Hilooo Ev1. Here is the 6th part. Hope you all like it. And yeah do read the SSC note at last.
Ignore all the mistakes!
Now let’s move inside the story,
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Link of the previous parts :
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Here we go,
After 5 days.
@ Hospital.
“Mumma will come na? She isn’t gussa(angry) with me! Haina Papa?” Sanskar was in Ammu’s cabin. The time was for her operation. She asked eagerly waiting for Swara but unfortunately there was no sign of her arrival. Sanskar was in dilemma what to answer back his little princess “She will come beta! Your Mumma will come!” Sanskar responded back not only giving hope to Ammu but also himself. “Hopefully” his lips left a whisper which was only audible to him.
Ammu has been asking him for Swara from last 4 days but he hadn’t proper answer to give! After that day neither Swara called them nor did he! Little did he know, she needed some time and he gave,still waiting for her for the sake of his daughter’s happiness or may be for himself also.
He was aware of the fact that Swara was the source of happiness to his daughter and his heart also knew somehow she was his happiness too!
Undoubtedly she became the part of their life, nope it didn’t happen in a day, everything placed accordingly to their place with time. Nothing was fixed but still it seems everything was destined. Ammu’s love for Swara was something which he couldn’t really understand, it was out of his reach. And the same goes with Swara! Mumma & Baccha opps sorry, Beta’s bond! How could he forgot his princess was four but big. He couldn’t help out but chuckling while recalling Ammu’s words “I’m four Mumma! A big girl! Don’t call me Baccha! It’s soo Baccha name!” Her various kind of faces broke him to a huge smile. Moreover Swara,gosh the way she suppressed her laugh pressing both lips, she looked adorably cute! Those memories were too peaceful to wanting to live again. It was just his thought nothing else. Because he knew what the reality was!
Sanskar was in deep thoughts sitting beside Ammu. She was scared and was continuously asking him whether she would be fine or not. He was sure as after the check up and all(Procedure before operation) doctor informed him that everything would be ok. There was no need to get scared or anything like that. But still her unending questions made him scared and restlessness. He didn’t want to fall weak or broke down in front his daughter. He had to stay strong for her. And he would. ANYHOW.
“You will be perfectly fine Princess! You trust your papa right? He won’t ever let anything happen to you. Pata hai na appko, Zindagi ho aap meri! Aur main bhala apni zindagi ko kaise kuch hone de sakta hu?(You know na you are my life, and how can I let anything happen to my life?)” Indeed she was his everything. His voice was so warm saying those words which gave her strength and himself as well.
“I know, you are the best papa in this world!” He automatically forward his cheek and she gave him a tight peck! “Waaaaa Papa you know me soo well!” She giggled again pecking his cheek again while both of them got busy doing patar patar non stop. After a few minutes of their laughing session Sanskar said to her “Ammu beta! Everything will be all right. Just be strong oki!” She hummed hugging him and then both went silent.
Sanskar so badly wished Swara to be there, with him, with them. “Mumma!” Ammu’s whisper brought him back to his world. “Princess! Sheeeeee……..!” She didn’t let him complete “Mumma! You here! Mujhe pata tha aap awongi!(I knew you would come)” Her smile went ear to ear. He was about to interrupt her when his eyes get the sight of her, Swara who was standing at the door way watching both of them. He didn’t even get when she came in or may be he was too busy in his own world to notice her. But Ammu did, she realised her Mumma’s presence. What a cosmic connection both had. Who said only blood relations were everything. No, Swara & Ammu was an example of a relation which can’t be understood by all. They both were bound by emotions which was beyond the relation of blood. Something, something which he really couldn’t understand. Nor did he try because he knew, he couldn’t. He just COULD NOT. Only Swara & Ammu did know. Mumma & her Beta!
His eyes moved according to her movements. She was coming towards them, yeah, she was actually there. With them. Finally. He left a deep sigh of relief, sigh of pleasure seeing her in front of him after almost 4 days. She looked like before but the charm she used to have was missing, the glow of her face was gone. And those dark circles under her eyes! What were those for? He couldn’t resist himself from staring her head to toe and he was sure, damn sure, she had lost weight. She became so thin. Overall view gave the sign of her sleepless nights.
The moment Swara walked into room, she saw both of them sitting silently. She really didn’t want to interrupt their moment but Ammu was Ammu! She get to know about her presence. What a little Angel she was! Her Ammu beta! The way she called her “Mumma”, curled her lips up for a slight smile.
Her legs took a few steps decreasing the distance between them while her eyes meet with him. Call it her will or not but he looked not less than her! His eyes were puffy and red, indicating he was crying. Umm may be. Of course he would have cried, his life was going to face an operation which will change their life forever. He might be scared also as his daughter would be going to through something that he had been thinking of from the day Ammu lost her eye sight. Today was indeed an important day to him. It was about HIS WORLD,HIS PRINCESS!
“Mumma! Please come near to me! Yaha
awo mere paas!” She widened her arms forwarding both her hands wishing to jump on her lap. Her voice broke their eye lock, pushing both of them out from their thoughts.
“Princess you be with Swara! I’ve something to discuss with doctor!” Sanskar thought of giving them some privacy as Swara might feel uncomfortable talking in front of him. Specially after THAT DAY.
“Oki Papa! Come soon!” Sanskar made her sit properly and walked out the room. Huh not before peeping once.
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After 5 minutes of dangerous silence.?
Ammu was biting her nails and Swara kept on staring her acts. Neither she was doing patar patar nor she jumped on her lap. It was weird. No actually weird. “Ammu!” Finally Swara broke the silence.
“Haanji Mumma!” Now she was playing with her fingers, looking down.
Swara had nothing to say! She just gazed that little doll sitting on the bed in indian style. Wait, those water droplets….. It meant “Ammu Beta are you crying?” Swara rushed to her taking her in embrace “Kya huwa beta bolo mujhe!” She lifted her face to to see her eyes which were filled with tears.
“I’m sorry Mumma! I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you that day! I…..!!” Hickkk hickkkk. She started to say but hiccups. God!?
“Drink this water!” Swara made her drink water and looked at her “Ammu! Why were you crying?” She comfortably took her in lap. Ammu didn’t answer just stay there with bend head.
“Mumma! Woo. Main! Main…. I mean sorry.. That day!” Swara didn’t know what she was actually talking about. “Mumma! I know you are gussa with me! I talked to you rudely na that why you didn’t call me these days. You don’t love me na like before. But Mumma, I really didn’t mean to hurt you. I…. I…… am sorry!” Her voice cracked at the end.
Swara couldn’t do anything but crying. That little girl was crying just because of her. She hurt her Ammu and now she was again crying just like that day! “Ammu beta! I’m not gusaa! See, Mumma loves you soo much! Appko pata hai na!” She planted a soft kiss on her forehead hugging her tightly.
“Are you pukka not gussa? Uss din when I talked to you, you was crying na Mumma? Did I hurt you with my words? I’m sorry, I know that why you didn’t call me. Haina?” Swara realised how much she had hurt that little soul without even realising. These days Ammu blamed herself, because she didn’t call her once. “No beta! I’m not. Infect I should say sorry for not calling you. Actually. I… I” Swara searched for words but nothing was expressable.
“Ammaya beta, are you ready now?” Doctor interrupted them as he and Sanskar walked into room. Ammu’s grip over Swara tightened and she cuddled in her embrace.
“Doctor just give us few minutes!” Sanskar excused while Doctor passed a smile. “Sure Mr. Maheswari!” Saying he left the room.
“Princess are you scared?” Sanskar moved towards her.
“Noo! Noo papa! I’m not!” Ammu said but Swara could feel her shivering body against her.
Lifting her up in his arms he gently kissed her forehead! He himself was scared, then what would he say to his little daughter. “Everything will be all right Princess! Trust me!” Both hugged each other while Sanskar closed his eyes. Tears had already started to brim in his eyes and it was clearly seen by Swara who was also not in a good condition.
“You are my strong beta haina?” Sanskar wiped her nose which was flowing with her tears?.
“Yooo Papa! I’m papa’s strong girl?” She pecked his cheeks “Mumma! Come here!” Swara knew what was coming next but still she didn’t hesitate and in no time she was facing Sanskar and both were hardly inch apart from each other’s face. Trio stayed at the same position.
“Perfect family!” Doctor muttered with delight. “Mr. Maheswari! I hope Ammaya beta is ready!” He interrupted their moment.
“Yes doctor! Ammu/princess is ready!” SwaSan said in unison gaining a huge giggle from Ammu & the doctor.
“Yoo m ready doctor uncle!” She pecked both of their cheeks. And she was taken to OT, to get her eye sight back. From today onwards she will change, her life will take a new turn! She would be able to watch this beautiful creation of all mighty. She would be giving her own view about this world! Finally! Finally!! The moment is almost here which Sanskar had been dreaming since last 3 year. His princess would be able to see everything. This change was going to cause a new change in his life. Now just hope for the best. It has to be best, because the LITTLE CUPID would be in her form to try every possible way to bring them close.
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Sanskar was sitting, resting his head by leaning against the wall. Swara was there, beside him. She could figure out that he was in deep thoughts. Even though she didn’t want to invade his personal moment, still she called out his name “Sanskar!”
“Haa Swara!” He was back to his sense.
“Don’t worry! Everything will be all right!” He smiled on hearing her words.
“I know Swara, my princess is strong. She will manage. Afterall she is……!” Swara completed his sentence “Papa’s girl!” The atmosphere turned into soo light bringing a smile on their faces. Everything seemed soo cute recalling Ammu and her billion dollar dialogues. Kind of nothing to worry about. Kind of urghh everything seemed so perfect that moment. That little angel was having some super natural power to make anyone smile. Why not, she was “Papa’s girl, Mumma’s beta, a big dramebazz, patar patar ki dukan, sometimes dukhi attma, most of the time chudail aunty giggler and yeah a big bhukkad!” Ammu, Swara, Sanskar. “SWASANMUU” a happy family.(*SwaSanChuu- a happy family?)
“Sanskar! Wo I’m sorry for that day!” Swara composed herself and said looking everywhere but Sanskar.
“Sorry for what?” He was puzzled actually.
“I mean that day, I over reacted. I didn’t know you come to inform me. It was just I got tensed while I…..!” He cut off her fumbling words “Swara, why are you saying sorry? It should be me who reacted the way I shouldn’t have. I’m sorry for that!” Now it was his turn to chant sorry. 1st daughter,then Mumma and now Papa!(*Facepalm myself?. What a family?).
“I can understand Sanskar!” She looked up to match his eyes.
“So maaf kiya tumne?(Did you forgive me?)” He asked looking into her eyes too.
“Haa Sanskar!” She answered averting her gaze. “I was never angry with you!” She muttered under breath which was only audible to her brain who chuckled hard.
“Phir bhi again SORRY!” Both said in unison, waiting for a minute and broke into a small laugh.
“Thank you for forgiving me!” Sanskar’s voice was genuine. He was really in a guilt thinking of how badly his unnecessary words hurt her. But now he was feeling good seeing her smiling face. No doubt why her smile gave him solace.
“Ok, I will bring coffee for you as I know you haven’t eat anything from morning. Haina?” She got up and was about to leave. “No only for me Swara! FOR US!” His words was soo soothing. “I know even you haven’t eat anything. So for US!” Both passed a small smile. “Yeah!” She moved out.
“Here you go with your coffee!” They silently took a few sips before Sanskar noticing Swara.
“Swara kya huwa?” He asked her finding her lost.
“Huh! Noo.no Nothing!” She gazed the coffee cups.
“You can tell me Swara!” Taking one more sip “If you want to!” He added further.
After thinking a lot she gather up all her courage and “Sanskar can I ask you something?” She didn’t know how he was going to react.
“Yeah sure!” He sensed something serious was on the way.
“Sanskar how Ammu! I mean how she lost her eye sight?”She waited but not getting any reply she said “It’s ok Sanskar if you don’t want to say!” She got up taking the both cups when he gripped her wrist. She took her sit beside him.
“Swara, Ammu was 1 when she lost her mother. She was just one when that horrible incident took place in our lives.” He paused to inhale a deep breath.
“Sanskar! Let it be now! We will talk later ok!” She nodded no; seeing his blank face.
“Let me complete Swara!” He said taking out his cell phone and handing over to Swara “This is my wife Kavita!” Opening his gallery he pointed out to a picture where he and his wife Kavita were holding a nanhi si jaan and she was Ammya. “This pic was when Ammu was born! She was just of 2 months!” Swara’s fingers automatically started caressing the pic.
“We trio were happy in our small world. Kavita, me & Ammu! But with time everything changed. After 7 months of Ammu’s arrival we often started to fight with each other. There was nothing a big deal to occur a fight between husband and wife. It happens. But with the passage of time our arguments over small small matters increase. Kavita was a business woman and she had to look after her business too. From the starting itself I had no issue whether she gave me time or not. But I expected to gave time to Ammu. She was just 9 months older by then.” Swara was gazing those pictures. How happy trio looked.
“That day Ammu had fever. Neither me nor Kavita was there. I was busy in my meetings while Kavita was also doing the same. Robin and Mishti tai called in doctor and by the grace of God Ammu was getting well. I couldn’t stop myself from bursting out on Kavita! As a mother it was her duty to be with the baby who was hardly a year old. But no she wasn’t there. That day was a fate changing day for us. Kavita couldn’t bear anything and left the house with Ammu challenging me that she would look after her by her own. She was capable of doing that and in no time she was driving car. I know I did wrong but couldn’t let them go. So I speeded up my car following them. Her car was racing with full speed and then…..!!” His voice choked. Swara assured him griping his wrist which was still holding her wrist.
“Kavita’s car was hit by a truck. Speed was too much to pull brake in time. Everything was destroyed in a fraction of seconds. They were lying there lifelessly and I couldn’t do anything. I failed to protect my family. I failed to save Kavita. She was spot dead….she..she took her last breath infront of me….”Save Ammu!” She left us while her words brought me back to reality. I rushed to Ammu! She was still in her baby cuddle, even she got hurt. Both were taken to hospital where doctor declared about Kavita’s death and Ammu lost her eye sight! From.. frommm. That dayy….!” Tears made a way through Swara’s cheek. He wasn’t in a state to say more. “Shh! Sanskar!” All she could say this forwarding her handkerchief. She did understand why he was over protective towards Ammu! Why she was his life.
“It was all my mistake! It was not only Kavita’s duty to look after Ammu, but it was mine too. But I failed. Just because of our fights which were of no reasons,Kavita isn’t with me, Ammu has to gone though this much. And the mistake is all mine. Neither I could have lost my patience, nor all this could have happened.” His trembling hands formed a fist.
“Nehi Sanskar! It wasn’t your mistake. Don’t blame yourself.” With hesitation she rubbed his back to calm him down.”Sometime we can’t win over our fate! Everything will happen the way it’s written! We don’t have hands in to change it. You might lost Kavita but you have Ammu! Your reason of existence. At least you are having her for the entire life. Nothing will change if you will keep on blaming yourself. It will rather increase your tension. Nothing else.!” Swara’s words were soothing somehow. There was a hint of sadness in her words and Sanskar was more than capable enough to know it.
He wiped off his tears “Yeah Swara you are right. I have Ammu and she is here with me. Beside I have my love ones!” His voice faded at last saying those words while his eyes catch the view of their entangled hands.”My love ones!” his mind immediately did dhina dhin dha!
“Are you ok now?” Swara withdraw her hands
Sanskar nodded doing the same.
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After 2 hours.
Sanskar was pacing here and there so did Swara. Tension was building up thinking of Ammu. “Congrats Mr. & Mrs. Maheswari! The operation is successful. Everything is under control. Ammu’s eye sight is back.” Doctor gave them one the best news of their life. In happiness both failed to notice what Doctor addressed them. Gosh! Their happiness was couldn’t be described in words. It was beyond the limit.
“Can we meet her Doctor?” Same question, same time of asking. Huh!(*SwaSan-Made for each other).
“Sure, but after few minutes! Let us shift her to General ward and remove her bandage. Then you can meet. Excuse me!” Doctor said which brought tears in their eyes. Lips were already formed into a smile of content.
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After an hour.
This one hour was soo long! Urghhh Sanskar was in hurry to meet his Princess. Even he requested doctor to remove her bandage in front of him and how could they deny a father. And so everyone is eagerly waiting for the most awaited moment. The bandage was removed and SwaSan get the view of their daughter’s close eyes. “Princess!” Ammu slowly lifted her eye lashes and SwaSan was watching her like a new baby was opening her eyes. It was not less than that either.
Ammu could get some white colour flashes at first then it changed into blur view. Her cute cute small eyes blinked several times and SwaSan watched her without even blinking their eyes. It seemed that moment was too precious to capture in their heart forever.
Her vision was getting clear. SwaSan’s fingers entangled with each other. The grip get tightened. On the other hand Ammu small doe eyes get the 1st view of Swara & Sanskar. Hand in hand, together.(*Grrrrr m crying writing this).
“Papa! Mumma!” They both didn’t let her complete her words and she was already in their embrace. Urhhhh wish I could pen down or type up the exact feeling they were going through. Wish I could make you all feel how was their emotions were. Wish I could say. But no! That feeling was eternal and I’m truly not capable to enough to define them in words. Let them live this moment without any disturbance. Where Swara, Sanskar and Ammu and their happy tears, small laughter, cute gigglings, joy of everlasting happiness. It was their moment and me and you cute readers are no one to interrupt them.
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Few minutes later.
Living those moments to the fullest. Trio were having chocolates.(*pardon me readers! My mind can’t think more than this!?). Ammu’s experience was thrilling when she saw them at them 1st. Her papa was indeed best papa. She pulled his cheeks so tightly looking him from top to bottom. “I’m this much small than you papa?” Her 1st question when she measured her height with Sanskar. Swara could hardly stop her laughter seeing his jaw touching the floor.
Swara coughed while Ammu stare her blinking her innocence eyes “Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Mumma! You really use baby cream na? See your cheeks are soo soft!” Ammu pulled her cheeks by her one hand and with the another hand she touched her own cheeks. This time it was Sanskar who pressed his lips. “Sanskar do you want to pull them too?” His brain kicked him. “Haaaaa!” He got lost before Ammu called out him “Papa! You are the best papa in this world. I love you!” She pecked his cheeks “You are my best Mumma!” She pinched her cheeks. Cute cutee cuteeeeeeeeeee family.
“So now let’s go to home!” Sanskar lifted her up. Hurrah his happiness knew no boundaries. “Yoo Papa, Mumma chaloo!” Trio made a way out of hospital ;thanking the doctors for their continuous help and completing the procedure after operation as well.
While they were going Ammu was watching everywhere. She was jumping in excitement. Why not! After all it was her 1st experience as a four but big girl. Her patar patar was unending. Mostly she and Sanskar was in an another land talking about this, that urghhh everything. Swara didn’t forgot to notice the shine in his eyes, a drop of tears was about to escape which he wiped immediately. It was tears of joy, nothing else.
Don’t know why, but all of a sudden she felt terribly lonely. Her body trembled due to cold or what? Unlocking the cell phone she stared at Anju’s pic. Her shivering hand somehow wiped off her tears. Wish Anju was there, she would have been the reason of her life. Wish someone was there while she would take her last breath in few days. Wish, JUST A WISH!
Adjusting the mirror Sanskar saw her sleeping. Her eyes were closed. “She might be tired!” He thought in his mind. But………………….!!
Sometimes wishes come true and sometimes…………………….!!
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Precap- Blank.
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SSC Note- How was the chapter? If good I’m happy and if not shukriya for cooperating. 😀
Oki, most of you might have already know that my Mumma isn’t well from last more than a week. So I’m not getting enough time to type up the stories. This part also I’ve been writing from day before yesterday and see today I could complete.
About A DREAM! Well what to say, I’m going to put that story on hold for few days. Whenever my mom will be fine, I will be here with the next episode for sure!
And yoo, I will finish this TS(not TS now?) at first. Only 2 more episodes to go!? Believe me!
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