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One year later….
Twinkle is writing diary…
Date
Aaj ek saal ho gaya hamari shadi ko…Bohut kuch badal gaya hai…Me aur Kunj yahaan Mumbai shift ho gaye hain…Shadi ke thode din baad hi main Mumbai me job kerne lag gayi…Aur Yuvi, padhai complete ker ke vapas chala gaya, Amritsar…Aur ab vahin job kerta hain…Mummy papa bhi khush hain ki ek beta toh hain saath me…
Aur kuch badla hain life me? Hain toh sahi…Thodi Kunj ki aadatein, muje aagayi hain… Aur meri thodi aadatein, Kunj ko…Jaise diary likhne ki uski aadat…Abh me bhi likhti hun…Ab ek dusre ko thoda aur ache se pehchan ne lag gaye hain…Nazron se bhi baatein hoti hain…Aur ladaiyaan…Vo to har roz hoti hain…Per ye hain ki, hume ab ek dusre ko bohut ache se sambhal na aagaya hain…Aisa Kunj kehta hain…Per shayad muje ye lagta hain ki usse muje sambhal na aata hain….
Kunj se milne se pehle me sochti thi ki, me ek simple, normal, easy to handle type ladki hun…Kunj ke aane ke baad muje samaj aa gayi ki, muje handle kerna bohut mushkil hain…Meri egos,attitude aur arrogance ke saath jeena, har kisi ki bus ki baat nahi hain…Meri naa me bhi ,kabhi kabhi haan hoti hain…Aur usse samaj ke, shanti se deal kerna bohut maturity ka kaam hain…Jo sirf Kunj ker sakta hain….Jis tareeqe se vo muje control kerta hain, shayad hi kisine kiya ho…Control kerna ek galat shabd hoga…Muje ache se mould kerke, zindagi ke saanche me dalna usse hi aata hain…Meri achi,buri har aadat ko samajna…Achi cheeson ko appreciate kerna…aur jahan me galat jaa rehi hun toh, yun haath pakadke saath chalana aur sahi rastey le aana….Bus Kunj hi ker sakta hain…
Kabhi kabhi toh muje sharam aati hain ki, ek time aisa bhi tha, jab me Kunj ke pyaar pe doubt kiya tha…Aur usse muje yakeen dilana pada tha…Vo dairy….Uss diary ne muje saari baatein samjadi…Ki kiss had tak vo mujse pyaar kerta hain…
Aaj ek saal baad peeche mudke dekhti hain toh khushi hoti hain…Kahi pada tha maine…
Itni shiddat se maine tume pane ki khoshish ki hain…
Ki har zarre ne muje tumse milane ki saazish ki hain….
Kehtey hain, agar kisi cheez ko dil se chaho toh, puri kaynaat usse tumse milane ki khoshish me lag jaati hain…
Har kisi ke tarah, mere liye bhi ye sirf ek movie ka dialogue tha…Per Kunj se pyaar kerne ke baad muje samaj aayi ki ye sach me hota hain…
Hum donon ek dusre se itna pyaar kerte the, ki shayad humse judi har kadi, har insaan ne hume ek dusre se milane ki khoshish ki hain…Yahaan tak ki Kunj ki diary bhi…
Alisha, jisne muje Kunj se alag kerna chaha…Vahi mere ghar aake, mere parents ko suna rehi thi ki Papa ne unke bare me kya kuch kahan…Aur ussi tashan me, main Amritsar ke liye nikal gayi…Verna shayad me yahaan aaj iss flat me Kunj ki biwi banke baithi nahi hoti…
Aur uske baad… RT uncle, jinhone Cherry ka rishta leke aake, Papa ke mann me jo south Indian girls ke liye galat soch thi, usse change kerane ka pehla kadam bhadaya…
Hamare laxman ka kya kehun…Har mod pe, jahan humari gadi rukhne laga, vahan khud ka bhulke humare liye khada ho gaya…Jab Kunj, tashan me tha, to me Amritsar me reh rehi hun ye chupa ke rekha…Aur jab me tashan me ghar chodne ke baat keri toh…Kya kuch nahi kiya bechara Yuvi ne…Kidnapping drama, phir Alisha wala Drama aur ek time pe toh apne career ki parwah na kertey huye aa gaya…
Aur Mummy (Usha)…Unka toh level hi kuch aur hain…Kuch batane se pehle hi, vo samaj gayi thi ki me hi Kunj ko ache se sambhal sakti hun…Uska life tikh ker sakti hun…Jab ki unhe pata bhi nahi tha ki me hi vo ladki hun, jinse unka beta marke pyaar kerta hain…Shayad issi liye unhe maa kehtey hain…Bache ka acha bura vo khud hi samaj gayi….
Aur fir Papa (Manohar)…Jab unhe apni galti ka ehsaas hua to, har vo khoshish ki hume mila ne ki….Amma Achan se bhi itney achey se rishta rekha…,vo bhi uss time pe, jab me haan bhi nahi keri thi…
Aur amma achan…Itna sab kuch ho jaane ke baad bhi, unhe meri khushi zyada important thi ki har purani baat bhulke hume milaya….
Alisha ki bhi humarey rishtey me alag hi jagah hain…Uski engagement aur ghar aana bhi hamare rishtey ko masbooth kerne ke liye tha, aisa muje lagta hain… Aur ussi ke chalte hum aaj saath hain …
Sach me… humse judi har bandey ne kisi na kisi tareeqe se hume ek kerne ki khoshish ki hain….
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One year later….
Twinkle is writing diary…
Date
It’s been a year, we are married…I have started working here in Mumbai soon after marriage..We are settled in Mumbai…Yuvi has completed his studies and went back to Amritsar. He has taken up a job there…Mummy Papa both are happy that Yuvi is staying with them.
Has something changed in our relationship? I would say yes…I have taken some habits of Kunj and same way he has taken some of mine.Like writing diary…Other than this….Hmmm…I guess we have started understanding each other more better… We can read each other’s mind through glances…Sometimes words are not required to express what he feels at that moment…And fights…I think the number of fights has increased…But now we know how to handle each other’s mood swings and anger issues…That’s what Kunj says…But I feel he handles my anger issues very well…
I believed that I am a normal,simple and easy to handle type girl…Kunj made me realize that I was too difficult to be handled…Not everyone can withstand my ego,attitude and arrogance…Sometimes when I say no that means I want that to happen…And Kunj understands me very well…He clearly knows that what I meant through it…He senses the feeling and emotions hidden in those arrogant ‘No’s..He has that maturity to handle my temper issues and make me calm…He has an ability to control me…I think, ‘Control’ will be wrong word to use…He moulds me and my nature in that way, that the life starts flowing smooth… He knows me in and out…He appreciates me when I am going good…The moment he realize that I am going on a wrong path, he simply comes and holds my hand and take me to the right direction…Yes…He is the perfect man for me…
I do remember, there was a time when I had doubted his love…And he had to prove his love for me…That diary…It cleared everything…I came to know that he loves me to that extent, which is beyond my expectation or imagination..
Now when I look back, I feel so happy to be with him…I have heard this somewhere…
“When you want something, the entire universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”
I too had believed that it is just a saying and that doesn’t mean anything….But after falling in love with Kunj, I realized that it is true…
May be we loved each other to that extent that the every single person and things associated with us conspired to make us together…Even Kunj’s dairy…
Alisha has tried her level best to separate us in every possible manner…It was she, who made me rethink when I too had lost hope in our love…I was ready to compromise with the destiny..It was Alisha’s talks and tonts, which made me rethink…The way she instigated me by talking what Papa had told about my upbringing hurt my ego…Which led to everything…Otherwise today, I wouldn’t be sitting here as Kunj’s wife in this flat…
After that RT uncle… by bringing the proposal of Cherry, made Papa realize that he had a wrong concept about South Indian girls….RT uncle was the first one to go against his decision and make him understand that he can also be wrong…
Our Laxman…What to say about him…I think Yuvi was more concerned about our relationship than us…Whenever he felt like we are going off track and that can affect our relationship, he made every possible way to save our love…When I decided to leave Amritsar, the kidnapping drama and Alisha drama…He was always there assisting Kunj in convincing me…He even took a toll over his career for us…
Mummy…She is on another level itself…Even before knowing that we were in a relationship, she wanted me to be her daughter in law and tried her level best to bring me and Kunj close…She had a belief that I am the perfect girl for Kunj and can handle him well…I am still surprised how she came to know this… May be that’s how moms are…They can sense what is good for their kids…
And Papa (Manohar)…He made every possible way to make us together after realizing his mistake… Even before I said yes to Kunj, he made a good relation with Amma Achan and convinced them for our marriage…
And my parents…. After all the humiliations they faced, they gave priority to my dream and forgot and forgived everything…They blessed us…
I must say Alisha played a major role in our love life…Her engagement and her visit to Amritsar strengthened our relationship…
I truly believe that entire universe conspires in achieving it…At least my experience makes me believe in it…
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Twinkle closes the diary with a broad smile on her face…She goes to the other room for some work. Kunj is still working on laptop..Kunj finishes his work and has started writing his diary…
Date
Ek saal ho gaye hamari shadi ko…Ye ek saal ne bohut kuch sikhaya hain…Shadi ek packahge hoti hain jisme thodi khushi, thoda gum,thodi narazgiyan aur thodi ladayiyan hoti hain…Shadi sirf khushiyon wali mithai ki thaal nahi hoti…ye ladayiyan aur narazgiyan bhi, zindagi me flavor daltey hain…Asli mazaa toh, Inn sab ke baad usse manane me aata hain….
(One year of marriage…This one year has taught me a lot…It is a package of happiness, sorrows, arguments and cute little fights…It is not only about the good times you spent together…It is the arguments and cute little fights that make life more beautiful..The making up after these fights add more colors to life…)
A strong relationship is about two persons giving strength to each other whenever the other person is going weak..That’s what we did in our relationship…When I gave up, Twinkle came to Amritsar and fought for our love…And when I felt she is giving up, I strived hard to save our relationship….
Kunj closes the diary and takes the camera.
Kunj clicks a photo of Twinkle, keeping the anniversary cake on table…
Twinkle: Aur kitne photos loge, chupke se? Ab iss pic ke bhi piche event or date likhoge…Hain na? Ab kyu ker rehe ho? Ab to me hamesha ke liye tumhare saath hun… Aao…Cake kat the hain…
(You still take my photos? Now you will write down the event and date on it…Right? Now we are together forever…Why do you still continue it? Come…Let’s cut the cake…)
Kunj has a beautiful smile on face…Kunj and Twinkle cut the cake..Kunj takes a cake piece and make Twinkle eat it…
Kunj (kissing Twinkle on forehead): Jab hum donon bohut bhoode ho jaayenge, aur shayad yaadein bhi saath chodne lag jaaye,uss time isse kholke, dekhne me mazaaa aayenga…Zindagi ka har panna jo hum jee chuke hain, usse vapas ek aur baar jeelenge, in photos ke zariye… Happy Annniversary, my love…
(You never know what will happen, when we are in our 60s or 70s…May be our brain will stop working and won’t be able to remember anything…At that time, we both can sit together and have a look at these pictures and relive the moments which we had spent together…Happy Anniversary my love…)
Twinkle (hugging Kunj): Happy Anniversary…Kunj…
Hi Friends,
So here ends my ff Tashan vs Love with 80 episodes, 309 pages and 120039 words.…Hope you all enjoyed it and I could make you smile through this journey….
The reason to end this ff is that I have conveyed the story I wanted to tell… This was the story which I wanted to convey to you guys…I was sure that I wouldn’t reach 100 episodes because I had the last episode of my ff in mind when I started writing the first episode…
Most of you have asked me not to end this ff or at least keep it till 100…Sorry friends…I can’t…May be I can come with a season 2 of it or a new ff…But not in a near future….My health won’t permit me to do that…
I am 7 months pregnant and am leaving to Gujarat for my delivery on 9th of Dec…Bit early to avoid complications…I am not sure whether I will have network and TU access there…So till 8th of Dec, I will be commenting and after that no idea…If I have network in Guj and my health permits, I will try to atleast comment in ffs…
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Love you guys…You all had been the best readers, best motivation any writer could have received….Love you all…Thanking TU site for giving me so many cute chotu sisters….
And for one last time, I want all my readers to comment on this episode…Please…
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Bye guys….
Jisha 🙂