Hlew guys……
M back….. noooo nooo noooo i m again back….. 2 reasons h today is BABY KA HAI BIRTHDAY BASH….. nd second i realize dat i always wait 4 my fav ffs so sm1 is also der waiting for my ff….. thankxz DMA nd sorry also i read ur comment ystrdy only nd a very happy bdae to our baby….. hope u lyk diz surprise episode from my side…… i knw m tooo late my episode was not ready i was hell busy nd sm more reasons hai jo episode k end me maine phle hi likh dia h….. so let’s start wd episode….. hope u lyk it…..
Episode starts
K: jump….
T: wht…. r u serious…..
K(in angry tone): u think i m in a mood to crack jokes…..
T: b…but…. u… u want….me to… jump.. from d..der…. it’s soo deep if i jump i will die kunj….. i won’t….
K: dat means u don’t love me….
T(still scared of his anger): no i love u….. but m not blind…. y would i jump kunj u knw diz is wrong….. i won’t jump……
K: no twinkle u have to jump to show ur love….. c’mon jump…..
He held her elbow nd said her to stand on window…… she gets irritated….. nd jerks his hand…..
T: i won’t jump….. dat’s it……
As she says diz she find him smirking….. kunj starts clapping…..”i knew it…. it’s not about jump…. it’s not about love also…. it’s about trust…. may be u love me twinkle but u don’t trust me nd i just knw 1 thing dat wdout trust love is nothing wdout trust love is zero it has no meaning”
Twinkle is numb…. she didn’t even think dat kunj is going on diz track…….
K(calmly): u love me i knw but der is no trust in ur love…. twinkle whn i said u to jump i want to hear from u dat “okay i will…. bcoz kunj mujhe tumpe bhrosa h tum mujhe kuch nhi hone doge kbhi girne nhi doge….. i m ready to jump bcoz i knw tum mujhe ek khrooch bhi nhi aane doge” but u didn’t said all diz infact u simply said NO i’ll not….. tujhe mujh pe trust hota to tujhe pta hota tera kunj mr jaayega pr tujhe kuch nhi hone dega…….
K: twinkle…… i don’t only want love from u but trust also….. i want bohut saraa (sooooooo much) love wd trust….. i want trust vala love…. m sorry if i demand smthng precious from u….. mujhe sirf tera pyaar or bhrosa chahiye….. (i want only ur love nd trust) nothing else….
Twinkle: kunj…. but i trust u…. it’s just…. u suddenly… ask…. to… jump…. i was….. no… i thought…. u r angry sooo…. u r just…. saying…. all diz….
Kunj: atleast don’t lie twinkle…. i knw u don’t trust me…. i knw dat from starting…. first i tried my best but u didn’t tell me about yuvraaj’s deed nd today u didn’t even scream…. tell me one thing…. did u even thought dat if he would get successful in his cheap intentions dn…. if he would did smthng wrong wd u dn….. if smthng would have happened to u dn…. answer me…. i m feeling goosebumps thinking of all diz…. i was really afraid whn i saw him in ur room…. nd u didn’t even bother to scream…. why… u thought if kunj got angry dn or u thought kunj is useless wht will he do….. right….. u don’t trust me……
T: no i….
K: u don’t…. u r lying to urself dat u trust me love me…. but u don’t….
Twinkle is regretting whtevr he is saying nd she is crying also…. He leaves in anger banging d door in order to close it…..
T: kunj….. listen to me…. plzzzzzz…. (but he leaves twinkle breakdown she starts crying hard…. song plays in bg)
Pyaar h yaaa saza ae mere dil bta tut ta kyu nhi dard ka silsila is pyar me ho kese kese imtehan ye pyar likhe kesi kesi daaastaaaaa
She stands up nd goes towards bed she picks a photoframe which has kunj’s pic….. she sits on bed wiping her tears but is still crying….
yaaa rabbbaaa de de koi jaan bhi agr dilbaar pe hona dilbar pe hona koi asar ho yaa rabbbaaa dede koi jaan bhi agr dilbar pe hona dilbar pe hona koi asr…..
T(sobbing nd crying hard says in a plead manner ): u r not ready to listen kunj…. atleast listen to me once…. u think only u love me u think only u trust me…. my love my trust is nothing….. (Kesa h sfr wafa ki mnzil ka naa he koi hal dilo ki mushkil ka) i accept i didn’t tell u about yuvraaj’s deed bcoz dat tym my love was not strong…not deep…. but today i was not in mistake i screamed but u didn’t listen…. i wanted to come to u but uv was not ready to leave me…. i was helpless….. (dhadkan dhadkan bikhri ranzishee saase saase tuti bndishee) after dat ur stupid test jump if u love me…. kunj u misunderstand everything…. u set ur mind in “twinkle don’t trust me” mode….. so ur mind was making everything against me…. (khi to hr lmha hoto pe fariyaad h kisi ki duniya chaht me brbaad he) u r not ready to understand anything u r not even listening ur heart’s voice….. understand kunj plzzz ur twinkle loves u trusts even more dn herself…..
yaa rabbbaaa dede koi jaan bhi agr dilbar pe hona dilbar pe hona koi asr
Kunj is shown crying badly in his room…. everything is here nd der….. whole room is messed up wd clothes nd pieces of glass mirrors r in d floor….. (song continues)
hooo yaa rabbbaaa dede koi jaan bhi agr dilbar pe hona dilbar pe hona koi asr…..
K: i tried but i m not able to hate u.. to forget u….. see i still love u….. all mistake is mine dat i love u soooo much….. i don’t want to marry u but i m not able to stop diz marriage….. my love is gone beyond all d limits…. i m still not able to stop myself from loving u…..
He is crying nd der twinkle also….
At Morning
Twinkle wakes up as Leela enters in her room angrily….. she is still in sleep but leela held her elbow makes her stand as twinkle is sleeping on floor placing head on bed…… she stands up nd looks at leela surprisingly….. dn kunj came from behind…..
L: twinkle….. whtevr kunj is saying is true….. ???
K: say twinkle mujhe pe nhi…. pr Leela maa pe to trust he na…..(say twinkle not me but u trust Leela maa right)
Twinkle is shocked…. tears starts flowing from her eyes…..
Koi naa sune sisakti aaahoo ko koi naa dhare tadapti baahoo ko
T: kunj esa kuch nh…. (kunj it’s nothing like dat)(leela interrupts)
L(loudly): twinkle yes or no…. he is saying true or false…..
T(scared): yesss…..
Leela ups her hand nd was about to slap her whn kunj holds her hand….. twinkle is shocked nd starts crying hard….. Leela looks at kunj wd teary eyes…… kunj nods in nooo…… twinkle looks at him……
aadhi aadhi puri khwahishee tuti phuti sb farmaishee khi shak h khi nafrat ki divaar h khi jeet me bhi shamil pl pl haar h
L: kunj….. she is crazy….. i didn’t expect such kind of childishness from her….. if smthng would have happen to her dn….. smthng wrong….. she is bearing dat yuvraaj from soo long but didn’t told anything to any1……. wht she thought tv serial is going on der dat main lead will handle everything alone….. i m her mother she didn’t even told me…..
T(crying): nthng will happen na maa….. i promise nxt tym i wo…. (interrupted)
K: so u r waiting for smthng….. (she looks at him)
yaa rabbbaaa dede koi jaan bhi agr dilbar pe hona dilbar pe hona koi asr ho yaa rabbbaaa dede koi jaan bhi agr dilbar pe hona dilbar pe hona koi asr…..
T: i didn’t mean dat…… u both r not understanding….. i don’t want to hurt any1 by knowing all diz…..
L(to kunj): u knw kunj i already lost my 1 daughter nd today i lost my 2nd daughter also….. now i m thinking dat i m bad mother dat my daughter didn’t told me about her problms….. look she don’t want to HURT me….. (taunting) nd she is not HURTING me by saying all diz…… hahhh….. der is no point of discussion now…… (she leaves)
Kunj tries to stop her but fails….. twinkle breakdown crying….. he wants to console her but leaves controlling himself……
pyaar he yaa saza ae mere dil bta tut ta kyu nhi dard ka silsilaaaa…..
Kunj POV
I m sorry twinkle i don’t want to tell Leela maa about all diz but……
Flashback
Early morning leela is passing by kunj’s room she sees everything is here nd der messed up nd kunj is sleeping in sitting position supporting by wall….. she comes in nd wakes up kunj….. he wakes up nd she sees his swallow red eyes……
L: kunj did u cried…… nd wht is all diz….. (looking at d room)
K: nothing maa……
L: kunj i m literally scared wht happen tell me……
K(faking smile): areee ree maa m absolutely fine….. voo it’s nothing just (thinking smthng) yaa i fought wd my best friend…..
L: u think i m fool….. u didn’t consider me ur mom u said maa for just names sake…… u don’t TRUST me right…..
TRUST echoed in his ears……. Leela shakes him……
L: okay…… i knw u’ll share ur problm wd me whn u started trusting me…..
(she starts to leave kunj thinks dat she has a right to knw about her daughter….. i didn’t told her nd if 1 day she will came to knw about all diz from sm1 else…… she will hurt just lyk me…. it’s better i’ll told her now….. kunj stops her nd tells everything)
Flashback ends
Even i m hurt but i won’t let ruin mother daughter relation…… just bcoz of dat yuvraaj luthra…..
Kunj’s POV end
After smtym twinkle is searching for kunj…… she finds him wd sameer nd chinki both r craking jokes to cheer up his mood but kunj is upset…… twinkle goes der……
T: hay guys……
S: thank god u came….. look at me i was missing u sooooo much (to twinkle looking at kunj)
K leaves wdout saying anything sameer goes behind him……
C: m sorry twinkle….. kunj asked me so i have to say about uv nd all….. if u would told him.. he didn’t hurt dat much…..
T: it’s not ur mistake…… now i realize i was doing wrong by hiding d truth from my loved ones…… it’s all my mistake i could have told them earlier…..
Der sameer was wd kunj…….
S: kunj she deserves 1 chance…… afterall u love her……
K: u r right i love her….. i was trying from ystrdy to hate her….. but i failed to do soo…… whnevr i see her i realize how much i love her but she don’t….. i want to hate her but my love is not allowing me to do sooo…… wht should i do…… sameer tell me…… it’s d worst side of love i m going through……
S: not worst side kunj…… it’s d situation which u r going through….. everything will be fine soon…..
K: no….. i won’t let everything fine soon…… i knw i’ll forgive her 1 day bcoz of my love…… but i won’t forgive her soo easily……
Der twinkle says to chinki “i m ready to do whtevr kunj want….. i just want him to forgive me….. i just want things to be normal again…… i want his love again”
##episode ends##
Precape: smthng fell from kunj’s pocket…… twinkle picks up nd it’s namita’s card (remember) twinkle’s reaction or action jaanne k liye pdhiye unconditional love ka episode 37 by shona may be on sunday…..
Now my forgiveness
Sorry sorry sorry….. sorry to every1 don’t get angry guyies plzzzz forgive ur shona plzzzzz…… okay now reason to sun lo actually i was busy wd my college coaching assignments internals nd wd my personal problms…… so i stop visiting tu from… umm… i think 2 or 3 weeks or more…… i knw many of u r having all diz…… but mere dimag ka dahi ho rkha tha yrr kya likhti mae…… bcoz personal problms jyada effective the….. itnaaaa pressure tha mind pe kuch din preshan hui phr bhi sb wesa ka wesa…… so i thought let’s destiny play it’s game me to baith k chill krugi…… my insta give me diz idea….. but yaaa i m clear dat i will continue my ffs any how….. as my 1st priority is my family dn 2nd is studies nd 3rd one is my ffs…… areerreee list bohut bdi h so 3rd position is best….. now i’ll try to give update soon soon….. ab plzz maarna mt bcoz nowadays mujhe pyaar or thappad dono se dr lgta h…… thankxz for commenting on my previous episode….. love u all…..?? ??