When u rmine ur dreams r also mine…[part 18] [worries]

Helllllllooooooooooooo my dear lovely swasanians……

How are you people????did you people miss me …..

I missed you guys soooooooooooo much….

Sorry for not posting all my stories since a long time but can’t help it as my college has been started…
But still will try to be regular. …..

So guys without wasting any further time let’s start with today’s update…….

Recap:swara’s first day in college…….

A leap of one week……

The days were passing with a speed of jet. The whole first week was just meant for orientation. They introduced students to the professors l, to the faculty and to the college.

Swara also made some new friends. But the days used to be a lot tiring for her.
After running to the classes and the labs and up and down through the corridors of the college attending the lectures though they just gave a brief overview of the topic ls in the first week she used to become tired mentally as well as physically

Her college timings were from 9 am in the morning to 5 pm in the evening.

After coming home at nearly 5:30 pm and then she had to cook the evening snacks and the dinner too.

Though ragini and patients helped her a lot but still sometimes sujatha asked her to do all the works by herself as she was the smallest daughter -in-law of the house and it was her duty to complete all the household works.

She sometimes used to taunt her for giving all the works to her bhabhi’s and herself roaming around enjoying her time.

Swara would sometimes really feel too much hurt,bad and frustrated. All the studies and work and then there taunts would bubble up all the emotions inside her.

Sometimes she would feel like crying, so sometimes she would feel like slapping herself or banging her own head to due to frustration, sometimes she would feel like to complain about all these things to sanskaar while sometimes she would feel like to just go away from all these things. To just leave her studies to go far away from all this…..
To loose the battle without even fighting it that’s what she felt all the time.

But then the thought if sanskaar would come in her mind, his smiling face, his trust,his soothing words would ring in her mind and that would leave all her worries far away.
She just remember his words that SHE CAN DO IT…. and that made her belief stronger….. and then this word ‘can’ disappears somewhere…..

SHE HAS TO DO IT….

On the other side sanskaar knew all about her state of mind as well as her thoughts.
Of course he can feel her nervousness her frustrations everything….. but he can do nothing about it, he can change nothing about it.

He cannot help her out, he has to see his love struggling, managing both the things but he has to just see it…
He cannot help her in any way just keep on soothing her and increase her strength and make her to keep believing in herself….

He knew that this was just the start and her fight has just begun now.

How much he wished that even she could live her life like normal 18 year old girls hanging out with her friends, studying without any tension and without so many responsibilities but this was what fate decided for her and he cannot change it just be a part of her fight…..

Sunday night :

Sanskaar was sitting on the couch studying some of his project files while swara was downstairs cleaning the kitchen after dinner.

After a few minutes he looked up to see his kiddo wife coming in the room all tired after the hectic day.

She couldn’t even rest on Sunday..
He sighed looking at her and moved towards her who was taking her night dress out from the cupboard with half open eyes.

Mistakenly she took out sanskaar’s night dress instead of hers.

He just chuckled seeing her doing her innocent,crazy antics even in sleep….

He Shaked her up waking her from her half sleep form…..

Sanskaar : princess I know you care too much for me but still you see I have already wore my night clothes so you no need to take so much pain of taking them out once again.

Swara looked at him with confusion clear in her eyes. Seeing her confusion he signed her to have a look at her hands.

She looked at and sighed suffering at him.

She looked at him with tiring teary eyes and spoke in a choking way….

Swara : sanskaar…. (taking a deep breath) I….. i…. am… to…tired……..

Sanskaar knew that this was the time for her to vent out her feelings her frustration so he just hugged her in a side way……

Sanskaar: (with soft, concerned eyes) you want to talk to me…. (she just nodded her head with tearyveyes looking at the floor) okay now go and change your dress we can talk after that (patting her back softly) go and change, go……

He went towards the poolside and sat there dipping hid feet in the water…..

Swara came after changing and sat beside him doing the same….
She was wearing a cute baby pink coloured frock ending at her knees and a bunny picture drawn on it…..

She put her head on his chest, and her hands were encircled around his waist.
While he hugged her too and pecked her hair time to time soothing her…..

Swara was just lost in her thoughts and her eyes started to tear up slowly…….

Sanskaar : shona….. (cupping her face from his one hand) princess won’t you share it with me……

A few sobs escaped from her mouth after listening to his comforting voice…..

Swara : (chocking) am… am…. feel… feeling tired sanskaar… with… without even fighting…… am feeling…. feeling… like loo… loosing it…. how… how will I manage…. both work and ……. and studies… it’s tough…. sanskaar … very tough…… am feeling…… feeling like am not giving my full in both of them……. not here not there…. am feeling tensed about future….. how will I manage to do it sanskaar…. am playing….. playing with expectations of all you… yours, moms, Bhai’s and all others too….. how will I do it sanskaar……..

Sanskaar gently pulled her out of the hug and cupped her face, making her look at him wiping her tears with his thumb which were now escaping her eyes freely now……

Sanskaar: (still wiping her tears) shhshhh shona, bacha stop crying…. enough of these tears now, enough of these negative thoughts now…. you know you are doing only one mistake and you know what’s that….. you are… you are overthinking about the situation…… about yourself. You are underestimating yourself and your capabilities….. just trust yourself, trust me, trust time… it will teach you everything just go with the flow… you will slowly learn how to be patient, but how to handle responsibilities and how to adjust it.. you will learn everything shona… just trust yourself and be calm… I am with you..with that he pecked her forehead lightly….

Achaa now come on let’s do an ice cream party.. we haven’t done it since a week.. come on shona let’s go…..

Hearing this swara was totally shocked she stood up wiping her tears with the back of her hand and touched his forehead with the back of her Hand…..
Swara : (with fake innocence) bukhar to nahi gain.. (he does have never)

showing her 4 fingers to him

Swara. : How many are these sanskaar??
Sanskaar : (irritated) 4 swara…
Swara : (showing her 2 fingers to him) air yeah.. (and these)

Sanskaar (angrily) 2 swara…
When she was jyst about to ask him her silly questions again he glared at her making her chuckle….

Swara (teasingly) hmm maansik santulan bhi think hi lag raga hai.. (hmm mental balance also seems to be alright) hmm sanskaar are you sure that you are not bitten by a mad dog or (fake shocked) omg….. you are sanskaar only right????…..

Sanskaar: swaraaaaaaaaaaaaaa….

Saying this he runs behind her while she runs from there escaping herself from him…….

After 10 mins…..

We can see swasan sitting on the bed comfortably enjoying their chocolate chips ice cream.. while sanskaar is eating his ice cream silently swara was eating her ice cream acting a but too much……

Swara : (taking a spoon of ice creM and putting it in her mouth) hmmmmm kya taste hai yaar… kya ice cream hai… (eating another spoon of ice cream) hmm it’s heavenly…….

Sanskaar : (shaking his head at her antics) huh!! #swara how much overacting you are doing can’t you eat your ice cream silently…..

Swara : office sanskaar.. you don’t know this much also…. you know it’s the art of eating ice cream… raise ice cream khaane ka mazaa hi kuch air hai… (eating another spoon of ice cream) vaah!!! Maza aa gaya….

While sanskaar sighed as it’s useless to tell her anything……

He silently ate his ice cream..

After eating ice cream they were watching Tom and Jerry but swara slept watching at she was quite tired….

While sanskaar made her sleep properly and tugged her with blanket…

Sanskaar: (caressing her hair) kiddo you will definitely face some hardships now but don’t worry it’s for your betterment only and you will surely come over it.. am with you right… I will help you with it…after all I want to make my princess strong and independent…….

He thought something with a determined look and then went to sleep hugging her close to him…

Precap : you think ??????

So guys I think that the update was too boring.. sorry for this boring part…

Will surely give more SWASAN scenes as the story proceeds..

Do give your feedback to me guys…

And if any scene you want to see between swasan you can surely tell me about it…

Meet you all in the next part.. till then bubye…

Love you all..
Love SWASAN