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@Farhna title states that ” person is very important…..she/he important for life….important for breath….he/she is needed in each and every instant of life no matters what is situation….if she /he is with him/her then she/he can face all the problems but he/she is needed in life at any cost.” I have title from title track of immj2….
This for all read who are not able understand hindi then they ask in comment section…..but now tried give of the dialogue in English…..so that all can read with flow….thank you❤❤
Ridhima and vansh both were tossing on their beds. They are not able to sleep because they are in the habit of taking each other in arms and then sleep…..they become addiction for each other. After trying for two hours Ridhima got up and moved to vansh room. She entered slowly and laid on the bed keeping her head on his chest. When vansh felt weight on his chest he opened his eyes and looked at Ridhima with a smile but in a few seconds he made an angry face ” Ridhima…Ridhima get up”. Ridhima neither replied nor she moved even an inch and he was pushing her.
Vansh: I know you are awake…get up and move to your room.
Ridhima tightened her grip on his waist and digged her head in chest. She said with a low voice “Jaan let me sleep…..please vansh”
Vansh with little anger ” go and sleep in your room.” Ridhima tangled her leg with his and moved her head a little up to look at him ” vansh!! That day you said ” TU JAROORI SA HAI ab har haal mein….”
now I am saying this.
” Dil yeh tere bina maanta hi nhi…..
kuch bhi tere siba magta hi nhi…..
TU JAROORI SA HAI ab har haal mein….
Ishake siba kuch jaanta hi nhi….”
Again she kept her head on his chest and closed her eye. Vansh also didn’t say anything and encircled his arms around her. Now both got peace and rest to their hearts.
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A six-year boy was running into the whole room. he was scare and in pain too….A girl of his age laughing at him and clapping. A Women with a stick walking after the boy and shouting at him ” it’s all your fault…poor boy. You don’t know you are a curse to your mom…to other life like me..and…and to your life too…..there is no one for you. There is no one who can love a boy like you…” Girl also started shouting ” you are curse vansh…you are a curse and no will going to love you….especially a girl….look at you poor boy. How can a women love you?..you destroyed your mom’s life….your father’s life. They are not together because of you poor vansh…”
Women: yes!! My dear, you are right…..he will destroy everyone’s life who will come near him….especially girls….he destroyed my life and my daughter’s life….(coming near to vansh….beating him with that stick)…your grandmother is also worried because of you vansh….because of you only…you are a curse to our life vansh….you are curse vansh…”
Vansh was crying due to pain and requesting her to stop.They started laughing loudly and vansh was shouted ” No…No…I am not….”
No…no…I am not…curse….
No….please stop it….
He covered his both ears with palms and kneeled but continued” No…No….I am not…listen…I am not curse…..No…”
Vansh was drenched in sweat and shouting “No…No….I am not…listen…I am not curse…..No…”
Ridhima was trying to wake him up but he was just covering his ears and shouting again and again. Ridhima hugged him right and he too reciprocated. He was mumbling “I am not…I am not…I am not curse…”
Now he was hugging her like a small baby. Ridhima was caressing his hairs and saying” yes vansh…you are not…..yes you are not curse….you my luck Jaan…listen…you are my luck”
After some time vansh stopped saying this and drifted into sleep. Ridhima wiped his sweat and kissed his forehead. She tried to keep his head on pillow but vansh hold her waist tightly that too with both hands so she remained his head in his lap and slept in that awkward position.
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In the morning when vansh found himself in her lap and her, sleeping in an awkward position. He remember how he got his childhood nightmare and all…. He laid her in a comfortable position and looked at her lovingly with lots of emotions.
Again he kept his head on her stomach and laid down but he was not able to sleep. Vansh was thinking something and that made his tears come out.
When Ridhima felt wet on her stomach she woke up and looked at vansh. She asked with a low voice in which lots of love, affection, care, fear and many more are present for vansh ” what happen Jaan…Vansh!!! Look at me Jaan…”
Vansh said nothing but hugged her tightly. She continued” vansh…it…it was just a nightmare…nothing going to happen” she was rubbing his back with one hand and caressing his cheek with another.
Ridhima: don’t think too much about that. You know you are my lucky charm….my life….meri Jaan.
She want to lighten his mood and divert his mind so she said “You know how much I was jealous when all the girls in my college talking about you and your body….I just want to break their mouth….listen Vansh Riasinghania you are the only mine….don’t you dare look at any girl other than me”
Ridhima was resting her back on the bedpost and vansh was keeping his head on her stomach and hugging her by waist tightly. When she said that statement then vansh moved his head a little back to look at her face.
Vansh : you can do whatever you want to do with any guy…hmm….bolo Ridhima.
Ridhima: Vansh!!! Wo bs mai dance kr rhi thi…and you saw us.
Vansh: and I was waiting for you like a fool.
Ridhima: Jaan I told them but they said that it’s the launch party and everyone going to see those pictures….if I would have not present there then people will start making theories.
Vansh: you even didn’t bother to inform about that. You thought about your co-workers…you thought about people whom you don’t even know but you never thought about me….why Ridhima why….why I am in last.
Ridhima: you are my first priority vansh.
Vansh chuckled sadly and said ” only for words Ridhima”
Ridhima: I am sorry Jaan…but you are my first priority for both words and life.
Vansh: if you can’t be true to your words then don’t use them because they get connected to people’s sentiments then these words become hurtful to people.
Ridhima: vansh I don’t know how I make you believe that I am saying all this from my heart and they really mean to me. Vansh you know I do mistakes and you are always with me, to make me correct.
Vansh: And you always ignore me and argue with me….or try to make your wrong move right by costing valuable things….right.
Ridhima looked down in guilt and mumbled ” S.O.R.R.Y “
Vansh: if there is no improvement in your action then Repeating this meaningless word ” sorry” will not going work Ridhima…..After some time again you will come with a new problem and then again you will going to repeat this ” sorry”.
Ridhima: No!!! I will not fall into any kind of trouble…..this is the last Vansh…please!!! Sb pahale jaisa nhi hokta kya?
Vansh didn’t let out anything and laid down covering himself with a blanket. Ridhima also kept her head on his chest and closed her eyes. Vansh looked at Ridhima and said ” why are you not getting ready….kaam pr nhi jaana hai”
Ridhima: yesterday was the last day of the shooting, album is completed.
Vansh: but you told me that….there is another project lined up.
Ridhima: I rejected that project.
Both were silent now and vansh was thinking why she had rejected that project.
Ridhima: you will not ask…why I did so.
Vansh: you think so I have the right to ask this question.
Ridhima: I am yours and you have full right on me…..(taking his hand her hand) but this Daai kilo ka haath bahut tej lagta hai if you want to slap then slap me slowly……I was about to die.
Vansh made an angry face said “stop blabbering rubbish…otherwise, you are not allowed to my room….dare you talked about death again”
Ridhima hugged him tightly and said with a low voice ” sorry!!”
Vansh (rolled his eyes ): again….”sorry”
Ridhima: leave this I was telling you that why I had rejected that project…..I declined that project because in that project lots of intense intimate scenes….I am not comfortable with that and they were not ready to cut so I refused.
Vansh looked at her for some time and both shared an eye lock…after some time vansh broke their eye contact and said “you had only one project…”
Ridhima: I have others too but I have to read script then I will finalise them.
Vansh: if you are not working then go to college and check what is going on in your class.
Ridhima: hmm!! Today I will go.
Vansh: then get up and start getting ready for college..
Ridhima: vansh…wo I have class from 11:45 am….after that I will ask my classmates to give study material….now it’s only 6 something nah….
Vansh was looking at her and Ridhima noticed this ” vansh don’t look at me like this….sejal is angry with me so she will not going to help me….first I have to clean all the “Rayata” from my life then she will going to talk to me.”
Vansh: you know you are lucky!!
Ridhima: I know I am very lucky because I have two previous people in my life….one is you and the other is sejal.
Vansh was happy with her statement but didn’t show her and said “you should go early and ask your classmates to arrange things….maybe it take because may be they also need that material for preparing as exams are coming near.”
Ridhima: okay!! I will go before two hours…its sufficient time to manage all the work…till then let’s sleep.
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Ridhima went to college at 10 0’clock. She was talking to a classmate a teacher came to her and said ” ooh ma’am you got the time to come to college….”
Ridhima: no!! Ma’am…wo..
Teacher interrupted her ” come and meet in the director’s office…I will provide you leave forever.”
Ridhima: sorry!! Listen, ma’am
Teacher (shouted): Did you hear what I said
All the students started looking at Ridhima and whispering something to each other.Ridhima with teary eyes and a low voice said ” yes ma’am”
After some time in Director’s cabin…
There was Ridhima, her class teacher and that teacher and director ma’am.
Teacher : ma’am she is coming after 2 months.
Director looked at her and said ” Ridhima I never expected this from you”
Class teacher : it seems like she don’t want to study…In these two months, she had not come for single class….even didn’t asked for notes too.
Director: it is so Ridhima.
Ridhima’s head was down and tears continuously making their way….
Director: speak up beta!!
Class teacher : what she will going to speak….
Ridhima said with stammering voice “ss..ssso sor…sorry ma’am…I was busy in some other work…but”
Class teacher: what but??
Teacher: ma’am why are you wasting your time on her…call her parent and restigate her.
Ridhima: No…no!!! Now I will not skip any lecture…please ma’am.
Class teacher: call your guardians.
Ridhima (crying): ma’am please!!
Teacher: don’t you hear what we said.
Ridhima looked at Director ma’am and said ” ma’am give me one chance.
Director: we are not restigating you…but I need to talk to your parents….
Teacher: ma’am!!!
Director: I am talking to her.
Ridhima said with a low voice ” thank you ma’am….ma’am my parent is no more…”
Director: sorry beta!! Any other person who is elder than you and can take your responsibility.
Ridhima: yes ma’am!!
Director: then call him/her.
Ridhima: okay ma’am!!
She dialed vansh number and said “hel….hello!”
Vansh got tensed on hearing her crying” what happened Ridhima!!!…where are you and why are you crying…..is anybody said anything….tell me Ridhima…I will not leave him/her.”
Ridhima: no vansh!!! Director ma’am is calling you.
Vansh: Achha stop crying!! I am coming in half an hour.
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Now one more person is added to Director’s cabin.
Teacher: sir what relation you share with her.
Ridhima: He is my hus…
Vansh interrupted her ” ma’am I am her guardian…”
Class teacher: but her guardian was Mrs Sharma and his son inspector kabeer”
Vansh ” now you want see papers then you are going to believe me “
Director: no sir!! There is no need. Sir we called you here to inform about Ridhima’s absentiasm.
Teacher: she is not attending her lectures since two months.
Vansh looked at Ridhima who was standing near his chair and crying.
Class teacher: it’s okay if she is not attending classes but she even didn’t ask for notes….its seems like she is not interested in study.
Vansh: ma’am from now she will attend lectures regularly and also going to complete her pending work.
Teacher: what will she do now…it’s late…from next month exams are going to start.
Vansh: yes ma’am….give her one chance to prove herself still a month is there.
Director: Ridhima beta you have to work more harder and we need productive work….you know nah time is less.
Ridhima: yes ma’am I will give my 100%
Teacher: ma’am how will she going to give exams when she didn’t study for months….how will she going to manage….I think even didn’t know about upcoming exams.
ClassTeacher: MR Raisinghania I don’t think so she can score good in upcoming exams. Looking at her current condition even I am fearing she will pass or not. If she is not interested in the study then why to waste money on her. She want to become dermatologist nah…aise banegi dermatologist.
Tears falls from her eyes on vansh’s hand and he looked at her with pain…..he can’t do anything because she is only responsible for this.
Vansh: ma’am give her one chance and she will not going to disappoint. You can trust me for that…she we will going to score good marks in upcoming exams….I will personally going to check her.
Director: Ridhima tell me..you going to prove your self or not….see how much he has faith in you…you are bright student, child….if you will become irresponsible then how things going to work.
Ridhima: sorry ma’am….I was on off track. Now I will give my 100% on study only.
Director: okay only one chance…if you will fail then you will not able to sit in finals and if you will not sit in final then your two years going to waste.
Ridhima: okay ma’am!!
Director: you can leave…
Ridhima looked at vansh. ” you go attend your lecture and collect notes….then we will go home” said with love and calm voice.
Ridhima nodded and moved out from the cabin. Both teacher were also going to leave but vansh stopped them.
Vansh: ma’am how can they talk this rude to students….
Teacher: sir we said all the things for her betterment only.
Vansh: what betterment…you both were demotivating her…making her moral down.
Director: sorry sir!! we will take care of this.
Class teacher: ma’am but Ridhima is wrong nah…how can she do like this and by seeing her other students will also going to do same then
Vansh: I am saying this because I am trustee of this college not because I am her guardian….yes she is wrong but you can’t treat her like this….this can make her depressed and negative thoughts.
Director: yes sir we understand this….they will not going to repeat this with any student otherwise they have to leave this college. And you both should apologise to Sir.
Both teachers : sorry sir!!
Vansh: you should know the power of words….they can make and destroy a people…that is why political leaders very easily taking advantage of us by giving good speeches that are good for nothing.
Director: yes sir!!! We will keep this in our mind. You don’t worry sir.
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Ridhima’s study problems and Riansh romance