‘Tears from your eyes, are ‘The blood from my heart’ part-31

 

HELLO ALL…..really really really sorry for the delay guys…chooooo chorry as I’m busy with the exams…thank you soooo much for all the valuable comments and likes…love you all..I’m not starting with my blabberings….off to the next part….forgive me if I made any mistakes in language….happy reading……

*****Next day****

Anika was sleeping hugging the pillow tight..suddenly the moments with Shivaay flashed over her mind which unknowingly made her lips curve up…she hugged the pillow more and cuddled herself into it..her hairs were falling over her face by the breeze which she felt as Shivaay touching her…she smiled more and whispered his name blushing even in sleep…

“Shivaayyy, kya kar raha hai aap!!!…” she moaned his name..

“Huh? Shivaay tho kheth mei kaam kar raha hai..” …Anika opened her eyes tiredly and saw Rohit and gauri in close upped way staring at the weird behavior of Anika…her eyes widened and sat with a jump which scared gauhit…

“th..thum donoun?? here? “ Anika stammered with embarrassment…

Rohit “exactly we are here, not Shivaay…”

Anika “what are you doing here? “

Gauri “pehle yeh bathaavo, that were you dreaming bhayya??”

Rohit “arrey, Shivaay tho thumhare bhayya ka hi naam hai na?”

Gauri “THAT MEANS!! “she closed her mouth with amuse

Rohit held gauri’s hand “Shivaay, kya kar raha hai aap?? “ gauri held his hand romantically.. “ kya kar raha hoon mai Anika?? “ she moved close… “ Shivaay, chodho..agar gauri aur Rohit dekha na, tho voh hamari mazaak udaayega “ Rohit hid his mile….”kya Anika, why you’re taking about them? It’s just you and me here…” gauri caressed Rohit’s hair…

Rohit “Shivaaayyy….

Gauri “Anikaaaa….

Anika “ho gaya drama?? “ she was with her chin over palm..Gauhit hi-fied each other and laughed out loud smacking Anika’s head at same time…

Anika massaging her head “Ok that’s enough…it’s just a dream…

Rohit “Oh! So you agree that what we said was true…and drama is gonna happen now..we’ve recorded what you said”

Gauri “Akka, what will you do if we hear this to Shivaay bhayya??” she folded her hand and asked..

Anika “I will kill you..”

Gauri “then, come and kill!!!! She ran out of the room followed by Rohit..

“arrey gauri, nehi…., I was just joking…don’t do this yaar!! Rohit NO!! “Anika followed them..trio reached the hall and Anika was chasing them, just then Gayathri and Rachana entered and was pleasured seeing them like that..Rohit and Anika was opposite to table..when Anika moved right, Rohit took left and when she took left, he preferred right..

“Rohit, please.. Don’t say this to Shivaay…you’re my good friend right?” Anika pleaded him..but Rohit wasn’t tractable..

“Rohit, make Anu plead more… “Rachana too joined Rohit..Gayathri smiled to all these..the trio were running the whole room..sometimes, near dining table or kitchen or around the sofa…Gayathri was getting too emotional seeing Anika having fun..finally Rohit ran outside following gauri..Anika too ran behind them..

“dekh chutki, now we’re outside, leave this topic…” Anika was screaming running to catch her

Gauri “nehi Akka, even you too irked me about Om..I’m not gonna spare you..

“chutki, look, Shivaay is there, shall we march?? “ Rohit wailed to gauri who was busy in mocking Anika…Anika gazed Shivaay who was coming from the other field to the nearest one along with kakka and Raju..Shivaay didn’t see the trio as he was demented in rounding the whittle.. she didn’t know how to stop Rohit…suddenly the idea of tickling him stroke her mind as she knew that he will be suffocated when tickles.. she, from back tickled Rohit for which he opened his closed fist and the recorder fell… Rohit was laughing loud stopping Anika from doing farther…Anika took the recorder and ran away from him..

“Akka, you cheat!! “ gauri complained for which Anika pouted back..Rohit realized that the recorder wasn’t in his hands…he followed Anika and both landed on the hay-stack..Rohit tickled Anika and her pleading voice echoed the whole village…this reached Shivaay’s ears..he turned his eyes towards the direction where voice was coming…his eyes received the biggest stab…his lips parted witnessing Anihit delighting their vicinity…both were on hay-stack throwing bunds of hay each other..Rohit ruffling Anika’s hair and as an answer, Anika pulled his hair which made his mouth O shaped one…both were immersed in their friendly bonding but this made Shivaay to think badly..he took few steps forward but got stopped by Ramu..

“Shivaay, what are you going to do?? “

Shivaay “ today, I’ll not leave him…how dare he touch my Anika!!! “ lava was passing through his head…

Ramu “Shivaay, did you notice something?? That Anu is happy..” Shivaay eyes gazed Anika whose face was lightened ever brightly…this ice made Shivaay’s anger melt soon..her smile was far enough for his satisfaction…Ramu patted his shoulder and relaxed him…

“Shivaay, he is her cousin and moreover he is her best buddy…when everyone was going away from her, Rohit was the only one who stood as her support system..and he is special for her…And when Rohit’s father died, Anika was not only a friend but a better father…they both know each other very well…that’s why they behave rightfully on one another…Shivaay, you don’t have to feel possessive about her..She is YOURS…you’re her husband…you always have the full right on her…but yeah, show this only when the right moment comes..!!” Ramu unwantedly hurt Shivaay…he listened to Ramu patiently and walked back looking Anihit again…

Rejini who heard their convo, came forward and turned Ramu towards her..he could sense what impact of his words left on her…

“why did you say all those to him?? He’s already having much sulk with Rohit!! Then, why did you make him irritated more? Kya zaroorath dhi? “Rejini was not a single percent impressed with his words..Ramu had a laze smile pasted in his face..

Ramu “thujhe kya lagtha hai Rejini ki mai Shivaay ko neeche dhikhaane ke lie yeh sab kaha? Never..I wanted Shivaay to get his answer…that’s why I said those to him..”

Rejini “I don’t understand..what do you mean?

Ramu “what I said!! From the beginning itself, I’m watching insecurities of Shivaay, so I want to make an end to these!!

Rejini “kaise? “ they had a silent convo.. “hei bhagwaan!!!, aap tho newspaper bhi nehi padthi, then how do you got such knowledge?? “ Ramu pulled his imaginary collars…

Ramu “huh! It’s not necessary to read paper, who already has brains..”

“That’s the reason!! That’s the reason, why I don’t read newspaper!!… “came the voice from Raju who threw bunds of paper out…Ramu and Rejini stared him deadly…Raju smiled sheepishly and slowly took back the papers!!..

*****Raja’s room*****

Raja was looking few documents in his cupboard…just then Gayathri entered with tea..she saw him busy with his work but as she saw many papers fell down, she understood the situation..she kept the cup aside and went near him..

“Gayathri, not now…I’ve to do something..” Raja said before Gayathri could approach him..she held his shoulders gently…Raja closed his eyes exhaling a fed up breathe..

Raja “kya mai kabhi Anu ko bachha nehi paoge?” he deepened himself in her eyes..she massaged his shoulder assuring him that this thought would never take place..

“ Raja, nothing will happen…everything will be fine..w..waise did he call? “ a moment after this line, the phone creaked..Rajthri were quaking thinking of the future..I n the 5^th ring, Raja gathered courage and took the phone…

POC “Hey Raja!! Whassup?? All good!”

Raja “how can everything be good if you’re alive? “

POC “hhhhhssrvvvvv!!! Raja Raja Raja….everything could have been fine, if you had agreed to my demand years ago! But no..you didn’t..but now, you have to…time’s up Raja!!!

“NOO!!! Please…don’t do this..Please CHARLIE…meri Anu ko chodho..”

CHARLIE “ BHAahahaaaahahhAAaa…r..really!! hhh…Oh God!! I don’t believe it…behold Rajarai is begging me…Whoohoaah.. this is the best day ever…hhahhhaaa!!!! But not so easy…did you listen my??? DID YOU?? When you were cutting my dad’s hand, did you consider my pleadings? No!! then now, why should I?huh? why, the blo*dy, should I?? “ he laughed reproachfully…Raja was in complete mess…his teary and fuming eyes were far enough for Gayathri to catch his state of mind..

“oooooops…sorry..sorry..sorry….I shouldn’t talk to you like this!! Don’t know why I’m forgetting this…so now onwards I’ll change this, as you’re gonna be my FATHER in LAW!!… “ Raja’s face was tremering with anger!!..Gayathri was getting scared seeing each change in his face…

“ab jab meri shaadi meri pyaari Anika k saath hone wala hai, tho shagun dena tho bantha hai na?…but this time, I’ll give the gift for my Anika…voh kehthe hai na, shagun kithna achha hai, uske aane wali zindgi bhi uthna hi achha hoga… AHAAAHHHaaaH!! “ tuuuq….tuuuq….tuuuq… the phone got cut..

Raja threw the phone frustratedly…

***** Field ****

“RAJU!!!… Raaaaaju…” came the scream from Anika who was struggling hard to overcome the mud without touching her dhawani.. Raju was her walking on her toe..he excused himself from the play and moved towards her..

“Akkaaa..wait..I’ll come… “ Raju stopped her and ran splashing mud all over him..

“what happened Akka? Need anything? “ Raju enquired…

Anika “haa, Where’s Shivaay? I searched whole house, but he wasn’t there…and when I exammed kitchen, Shivaay’s plate was filled…means didn’t he eat anything?..and…and he isn’t answering my call…did you see him? Arrey kuch bol na Raju.. I’m getting restless.. “ she said all in one go..

“Akka, give me a chance to speak up..” Raju requested..

“Achhan teek hai..now say, where is he..”

Raju “umm..he’s..he’s…” he allowed few gaps between his talk..

Anika “haa..bol…” she was getting angry by now..

Raju “hAAA! Vo bhayya..

Anika “haa..BHAYYA!!…say!!!

Raju “mujhe nehi patha!! “ he said calmly..

“UUURgghrruhUhhhGGGrrR……” she smacked his head and rushed back again to search her man…

“Arrey, Akka..he’ll come…aur waise bhi, without looking mirror, he won’t sleep…Akkkaaaa….” Raju screamed back to the fire engine going speedly…

*****Night***

Gayathri entered Anika’s room, but she was nowhere to be seen..she speeded to gauri’s room and entered without knocking..she called gauri aloud but even she wasn’t there…

“don’t know where are these two…why I’m feeling so weird..like..like something bad is gonna happen…

—–Meanwhile—-

Anika was fully exhausted in searching Shivaay…she, by now had tears…

“ where are you Shivaay?? I..I’m sorry if I did anything wrong..Shivaay please come back…I need you…please Shivaayyy…. “ she sticked her palms together in a pleading way..just the moment she saw Shivaay outside kakka’s house, arranging hay and preparing to sleep…Anika’s happiness was beyond limits…as well, she was angry…she fired her engine and directed towards him…Shivaay was straightening the sheets and pllow when he faced difficulty in doing as Anika has caught him…she arced him to face her

“ where were you? Huh? Kithna doonda mai ne!!!…” Shivaay was feeling quite strange..

“what do you mean?..I was here only.. “ he answered and again went to work..Anika was all agape with his reactions..

“No Shivaay, you wasn’t here.. you don’t have any idea, how much worried I was..

Shivaay “why? Why were you tensed? I’m not a kid.. “ he cooled his words

Anika “haa..I know, you aren’t a kid..but you could have said where you’re going.. “ Shivaay gave a deep breath of fed up.. “ as I phone got damaged, went out to prepare…well there is no shop here right? “ don’t know why but Anika felt that answer as for her some mistake..she held his shoulder gently..

Anika “Shivaayy..did I do anything wrong?

Shivaay “nehi tho.. “ he neglected her care and walked away taking the pillow..

Anika “No..I’ve done something..didn’t I?…Shivaay, say what I did? Did I hurt you? “

Shivaay “Anika I told you na, nothing is there..no kind of a problem..go and off to sleep..it’s getting late…” he turned opposite when Anika twisted him again to face her only..

“look Shivaay, if I have done anything, then say it clearly.. “ she tone was an angry one..this time, Shivaay didn’t say anything..Anika realized that she is the culprit..

“means, it’s bcoz of me.. “

“did I say, yes?? “

“ you didn’t even nodded ‘No’..but..but what I’ve done? “ Shivaay’s expression didn’t say anything..

“ Shivaay, if I’ve done anything, then please say it..otherwise..otherwise..

“otherwise..kya?huh? Anika, won’t you understand in one say? I said I’m fine now go and enjoy with Rohit!! “ he spit the reason in hurry..Anika’s eyes widened up with these..

“Oh!!! Now I get it..yeh saari raitha Rohit ne phehlaaya hai..”

Shivaay “UrrHyHhhrr now don’t start again with your taunts and teases…so as you got it, then leave..” he said pointing the way back..

Anika “arrey, aise kaise?now, when, you’ve said the reason, then say the thing too which made you soo jealous.. “

Shivaay “hey, Shivaay Singh Oberoi is not jealous of anything..did you get that? ..he smiled mocking… “and why would even I? if he touched you then why would I be jealous? Huh..you be with him, whoever you want to be..I just don’t care Ok? “

Anika said with bulged eyes “oye, I just said to tell my action which made you angry..but your answer says something else.. “

Shivaay “w..what do you want to do with my reply? I’ll say what I wish to say..and yeah, I won’t say the reply..

“teek hai but… “ she was continuously being cut by Shivaay which made Anika irritate..

“and who actually is he for you? Sometimes says that, your good friend, sometimes a best partner wh..what he is to you? And…and..what about mine? Who am I to you? What’s my point on you? Says many 100 kg dialogues but doesn’t make me feel what you actually mean..you know something Anika, you really are introvert..

“Shivaay, listen..

“I don’t want to listen anything.. and you..you don’t have to say anything..just listen what I’m saying..ok so where were I?

“I’m introvert… “ she helped him…

“haaa..exactly..you’re introvert…do you share anything with me? NO..when I ask about your feelings, still the reply goes ‘NO’ and when I give hints still ‘NO’ and when I ask about Robort..

“it’s Rohit.. “ she corrected..

“ Whatever..that Rohit, you..you don’t have any idea how much I’m getting riled by him..he’s..He’s a ….” Before he could finish his frustration, Anika closed Shivaay’s mouth with her hand..

“shhhhhhshh…will you stop? Kithna bolthe ho aap? “ she gentled her words..Shivaay tried to move her hands but it were too strong to get removed..

“No Shivaay, first listen to me…” she ordered and he quietly followed.. “ Shivaay, you asked me three questions now.. 1^st one, who is Rohit for me…, 2^nd ,who are you for me…, and lastly, what’s your impact on me..humm…b4 answering these questions, let me hear you few matter…as I’m much addicted to human science, you know, for a living being to live his/her life in a paragon way, three main factors are required… dimaagh (brain), dil (heart) aur dhadkhan (heartbeat) …well, using our brains, we live triumphantly…we should know what is good and what isn’t..we should have our own senses, otherwise the being would be a lunatic…

Second of all, our heart…dil se hum jo hi kare, voh achha hi hoga..heart is such a gift of God which is a well wisher of ours… a heartless man will be like a expressionless speech.. by heart we lives, we do things, and we be on creating.. and the final one, dhadkhan..dhadkhan ke bina hum kuch nehi kar sakthe…we are nothing…we can’t even live a second and it’s hardly few seconds, without heartbeats, that we remain with open eyes…Heartbeats are the reason for our living…our breaths…our life..”

She exhaled in satisfaction.. and looked into his blue-emotionfull eyes..

“Shivaay, In my life, agar mera dimaagh, meri parivaar aur sasuraal ho… mera dil, gauri Sahil Rohit Om aur Ru ho, tho mera dhadkhan sirph….aur..sirph aap hai… “

His eye-bros went straight oscillating with her brown eyes…

“Shivaay, Rohit is only my friend..nothing more..and yes, his point on my life is rich but yours…it’s, meritorious…you’re the only reason for which I’m still living.. I hadn’t have nothing to indent…but the moment you came to my life, a ray of hope too rose…Shivaay, I don’t know through which all words I can express my feelings to you but one fact what I can say is that, you’re my living…

She smiled…

“ Shivaay, irritating you, mocking you, taunting you…it’s like breathing…and how can I live without breathing? Mera dil mei sirph ek hi insaan basthe hai…that’s my kanchi aankhon wala bhagadbilla… No one can take his place…”

She stopped her words and looked into his eyes which were frozen to hers.. she indirectly said those verse…she gently vibrated her hands and slowly took it back…she waved her palm before him but his eyeballs weren’t shaking..

“Shivaay….R..U..OK? “ still no response…she shook him which somewhat brought him back..

“huh? kya “ he said..

“kamaal hai..I said more than 100 kg lines but you are like ‘what’? few mins ago, you were non stop blabbering but now how the rail got stopped?…Shivaay? will you say something? “ she didn’t get any reply..

“huff…ok jab mooh kholega tho bathaana.. “ she crossed his left but got ceased by his catch..he pulled her back which resulted her back to clash with the wall..

“Shivaay, what are you doing? “

He locked her between his hands.. “ you said yours..now listen mine..” he husked his voice reducing the farness…he brushed his sharp beard again her smooth face..she closed her eyes with shivering lips..he could feel her throat getting dried and her blushing face…

“Shivaay, I’ve to go.. “ she whispered still with paring his redolence..he slowly moved back with her few hair strands stucked with his beard.. he left his hands and sunk it to pockets..

“then go..” he raised his bros  with much attitude..she felt strange with this but thought to stay calm..she with trembling feet moved away..but with the 4^th step, she stopped but didn’t had the courage to turn…Shivaay sensed her presence and backed and smiled seeing her unable to go…he neared her with baby steps..Anika could feel his increasing vicinity…he stood close to her back breathing her odour..he snaked his hands to her waist through her curves which made deadly shivers pass through her veins..he held her hand with his other hand and entwined his fingers with hers…she shut her eyes tightly and felt his hand waves…he rose her hand and gently kissed her fingers…her cheeks were connecting to his as she sided her face…he kissed her shoulder and neared her neck..her neck bones were getting visible due to his contiguity…his hand on her waist was making her get closed to him more…his lips reached the crook of her neck..she was loosing her senses..she rested her head above his shoulder facing the sky moaning his name..

“SHIVAAYYYYyyyyy………. “

Her airy voice was making him eccentric and crazy…he kissed her neck passionately with wet lips..she was getting out of her senses with his each touch…his nearness was far enough for her to get mad..he twirled her to face him resulting her to bang with his chest..she was with closed eyes still clinched on to his shirt…Shivaay gazed her with affectionate eyes…he combed her hair back still with the small ones out, and slowly kissed her forehead…his hot breaths made her eye lashes dance in unison… her catch upon his shirt was tightening for which his buttons broke…he kissed her corner eyes…cheeks….chin…Anika could not help but blush..her full blood ran to her face…

Thanha adoorah sa…

Khamosh lamha saa

Tehra hua hai dil yahaaa..

Mehsus kar le thu..

Jezbaath ki khushbuu…

Khud se karoo kya mai bayaa……

Dard hai jo halka sa…

Khwab khwab jhalka saaa..

Thu muskuraaye har jagaahh…..

O Jaanaaa………..

He brushed his fingers over her lips asking her permission for his act…Anika gently opened her eyes and closed soon smiling…Shivaay smiled with the response and cupped her face tightly nearing to her lips…she was blushing hard by now..the cold breeze were making the hour more perect… their lips were just inches apart…just then……….

“HHHqhhaHaqqqqqqhhkkkhqkkQk…….Shiv..Aaaaa…..”

Anika opened her eyes wide clutching his shirt tightly…Shivaay opened his eyes to witness Anika standing all froze…Shivaay didn’t get what happened..

‘wait…is..is she falling?? “ thought he..

Anika’s grip on him loosened and she fell back…the moment she fall, heavy bullets passed by Shivaay which was intended for Anika…he saw few men meters far aiming them…but his eyes weren’t allowing to look anything else except Anika….Shivaay fell on his knees grabbing Anika from the ground…

“Anikaaa…….ANIKA…Anika what happened?? Anikaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa……”

She was still with half opened eyes struggling hard to breath….

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How was the part??? Really sorry for the delay buddies…my exams are going, as I told you all b4…but I couldn’t help myself from posting this…well, this is my personal favorite part..hope I won in satisfying instead of the gap..

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The end line isn’t too far…” Who is CHARLIE? How is HE related to Anika?? “ these questions are haunting you all from the first part itself…so the revelation isn’t far..

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Thaataa..