THE FLASHBACK STORY – ISHQBAAZ FF – EPISODE 42

Hi This is VHM back with a new FF on IB couple SHIVIKA….A slow yet Subtle love story……..

This is completely off track FF on Shivika and a college life and post college life of Shivika based FF…nothing to do with the track of IB….May be few of you can relate to this….you all know the characters and few characters will behave the same way as in real IB…few will be different……The Beginning would be slow and may bore you, but as i always say these beginning episodes will be crucial to form the further story……..

Please ignore the grammatical and spelling mistakes…….Hope the readers would support me the same way as they have supported me till date……based upon the response on this episode, i will be uploading the next episode……

APOLOGIES FOR NOT REPLYING TO YOUR OPINIONS ON LAST EPISODE….I DON’T WANT TO GIVE EXPLANATIONS FOR THAT , BUT I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT MY DAUGHTER IS SICK AND WAS BUSY IN TAKING CARE OF HER, SO COULDN’T RESPOND….WILL REPLY BACK AT THE EARLIEST

——————Belgium

Anika ”He didn’t forget me…he does remember everything…everything…he didn’t step back to give credit to me….then why did he move on without me? why did he marry her? how could he do so with me? and here i am waiting for him even after knowing that he can never be mine…i am running away from everyone….i shouldn’t have sent Sahil there…all these days… no all these years i have never seen them…i was at least not imagining him…but now after seeing him , i am …i am feeling like not taking off my sight over him,even for a moment….i am feeling like reliving my old days…our cute fights, those peek-a-boo romances, our studies, competitions …. everything….”

——————-OM

Tej ”finally we have done it Shivaay…this year too we did it…i am so proud of you three” he said pointing ShivOmRu…

They all smiled and sat on the sofa….when the ladies came and joined them

Pinky ”OMM..what’s going on? why are you praisings the childrens jheth ji?”

shakthi ”They have done such a good job that we are not able to stop ourselves from appreciating them”

Shivaay was in thoughts

Jhanvi ”Shivaay…what are you thinking?”

Shivaay ”hmm..did you ask me something badi maa”

Jhanvi ”yes, where are you lost?”

Shivaay ”nothing…i was just thinking about the winner of the competition Sahil…i mean Sunil”

Om ”you too felt that he is Sahil ? shivaay”

Shivaay looked at him with surprise

Rudra ”what to say he called me Rudra bhayya when i met him on the first day?”

Om ”and yesterday when i congratulated him for his performance, he said all this is because of his sister…and when i asked him his sisters name …he said Anu…but”

Shivaay ”but what Om?”

Om ”but i knew he said lie…her sisters name is not Anu..”

Shivaay ”and how can you say this?”

Om ”Shivaay…you know very well right…if we ask someone a name who is very close to him/her , he/she will never think and say or stammer and say ..the person will say the name instantly…yesterday when i asked Sunil ..he first said Ani and then took a pause, stammered and said Anu…and gave a smile like he covered up well….i didn’t force him or ask him anything..but i really felt strange”

Shivaay ”and guess what i clearly heard him calling me Shivaay JIJU…but when i asked him , did you call me JIJU …he smiled and covered up saying he called me Shivaay ji….from then on i am feeling he is not what he said to us, he is someone who knows us very well…and none calls me Shivaay Jiju except Sahil”

Tej ”then you should go and question him …if he is Sahil then we can reach till Anika easily”

Shivaay ”no bade papa…that’s not so easy…if he is Sahil really then Ms.Surpanaka would definitely must have laid conditions and binded Sahil from revealing anything….because i know her”

Om ”also Sahil used to walk with crutches…Sunil this boy is walking normal”

Shivaay ”that’s also one point that is hitting me…but it can possible that Ms.Surpanaka might have got the treatment done for Sahil and would have got an artificial leg implanted”

Om ”it is possible…whatever it is we must find out about this guy as soon as possible”

Rudra ”bhayya…i am thinking of something?”

Om ”rudra please don’t say anything foolish…and this is really important matter , we are discussing”

Rudra ”just listen na once”

Shivaay ”okay Rudra…tell me what are you thinking?”

Rudra ”what if we post the pictures of Anika bhabhi…i mean Anika didi in social networking sites and ask to share and give information about her…we can place a reward too”

Shivaay ”have you lost it Rudra…do you think i didn’t get this idea…you know how Ms.Surpanaka is…..any foolish step from us like this…she will not a step backwards to eliminate herself….she is sensitive Rudra and i cannot hurt her by this step”

Om ”and moreover it is not about Anika…it’s about a girl…who left us by her own wish that too after informing Shivaay that she will be going away… and sharing the pics asking to find as if someone has kidnapped will malign her name…when she is found then there will be hell lot of questions that might trouble her…..because if this is connected to Oberois, it is a headline and media will not spare her, after we find her out through this means….this is not at all correct…we have been doing our search operations all these years without any hint to media..and we will not stop until we find her”

Rudra ”okay…okay…i got it…now don’t scold me more”

Pinky ”haan….no more scoldings to my chota beta’s…”

Rudra ”you are the best choti maa” he hugged pinky

Jhanvi ”you are pampering him too much Pinky”

Pinky ”i am pampering him less jhethani ji…had Anika been here, she would have not let these both Shivaay and Om to say a word against him, how much ever foolish things he does” she spoke  ruffling Rudra’s hair

Shivaay looked at Pinky and Rudra…Rudra had tears in his eyes

Rudra ”it is true Choti maa….i know how much she loved me ….i used to do all stupid things and she used to save me from everyone….i thought no one can love me more than my brothers…but she proved me wrong….she never ever said a word against me even if i was wrong…you know …you know she used to treat me like a baby…a small baby …exactly how Shivaay bhayya used to treat me in my childhood…” he cried

Pinky wiped his tears , while all others face saddened

Pinky ”now ..no more cryings…i am sure we will find her and bring her back soon”

Tej ”so you were saying about that boy”

Shakthi ”what have you thought?”

Shivaay ”nothing much Dad…he anyways has choosen to be with OI…if he is really Sahil then he cannot hide it from us for two months…as hiding real identity for two months by staying close to the known persons is practically impossible…also i have said him that, OmRu will go and pick him up and take him to our quarters”

Shakthi ”why quarters, if he is sahil he can stay in our house with all rights?”

Shivaay ”he wouldn’t dad…because when i said him to stay in our quarters, he said he will pay the rent..had i said him to stay in our house , i don’t know what would have been his answer…but onething is sure….his talks and his persona is making me think of Ms.Surpanaka more and more”

Tej ”and what if he is not….”

Shivaay ”then we will continue with our search as we have been doing till now…onething is for sure…i am not going to give up my hope anytime ”

OmRu ”and we are with you in this”

Pinky ”i am sads for onething….”

Everyone looked at her

Pinky ”i am sads because, for Shivaay’s happiness they both have discarded many marriage proposals”

OmRu ”chotii maa…abhi tho ham bacche hain..iss Shivaay buddhe ko khush ho jaane dijiye fir ham shaadi karlenge aur jitni baar bolo utni baar karlenge” they hified to each other and everyone were into splits…

Shivaay left from there disturbed when he heard about the word marriage……..

——————HOTEL ROOM

Sahil was waiting impatiently for the call from Anika…but Anika didn’t call

Sahil ”is didi busy or angry…should i tell her that i opted for OI or should i not? if i say will she be annoyed….no she cannot be annoyed with anything…but i cannot disclose because if i disclose and Shivaay jiju reaches her through me, she will run away from me also…what should i do…i have to say and don’t say her…sahil you have gone mad…do you understand what you are saying…” he spoke to himself

Anika called Sahil just then

Sahil ”didi…i won…i won didi” he jumped with joy

Anika ”i have seen …congratulations”

Sahil ”aren’t you happy?”

Anika ”of course i am very happy..who said i am not happy”

Sahil ”then why are you sounding low”

Anika ”nothing..i am fine”

Sahil ”i understand didi..you saw Shivaay Jiju , Om bhayya, Rudra bhayya, Tej and Shakthi uncle after so many years na..so you are missing them now…am i right”

Anika went silent and slipped into thoughts

Anika TAM ”how to tell you, what i am going through after seeing them specially Mr.Ritchie Rich…how to tell you that i am not me anymore…how to tell you, how i feel like coming there and meeting all of them and get pampered by them…and how to tell you that all this can never ever happen”

Sahil ”Didi …you there?”

Anika ”yeah..i am sounding low because i am not missing them, but i am missing you…it’s been hardly 4 days and see my state”

Sahil TAM ”i know didi you are saying lie..and i know you will never share the truth..to bring you out of this situation and give you your share of happiness i have taken this step….i just hope the result is in our favour”

Anika ”sahil…leave it…tell me which company have you opted ? and what about Benny?”

Sahil ”’Didi i will tell you after i come there…for now it’s a surprise”

Anika ”why? why can’t you say now?”

Sahil ”come on didi…surprise naam ki kuch cheez bhi hoti hain…aap usko kharab mat karo”

Anika ”okay fine”

Sahil TAM ”Thank God”

Anika ”by the way where will you be staying then?”

Sahil ”in Oberoi quarters”

Anika ”whaat?”

Sahil ”didi relax…actually Shivaay jiju asked Benny to stay in Oberoi quarters as he doesn’t know anything including language..Benny agreed but he asked me to stay along with him…i first said no…but he insisted and i agreed…”

Anika ”Sahil you can’t do this”

Sahil ”didi…it’s just matter of two months and by the way i said i will be paying rent…i am not staying for free…after all i am your brother”

Anika ”careful Sahil..today after your speech i am scared whether they will doubt you to be Sahil not Sunil…please don’t do anything of that sort and complete your grooming quickly and come back”

Sahil ”sure Dii…i will come back with your happiness and for your happiness”

Anika ”chalo..i gotta go now…see you bye”

Sahil ”bye didi”

  The call ended and Sahil took a sigh of relief…..

Sahil TAM ”Sorry Didi…i had to say lie to you…but right now this is needed”

———–Next Day

Sahil went to the OI to start his training….Shivaay Om Ru decided to spend more time with him , to get the information about him…

They welcomed him and showed him his desk ….Shivaay took personal interest in Sahil…and this surprised Sahil even more….

ShivOmRu used to come and check with him the whole day…Sahil too learned whatever they said him quickly…but he wanted to come closer and help them in their search for Anika….for that he needed time…

Meanwhile Shivaay asked OmRu to get information about Sunil without his knowledge….

———-Days passed by quickly and last 15 days were left for Sahil’s return

Sahil became closer to ShivOmRu…he was successful in hiding his real identity, but on the other hand ShivOmRu grew more suspicious about him being Sahil….Sahil impressed the Obros with his words, work and character…ShivOmRu also used to spend their maximum time with him….when he was confident enough to enter in their private life related issues he decided to ask them

One day Shivaay and Sahil were seated to have Lunch together…

Sahil ”Mr.Shivaay…if you don’t mind ..can i ask a question?”

Shivaay ”off course yes….it’s been many days and I really have developed a good bond with you…you are also like Om and Rudra to me” he said picking up a bowl and serving the food in the plate

Sahil ”thank you for saying so…but the question that i will be asking you, you might not like”

Shivaay ”then you must definitely ask” he said handing over the plate to Sahil

Sahil ”I have seen a pain in your eyes…and when i heard you on stage that you were searching for your classmate who became a part of your family…i wanted to ask you, why did you not search for her”

Shivaay put the bowl down and got up, walked towards the window…he held the blinds wire and started pulling it up and down will looking outside

Sahil ”i am sorry to ask you so…i promise i will never ask you again..please have lunch Shivaay Jiju”

Shivaay at once turned towards him, Sahil looked at him with tears in his eyes

Shivaay ”What did you call me just now…now don’t say it’s shivaay ji…because i heard …and i again want to hear it”

Sahil ”woh…woh…”

Shivaay ”call me the same again”

Sahil ”i called you Shivaay Jiju…i am sorry…i felt like calling you so” his tears rolled out

Shivaay ”it’s okay…it’s okay…i didn’t mind anything…i didn’t mind” he took a pause

Sahil looked at him with hope in his eyes

Shivaay ”ok fine…no don’t look at me so… i will answer your question”

Sahil looked at him sitting straight

Shivaay ”but i will answer you today because i see Ms.Surpanaka’s brother Sahil in you…he should be also of the same age as you are now….and i miss him…he used to call me Shivaay jiju…and he warned me that no one should call him as Jiju except him…and i assured him the …”

Sahil ”he is lucky”

Shivaay ”and i am unlucky to lose him and his sister….”

Sahil ”if you are comfortable, you can share with me what exactly happened”

Shivaay looked at him and nodded ”I will tell you…as i said you are same as Om and Rudra to me…”

shivaay explained everything that happened excluding his romantic moments and personal moments with Anika…..

Sahil was shocked after listening to Shivaay’s side of story…he couldn’t believe that so much happened and both were separated….

Shivaay didn’t speak anything after letting him know everything……

Sahil ”Shivaay Jiju…i will help you in finding her….this is my promise to you”

Shivaay ”that’s okay Sunil….you are here for few more days only and i don’t want you to get troubled”

Sahil ”no jiju…it would be my pleasure….i will do anything to help you”

Shivaay ”thanks”

Sahil ”now i will go…i have to check the previous data in the system and analyse them”

Shivaay ”okay”

Sahil started walking towards the door when Shivaay’s eyes fell on Sahil’s shoes……..Shivaay observed them carefully…..

Sahil went to his desk and he sat back unable to concentrate on anything as Shivaay’s words were ringing in his ears….

He completed the work quickly and left to his quarters……his mood was off and he was now planning to give the most important clue so that Shivaay can identify who he was and where Anika was….but how was the question as he cannot go beyond Anika’s condition….

Anika called Sahil…he disconnected the call…Anika again tried, he did the same….he was in no mood to talk to Anika ……Anika then left a message….

Sahil TAM ”as far as I know Anika didi…she will always stick to her words…Shivaay jiju said me one sentence that Anika did told her ”Mr.Ritchie Rich, i will not be with you, but i will be like your shadow till you don’t make me move away from you”something of this sort though i don’t remember the exact wordings….and as far as i know Anika didi she will not break her promise even if the other person breaks the condition….i think i must start searching in this angle…and this if not related to personal lives of Oberois then it will definitely be through Work related angle……”

He determined to take out the history of OI after Anika left Mumbai….he slipped into sleep after making his plan…

———-The next few days, OI office

Sahil went ahead and checked the system and took out the OI history and associations with different companies….he studied the data with full concentration and noted every detail…later he filtered the data and the end result amazed , surprised and shocked him….

He prepared a report of the same and further investigated and found the much needed clue….all this took a week time when he finally got what he came for…..he appreciated Anika in his heart for sticking to her words and drafted the mail and sent it to himself, to reverify and then send it to ShivOmRu….

However after listening to Shivaay’s side of the flashback Sahil was much upset with Anika , so he did not speak to her or replied to her messages….but when he found out what Anika did he knew how wrong he was ….he also felt ashamed of himself for hiding the fact that he was getting trained from Oberois….with this feeling of guilt …He dialled Anika’s number…Anika who was worried all these days , when saw the call from sahil, she picked up instantly

Anika ”hello Sahil…how are you? and why didn’t you pick the call or reply to my messages? ”

Sahil ”i am sorry didi…i am really sorry”

Anika ”i understood you were angry with me, but i don’t know the reason…”

Sahil ”i was fool to be angry with you…but i understood how good you are…forgive me didi…please….”

Anika ”Sahil…what’s the matter?”

Sahil ”i want to tell you the truth didi…i never wanted to lie …i cheated you….i am sorry”

Anika ”Sahil…Sahil…relax…relax…tell me what’s the matter”

Sahil ”i am getting trained from Oberois…i opted to be groomed by them after winning in the competition….i knew you wouldn’t allow me to do this so i said you that it is a surprise…i am sorry didi…but my intention was never to cheat you”

Anika dropped the phone and sat with a thud….

Sahil ”didi…didi…you there”

Anika didn’t speak anything….Sahil was scared and nervous thinking of how would Anika be feeling now….

Shivaay who was passing by saw Sahil sweating…he rushed towards him…

Shivaay ”Sunil…Sunil …you okay? what happened ? why are you sweating?”

Sunil ”Jiju…woh…woh…didi”

Anika heard Shivaay’s voice and Sahil calling him Jiju….she broke down more…….

Shivaay ”Sunil…sunil…relax…have water first…have it”

Anika heard Shivaay calling Sahil as Sunil, she then realised that Sahil has not went against her words of revealing his identity…….

Sahil drank water given by Shivaay and shivaay rubbed his back

Shivaay ”what…what happened? why are you scared?”

Sahil ”My didi…my didi…i broke her trust..i cheated her…and now she is not speaking to me…i cannot live without her…if she doesn’t talk to me, i will end myself” he panted for breathe

Shivaay was shocked listening to his words and so was Anika…Anika knew that shivaay was on the other side , but to her Sahil was more important, so she without any other thought picked  the phone and with her voice shivering…she said ”hello”

Shivaay picked the mobile to talk to Sunil’s sister aka Anika……..

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Precap : Will Shivaay recognise the voice to be Anika’s ….Anika to ask Sahil to return to Belgium the same day…will Sahil be successful in giving the most important clue/link to Shivaay …..

This was the Forty Second episode…..please do let me know , how you felt after reading this…any opinions good or bad is welcome…i would reply as soon as possible……….do press the like button and post your opinion without fail…..Thank you so much !!!!