Hi Friends,
I couldn’t post it yesterday…So many reader’s note is given in this episode…Hope it is not confusing…Enjoy reading….
Twinkle was surprised to see that all the photographs were of Twinkle.She never knew that Kunj has taken these many photos of her.
Twinkle thinks, “When did he click these many pics of mine? Of course, he used to tell that he has a craze of photography and used to click pics. But I thought it was of random things…Now I realize it was just me…
Twinkle checks the pics. All of them with her different expressions, either talking to someone, doing work or eating…Some photos were of Kunj and Twinkle together, which she knew that he clicked. She collects all of them and keeps it in bed. She is looking at the pics and suddenly realizes that there is something written on the back of every photograph…
Kunj has noted down the date on which it was taken and the occasion or event which was occurring at that time. With the help of the date, she arranges all the pics and starts reading. First pic was of Twinkle blushing and looking at the ring. Twinkle turns the pic to find what Kunj has written.
“Aaj se hamara safar shuru ho reha hain…Aur izz safar ka ek bhi lamhe ko main khona nahi chahta…Inn tasveeron ke zariye vo har lamha, vo har yaadein jo humne ji hain, hamesha ke liye apne kareeb rekhna chahta hun…” Date
“And she said yes…Our journey begins…I don’t want to miss any of the moments which I spend with you…So from now on, I will be capturing all the moments in pics and keeping it with me forever.” Date
Twinkle: Ohh…So he started clicking my pics from the day he proposed me…
Next few photographs were of Twinkle in canteen, either chatting with Sanjay or any team member or some team member’s bday celebration. Some with Twinkle shopping or selecting clothes at mall. She I finds Kunj has written “Galti se kabhi kabhi do dhari talwaar bhi girly ho jaati hain…”Date.
Twinkle has a smile on her face reading it. Some were of driving classes where Twinkle is learning driving. “Madam irritated with driving lessons…” Date
One with Twinkle in an angry mode, and the caption was “Teacher Sadu Sarna se pareshan…Sherni ka driving classes chodne ka phaisla …tume kya pata meri jaan, tumhare saath do pal bitane ke liye, dost ki gadi udhar me mangke sikha reha hun…” Date
(Sherni about to quit driving classes due to teacher Sadu Sarna…To spend some time with you, I made this plan of driving classes and that to taking my friend’s car for an hour…Date)
Next photo was of Twinkle looking at Kunj innocently and she is in the driving seat.
Twinkle: Aahh…This I know.. It was taken when I have just learnt driving and took car and made a traffic jam. He took it saying I want to capture this expression of yours…
She turns behind to see what Kunj has written.
“Kal jo humne vegetable market me traffic jam kiya tah, uss se thoda kam hain aaj ka jam…Improve ho rehi hun me…Date”
“Ohh…Such an innocent face which says last time I made a bigger traffic jam at vegetable market than this…this is quite small and acceptable one…Date”
A pic of Twinkle blushing in a beautiful dress had a caption of “Good job, Yuvi..I donno how you predicted that she is gonna be your bhabhi…Date”
Twinkle looked at every picture and the caption written on back.. She was reliving their love life through those photographs. She was so touched by Kunj’s gesture… Don’t know why but Twinkle had tears in her eyes…But that was definitely of happiness. Happiness… that the guy whom she has chosen as her companion is the best. He loves her to that extent that till date he has kept all these memories with him. The way Kunj has preserved each and every moment of Twinkle was melting her heart, her ego and her complains…
Twinkle took the dairies to read. There were 5 diaries… 5 years of togetherness…
Date
New company…new team…Seems interesting and scary too… I hope decsison of joining this company proves to be a right choice for my career…Happy to see Alisha there..at least one known face is there…I don’t know why…But one name stuck in my mind…Nakshatra Nambiar…What kind of a name it is…Thank god… She has a nick name “Twinkle”… It is too difficult to call someone Nak..Nakshatra… weird name, but catchy one though.
Date
Out of all the 3 team leads, Twinkle seems to be the most difficult one to handle…Kind of roughness, arrogance is there…The way she stands for her team members is commendable…But it is hard to handle her anger issues and mood swings…She is not ready to listen itself..I tried to advise her regarding her anger using example of do dhari talwaar..Instead of understanding my point, she convinced me that she is right….Aur khushi khushi do dhari talwaar naam accept ker liya…Sahi naam diya hai maine…Sach me do dhari talwaar hain…(And she accepted the name happily…I think that name perfectly suits her.)
Date
Phew…Fun Friday…Normaly that seems to be interesting…But today I had to answer the concept of my life partner…Weird that Sanjay finds it to be matching with Twinkle..
Really…No…She is not of my type…He thinks I am trying to impress her and I am in love with her…Never ever thought of her like that…I am impressed with the way she works…Her professionalism, commitment towards her team, her attitude are commendable…Her ego, attitude and that roughness makes her stand out among the girls in the team…But that doesn’t mean… I love her…I think I should stay away from her…at least to convince Sanjay..
Date
I can’t handle this anymore…I am trying hard to resist myself from falling for her… She is impossible to ignore. She has become my center of gravity.I am making stupid reasons to meet her or talk to her..I think Sanjay was right…I am in love with her…Per kabse..aur kaise…Ye sab kab hua pata hi nahi chala…Aisa toh kya hain Twinkle me, jo muje kheech rehi hain uski taraf… (I don’t know from when I have started loving her…And what is that which holds me close to her…)
Twinkle is keenly reading the diary and has forgot the time too…Clock start ringing (clock which makes specific tone in every hour)and she reazlises that she won’t be able to read all the diaries in a single night…Moreover she has to keep them back before everyone comes back from movie. She decides to read the last diary. Twinkle wanted to know the feelings of Kunj when he decided to break up their relationship. )
[Readers – English translation of this part is written after ——– line.]
Date
Aaj Papa ko ICU se ward me shift kiya…Thank god he is fine…Vo sabse pehle mujse baat kerna chahte the..vo bhi akele…Muje pata tha ki Twinkle ke bare me hi baat hogi..Aakhir hamare pyaar ke bare me pata chala tabhi toh unhe heart attack aaya…Muje laga tha ki vo Twinkle ko bhulne ke liye kahenge..Per me galat tha…Unhone aisa kuch bhi nahi kaha…
Aur jo kaha…Vo me zindagi me kabhi bhul nahi sakta…
[For readers, I am keeping this part in Manohar’s voice so that you get the actual feel… Hope I am able to do that…]
“Tume lagta hain ki tum uske bina nahi jee saktey aur vahi tumhari zindagi ki manzil hain…Hain na? Me samaj chukka hun, ki tume kisi bhi cheez ka vaasta de do, toh bhi tum uss ladki ko chodne vale nahi ho…Pehli baar maine tume, mujse ladtey huye dekha hai…Jo bhi tumne uss din kaha, sab man liya…Tumhari apni zindagi hain..Aur tume tumhara humsafar chun ne ka pura haq hain…Ab me tume nahi rokhunga…Jo jee me aaye kero…Shadi kerna hai to kero, ya bina shadi ke rehna chahtey ho to vo bhi kerlo…
Muje pata hain… tume aaj itni himmat kaise aayi hain…Yun mujse uss din uchi aawaz me kaise baat kiya…Tume ye ache se pata hain ki, papa ab budhe ho chuke hain…aur retired bhi…Aur ab me kuch kamata nahi hun…Ye ghar ab tumhare income se chalta hain…Yuvi ki padhai aur bank ke loan abhi baki hain…Mera pension toh sirf ghar chalane ke liye enough hoga…Toh tume ache se pata hain ki tum mere izz majburi ka fayda utha saktey ho…
Tumhare nazar me, mere paas tumhare shadi ko maan ne ke alawa aur koi rasta hi nahi hain…Aakhir yuvi ki padhai, loan aur ghar tumare paisons se jo chalta hai….Per yeh galat fehmi hain tumhari…Iss kadar majbur… Manohar Sarna… na kabhi hua tha aur na hoga…Me itna bhi lachar nahi hua ki apne bete ke saamne jhuk jaun….Agar tume padha likha ker, iss kabil banana janta hun toh aage bhi kya kerna hain yeh me janta hun…Me job kerne lagunga…Chota mota hi sahi,kahi toh muje job mil jayegi…Kya kerein…Maa baap ko, iss budape me aake naukri kerni padti hain, agar tum jaisa nikamma beta paida ho toh…Jaise taise me Yuvi ki padhai ka kharcha toh nikal hi lunga…Bus bhagwan se yehi prarthana hain ki jab pad likh ke vo bhi kaabil ban jaaye toh baap ko laat na mar de tumhari tarah… Tume shadi kerni hai na uss ladki sey…beshak kero..Bus ab ghar ki fikar mat kero….Manohar Sarna abhi zinda hain…”
[Back to Kunj’s voice]
Sach kehtey hain log ki words are sharper than a two edged sword…Agar papa muje chaaku se mar detey toh itna gam nahi hota, jitna muje aaj hua hain…Vo mere bare me yeh sochtey hain…Ki me unke majburi ka fayda uthaunga…Manta hun maine unse jagda kiya..Per vo isliye ki me uss kadar Twinkle se pyaar kerta hun…Aur bohut ache se janta hun ki usske bina me jee nahi sakta…Aur muje laga tha ki, Papa mere feelings ko samjenge… bhale, pehle thoda mujse jagda kerle…Isliye nahi ki papa ka financial condition ka fayda utha ke unse apni baat manva sakun…
Aapko sach me aisa lagta hain ki me aapki majboori ka fayda utaunga? To mera bhi yeh vaada hain Papa, ki me tab tak shaadi nahi kerunga, jab tak Yuvi ki padhai aur aapke loans chukka na dun…Jab tak ki Yuvi ko iss kaabil na bana dun, ki aapko meri zaroorat na padhey…Ek baar Yuvi ghar ki zimmedhariyan uthane ki kaabil ho jaaye, toh me chup chap yahaan se chala jaunga…Aapko mere paison ki zaroorat hain na… Toh aaj..iss waqt se me bus aapke liye ek paisa kamane ka machine ban reha hun…Vaise bhi Twinkle meri zindagi hain…Aur uske bina, me sirf saas leta hua ek ATM machine ban jaunga… Itney saal aapka dulara beta kehtey rehe aur ek jhatke me yeh keh diya ki me nikamma hun…Aapko sirf paise se matlab hain na mere…To vahi sahi… Aaj se aap ka beta, Kunj Sarna mar chukka…Ab bas zinda hain toh ek machine jo sirf paisey kamata hain…
[Readers,
If you remember, I have mentioned in episode 2 that after Manohar’s denial, Kunj never came back to Amritsar and just used to send money in account…]
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Date
Today Papa got shifted from ICU to normal ward…Thank god…He is fine and at a stable stage now…He wanted to talk to me first personally…I was sure that it must be related to Twinkle. Of course, it has to be…Coz the last talk we had with each other before his attack was about my relation with her. I thought he will ask me to forget Twinkle….But…I was wrong…Whatever he said just blew my mind…I never expected something like this…
[For readers, I am keeping this part in Manohar’s voice so that you get the actual feel… Hope I am able to do that…]
“You think you can’t live without that girl…Right? And she is the ultimate destiny of your life…Fine…I have understood that I can’t persuade you from that relationship. At any cost, you are going to get married to her…For the first time in my life, I have seen you fighting with me for that girl…Whatever you said that day while arguing is all true..It is your life and you have all the rights to choose your partner. Now…I won’t stop you…Do whatever you feel like…You wanna get married..go ahead…Or you want to stay with her without marriage, that is also fine…
I know now you have grown up and you are capable of arguing with me…I know what is giving you confidence to argue with me and go against my decision. Now I am old and retired too. You very well know that I am not earning anymore…You are the one who is financially supporting the house. Yuvi’s education is not yet complete and bank loans are also there…My pension money is barely enough to support the household. So you have decided to take advantage of my condition…
You think that I don’t have any other options other than saying yes to your marriage, because I am financially in a crisis and you are the only one to support me…But you are getting it wrong…Manohar Sarna won’t get into your trap…I won’t let that happen…Kunj…I have worked so hard and invested all my money in giving you education..If I could do that much, I can handle this situation too…I will go and find a job…Of course I am old now and won’t get a good job at this age…Somehow I will manage Yuvi’s education expenses…People will start talking about it…But what to do? When you have such useless son, you will have to work hard even in your old age… I hope Yuvi at least, doesn’t do the same with me after his education is over…You want to get married to her, Right? Go ahead…Don’t worry about the family. Manohar Sarna is alive and I know how to support my family…You don’t have to worry about it anymore…”
[Back to Kunj’s voice]
I have heard it somewhere that words are sharper than a two edged sword…Today I experienced it… It would have been better, if Papa had hurt me with me a knife…His words are 1000 times more painful than cut from knife. This is what he thinks of me…I can’t believe it…I agree, I fought with him that day and argued terribly…But the reason was I love her to that core and I can’t imagine a life without her…I felt Papa won’t agree first and after a few arguments he will realize my feelings for her and say yes to our relationship…I was not arguing with him coz I am the one who financially supports him.
Papa, you really think so…You believe that I will take advantage of your helplessness..Then I promise you…I will never get married to Twinkle unless and untill Yuvi’s education is over and your loans are paid off… I will be with you and will support you till the date Yuvi is capable of taking responsibilities…Once Yuvi is ready to support the family, I will leave you all and go from here. You only need my money…So from today, from this very moment…I am just being a machine to earn money for this family.Anyways without Twinkle, I can’t have a life…I will be like an ATM machine which respires…That’s it…You always told me that you are proud of me…Just because I am in love with a girl whom you don’t like…You termed me as useless son..I have understood that you just need money from me to support you…So here ends the life of your son, Kunj Sarna….Now I will be just a machine earning money…
[Readers, If you remember I have mentioned in episode 2 that after Manohar’s denial, Kunj never came back to Amritsar and just used to send money in account…]
Precap – Twinkle reading Kunj’s diary
Jisha 🙂
45 Comments
Yrr jisha di i’m a silent reader but now your episode us ne bolne pe majboor ker diyaa .. yrr kya likhte ho .. Aj waqai rula diya ., I m crying like hell .. First episode se lekar abhi tak padha hai .. Yrr u r a fabulous writer like seriously .. Itna achha kesay likhte hoo .. Plss mujhe bhi sikha do na
Hi,
Thank you so much…that means a lot…I am happy I could make you feel the emotions… welcome to our group…
Aj se pehlay kisi ff pe comment nhii kiya .. But from now I will
Wowwwwww …… i mean…. Kunj is tooo cute??? just a perfect guy that every girl dreams of!!!! I mean seriously…… ab to twinkle ko maan hi jana chahiye….. itna sweet or cute life partner jo mil jayega use???????
But manohar???….. he was so mean at that time with kunj…. so rude!!!!
Overall the episode was WONDERFUL!!!!Awesome
Try to post next soon!☺
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Hiiii hw r u?? Remember me…me yad hu b nai app ka ek ek epi pda h mene,ap no1 writer hoo.. Kya story h mza aata h… Luv u…
Hi Jasmine,
I am fine. …of course I remember you… thanks dear…next episode posted
Hey guyss … Please mujy bhi is family mein add ker lo na .. I’ll be very thankful to u all ..
Hey dear! welcome to TEI TU family…. Hi I’m shalini.. u can call me Neha also…a ff writer n ff reader …..can u pls tell me ur real name if u don’t mind…
awesome di… I had tears in my eyes… hw do u manage to write so well di… I don’t have words… seriously speechless… ur amazing di…
love you… tc of u and ammu too…:-)
Suprb di
Thanks UC…. next episode posted
Hey Jisha di,
This was amazingly amazing…This was something beyond one’s imagination.
You said to me that you loved the way I describe but actually you are amazing at describing emotions!
I am left spellbound after reading this stupendous piece of creativity!
Post the next episode soon 🙂
Loads of love and support ♡♡♡
Keep smiling 🙂 Always 🙂
Everything was perfectly shown manohars thoughts were clearly understanding do continue
Woaaah di it’s amazing ???lovely. Loved it. Finally twinkle came to know about kunjs feelings. I am soo very happy. Loved it to the core.
I am sorry i dont know how to write long comments like others, I actually dont know wat to write. Sorry
Plz post next soon
Love u?
Di I don’t know what to comment after reading this episode…I’m speechless…I’m having words lacking problem…di u left me spellbound…I want to give you standing ovation for this episode…u nailed it di…di I want to give you a tight hug and lots of muahhhh for this episode…Kunj clicking twinkle’s pics and writing date and event on back of the pic is so good and cute…Kunj’s dialogues are so emotional and heart touching…I legit cried while reading Kunj’s dialogues…I just hate this manohar…how dare he say Kunj useless son Huhh ???? twinkle is really lucky to get Kunj…now tho twinkle has no other way other than keeping her ego aside and accepting Kunj…di when I read last lines from Papa u really think so….to here ends the life of ur son Kunj Sarna now il be only machine earning money I felt like someone stab on my heart…this episode is so emotional and it is amazingly written…
Di I’m damn excited to read remaining part of Kunj’s diary…try to post next as soon as possible di if ur health permits…
Take care di…
Love you ???
Di I don’t know what to comment after reading this episode…I’m speechless…I’m having words lacking problem…di u left me spellbound…I want to give you standing ovation for this episode…u nailed it di…di I want to give you a tight hug and lots of muahhhh for this episode…Kunj clicking twinkle’s pics and writing date and event on back of the pic is so good and cute…Kunj’s dialogues are so emotional and heart touching…I legit cried while reading Kunj’s dialogues…I just hate this manohar…how dare he say Kunj useless son Huhh ???? twinkle is really lucky to get Kunj…now tho twinkle has no other way other than keeping her ego aside and accepting Kunj…di when I read last lines from Papa u really think so….to here ends the life of ur son Kunj Sarna now il be only machine earning money I felt like someone stab on my heart…this episode is so emotional and it is amazingly written…
Di I’m damn excited to read remaining part of Kunj’s diary…try to post next as soon as possible di if ur health permits…di this episode made one of your silent reader to break her silence…congo ?? for that di…
Take care di…
Love you ???
This is nt fair… Jisha di this time too u made me cry… Yrr di hw do u potray all these emotions so well… That kunj’s voice it left a very big impact yr di wid whole lots of tears in my eyes.. episode ws extremely emotional.. that ws so so so good.. will b waiting to see twinkle n kunj together again i hope there r no more twist n turns in thier lives
Wwoooww diii pls pls pls post next sooon
Love this track
Love u jisadii
Hey Jisha di,
This episode was so damn amazing!! I loved it so much. I couldn’t even make a guess that so many emotions will be related to this past. I am kinda sad now, but I do understand the practicality present in here. Also, I do remember Kunj not returning to Sarna mansion after Manohar’s denial for the marriage. I’ll be waiting for the next update.
Loads of love?
Keep taking care of yourself?
Fabulous episode jisha Di loved it to the core I’m able to feel the emotions and u r the best nobody can portray emotions more beautiful than you di and loved kunj post asap di
Hey jisha dii
Hw r u…
Di…..I don’t know kya khu
U know today’s episode was just awesome mind blowing fantastic
Mere paas words nhi hai usse describe krne k liye tht photos prt ws soooo…. cute n the last diary part ws so emotional. ..
Diiii plz…………. post asap cnt wait fr the nxt one. …
Bie………
Tc
Thanks nish… I am fine.. next episode posted
Wow amazing ryting sklls
Dia u r jxt awesome no words to xprss my feelings
Da episode wz amazng
Thanks Fatma…next episode posted
Jisha di,
I’m amazed once again. The way u described those captions for the pictures just left a huge smile on my face. Can someone please tell me where I can buy a Kunj. I need someone as sweet as him in my life too. Ur amazing and it’s unexplainable how much i love this ff. Can’t wait for the next part. Love you and take care ❤️
Thanks Sara….I wish kunj can be bought….???
Next episode posted
Jisha di just loved it too good I mean the emotions and the picture dairy of Twinj moments everything was just perfect the small captions behind each picture the dairy part was so emotional I mean Manohar’s words I understand how difficult it would have been for Kunj
Hope Twinkle understands his condition 🙂
Love you 🙂 Take care 🙂
Wow….wow….this was so gooood…..
I luvd it di……it was fabulous….mind blowing…..
U explained kunjs emotions perfectly…
Luv u
How r u so good in xplaining emotions di….I loved d way give both the languages bt I like in Hindi tht xpresses d feelings nyc….waiting fr nxt
Omg Jisha di…. I’m toh speachless…. aap toh day by day sirf shocks de rahin hai apne writing talent se….. today u make me emotional…. sach mein di aapne toh mar hi dala…. it was super dupar blockbuster episode…. whole diary part was like a summary… I was thinking as I’m again reading it from the begining …n manohars pov about kunj is completly real….. I mean I’ve saw this in reality…. ek beta jab apne parents ki har baat manta ya unki hi khushi ke baare mein sochta hai toh he is worlds best son but when he starts to think about himself a bit then he is worst son….wow yaar what a thought….well I’m feeling very bad about kunj, his helplesness, his weakness that is he is a kind hearted, caring, emotional guy who never shows his pain to anyone …always use to thinks about others happiness….. I just hope now twinkle’ll accept his love…. accept him as a best life partnar after reading his diary…… n u know what I just love this kunj more n more…. loved the whole epi to the core…
Now post next episode asap if u r feeling good….
Love u di…. keep smiling n tc of urself…..
“Shalini/Neha”
awesome amazing fabulous emotional epi………
loved it Di
please continue soon
Amazing
Diiii.. you left me speechless.. you nailed it yet again.. this is so fabulous.. each n every dialogues of kunj were amazing n the emotions portrayed were superb.. it was a paisa wasool episode n u really deserve a standing ovation??????.. the captions behind each n every pic was so wonderful nd wow he loves twinkle sooo muchhh ???.. eagerly waiting for the next.. take care ❤❤
Jisha di
u have a wonderful skill of writing which is lovely….U manage to drive us speechless every time…I don’t know how to appreciate u coz I’m lacking words . Those emotions were described sooo nicely that it felt that I was really at the spot.
U have a special talent of writing nd I think that u should try some professional stories too…. The captions made me smile sooo much nd the last part was beautifully penned…I’m In love with u…
Try Posting soon….
Love u
Di u r awesome amazing aap itne ache kaiae likh lete ho u know u r really beyond words di mere life ka first ff jiske liye Mai itni crazy hu u know i just love ur ff I know love bhi bohat kam word as no words suits to explain dat hw much I like ur ff u r just amazing n I loved d way kunj has captured all moments in photo I really liked it to infinity just loved it n love u
Take care diiiii
Jisha just want to said mind blowing episode and just loved each and every part of today episode. Well done ?? keep wrting ff and can’t wait for next episode.
Thanks sidmin 23… next episode posted