🥺”Living Without You is,
                          Living without my soul”🥺
A beautiful girl with tear marks on her face is sleeping but not peacefully. Sunlight falls on her face broking her sleep. She wakes up and picks up a photo frame from side table and kisses it with tears flowing from her eyes.
Girl – Good Morning Mendak.
Yes, she was none other than Naira.
Naira – I miss you Kartik.
She started crying clutching the photo frame to her chest.
Tere hi saaye mein,
Khwabon ki baahon mein,
Apni kahani likhun,
Haste hue pal mein,
Rote hue pal mein,
Bas teri kahani bakhoon.
She wipes her tears and freshen up and took a tablet. Just then three cute children came running to her.
Kairav – Mumma
Vansh – Masi
Krish – Bua
Naira – Yes.
Kairav – Mumma pls make us ready for school.
Krish – Yes Bua.
Naira – Ok
Vansh – Masi what is there in lunch box?
Kairav – Vansh Bhaiya obviously there will be Kachoris. Haina mumma?
Naira gets teary eyed.
Naira – Yes baby.
She remembers Kartik.
Flashback Starts
Kartik – Naira Where are My Kachoris?
Naira – Ye lo.
Naira makes Kartik eat Kachoris.
Flashback Ends
She wipes a lone tear escaped her eyes.
She gets the three children ready. After sometime , she came downstairs , saw whole family sitting in the hall. She goes towards Temple , does aarti and gives everyone Aarti. Then she went towards Kartik’s picture and touches it with tears brimming from her eyes.
Naira – Amar , pls bring bring the mala.
She said in a cracking voice which didn’t go unnoticed by anyone. She put a new Mala, did the aarti and put tilak on Kartik’s picture.
Swarna – For how much time more she will be like this?
Manish – Seriously. Poor Naira what was her mistake?
Dadi – Why is god punishing this poor soul from 5 years.
Surekha – Haa Maaji
Surekha – What will Kairav suffer after knowing his father is no more?
Akhilesh – Why god did this with her?
Swarna – Haa, usne to aaj tak kisi ka bura bhi nhi socha , phir bhi usi ke saath aisa.
Dadi – haa aur 5 panch saal pehle Kittu ne kiya ?
Manish – Haa Maa , if he would have been alive , I would have killed him by my own hands.
Samarth – Bhaisahab kabhi jaan ne ki koshish to ki hoti ki usme kartik ki galti thi bhi ki nhi.
Gayu – Haan
Dadi – Sahi kaha tumne Manish. Aur tum dono mujhey samajh nhi aata in paanch saal mein tumne sidhey muh naira se baat nhi. Kyun?
Samarth And Gayu frowns and leave from there.
Swarna – It is good that she gets busy with kids else she would never be able to come out from it.
Surekha- Didi , still she has not come out from it , she is in depression as doctor said.
Swarna – haan.
Naira came and hugged Manish and Swarna and sat with them.Just then Luv Kush with Shubham enters.
Luv Kush – Good Morning Bhabhi.
Shubham – Good Morning Bhabhi
Naira – Good Morning Luv Kush and Shubham.
Just then Kairav comes to Naira with Krish and Vansh.
Kairav – Mumma pls make breakfast for us.
Naira smiles.
Naira – Ok.
Everyone was sitting in the hall talking to each other and Naira was in Kitchen running her from there doing each and every work with perfection as usual. She was so much engrossed in work that the hot oil fell on her hands and she just shook her hand and again started working. After sometime, food was ready and she called everyone for breakfast.
Everyone sat together and started eating , there was utter silence on the table as the most fun loving girl was now become silent. As the most beautiful flower of the family has been faded. 🥺💔
Kairav, Krish and Vansh were sitting with Naira and making everyone laugh.
Naira – Kairav eat your food and complete it.
Luv- Yes
Kush – You should learn something from us.
Naira – Haan. Sahi kaha ek mein hi pagal thi jo tumhare peeche bhagti thi haina?
Surekha- You are Right Naira.
Dadi – Naira.
Naira – Jee dadi
Dadi – Your hand got burnt na?
She noticed few burns on her hand.
Naira- Sorry Dadi I didn’t noticed. I will apply cream.
Dadi – Amar, bring first aid box.
Naira – Dadi
Dadi – Shhh
Dadi apply cream on Naira’s burn. Naira remembers how Kartik used to take care of her. She gets teary eyed.
Flashback Starts
Naira hurts her foot during dance.
Kartik – Naira
Kartik runs towards her and took her foot in his lap.
Kartik – What to you do? Can’t you take care of yourself?
Naira – No , for that you are here.
She chuckled
Kartik – When i will not be there to take care of you then you will understand.
Tears started brimming from her eyes.
Naira – Don’t say like this.
Kartik – You don’t cry , I can’t see you like this.
He hugs her.
Flashback Ends
Dadi hugs Naira.
Everyone had their Breakfast and got busy with their own works. Dadi had gone to temple. Kairav vansh and Krish had gone to school. Manish and Akhilesh had gone to office. Surekha and Swarna were working in kitchen. Naira was free. She was sitting in her room. Guilt tears form in her eyes , she closed the door of her room and entered into her waste room. She took a frog soft toy in her hand and break into tears.
Phir bhi khamoshiyon mein
Kyun beeti vo bateein
Pukare mujhey…
Aisi khamoshiyon mein
Chhupe dil ke nagme
Sunaaon kise…
Naira – I am sorry Kartik, I am sorry Kairav , I snatched his father from him , I snatched maa papa’s son from them , I snatched this family’s happiness, I am sorry, I miss you Kartik , I miss you.
She collapsed on the floor and started crying bitterly.
Whether give chances to justify or not but never let them agonize for each other. She doesn’t know that her Mendak is alive. She is just breathing , but her heart is not beating , her heart can only beat for her Mendak. She is Sherni but just for her Mendak without her mendak she is just a Broken Heart💔. In these 5 years , each year , each month , each week , each day , each second she died , because without her Kartik she can only die and die.🥺🥀
Precap: Kartik’s Life
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