Tune Mujhe Jeena Sikhaya Chapter 26 : Without Him !

Chapter 26

She takes slow steps towards their room in the mansion ..She slightly holds the knob of the door as it creaks opens..She places her right foot ever so slowly ..She looks around the place as her tears start streaming downwards ..She moves forward and sits on the bed .Her glossy eyes starts pouring more ..Her lips quivers as She puts herself on the bed and closes her eyes letting their memories come alive She turns to the other side caressing his side in the bed .

She sees him opening his arms with the same smile which makes her feel love & valued ..His eyes with glint of happiness as She extends her hands smiling through her tears .. She moves forward to embrace him She sees him moving away from her with a smile the illusion disappears bringing her back to reality as She cries out loudly curling up into a ball .

Abhi Abhi Bhule Bhi Na The Tumhe,

Khyal Banke Phir Tum Aa Gaye,

Ehsaas Jo The Dil Mein Kahin Anhkahe,

Lafzon Pe Phir Wo Yuin Aaa Gaye…

She cries out more As Memories comes gushing through her heart ..”Biwi you have your ways in letting me do everything you want ” he tells teasing as she hugs his shirtless body ..”Are you complaining husband?”..”Why would I?” He smiles pulling her closer “When She wants to feel me without any barrier?”…She blushes and lowers her head burying her face in his chest ..He laughs out loudly seeing his shy biwi ..”Minute before you were bold now what happened ?” he teases placing her on her back hovering over her ..She closes her eyes unable to reply She feels shy ..He cups her face in his palms as he places a soft kiss on her forehead ..she grins caressing his cheeks as He drops himself on her placing his head on her chest tangling his legs with her as his arms go around her waist ..She runs her fingers through his hair and closes her eyes welcoming the new beginning ..Her tears are unstoppable a day before she wanted to start fresh but !!! Why ? It happens always with her !! She wails out loudly ..She Gets up from the bed and moves to the mirror where she sees her reflection a broken women she is right now ..She pictures his hands going around her waist as she closes her eyes rewinding their moments The way he used to hug her from back kissing on her cheeks placing his chin on her shoulder as they look at their reflection smiling content ..A gush of wind passes by as she feels the warmth leaving her a cold sensation hits her as She turns around instantly searching him in the room .

Shashoon Ke Sarzamin

Par Barshaat La Gaye,

Ek Jhhapki Mein Tere Shau

Khawab aa Gaye…

She holds her head closing her eyes tightly as She cries out loudly everywhere she turns she sees him standing in front of her “Are You here Om?’ She whispers slowly instead fearing to open her orbs as he will disappear ..an eerie feeling crept in her as her palms goes cold as her fears come true thought of leaving him always killed her ..She always wished & prayed that he never did that but reality sucks !..Unable to hear more the voices of him moving away from her .She takes their photo frame which he had clicked while kissing her and runs out her saree pallu flying in the air as her tresses falling over her back ..her breaths heavier ..She moves out & She steps out of the place where her heart lived & wanted to live !

Bepnah..Bepanah … Pyaar Hai Tumse…

Bepnah..Bepanah … Pyaar Hai Tumse…

She tears up Looking around Their Penthouse Her Next Stop Before She goes away from him .She smiles through her tears remembering His performance like her mother That day he was not ashamed or did not shy away with the fact that he had to drape a sari around him instead he wanted to bring a smile on her ..Just HER HAPPINESS mattered to HIM ..”Husband” She whispers falling on her knees ..” .” I want my chirpy bubbly women with confidence again Gauri ,will you give me her who I met four years mixed with the women now but without vulnerability …will you Gauri ?” The Flashes of their conversation comes past her eyes as She cries out loudly hugging her knees close to her chest as She shouts “You took Her With You Husband The Bubbly Women !!”..”You are my Guide, You are My Love , You are My Everything Husband Come Back to Me Husband !!” She yells wailing as She falls on the floor with one of her one hand stretched upwards on the floor as She clasps the photo of them which she had taken with her…Tears gather more and more behind her eyes as a tear drop falls on the frame..”You are smiling …just like the way you smiled when I ..” She says word by word as She chokes unable to voice the last bit ..

Maanti Hoon Khuda Tujhi Ko,

Tu Hi To Hai Rehbar Mera,

Ab Se Khalipan Mein Bhi Tu,

Pass Mere Khada…

She steps into the room in the penthouse as She looks around flashes of their stay here the time spent here comes across her eyes as She closes her eyes relieving those memories “Om I Can’t sleep with these wet clothes ” She keeps her hands on her hips pissed “Did I tell you to drown yourself in the water ?” He teases her back “Om!!” She whines..He shrugs his shoulders angering her ..”Husband” She calls him softly as He Looks up at her from his sleep sighing he gives her his shirt from the closet “I can’t wear this !” She declares cribbing “Wear this Jaan I Do not have any clothes which you could wear ” He tells her throwing his arms around her neck as She pouts at him “Are you scared Biwi?” He tease seeing her still holding the shirt nervously “Why would I ?” She asks back clueless “That I’ll..You Know..” He winks as Gauri laughs “It would be the other way around husband” She bits her lower lip as he wiggles his brows “You should be protecting yourself not me you are the one who is not ready to lose that..” She teases as His faces goes pink “Aww Sharam aariye husband ” She teases Throwing her arms around his neck as he blushes “No” He whispers with a blush She laughs and kisses his cheeks lovingly . She cries pulling the same shirt she had worn that day and slept wrapping her arms around his waist “I miss you Husband!” She hugs the shirt tighter as She cries !

Tu Hai Nahi Yaha,

Ye Na Yakeen Hua,

Kaise Karoon Ye Khud Se Bayaan,

Bikhri Hoon Har Jagah,

Main Rait ke Tarah,

Na Mere Dard Ki Hau Dawa…

She swirls around Each Moment , Each thing ,Each little thing reminds him about her She could see him, feel him , his fragrance Which She could inhale ..his hot breath on her nape ..his fingers running across her arms downward ..Him..His Everything ..His Smile His Dark Orbs Filled With Love ..There He Stands with his arms opened ..She smiles as She runs to him and hug…”Where are you ?” She yells as he disappears.

Shashoon Ke Sarzamin

Par Barshaat La Gaye,

Ek Jhhapki Mein Tere Shau

Khawab aa Gaye…

Bepnah..Bepanah … Pyaar Hai Tumse…

Bepnah..Bepanah … Pyaar Hai Tumse..

She runs out of the room searching him each and every nook and corner more and more jewels drop as She wails ..She is Broken ..She moves to the Kitchen as She Sees them “What are you doing Jaan?’ He asks her hugging her from behind yawning ..”I am Frying Puri Can’t you see ?” She asks him struggling to get out of his strong hold “Stop wiggling” He whines irritated ..”Let me complete this if not we both will end up in hunger”..”I Want to eat something else ” He whispers huskily with a mischievous glint”..In a swift she was in the counter top with his hands on settled on her hips as She blushes He pulls her closer She knew what he wanted yet she was shy after all it was only twice they had kissed it was all new to her ..She inhales Sharply as She splays her hands against his chiseled chest intending to pushing him but instead She let it there ..Moving forward he leaves delicate kisses across her jaw She fists his collar .. His head was angled slightly to the side as his lips came closer and closer to hers surprisingly her own lips parted inviting him ..Their breaths mingling ..Her heart fluttering inside her chest ..It was a delicate butterfly of a kiss as he arms encircled her as he drew her to him “…..She Lets the water dam to break through her cheeks as She lets her fingers linger & caress the counter where they had kissed like there is no tomorrow .

Toot Ke Bikhra Padda Hoon,

Shans lena Bhi Hai Saza,

Jeene Mein Abb Kya rakha Hai,

Marr Raha Shau Dafa…

“I connected a part of mine to you where others can never feel ..You Saw a part of soul which I had never wanted to let anyone see ..When you touched me sparks flew It was beautiful and I felt loved ..I am calling for You Husband with my hands held out ..See I am crying for you didn’t you say that you hate seeing my tears ? Then Why this ? Come back to me husband ..Your First Promise which you asked me was not to cry how could I not cry ? These tears call for you Husband !..I Feel Like Killing myself but you took that right from me asking me to promise that I would never do something stupid as that as You live in me !! Why This Pain? ” She talks to his picture clasping it closer to her heart . She continues placing a kiss on his picture “This Serene smile of your face will I get to see again Husband ? My world seems black & darker than before it is just two hours and I am crippling in loneliness ..My Lungs struggle to breathe husband!! Before you came in to my life my heart was broken now what do I call it Husband ?…Come Back to me !!” She falls on her Knees holding the counter as She cries out loudly !!

Kaisi Ye Sazishein,

Roothi Hai Ranzishein,

Leeti Hai Karwatein ZIndagi…

Abb Kis Modd Pe Aake Ruka Hoon Main,

Na Koi Modd Hai Na Koi Pata…

She leans on the Door looking outside waiting for him “Will you come back to me my husband ?’ She softly whispers to the airs ..As a lone tear trickles down from the corner of her eyes .just then She gets a call ..She looks around for her mobile as her lips curve “Husband” She whispers running to answer the phone ..her dreams shatters looking at the caller ID it is not Him ..With her Shivering hands she takes hold of the phone as She slides to answer “Randhir take me to Chennai” Her voice sounded hoarse as She wipes away her tears and ends the call and looking around the place feeling him everywhere.

Shashoon Ke Sarzamin

Par Barshaat La Gaye,

Ek Jhhapki Mein Tere Shau

Khawab aa Gaye…

Bepnah..Bepanah … Pyaar Hai Tumse…

Bepnah..Bepanah … Pyaar Hai Tumse..

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