed as he still think of her as his friend, once he agreed Swara felt hurt as he still believe her over Kavita, he is ready to look at the proves but didnt ask her once, tears threatened to fall down her eyes.
Kavita showed him the pictures where Swara was in the arms of another person both looking each other and one hugging each other. Sanskar closed his eyes looking at them and turned towards her and showed her the phone.
Swara looked at the pictures and than at Sanskar.
“I can explain Sanskar.” She replied, Kavita smirked and moved forward.
“What will you explain Swara that how you lure man and seriously I thought you will keep Sanskar happy but you.. chii..” she replied scrunching her nose in disgust, listening to her false accusations tears rolled down her eyes.
“Explain Swara.” Said Sanskar looking at Swara not giving a damn to Kavita.
“What’s the need to explain, Sanskar. She agreed that she is in the picuture and how can you..??” Before she can speak further Sanskar showed his hand to her stopping her to speak further.
“Explain.” Demanded Sanskar again looking at Swara.
Swara wiping her tears said, “This is me but when we were in mall and you went to parking area, I followed this man but wet floor came and I got disbalanced so he helped me.”
“So why were you following him?” Kavita asked again before Sanskar can say any thing.
“Because I have seen him with you, that day in the market. You were planning to get Sanskar back so you can take away his property.” She replied making Kavita shocked.
“You are blaming me to hide your own deeds. How cheap you can be?” She said and looked at Sanskar.
“See Sanskar, she is blaming me now.” She said with fake tears.
“Why will I blame you, Kavita. I was feeling bad for you but then I saw you with this man hugging and discussing that how you left Sanskar on the day of marriage because he was not having money and morover put the blame on Bade Papa, but you want him as he is back to the family.” Swara told her the things she saw and passed her a glare.
“How dare you blame me? You just cant simply blame me, you dont have any proof to support your lie.” Shouted Kavita.
“I know I dont have proof but I am not lieing, that is why I didnt told you anything Sanskar. Believe me.” She said tears rolling down her eyes.
“How could you, Swara?” Sanskar asked angrily holding her from shoulders, his eyes turned red.
Kavita danced in her mind listening to his words as she was sure somewhere that he will trust Kavita only, afterall she is his first love. She smirked looking at Swara.
Swara’s head snapped up listening to his words, this is the reason she didnt tell him before, she was scared that he will not believe her and same happened, more tear drops start to fall down her eyes.
“How could you think, that I will not trust you? I love you Swara. I love you and I loved your soul, I know that you can never do this. I dont need any stupid proofs to tell about your words, but you again didnt believe me.?” He said tears started to fall down his eyes, Swara looked at him and brought her hand to wipe his tears, he closed his eyes feeling her touch.
Kavita looked at them shocked and when once she found her plan flopping than she stumbled back.
Sanskar cupped Swara’s face and said, “You need not to be insecure of anyone, Swara. I trust you more and anyone. She is nothing in front of you. I was fool back then to trust her but you changed the definition of trust and love for me. I am yours, only yours.” He tried explaining her as he know that maybe he said he loved Swara but he never said anything about his feelings for Kavita to her, maybe because of some insecurities she feared to tell him the truth.
Swara looked at him and in his eyes, she thought how well can this man understand her, more than her. She felt ecstatic being a part of his life.
“Mine..??”
“Yours..”
He replied looking straight into her eyes and took her into her embrace forgetting Kavita.?
Swara hugged him back and felt wanted and beloved, she opened her eyes and blinked it for few times as tears were still present, but after that sight made her shock.
Kavita was standing holding a knife and was about to stab Sanskar , “If you cant be mine, you cant be anyone’s.” She said before stabbing but at the nick of time, Swara pushed Sanskar and came forward and in return got stabbed just above the left side of her chest.
Sanskar was pushed towards the bed and as soon as he turned around, he felt his heart going in the deep pit of his stomach seeing Swara, His Swara lying in the pool of blood. He crawled towards her and placed her head on his lap.
His heart got stabbed millions of times seeing her like this, he lost his senses. She was lying breathing heavily and seeing him like this, it pained her more but she was not able to do anything.
At the same time, RagLak came from behind with police as Laksh was getting negative vibes from Kavita so he followed her and came to know about her intentions in which Ragini helped him because of her Laksh prem. Police moved forward and arrested Kavita while she was shouting that ‘he is mine, only mine.’ May be she left him before because of money but she was obsessed with him and wanted him only.
Laksh looked at the direction and found SwaSan in a vulnerable condition. He felt bad as if he would have come before than maybe nothing like this would have happened but then he went towards them.
“Sanskar we need to take her to hospital.” Said Laksh making him come out of trance, he without saying a word picked Swara and ran downwards.
***
In the car,
Laksh was driving the car while Ragini was sitting beside him both having tears in their eyes, maybe yes Ragini tried to kill her before but before that she have not seen her fighting with the death like this, and the conversation between SwaSan made it even more difficult for them to hold back their tears.
Sanskar was sitting on the back seat while Swara was in her lap. He was pressing the wounded area to stop the flow of blood and was in tears but she was having a soft smile playing on her lips.
“You care, Sanskar. You care if I die or live. You care.” She said in a broken voice trying to make her voice audible for him, listening her words he realised when he said he didnt care if she die or live and now seeing her like this, he is dieing several deaths.
She slowly picked her another hand wiped his tears and pecked her forhead pushing her body forward, while Sanskar supported her.
“I Love You, Sanskar. I love you so much.” She said finally, the words he was dieing to listen, the words which were supposed to be the best words of his life but he didnt want that in this condition, never.
Tears were falling down both of their eyes, while Sanskar was having a hope that nothing will happen to her but her hope was losing as the time was passing.
He didnt said a word and was crying looking down, she with efforts held his chin and made him look at her.
“Kiss ne Sanskar.” She said out of nowhere taking him with surprise.
He looked at her but did nothing and more tears fell down his eyes.
“Please Sanskar kiss me, I dont want to die before tasting those lips of yours.” She said and chuckled, Sanskar looked at her angrily.
“Nothing will happen to you. Dis you get that.” He said angrily.
“You cant change it, Sanskar. I know I wont live more. But please think of this as my last wish.” She said with tears and a sad smiled.
“This is definitely not the last wish.” He said and placed his lips on her’s and started to suck them softly making sure not to hurt her more, she closed her eyes feeling delighted and finally feeling those lips of his but tears fall down her eyes as she will never be able to feel it again.
She held his hairs as tightly as she can in her hand and started to respond back, the pain started to increase and she started to stop respond and winced in pain, Sanskar immediately left her and cupper her face.
“Are you fine, Shona? (He said asking her, she nodded her head in response closing her eyes), drive fast luckyy.. (he shouted at laksh making him scare). Dont close eyes, shona, jaan. Pleasee..” he said panicking and patting her face.
“Aah.. shh. I am still alive wait.. (she replied and chuckled, Sanskar stiffens hearing this and got angry but chucked it away). Sanskar will you do me a favour.??” She asked breathing heavily, he just nodded his head not able to see her condition.
“When I will lea..ve ..you.. marry again.. and li…ve happily.. pleasee dont get sad..” She said looking in his eyes, it pained her to speak these words when she wanted to be the person with him but maybe it is not in her destiny thinking this she closed her eyes. “Promise me, Sans..skar pleaeee.” She said closing her eyes not able to bear the pain and leaving her concious state.
Sanskar saw her with red eyes and brought her closer to his face,
“I promise you Swara, if something will happen to you I will get back to that old self even much bad from where you brought me. I will die. There will be no Sanskar without Swara. Dont close your eyes, dont kill me Swara..” he said looking in her eyes, hearing his words her heart sank and she tried to open her eyes.
“Laksh I will kill you if we will not reach there in 2 minutes.” Sanskar shouted at him, the car came to a stop as they reached the hospital.
He picked her up in his arms and took her inside the hospital running madly and shouting, crying.
Doctor came and she was taken in the OT, leaving them outside.
***
Once doctor announced that Swara is fine and they can meet her. It felt as if Sanskar got his life back and he closed his eyes and thanked God to save his life zillionth of times.
Sanskar went inside the room while RagLak decided to stay outside, his heart pinched seeing her lying on the hospital bed surrounded by various machines and wires.
She opened her eyes feeling someone entering the room and turned towards him, his hairs were messed up, dried tears were visible on his cheeks and her blood was on his shirt. She smiled weakly seeing him and forwarded her hand to him.
He without wasting a moment ran to her and took her hand in his and sat beside her and started to sob hugging her while she tried to move her other hand but hissed in pain.
His head snapped up and he looked at her struggling to move her hand, he took her hand in his and gently made her sit straight.
She tried to hold his face but he moved his face away.
“Sanskar..” she called him but he didnt said a word and looked on the other side angrily. She sighed and tried to make him look towards her, he looked at her and her pleading eyes.
“I am sorry, Sanskar.” She held her ears with her one hand and was trying to move another one but he moved forward and held it and kissed it.
“Please Swara, Never say all that again. It hurts soo much.” He said pointing towards his heart saying her how much it pained with her words a while before, maybe the pain of death was nothing in front of it but the pain he went through was unimaginable.
Pain of a wound can be healed but the pain by words hurts much more and is unbearable specially when it is about someone more important than your life. YOUR LOVE.❤
“I promise, I will not. But I was just..” she was cut off by him in the middle.
“Please.” He said pleading, she cursed herself for saying it again and making him remember it.
“I love you.” She said and kissed his forhead, he looked at her and saw a soft yet shy smile playing on her lips. He smiled listening to it, the words she said again which he was dieing to listen once.
“I love you more.” He said and kissed the corner of her lips making her blush and hide her face in his arm.
“Wah. What happened? Someone was so bold sometime before.” He said teasing her but she in return snuggled more in his arms and smacked his shoulder while he laughed.
***
After 2 days, Swara was allowed to be taken back to home as per special request of Sanskar ofcourse forced by Swara as she was sick of watching the white walls of the hospital’s room and her nose itches because of so much smell of medicines.
Finally, she felt relieved breathing in the fresh air and a smile appeared on her lips, Sanskar saw this and smiled and kept her hand on his making her sit comfortably at the back seat of the car beside him while the driver drove.
Whole journey, Swara rested her head on his shoulder and was busy playing with the fingers of his hand while he was looking at her and pecking her head time tto time, she smileed seeing his care for her.
They came out of their trance when the car stopped, Swara looked around and scrunched her eye-brow in confusion and looked at Sanskar.
“Why are we at Airport, Sanskar?” Swara asked looking at Sanskar.
“To start our life, before you start again, I have asked from everyone and even doctor allowed us to go. I know Swara I did very wrong with you but now I want to..” he was cut off in middle as Swara placed her hand on his.
“Your wrong brought the best for me.” She said pecking the corner of his lips and he smiled.
“And dont speak about what is done in past.” She said, “and moreover jii god will send me in hell if I will ask questions from you.” She said dramatically and shyed lowering her face keeping her one palm on her face making him laugh.
The End
How was this guys?? Do tell me with your views.. this is already big enough so didnt add much romance.
Note :- Guys do you want a romantic epilogue for this SS or a new romantic OS.
Sorry if you find it boring.
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Love you all❤