Sorry this update also short only…will try to give the next update as a longer one…
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Ragini pushed him away…laksh is about to fall but holds the table behind him…
This sudden behaviour of Ragini jerks him and he is still not in his senses…he is about to slip again…
Ragini’s heart says to hold him but she didn’t moved an inch seems like he is nothing important to her…
Laksh is shocked with her attitude and gets up…”I know Ragini…you can’t forgive me easily..i regret for what I did with you…after you left me I can’t live peacefully there..i even left my world for you…i searched you everywhere but couldn’t find you…and after 3 months I came to know about that…my heart says you’re still…”laksh got interrupted…
“Mr.Lakshya…let me clear one thing…we are here only for official works…not for patching up…and one more thing in these 4 years I was happy without you..i moved on…and I don’t want to commit the same mistake which I have done earlier…and it’s you who broked up…not me…”Ragini makes up that still she is strong and she don’t want him in her life again…
“Ragini…please once listen to me…please Ragini…”laksh pleads her by holding her palms…
“Mr.Lakshya…behave yourself…is this the way of treating your senior officials…leave my hands…i have lots of works to do with…”Ragini tries to free her hands…
He tightened his grip even more…”Ragini…what happened to you..am your laksh…your laksh alone…still you’re the only girl in my mind and heart…i know on that the day I raised my voice against you but it was your mistake too na…please Ragini forget about it…”laksh said in a single breath…
“is it…haan…why not…and yes it was my mistake…my life’s biggest mistake…that’s loving you…you’re saying that you realized it but no still you didn’t understand the truth…how you come to this place…a famous encounter specialist Mr.Lakshya Maheshwari can’t even understand his life’s biggest secret…such an…shit..i don’t want to see your face…but my fate brings back here…that too as your colleague…sorry I don’t want to waste my time with your blabbering…”Ragini leaves from the room by shutting the door harshly…
Laksh cries weeping the floor…he is heartbroken with her words…
Ragini’s words”Mr.Lakshya Maheshwari can’t even understand his life’s biggest secret…”keeps on echoing in his mind…
Laksh wipes his tears and gets up from there…
Ragini rushes towards washroom and she cried out her heart…her heart pains even more after hearing his words…
“even now…he is thinking the same..that it was my mistake…i don’t know why did I shout at you…am sorry laksh I hurted you…but your words hurts me more…my heart beats for you only even now…it skipped it’s beat when I see you now…why laksh you came back again in my life…why…but you never understand me…that hurts me even more…”Ragini weeps and tears are coming like a stream…
Finally she tried to control her tears and goes to her cabin…
Two hands closed her eyes…
“laksh…i said you na…”Ragini pushed the hands and turned towards the guy…
“tum…”Ragini in surprised tone…
“haan…me…”that guy replied…
“oh my god…i can’t believe my eyes…nikhil you’re here…”Ragini hugged him…
“yes Ragu…it’s an surprise…i got transferred to the nearby city…so I planned to give you surprise…”Nikhil hugged her back…
Laksh reached her cabin and opens the door…he was shocked and fumes in anger seeing their hugging…
He stands outside…
Tears were coming like a hell as a result of jealousy…poor laksh doesn’t know that even now he is the one and only love in her heart…he hears their laughing from outside
He can’t control himself anymore and rushed inside without an excuse…
Ragini’s gaze turns towards him…Nikhil watches towards that direction…
“Hey you…don’t have sense of asking an excuse before getting in…”Nikhil fumes…
“Nikhil…”Ragini sighs him to be calm…
“Mr.Lakshya…is anything important..if not shall we talk later…”Ragini says softly but irritatingly…
Laksh feels awkward and fumes in jealousy but he don’t want her to share her time with other guy when he is near her…
He didn’t uttered a single word and moves forward towards her chair and they were so close…he drags her by holding her wrist with a sudden jerk…
“hey you…what the hell…she is your senior..”Nikhil gets interrupted with laksh’s death glare…nikhil hiccups…
“laksh…leave me…what people will think about us…”Ragini tries to free her hand…
“I don’t mind…whatever they can…”laksh drags her even more and they reached the conference hall..he locked the room…
“what the hell…leave me…”Ragini tries to leave…
Laksh holds her tight….she moved back and he pinned her with the wall…his teary eyes shows her the jealousy and his closeness creates millions of butterflies in her stomach…
“leave me..”Ragini in a soft tone…
“No…i won’t… until you justify your words about what you meant by not understanding…and who is the guy with you…how dare he is to touch you that too in front of me…”laksh raised her the questions continuously…
“leave me…”Ragini wasn’t able to breathe because of suffocation…
Laksh rubs her back…”you ok …”Ragini gives a jerk…
He took his hands away…she is about to leave..
“you didn’t justified yet…”laksh shouts…
“That guy…he is Nikhil…my batch mate in training…he is my best friend and also he proposed me…”Ragini tells about him…
Laksh heart gets broken…”so you’re in a relationship…”laksh said angrily…
“that’s none of your business…be in your limits…”Ragini warned him….
“so it’s the one which is preventing you from me..he is the one right…how can you…do you really mean it…oh now am getting so only you’re avoiding me saying that time mistake was mine right…”laksh bursts out in anger…
“hey you…mind your language…shame on you laksh…how can you think about like this…chi..”Ragini grabbed his collars…
She leaves crying badly…
“so it’s clear that you’re not in any relationship with him…ok got it…”laksh smirks…
At evening…
“Ragu..who is he??”Nikhil questioned her…
“Wo…nikhil…he is laksh…i told you na…”Ragini gets saddened…
“oh he is the one who left you in the middle believing that Kavya’s words right…”Nikhil makes the way clear…
Ragini gets saddened even more hearing that witch name…how can she digest…she is the one who is responsible for her state…the pain she experienced when Laksh broken up with her…it’s all because of her only…
“sorry Ragu…shall we go for a dinner tonight…”Nikhil forwards a date….
“am sorry Nikhil…some other day please….am not well today because of the travel…may be a week later…i think you may understand…”Ragini tries to avoid him…
Because she knows that Nikhil is madly in love with her but she genuinely avoided him because still laksh is only one in her heart and there’s noone other than laksh in her heart…
“ok then I will drop you…”Nikhil drags her…
While she is about to get inside the car…laksh holds her and makes her sit in his car and makes her wear seat belt…
Ragini was about to get down but laksh locked the door…she tries her level best to open the door…but before she could do anything he starts the car…there Nikhil stands in shock watching them going…poor Nikhil…
“so what’s your plan today…”laksh smiles…
Ragini gets irritated with his attitude…
“oh no baby…chill na…I can’t sit simply…your chins turns red in anger…please control yourself…orelse I can’t control myself of kissing you…”laksh winks…
“stop the car…i said stop it…if you are not going to stop it…i will jump outside…”Ragini opens the door finally…
Laksh stops the car and gives her a heavy blow of tight slap…
She holds her cheeks…
“what you think…you can anything you like uh…don’t dare touch me…”Ragini fumes…
“just shut up Ragini…why you’re behaving like this…you know how much I suffered without you…even I left my mom dad for this job and yes it’s because of you…haan Ragini…i chosen it because it was your aim…i searched you everywhere in the city the very next we broked our relationship…but after 3 months I was shocked to hear that you died in an accident on that same day we got separated…i was about to die…committed suicide but Kavya saves me…afrer that I just want to fullfill your dream of becoming IAS but unfortunately I cracked IPS only…it’s also a kind of service na…am living your dream…but you are alive…in these 4 years you haven’t came to see me…am I that much cruel…am I a rakshas for you…what I did is I loved you unconditionally that I even forgive you for your mistake the very next day…on that day I just bursts out in anger…that’s also a kind of love…”laksh cries out from heart…
Laksh words hurts her…
“laksh…leave me alone please…i beg you…if you want see me die again…please don’t have thoughts of getting back in love…there is no one in my life except my family…i have to go…bye…”Ragini left from there immediately..
Ragini stops the cab and gets inside…
“still you didn’t understand me Laksh…how can I tell you that your friend is responsible for everything…but still believing her and blaming me again…you committed suicide that too because for me…laksh why did you do like that…i lived these years thinking that you were happy somewhere…but you tried to finish your life…”she cries badly…his words were like storms hitting her heart…
She reached her quarters which is so close to laksh’s quarters just a kilometre away…
Laksh reached his room and gets his hand hurt because of breaking the glass…
He starts drinking…his mind gets collapsed…
Stay tuned for the next chappy…
To be continued •••
Precap:
Laksh comes to ragini’s quarters in drunken state…
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~Darshu