Swasan- An out track (one shot)

Hey sweeties!!! This is Savanshi here with one of her irritating creation back on d track to irritate u all…. this one I an emotional one so plz b prepared… I can’t say that it will b a good one but yet I tried some thing out of my way… I hope u all like it…
Fingers crossed…. do let me know ur views…
so here it begins….

Sanu ek pal chain na aawe…
Sanu ek pal chain na aawe…
Sajna tere binaaa….
Sajna tere binaaa….

Har saans me teri Kami khal rhi hai…
Lamho ki tanhai tadpa rhi hai…
Aankho me mayusi chaa rhi hai..
Zindgi aadhuri lagne lagiii…
Sajna tere binaaa…
Sajna tere binaaa…

I was singing this song on one of my stage performance. Singing was my passion but it turned into love when she entered my life. She was my college friend or I should say my partner in crimes.

She was my all tym supporter. She alwaz stood for me; in all my ups and down, without asking anything in return. She was a girl with such a nyc and innocent heart that she forgave everyone for their mistakes. Sometimes I wondered how can someone forget all the bad done to oneself. But she was an epitome example of tis. My Princess, my jaan, my love in fact my everything. She gave a meaning to my life. But… She betrayed me… She ditched me; she left me all alone when I needed her the most. How could u do this to me?? But still “I love you my jaan”. I’m living here with the most blurred hope of ur gracious return. Plz come back for once and this tym I’ll make sure I don’t let u leave. Plz for once come back…

Kar de qubool khudaya mere sajde..
Ab to naseeb me tu use likh de…

We were together,all happy. She was a fun loving and a girl with really a mindblowing sense of humour; alwaz ready with sarcastic answer that made her company really enjoyable. But I never understood what problem she had with me. We alwaz ended fighting on the silliest topics we can find. But slowly things began to fit up and we became friends. With each tym spent together we got promotion from ‘just friends’ to “besties forever”.

We never left a chance to trouble others and if any tym left; then each-other. We really enjoyed each others company. Our life’s jigsaw puzzle was slowly fitting as we realised we had something more than friendship; but we were afraid to admit. Finally came that lucky day when I proposed her infront of whole college out of jealousy. She stood shocked and I was just trying to suppress my sudden jolt of jealousy when all of a sudden she took me into a bone crushing hug and shouted “I love u too.. I do love u a lot”. I was on cloud nine, I lifted her and twirled her still embracing her tightly. We were lost in each other but were brought back by the outburst of whistles and claps by our colleagues. She blushed to  darkest shade of pink making my hormones to rise. I just felt lyk taking her into a passionate kiss and pour out all my love for her. After a lot of Congo and teasing session showered by our friend; we were finally given some privacy and I immediately engulfed her in a tight hug. We stood there reviving our journey from beginning… our fights in the beginning… then our friendship… and finally today our love proposal. We broke our hug and looked into each other’s eyes trying to absorb each and every bit of our love. During this process we didn’t understand when and how but we were standing with few inches difference btw us nd our hot breath hitting each other exciting our adrenaline secretion. Finally being in impact of our sympathetic system’s labour we engrossed ourselves into a passionate kiss showcasing our feelings. We were trying to taste each other to depths; we intertwined our so perfectly fitting lips trying to abstract all affection for ourselves. Finally we parted to cope up our lungs.

And there started our blissful journey of trust,promises and love. We promised of not leaving each other even in the darkest phase of our life. We will alwz love and trust each other ; no matter what b the circumstances. We were happy or I should say happiest gift for each other. We were like mirror for each other as we alwaz found a reflection of ourselves in the other’s eye. We were happily enjoying our sweet and loyal relationship along with our carrer. She carried on with her dancing and me with my music. She alwaz loved it when I sang for her. Wherever she must b but my voice had such an irresistible effect on her that she alwaz came running to listen me and off course why she won’t after all I sang only for her. She wanted me to b a successful singer and I also worked hard to fulfil my swthrt’s dream.
But I never knew that fate has so much stored for us. I alwaz pity my so unfateful fate but she being a part of my life made me believe that even I am fateful but this believe was brutally shattered when she went away leaving me all alone. She left me… She really left me…

Were all her promises fake?
Did she never meant them?
How can she leave me so easily?
Was I that unfortunate?
Why me alwaz?

I was literally shouting at her for leaving me but yet she didn’t return. She didn’t opened her eyelids. I thought she was acting as she alwz played prank on me. I was all ready to blurt out all my frustration on her , once she gets up. But no this tym she didn’t… She was gone…forever…

Na hum bewafa hai…
Na pyaar hai kam darmiyaan…
Par apni takdeere hai bilkul hi Juda…
Phir kaise Milegi… manzil pyaar ki…

Ae mere humsafar… ek zara intazar…
Sun sadae de rhi hai manzil pyaar ki….

*********flash back**********

We were going for my first concert. She was trying to lower my nervousness as this was my first stage show. And in a way she did… She pecked my lips and said that she knows I can do this… She has full trust on me. I was overwhelmed knowing the level of trust she had in me. As we were proceeding a truck emerged suddenly leaving no chance for me to control the car and… boooomm… We dashed into a tree as I had turned up d steering wheel in order to protect us but scene infront of me shattered my heart. My love was lying infront of me in a pool of blood; with her breath losing their efficiency. I rushed to her and placed her head in my lap; assuring her that nothing will happen to her but her eyes patronized something else… something that made my heart lose its beat. There was a guilt in her eyes.. Guilt of breaking her promises.. Guilt of leaving me… tears made way from my already welled up eyes. She held out her hands and asked for a last hug. I denied but she made it… I broke up and cried aloud. She tried to calm me and asked me to become a successful singer or else she will haunt me. She pecked my lips and murmered a soft echoing “Love u” as her breath relaxed. I sat there with my lifeless life in my lap. I shouted hard… requested… begged.. her to come back but lyk alwaz my adamant girl didn’t listen me. She went.
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Today I am counted amongst the most fortunate signers for achieving so much fame at such a young age but only I know how unfortunate I’m. The one pursuing the dream of her fortune who left her all alone to bear such taunts of being FORTUNATE.

I alwaz sing with all my intensity thinking that she will come running to me and engulf me in a hug bestowing all her love but no she never returned. I hate her… I hate u jaan….
Oh! God… why?? Why u snatched her? I questioned standing infront of her lively portrait. But God seemed to b mocking at me for asking the same question daily to Him.

I still live a life far away from any fun or friends immersing myself into my jaan’s dream and HER MEMORIES.
I LOVE U JAAN…….

Tere bin nahi lage jiya…
Tere bin…
Ab to aaja piya…
Tere bin…

Baate reh gayi aadhuri…
Mere labo pe zaruri…
Aake Sun jao mere soneya…

Tere bin nahi lage jiya…
Tere bin…
Ab to aaja piya…
Tere bin…