Hi this is VHM signing in with a new FF ….The concept is given by our friend FFFAN1234 aka Dipti….please ignore the grammatical and spelling mistakes….I hope you will continue to shower your support as you have always shown for my earlier write ups …….
Please note I May not be regular in posting the episodes due to personal commitments…however I promise I will not keep you waiting for a long time too……..
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TAM : Thoughts at the moment / Thinking at the moment
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Shivaay ‘’Whatever you said yesterday night is it true?’’
Anika ‘’what did I say?’’
Shivaay ‘’that…that…’’
Anika ‘’ohh that decision that I will not talk to you…yes that is right..i will implement it from today…infact I didn’t talk to you since yesterday night did you observe’’
Shivaay ‘’you said YOU LOVE ME…do you really mean it Anika’’
Anika stood still…..
Shivaay came to her and turned her towards him….she bent her head down……
Shivaay ‘’Anika do you really LOVE me?’’
Shivaay lifted her chin up….. Anika had layer of tears in her eyes….
Shivaay ‘’Answer me Anika’’
Anika ‘’I don’t remember I said any such thing..and after what all happened why will I say that’’ she spoke trying not to look at him…
Shivaay ‘’don’t you remember anything really?’’
Anika ‘’no’’
Shivaay ‘’then why were you running away from me? ‘’
Anika ‘’I was not running away..i was just ignoring you as I said I will not talk to you …that’s it’’ She turned to go
Shivaay dragged her and back hugged her..wrapping his hands around her waist, he came close to her ears and huskily said ‘’YOU SAID YOU LOVE ME Anika’’
Anika couldn’t afford to turn and look at him……she stood still…….
Shivaay ‘’I know you remember everything that you spoke yesterday night …I know why you were trying to run away from me…because you confessed your love yesterday…in whatever state you may be …but you confessed your love’’
Tears rolled out of her eyes….she wiped her tears and turned towards him, took a step back looked at him for a while and then spoke…
Anika ‘’yes I remember everything and yes I confessed my love to you…because it is the truth I LOVE YOU…but I know one more truth …’’
Shivaay’s eyebrows frowned….
Anika ’’and that truth is you don’t love me…’’
She turned away and tried to move……Shivaay held her hand and pulled her towards him…
Anika ‘’Shivaay leave me’’ nervousness clear from her voice, Shivaay Ssshhhed her, moved towards her ear and huskily spoke
Shivaay ‘’I LOVE YOU ANIKA’’
Anika eyes widened in surprise, happiness and shock all at the same time…Shivaay came back to normal position, looked at her , cupped her face and joined his forehead to hers and continued
Shivaay ‘’I LOVE YOU TOO ANIKA….please don’t go away from me ever’’ they both stood in same position with eyes closed…
Anika’s tears started rolling after what she just heard…Shivaay opened his eyes and stared at her….wiping her tears he spoke
Shivaay ‘’I am sorry Anika…I am really sorry…I have hurt you many times…I have never tried to understood what you might have undergone…’’
Anika ‘’why are you sa..’’
Shivaay ‘’sshhhh…let me say Anika…because if I cannot say this now then I don’t think I will or can say it ever …..’’
Anika looked at him
Shivaay ‘’when we came back from Nainital ..I said such words to you which you never would have expected…but trust me i said all those intentionally…I thought I will say those words and you will get hurt and in turn hurt me…but I forgot a simple fact…’’
Shivaay looked at Anika…Anika reciprocated the looks while her tears were not stopping……
Shivaay ‘’I forgot a simple fact that you can never hurt me because if I am hurt you will bear the pain…so I thought to woo you, to impress you, to make you happy….but I failed even in that…not just failed …I failed miserably… when you gave me the theme of love…I arranged everything for you because I LOVE YOU….but I made a grave mistake of playing that prank and hurt you again…but yesterday whatever you said before leaving this room has made me understand how it feels when someone very dear to you hurts you…I felt the pain …I felt that pain that is caused not by actions , but caused by words…you showed me the reality with those few lines……thank you so much …thanks a lot Anika for breaking my false image…’’
Anika ‘’Shivaay..ple’’
Shivaay didn’t let her complete and spoke
Shivaay ‘’you know what Anika…. I always thought I am perfect in everything and when I failed, I realised I am not perfect in anything……be it wooing you, impressing you , making you happy or expressing my love…even now I don’t know what I am speaking and what I am trying to say…but one thing I want to say being all in my senses is ..i am sorry Anika …I am really sorry’’
Anika ‘’Shivaay’’
Shivaay ‘’let me say Anika…..don’t stop me …I thought I am not vulnerable to anyone..but I understood I am vulnerable when it’s about you…every time I did something wrong with you, I was never happy…be it our forced marriage, be it during Daksh’s incident, be it throwing you out of OM insensitively, or hurting you knowingly or unknowingly…I didn’t know the reason why I was not happy when my so called ego was satisfied….i thought I hated you…but I never understood what I thought hate was actually my possessiveness, my inclination for you…and …when this possessiveness and Inclination became the reason of my happiness I don’t know…when I sent you away from me, I felt like my everything went away from me…my everything…’’
He couldn’t understand when tears started and when his voice choked…..
Anika ‘’Shivaay…Shivaay please’’ she held his face trying to wipe his tears…
Shivaay ‘’today let me cry Anika…may be you are the only person infront of whom I can cry like a child…cry as a man …can cry my heart out….which I have never done before and which may be I will try not to do it in future….because for you I am just Shivaay, not Shivaay Singh Oberoi or the great wall of Shivaay Singh Oberoi…a normal person like anyone else…these tears were held by me and filled me with the feeling of guilt for a long time…today I want to let them out…and this I can do only before you…’’
‘’no Shivaay…don’t do this’’ Anika hugged Shivaay and Shivaay reciprocated the hug tight, letting his tears out…..
Anika ‘’I can’t see you like this Shivaay…’’ she broke the hug and wiped his tears…
Shivaay ‘’I am so’’
Anika placed her finger on his lips and nodded in NO…she kissed his cheeks and spoke
Anika ‘’I don’t need any apologies Shivaay …I just want your love…because I LOVE YOU….’’
Shivaay ‘’I LOVE YOU TOO ANIKA…and I will always LOVE you…till my last breathe’’
Anika ‘’no…till OUR last breathe’’
They smiled while tears were running out of their eyes……and sat back on bed ….
Shivaay ‘’have you forgiven me?’’
Anika ‘’Shivaay …sending me away was never your mistake …i did not trust our bond…and after that whatever has happened was not in our hands….i already said I just need you to be with me and we be together…’’ she spoke will resting her head over his shoulders…
Shivaay ‘’I will always be with you’’ he spoke intertwining their hands….
They sat in that position calming themselves and enjoying those bliss moments…..
Anika ‘’waise Shivaay…what was running in your mind that you mixed bhang in food and tried to spike the fruit punch’’
Shivaay ‘’nothing…’’ he looked other side so that he could avoid answering
Anika ‘’mr.Billu Singh Oberoi…don’t try to fool me?’’ she started irritating him
Shivaay ‘’ok fine…I will say it ..but in your ears’’
Shivaay whispered something in her ears……..Anika’s eyes opened wide and she closed her mouth with her hands , blushing heavily
Shivaay ‘’what?’’
Anika ‘’hawwwwwwww……you thought to do so…cheapde Singh Oberoi..chi…I am feeling michmichi’’
Shivaay ‘’come on I have full rights to do so…’’
Anika ‘’shut up…chi…’’ she hit him with pillow…Shivaay reciprocated the pillow fight….tired they laid on bed laughing…
They stared at each other and together said ‘’I LOVE YOU’’ and went into an eyelock , the gap between them was getting reduced …..
What happened later is left to your imagination !!! No cheapde 2 rs thoughts …lol !!!!
This is definitely not the end of their Love story this is the new beginning of their Old Love Story !!!!
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So this was the Fifteenth part…please let me know how you felt after reading this by posting your opinion in the comment section…I will reply as soon as possible…….
Author’s Note:
First of all A huge number of Apologies for being so irregular, which is not usual with me…SO EXTREMY SORRY ALL THE READERS FOR BEING SO IRREGULAR AND REPLYING LATE TO YOUR OPINIONS.
Next, THANK YOU SO MUCH DIPTI, FOR GIVING ME A CHANCE TO WRITE YOUR KHIDKITODH CONCEPT…I don’t know and never understood why you chose me to write your concept.. but I feel lucky to be chosen by you….Hope I have not disappointed you…Thank you for bearing me, my mistakes and my tantrums too…it was a real pleasure working in coordination with you…you showed so much of patience and composure which makes you the most beautiful hearted person …loads of best wishes and love to you from my end….always keep smiling and take care
THANK YOU SO MUCH ALL THE READERS OF THIS FF FOR WISHING ME ON MY BIRTHDAY AND MAKING IT THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER…..
THANK YOU TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU ,FOR : YOUR TIME, PATIENCE, POSTING YOUR OPINIONS, LETTING ME WHAT YOU LIKED, WHAT YOU DIDN’T LIKE, SUPPORT , ENCOURAGEMENT, LOVE and BEST WISHES…These things I will miss the most !!! Love you all…Keep smiling and take care…
I don’t know when I will be back but whenever I come back I hope and wish to see all of you to stay by my side and support me as you have been doing since a year….
NIDA, my bestie I missed you a lot throughout this FF!!! PRIYADAS may your soul rest in peace…I know you will be reading all this from that unknown location and giving us the support!!!
82 Comments
Ur ff was tooo too good, it is awesome fab khidkitood darwazatod, what i can say
Its amazing
Thank you so much Niku 16…thanks a lot…i am a writer but not as good as you…i would love to read your works now as i am free now…love you loads…keep smiling and take care
Awesome story with awesome end
Congo Di for completion of one more piece of your amazing writing, congratulations to Dipti as well as its her concept
Riyanshi is absolutely fine, me too and what abt u di and Akshara
Thank you so much Pritika…thanks a lot…yeah all credits to Dipti for the concept…true competed one more write up…and all this is possible only because of the support from all of you…thank you so much once again dear….glad to know you both are doing good…Akki and me also doing fine….love you and Riyanshi a lot…keep smiling and take care
Hari sorry late reply…i loved this…it ends perfectly. Whn anika said she didnt remember i thought oh no not again……bt u unfold it superbly…bravo…luv u luv ur writing…keep on dun stop…..chat later…..c u
Hey Pushpa…firgot the rule…no sorry’s okay…thank you so much dear for taking time out of your hectic schedules reading the ff and posting your opinion…it’s so nice of you to do so…thanks a lot…i am so happy to know you liked the episode and in total the entire ff…loads of love to you…keep smiling and take care…and yeah will keep your advice in my mind
Hi Harika di…
I’m late but will not say sorry as I know that u know my reason…
Coming to the episode this was so Shivika type… with their tadi and attitude…not any fancy words…Shivika are such a bliss to watch or read…
Nd About the whole journey of TMLS… firstly mind blowing solving of all the previous mysteries by u nd Dipti…nd Some Shivika moments too…from Shivaay’s guilt and his love to his Beloved wife to their confession.. everything was very well written…
RIP Priya di…
I know you’ll again come back with another khidkitod work…till then we’ll meet in insta…
Best wishes always…
Ur Tanz…
Hey Tanz,
Thank you so much dear…thanks a lot…yeah i know the reason and so no need of any explanation or saying sorry…i am so very happy to know you liked this FF…albeit having so busy schedule you took time to read and post your comment…this is so sweet of you and a very sweet gesture too…all credits to Dipti for the concept…she is not keeping well so couldn’t come on TU…hope she get’s well soon…will come back at the right time when right idea strikes my mind…
loads of love to you…best wishes for your internals and assignments…take care and keep smiling
Sorry for
Sorry for delay in commenting dear. The ending was beautiful. I am going to miss your stories and hopefully you will be back soon with new story.
Happy Diwali!!!
Loads and loads of love to you and Akshara. Keep smiling and be happy!!!
Hey Dipti…how are you now? Thanks a lot dear for making me write your concept…i am so happy that we have worked in collaboration….love you loads…keep smiling and take care
Hello didi. Finally I m commenting on this ff.
Amazing ending di…..loved it. In IB still Shivaay didn’t confess his love, but here when Anika said ‘u don’t love me’, he suddenly confessed! No hesitation!! Loved Shivaay’s emotional apologizes. Shivika’s scenes are fabulous. Sorry di, don’t know what to type, I can’t able to type more than this. I know it’s not enough, but I can’t type more di. Hope u can understand my mind n state.
Thank you so much Gayu….you have taken time , read and responded…that’s more than enough for me….love you loads…keep smiling and take care
The ff was awesome completely enjoyed it..?.. bt what happened to Priya di she is one of my fav writer ?? .. pls tel me what suddenly happened and more over she was expecting na ???
Hey Sannidhi…thank you so much for reading the FF and posting your opinion…Priya is no more…she gave birth to a baby girl ”DIYA” and died…we still are unable to cope with the loss of Priya…may her soul rest in peace and give strength to her family especially her husband and the new born baby girl