Hey everyone! This is shot 2 of the confession. I hope you guys liked the last episode.
Om(thinks): no…no…this has to be Gauri itself. Only she calls me jaathadhari, only she uses such words. This can’t be anyone else, maybe this boy is mistaken, maybe he’s confused. I have to find out. And I can do that after I meet her only.
Boy: thanks bhaiya for the icecreams. I’m leaving. Byeee!!
Om: Areeyyyy wait I’m coming with you. Please tell me where your chiraiya didi lives(making a puppy face)
Boy: why do you want to meet her?
Om: I just want to talk to her. Please take me
Boy: (thinks for a while) ok
The boy then takes Omkara to a colony. He saw a crowd and moved closer to see there were kids all around a lady. The lady turns her face to Omkara and she is shown to be Gauri. Om couldn’t belive it! The one he had been searching for, hoping to make amends was finally infront of him!
He embraces her out of happiness, tears of happiness making its way on his eyes.
Om: I missed you so much Gauri. I can’t belive I finally found you! I’m so sorry for whatever I said. Please come back, I swear I am-
But before he could complete his sentence, Gauri pushes him away and a loud slap lands on his face, anger evident in her face.
Gauri(shouts): Who do you think you are!? Don’t you dare come into my life again! I hate you Omkaraji! I just hate you. Don’t ever show me your face again!
It wasn’t hurt in her face, it was pure disgust and anger.
Om: Gauri, I-
Gauri: Just shut up! What are you expecting me to do? Take you back in?
She gives him a pity look.
Om: please forgive me Gauri-
Gauri: aapko maaf karoon? Aape viswaas karoon? Unhe jinhone kabhi humpe viswaas nahi kiya!? Jisne humpe barosa hi nahi kiya !? Jinhone humein koi mahathv hi nahi diya!? Aap paagal ho? Aapko sharm nahi hain kya?! Aap aisa soch bhi kese sakte hain ki hum aapko aise hi maaf kardenge, jaise kuch hua hi nahi? Aap sirf ek bewakoof hain! Daafa hojayi humare saamne se, Mr. Omkara. Humein apna chehra bhi mat dikhana kabhi!
(Translation: to forgive you? To believe you? The guy who NEVER BELIEVED ME!? Who never trusted me!? Who never gave me any importance!? Are you mad? Don’t you have any sense of shame?! How can you even expect me to accept your apology like nothing ever happened? You’re just fool! Just get lost Mr. Omkara. Don’t show me your face again.)
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“HEYYYYYY” A voice broke out and Omkara came out of his thoughts. He quickly looked around and realised that it was just a thought and not reality. That he was still where he was, with the boy.
(Note: the imagination actually started from when the boy said he’s leaving after having the icecreams)
Omkara sighed in relief. But then he thought what would he do if Gauri actually behaved this way when they met?
Om(to himself): Agar Gauri sach mein aisi baat karengi tho main kya karunga? (Thinks a little then speaks again) Tune kaant hi aisi ki hain ki uski har kadvi baat ka hakdaar hain tu. Ab tu thodi naa uska Salman Khan hain jo tu “Saajan ji ghar aayo” ga- ga ke uske ghar mein chala jaayage… Aur na hi tu Raj hain jo dilwale dulhaniya le jaayega….. kaha Raj aur Aman, aur kaha tu…….jo tune bigaada use tujhe hi ab samatna padega.
(If Gauri really speaks this way to me then what will i do? You have done such a crime that you deserve all her bitter words. Neither are you her Salman Khan that you’ll sing “Saajan ji ghar aayo” and go to her house nor are you Raj that you’ll take away your bride (movie references) how great raj and aman are and look at you (with pity) Now you have to fix what you broke)
Teri har shikayat
Mitana chahta hoon
Teri har kwahish
Poora karna chahata hoon
Teri un aankon mein
Doob jaana chahta hoon
Translation:
I want to remove all your complaints
I want to fulfil all your wishes
I want to get lost in those eyes of yours
“Aap kule aankon se, sooraj ke niche sapne dekh reho ho kya!?” Omkara heard the boy say as he jerked Omkara from his thoughts.
(Are you say dreaming under the sun)
Boy: you’re so weird jathadhari bhaiyaa! Bye bye, I’m leaving.
It took a minute for Omkara to actually leave his world of thoughts and come to reality. The boy was almost halfway away from the shop when Omkara realized that the boy was leaving. He ran behind the boy and stopped him and the boy gave him an irritated look and looked at him as if he was waiting for Omkara to say something about why he stopped him.
Om: Please take me to your chiraiya didi. (He says this with a straight face)
The boy just gives him a ‘you’re impossible’ look.
Boy: is that how you request for something?
Om: ok baba, (makes a puppy face) will you please take me to your chiraiya didi?
The boy eyes Om from top to bottom.
Boy: why do you want to know where she lives? Are you planning to harm her? Are you going to hurt her (He raises an eyebrow)
Om gets taken aback by the boy’s question.
Om(in mind): I’m here to seek forgiveness for how I hurt her. I won’t hurt her anymore. I’d rather die than hurt a pure soul like her.
Boy: why are you quite? You look decent but your intentions don’t seem right.
Om(smiles slightly): no beta, I’m here to talk to her. I just want to meet and tell her something. Will you take me to her?
Boy: if I get to know that you hurt her, then I won’t spare you!
Om: I won’t make that mistake ever again.
The boy gets confused but doesn’t say anything else.
Om: by the way beta, what’s your name?
Boy: my name is Gopal. (He pauses for a second then again says) see, I’m taking you with me but don’t do anything wrong ok? And I’ll sit in your car and tell you the way (He say the last sentence with a broad smile on his face)
Om just giggled listening to how the boy talked.
In the car
Gopal: by the way, what’s your name?
Om: Omkara
Gopal: I see. (Thinks for a while) oh you’re name is Lord Shiva’s name.
Om: yeah it is.
Gopal: bhaiya, are you married? If yes then is her name lord Parvati’s name?
Om just looks at him, not knowing quite what to say. This boy really is different.
Gopal: arreyyy bhaiya left side!
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Soon they had reached their destination and they got off the car. Om looked around the colony. It was a two storey building with many rooms so that around 3-4 families could live in one floor.
Boy: our chiraiya didi lives there(he said pointing to one of the doors)
I’m leaving now. My friends are calling me to play. Byee jaathadhari bhaiya!
Before omkara could say anything the boy had disappeared.
He walked ahead taking each step lightly. He knew this had to be Gauri but still he couldn’t stop thinking about the possibility what if she actually turned out to be some Parvati?
The door was open and as he walked closer he saw a young women with long curly hair standing on a chair adjusting curtains. She moved her head around while doing it which led omkara to see her face and Omkara felt like he just found a huge treasure! It was his Gauri! His happiness seeing his Gauri was just immeasurable. Finally all his endless nights and imaginations about her had come to an end! She was now infront of him, fit and fine!
But now Om felt scared thinking of how he would approach her. What if she doesn’t listen to him? What if she didn’t give him another chance?
But before he could think of anything else, Om saw that the chair in which Gauri was standing was about to break. He ran in one swift motion across the room, right in time to catch her from falling down, for her to fall in his arms.
She had tightly shut her eyes in fear and let out a small scream. Omkara found himself lost in her. How much he yearned to hold her close.
Gauri slowly opened her eyes feeling the huge engulfing arms around her. Her heart almost skipped a beat seeing the person infront of her.
Gauri (in mind): Omkara ji.how can it be possible? I must dreaming again. Paglait chiraiya hain tu(you are a crazy girl)
They shared an intense eyelock before she pinched herself and realised this wasn’t a dream.
Omkara was too lost in the moment to see the change of expressions in Gauri’s face from fear to shock to confusion to hurt to anger.
Gauri: Aap? Aap yaha ka kar rahe hain?
(You? what are you doing here?)
Her voice broke Omkara out of his trance into the real world. How much he missed her talks and her voice.
Om: Gauri, mujhe tumse kuch-
(Gauri, I wanted to-)
But before Omkara could complete his sentence, Gauri spoke
Gauri: Niche uthariye humein.
(Put me down)
Gauri looked away, not meeting his eyes. Omkara quitely obliged and put her down. Not because he wanted to, but because hurt and anger were clearly visible in her voice, and not putting her down would just make her more angry.
Gauri: I asked you something, what are you doing here? And why did you come in? Did I ask you to come inside?
Her eyes were shooting daggers more than her words.
Om: Gauri please listen to me, I just want to talk to you. Whatever happened that day-
Gauri: Why? And you want to talk to me?! The great Omkara Singh Oberoi wants to talk to a cheap character less girl like me!? Waahh
Om was a little taken aback by her words. He could not even bear the heat radiating from the fire in her eyes, he felt like he would burn in those flames. But no, he couldn’t fall weak, he had to make it right.
Om: Gauri, please. I’m sorry. I really am, I swear Gauri. Not trusting you, always misunderstanding you was the biggest mistake I ever made.
Gauri: oh really? Fine I forgive you, everything’s fine now right?
Gauri laughed hysterically through her falling tears.
Om: Gauri please. I’m not joking.. please just-
Gauri: oh please Mr Oberoi. There’s no need to say sorry, after all you are Mr Right.
She said so, raising one of her hands to stop him from trying to touch her.
Om had tears filled in his eyes now. Mr Oberoi…. She called him Mr oberoi not Omkaraji or Omkara or Mr. Omakra, but Mr Oberoi. The same name he used to call his father. The person he hated. Did Gauri really hate him so much that he could never make up to her? Could he never get another chance?
Om: Gauri please-
Gauri: Aapko hum koi guudiya dikti hain, jo aap jab man kare humare emotions ke saath khel aur jab man na kare tho phek de?
(Do you think I’m a doll that you can play with my emotions whenever you want and then throw away whenever you want?)
The tears that flowed from her eyes had no limits, it just kept flowing without any stop. He was the one responsible for those tears. He had to bring her smile back. He had to.
Om just shook his head tears falling from his eyes too.
Gauri: waisi bhi kaha hum hain aur kaha aap. Hum dono ki tho koi mel hi nahi hain. Hum hi paglait the ki humne sochi ki shayad koi din hum dono ki bich sab tik ho jayege. Ki shayad kisi din Aap humein apnayenge, humpe viswaas karenge….lekin…
(Anyway I can’t even match up to you. We are not even compatible. I was mad to think that maybe some day, everything will become ok between us. That maybe someday you’ll think of me as your own, that you’ll trust me…But..)
O saathiya plays…
Om: Gauri I trust you. I swear i do. When you went away from my life I realised my mistake, I realised how important you are to me, that without you I’m nothing. I missed you so much Gauri. There wasn’t a day when I wouldn’t curse myself for letting you go, for not realising your value. Gauri these last three months were hell for me, I tried searching for you everywhere, but didn’t find you, we were all so worried for you Gauri. I-
Gauri: Stop it! How much more will you lie Mr. Oberoi? And since when did you start lying?
Om just stood still in shock. She thought he was lying about all this?
Gauri just looks at him in disgust then realised something.
Gauri: wait did that sultana come back? Or some other villain came in your life? That you want me to pose as your wife again. Tell me Mr oberoi. I know you don’t like me or my presence. I know you don’t value whatever relation we had.
Om (in mind): Did Gauri really think of me like that?
So thats it for today’s episode. What do you think guys? Will Gauri forgive Omkara? Will he ever get another chance? Let me know what you think in the comments 😉
I hope you guys liked it!