swasan@ss chapter 2 “OUR PAST”

heya!! kritika here..

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tq fr all ur love..u can go through my previous ff swaragini swasan@ teenage love..

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swara didnt feel sleepy..so she just walked to the window..the cold breeze is touching her beautiful place..

she stood there reminding all the happenings with her in all those 3 years..

FLASHBACK STARTS
There is preparation going on in gadodia family because maheshwari family is coming to see there elder daughter swara for there son sanskar. As the boy family arrives everyone welcomes them.

Dida: maheshwari ji aapka beta kaha hai.(maheshwari ki where is ur son?)

Durgaprasad: ji bs wo car park kar ke aa rha hai… lijiye wo aa gya(ji he is just parking car..see he came)

Sanskar: ji namaste

dadi: aaye hum abhi swara ko bulate hai.(come we will also call swara)

Meanwhile ragini and swara comes downstairs. Swara has kept her eyes down as per instructions given by her dadi but ragini was shocked to see sanskar. Even sanskar was equally shocked to see her.

Sanskar: ragini tum yaha.. mujhe nhi pata tha jis ladki ko mein dekhne aa rha hu wo tumhari behen hai(ragini u here?? i didnt know the girl whom i am going to see is ur sis)

Annapurna: tum ragini ko jante ho sanskar(u know ragini sanskar?)

Sanskar: ha maa aapko yaad hai last month mein ek singing competition me chief guest ban ke gya tha bs wahi mila tha ragini se.(yes ma. u remember last month i was the cheif guest of a singing compitition?right there i met ragini )

Annapurna: oh accha(ok)

Both the families like swara and sanskar and there marriage was fixed. While everyone was congratulating each other swara’s eyes were fixed on ragini. She felt something is wrong with her.

Later at night in swaragini’s room

Swara: kya hua ragini…tum kuch pareshan lag rhi ho? Tum khush nhi ho kya is rishte is?(what happened ragini ? u r looking tensed..are u hapy with this relationship?)

Ragini: nhi swara aisa kuch bhi nhi hai…wo bs ab tum humse door ho jaugi isliye dukhi ho gyi thi(no swara..there is nothing like this..u will go away from me na thats y)

Swara: hum dono ko kbhi koi alag nhi kr skta…kya hua agr meri shadi ho jayegi to fir bhi mein humesha tumhare sath hogi(no one can seperate us ragss..what happens if i will get married..in spite of my marriage we will be alwayzz together)

Soon wedding preparations started. During all this swara and sanskar come close to each other. Swara felt that sanskar is the perfect guy for her. With each day passing she fell more and more in love with him. But on the other side sanskar was attracted to swara but he doesn’t love her. Ragini tried her best to stay away from sanskar and ragini and kept herself busy in wedding preparations coz rags loved sanskar..

On the wedding day swara was getting ready but ragini was missing.

Swara: maa ragini kaha hai aaj meri shadi hai aur meri behen ka hi kuch pata nhi hai(mom where is rags? 2day is my wedding n my sis is not here)

Sharmistha: shona tu pareshan mat ho … ragini yahi kahi hogi shadi ki tyario mein busy hogi(dont worry swara..ragini must be here only busy in preparations.)

Swara(to herself): pata nhi mujhe aisa kyu lag rha hai ki jabse mera aur sanskar ka rishta hua hai wo ragini kuch pareshan hai(donno why bt i think rags is tensed frm my alliance.)

Swara: maa mein mandir ho kr au(mom can i go mandir?)

Sharmishtha: shona bhi kaise(shona now? how?)

Swara: maa pls I promise ki mein jaldi aa jaungi(mom i promise i will come soon)

Sharmishtha: acha thik hai par jaldi aana(ok dear but come soon)

In the mandir ragini was already there and swara heard her crying.

Ragini: kyu bhagwanji aapne humare sath hi aisa kyu kiya? Aap to jante the na hum sanskar jI se itna pyar karte hai fir bhi aapne unka rishta swara ke sath kr diya.jis din se humne unko dekha hai us din se le kar aaj tak ek bhi din aisa nhi gya jab humne unse pyar na kiya ho fir bhi aapne humare sath aisa kiya.hum chah kar bhi swara ko kuch nhi bata sakte kyunki wo bhi humari tarah pyar krti hai sanskar ji aur hum apni behen khushiyan nhi chhen skte. Par aap hi bataye hume kaise dekhe un dono ko shadi hote huye. Pls bhagwanji hume himmat dijiye(why god?why did u do this with me only?u know na how much i love sanskar ji still u brought is alliance for swara..frm the day is saw him , i loved him..still u r doing this..i wanted to tell this to swara..bt now i cant do so..coz like me she also loves sanskar ji..how can i snatch my sister’s happiness frm her?plz god give me strenght to watch this wedding.)

After hearing all this swara was shattered. Then she remember the night when ragini wants to tell her something but in her excitement she told her that how much she is in love with sanskar. She felt guilty that in her excitement she forget that her sister is in pain. She left from there before ragini noticed her.

At the badi she went into her room and write a letter and left from there with her things. When the panditji asks for the bride, sharmishtha went to take swara but found her missing. Later everyone starts searching for her and shekhar found the letter.

Shekhar:mishti ye dekho swara ka letter(misthi see swara’s letter)

Dida: kya likha hai isme(whats there?)

Shekhar read the letter for everyone
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Maa , baba mein nhi janti jo mein karne ja rhi hu wo sahi hai ya galat par mein ye jaroor janti hu ki mera aisa karne se meri behen ko uski khushiyan mil jayengi. Mein ye shadi nhi kr skti kyunki mein janti hu ki ragini, sanskar se pyar krti hai aur sach jan kr meina pni behen ki khushiyon ke bich nhi aa skti. Mein humesha k liye aap sabse door london ja rhi hu.ma u remember hamara london wala ghar , bas wai settle ho rahi hu, Par maa baba agr aap log mujhse pyar karte hai to pls ragini ki shadi sanskar se karwa dijiye. Aur haa sanskar ko boliyegi ki ho ske to mujhe maaf krde pr ragini uske liye mujhse jyada achi life partner sabit hogi.
Mujhe maaf kr dijiye
Aapki swara
(mom dad i donno im doing right or wrong..bt im damn sure if i do this my sis will be hpy..i cant do this marriage coz i know ragini loves sanskar..now when i know the truth i cant snatch my sister’s happiness..mom im going london forever…mom u remember our london’s house..im gonna settel there..mom dad if u love me , get ragin married to sanskar.n yeah say sry to sanskar frm me .. bt im damn sure ragini will prove that she is a better life partner than me..
im sry
urs swara)

After listening to the letter everyone went into the shock, especially ragini. She could not believe that her sister can make such a big sacrifice for her.

Sharmishta: durga prasad ji kya aap meri ragini ko apni bahu banayege(dp ji will u accept my daughter ragini as ur dil?)

Shekhar: mishthi tum ye kya kr rhi ho(misthi what are u saying?)

Sharmishta: mein wahi kr rhi hu jaisa meri shona chathi thi, ragini ko uska pyar de rhi hu aur meri shona ko uski khushi.(im doing as shona said..ragini will get her love..n shona her happiness)

Sanskar: mein humesha se jantha tha ki swara bhoth achi ladki hai.. par aaj apni behen ki khushi k liye usne jo kia hai usse uski izzat aur badh gyi hai meri nazro mein…sharmishtha maa mein krung aragini se shadi(i alwayzz knew swara is a good girl..bt 2day she sacrificed her happiness fr ragini’s happiness..n by doing soo her respect is increased..i will marry ragini)

After that ragini and sanskar got married. Life take some time but everything comes to normal. As swara said ragini is a perfect bahu and perfect wife.bt sanskar never realised his love for her..one day in a function some ladies taunted ragini for not being a mom..so they appointed a doctor also..bt soon they came to know ragini can never become a mom..so they went ivf.. Sanskar has also fallen in love with her after ragini’s death.YES RAGINI’S DEATH.. Everyone tried to contact swara many times but she never answered there calls. But now after 3 years of ragini n sanskar’s marrisge she was forced to come back to India after reading a message about ragini’s death. She can not believe that she had did while giving birth to pari. When first swara hold pari in her hand,pari immediately hold swara fingers and from there was not a second when pari left her,neither swara left her because she felt more close to ragini this way. After ragini death ceremony when swara decided to leave, everyone stop her and ask her to marry sanskar for pari.

Swara: maa ye aap kya keh rhi hai…mein sanskar se shadi kaise kr skti hu.(mom what are u saying? how can i marry sanskar?)

Sharmishta: shona pari ka to socho.. ragini ke jane ke baad sirf tum hi jiske pass pari chup hoti hai.. hum sabke pass ate hai hi wo rone lagti hai(think about pari swara..now only u can handle pari)

Annapurna: ha swara us choti si bachi ko tum mein apni maa dikhti hai..uske liye hi sanskar se shadi kr lo(yeah swara..only for pari marry sanskar)

Sanskar: nhi maa ye nhi ho sakta…mein ragini ke alava aur kisi ko apni patni nhi bana skta…mein aur meri beti seekh jayenge ragini ke bina jeena(no mom this cant happen..i cant give ragini’s place to anyone)

After saying this he tried to take pari in his hand from swara but as sanskar hold her, pari starts crying. He tried all the ways to stop her from crying but nothing work. Then swara come and took pari from him and she immediately stop crying.

Swara:maa mujhe sanskar se akele mein kuch baat krni hai (mom i wanna talk alone with sanskar)(she said looking into sanskar eyes and everyone left from there)

Sanskar: swara kya tum bhi ye shadi chathi ho…tum janti ho mein ragini se kitna pyar krta hu kisi aur ko mein pyar nhi kr skta..nhi bana skta mein tumhe apni patni(no swara i cant give ragini’s place.i cant marry u)

Swara:apni patni nhi par pari ki maa to bna skte ho na(u cant make me ur wife , bt u can make me pari’s mom)

Sanskar: matlab? (means??)

Swara:sanskar hum ye shadi sirf pari ke liye karenge…is shadi se hum pati patni nhi pari ke maa baap banege.(we will marry not as hubby wife bt as pari’s mom n dad)

Sanskar: ye jante huye bhi ki mein tumhe kbhi wo haq nhi de paunga jo ek biwi ke hote hai(bt i cant give y wifey rights)

Swara: ha sanskar ye jante huye bhi mein tumse shadi krna chathi hu kyunki meri liye meri behen ki aakhiri nishani-pari ab sab kuch hai aur uske liye mein tumse shadi krungi.(i dont even want that)

Flashback ends