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Ridhima: why to leave…i want to know…
Vansh(with anger): I said Nah leave.
Ridhima understanding the tension of situation said “okay!!! If you don’t want share then leave but don’t spoil your mood for someone who doesn’t matter to us.”
Saying this she kissed his forehead.
Vansh: why are you so insecure about me…i told you I am yours only.
Ridhima: jaan I am not insecured I am afraid because I do many mistakes and what if you fade up me and my antics.
Vansh: nothing is like that…i love you as you are and I will never leave you because “TU JAROORI SA HAI” an toh har haal mein.
Saying this he kissed her forehead.
Ridhima: tell jaan me what type of life partner you were expecting and what quality you want in the her.
Vansh looked at her and smiled making his grip around her tight “sweetheart since childhood I imagined you only and wanted you very badly and desperately……i always craved for your love…” Ridhima pecked his lips and smiled at him, he too reciprocated. Vansh continued ” whenever I see others with their girlfriends then I use to think when will my girl come…when will my sweetheart come and love me……hold me in her arms.”
Ridhima hugged him tightly and kissed his bare chest and vansh kissed her crown.(she is sitting in his lap) he caressed her cheeks and said ” you know sweetheart I was get angry when Dadi said that my sweetheart will not kiss me and if I will kiss her then she will not come to me…..that day viyom’s girlfriend kissed him and I was missing you so badly at time…..”
Ridhima cupped his face with one hand and rubbed his jaw with her thumb. ” jaan I will kiss you….you don’t have to worry about that….” Saying she took his and mingled her finger with his and kissed his hand.
Ridhima: what more you dreamt about your sweetheart….
Vansh: I always want you to beside me and hold my hand either I want or not….may be at some instance I will push you but don’t leave me…..I want you so desperately like anything. You are my strength and my reason for happiness.
Ridhima: I will not leave you vansh till my last breath….i am yours only.
Pecking her lips he asked ” tell me what Ragini said to you…”
Ridhima: the day I had matter with siya and I locked myself in the room. Ragini was messaging me continuously to meet her and she want to talk to me. I refused her many times but she was adamant and she said that she want to talk about you so I told her that I can’t meet but I can talk to her on phone only.
Ridhima: hello!!
Ragini: viyom told me that you broke your relationship with him.
Ridhima: hmm!! Because I realised that I love vansh and he is only my true love and I can never love viyom so I broke the relation with him.
Ragini: ooh!!! I know girls like you who just think about money only….you are also trapping vansh for money.
Ridhima: you are misunderstanding me I really love vansh….
Ragini: I know it’s not about love when you found vansh more rich than viyom so you clinged on him leaving viyom….if you really love vansh then why did you accepted viyoms proposal….
Ridhima: at that time I wasn’t aware about my feeling for vansh….now I realised that we are not just friends and I hold feeling for him only….what I feel for vansh is different that I felt for viyom…I do care and respect viyom but not love….without love having a relationship with him is cheating nah.
Ragini: ooh please stop your “bhasan” and you are with vansh because of money only…you are saying you love him…. if can’t touch him and feel him…..how can I girl love a man who can’t satisfy her on bed so it’s prove that you are with vansh just for money…
Ridhima shouted ” stop you shit….i am talking sweetly I doesn’t mean that you can say anything about my love….and who are you to say what type of my relationship with him….if I am able to touch him or not it’s my problem not yours…..if you are talking about money then wait for two months you will come to know who is Ridhima….i will make my name and prove you wrong….just wait and watch….”
Ragini: let’s see what will you do in just two months….
Ridhima: just wait and watch…..
Ragini: you wait and watch vansh will be mine in two months…
Ridhima: I will break your mouth if you again call my vansh’s name from your filthy mouth.
Ragini: time will tell you who’s vansh is….
Ridhima: vansh is already mine and soon I will prove you wrong by becoming famous…… all will know me by my name and I also have a good amount of money.
Ridhima: So she instigated me and I just started running to make money and name because I know you are mine…..i have to just create my name and earn money….
Vansh looked at her with so much love and respect in his eyes : sorry you were doing all this for our relation and I was not supporting you….
Ridhima gestured him to put his head on her lap and he followed her. She started caressing his hairs and said ” I was doing for our relation but on the same hand I myself creating rift in our relation which was not good. I forget to give time to you…..we know we love each other then why to prove to other and who is she to judge our relation…..that is why I didn’t came in her worlds this time and didn’t make any difference between us like earlier…..what if I started running from you to prove her words wrongs then….we end up with bad things…”
Vansh turned his face and looked at her with smile : I am glad to have you in my life…..you are perfect sweetheart.
Ridhima: so can you tell me about your nightmare….
Smile vanished from his face and he removed eye contact.” Vansh kya mera itna bhi haq nhi tm par…i can’t see you suffering like that….it broke my millions of time….”
Vansh: I don’t know ridhima should I call it reality or dream….it’s bitter truth of my childhood and whenever I remember this I only get pain and pain….
Vansh get up from her lap and looked with teary eyes at ridhima….. Ridhima hugged him and said ” I don’t want to know what is it if it will give pain to you….but if you share this with me then you will be free from it and you can discuss this whenever you want….” She smiled to him.
Ridhima: chalo so jaate hai….
Both lie down and vansh kept his head in the crook of her neck and closed his eyes. Ridhima was just playing with his hair and humming some tune….
Vansh: you know Ridhima my dad and mom was going to abort me….(Ridhima looked down at him) yes Ridhima they don’t want me….but dadi said if they will abort the child then she will not give a penny to mom and dad….just for money they kept me….my mom and dad forcefully married because dadi and nanu wanted their friendship turn into relation.
They were in open relation…
Ridhima again looked down at vansh and said ” open relation…”
Vansh : open relationship means wife and husband can have any relation with other opposite of them….they were in relation for name shake….i am result of their mistake so they want to kill in tummy only…..i thought my father don’t love me but my mother too….this fact dadi hided from me…..she want to kill me and just kept me alive for property….
Saying this he burst into crying… Ridhima get up and took vansh in tight hug….
Wiping his tears and even she was too in tears ” jaan don’t cry…I am with you and I will give all love that my heart is holding and I will bring all happiness of this world for you….I can’t change your past but your present and future will be full of love and happiness…”
She kissed his whole face and said ” vansh!!! I love you…..” Hugged tightly.she was again and again kissing his face and his hand….sh just want sooth his pain somehow….she don’t know what she was doing and want to say except one thing ….she want to pull out his all pain from his heart and want to give relief to him. Vansh crying holding her ” Ridhima am that bad they want to kill me before coming in this world…they use to say that I cursed their life……Dad use to say that he have to bear mom because of me and even he use to beat me…he use to take me out on the name of outing…..and in another house with his other wife and daughter use to torture me because they are not with dad only because of me….three of them use to mock on me….call me curse and often they use to beat me….lock me in a dark room with rats…Rats bite me and roam on me and just cry in pain and fear….dad always threatened me that if i tell something to dadi then he will kill mom….at that time wasn’t aware about mom’s true color….
One day that duo left red ant on me and my whole body swelled…then dadi came to know about them…then she protected me…and when I was 15 she sent me hostel to protect me from my parents.
(It’s only about his nightmare so there is more past…that I will give later on appropriate situation)
she was already hugging him so she just tightened her grip on him and kissed his crown. Vansh to hugged back..
Ridhima: now I am with you so forget all these things and my love will help you to overcome from your past….they were fool and don’t know what they lost…you are jem of my life and my lucky charm…..you brought so much happiness in my life.
Ridhima was hugging him like her favourite teddy. Vansh said nothing.
Ridhima: you know Jaan when I was in relation with kabeer….(vansh looked at her face) I never got a peace like I received in our first meet….there was somethingng special and I don’t know why I got ready to live with you even when I don’t know you….we were meeting for first Time and i said yes to you…..you are special vansh and I am lucky because this special person is my soulmate. No one can separate two of us….
She was slowly massaging his hair and continued her talks for hours….they both don’t remember when they slept.
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In morning Kabeer’s house….
Astha (kabeer’s mother): siya!!! What are you doing this early.
Siya: mom I came to meet you….
Astha: you use to call me aunt and from when I became your mom.
Kabeer: because she is my would be wife….
Astha with anger : shut up you fool…. Ridhima is your would be wife…..
Kabeer: no!!! Siya is my soon to be wife and mother of my child…
Astha slapped kabeer and shouted ” even you know what are you saying.”
Siya: mom he is saying truth…i am pregnant with his child.
Astha: how could you kabeer cheat on my Ridhima….my child how will she feel when she come to know that you both are cheating on her.
Siya: what you think….she is saint….she was cheating on kab…
Before she could complete her sentence Astha slapped her and said ” shut up…just shut…I will chop your neck if you said anything about my child…I know her in and out.
Kabeer: she is saying the truth…she trapped the most handsome and rich bachelor businessman of India.
Astha again slapped kabeer and said ” I said I know my child….she is not like you both….i will never accept this girl as my daughter in law….”
Kabeer: mom!!!
Astha: I will call Ridhima and request to marry you as soon as she can….
Siya: mom what about me and me baby….
Astha: you should think this before sleeping with him even after knowing that he is your jiju….and you…(to kabeer) can’t you control your desires….you are fiance of Ridhima….have you once thought about her feelings….
Siya: he loves me not Ridhima…
Astha: before I do bad with you…please leave my house…
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Riansh were sleeping peacefully. Around 10 O’clock vansh opened his eyes and saw he is sleeping in Ridhima’s lap….she is holding him tightly and sleeping taking rest on headpost in sitting position. When Ridhima felt movement so she too opened her eyes…
Ridhima with sleep voice : jaan are you okay!!!
Vansh smiled and said ” I am okay!!”
She adjusted herself in bed and spread her arms ” come jaan”
Vansh: you sleep….I have to go office.
Ridhima said ” I want to sleep more in your arms” and pouted.
Vansh goes into her arms and pecked her pout..
Vansh said ” sleep”. She closed her eyes and he was admiring her.
Vansh: Ridhima!!
Ridhima with close eyes and sleepy tone : hmm!!
Vansh: let’s me give you hot water bath.
Ridhima: you lost the chance yesterday….
Vansh: so what….we can do today!!
Ridhima: no!!! I am sleepy…
Vansh after thinking for sometime.
Vansh: if you can’t take bath with me then give me shirt…
Saying this he started unbuttoning his shirt which Ridhima was wearing…
Ridhima opened her eyes pushed him but he again hold her by the waist. Now Both are on their knees…vansh was holding Ridhima by the waist with one hand and the other was unbuttoning the shirt. She was pushing his chest.
Ridhima: vansh this is not fair.
He pulled her more close and said ” very thing is fair in love sweetheart”
She looked down and relaxed. Vansh kissed her red cheek and sniffed her scent on moving to her neck. When vansh lips touched her collar bone she shrinked her shoulders and a sweet moan escaped from her mouth.
Taking her beneath himself he falls on the matrix. Ridhima’s eyes were closed and vansh was busy in eating her neck…his one hand roaming on her necked thighs and other was beneath her neck….
Ridhima phone started Ringing but vansh was not in mood of leaving her.
Ridhima: vansh my phone is Ringing.
Vansh looked at her and she gave a smile ” saying what will you do now” with her eyes only…
Vansh “nhi”….Ridhima requested more…. After so many request he left her one condition that he will continue after her call and she picked phone….
And soon she ended the call and ran…. vansh also ran Behind her….
Vansh: this is not good Ridhima….you said Nah…
Ridhima : catch me if you can (laughed)
They were running around the small house which was made by curtains…..
Ridhima running ” come jaan….catch me” laughed…
Vansh: you will regret sweetheart…
Ridhima laughing “aawwww…my angry bird “
Vansh came between the curtain and caught her “awww sweetheart….tell what type of punishment you will like….”
Ridhima laughing: jaan you are getting late for office.
Vansh sandwiched her between wall and himself. Keeping one hand on her waist and one on the wall near her head coming close to her. He attacked her lips. After sometime he broke the kiss and asked ” who called you thing morning”
Ridhima: kabeer’s mom.
Vansh’s face colour changed and asked with little anger ” why?”
Ridhima: she asked me to come home…
Vansh with same tone : and you said yes!!!
Ridhima: haa….wo she is nice Nah…
Vansh: but still she is your ex fiance’s mother…
Ridhima: but….
Vansh left for the bathroom without listening to him.