HER UNFATHOMABLE LOVE – A SWASAN OS

Helloo Sweeties!!!! This is Savanshi back with an OS….
Just don’t throw tomatoes or slippers on me….
Fingers crossed????
Guys this is the second time I wrote this story…. the first time it was deleted due to malfunctioning….
Hope it meets up ur hopes??
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I was walking through the gates of my college. A total unknown place crowded with unknown people. None bothered about other;everyone busy in there own world. Some studying;some romancing;some playing pranks while others chatting with their friends.

I felt totally inferior. I had no one with whom I can talk; no one whom I can call friend. It just screwed up my hormones and I needed instant air inspite of being in open premises. I rushed to a deserted corner panting heavily. I could finally cope up with my breath. And then occurred the tragedy.
It was there where my eyes landed on him. I still wonder what was so ecstatic at that moment that made my heart flatter. I was just frozen;no eyeball movement;breaths hitched; heartbeats raised to an explosive level and my mind senseless.

There was a certain aura that made me develop an instant attraction towards him. He was handsome in a majestic way which was beyond words to explain. It could only be felt. No words right now can express the exact tinge of happiness.
I ripped away my heart in the hand of that beast. Yes he was a beast..  He is seriously murderous with that smirk look accompanied by that breathtakingly gorgeous body of his.
None can escape without being struck up by his aura. He is just awsm. Then and there; not even waiting for a blink I marked my heart as his. I know it’s insane but damn these feelings… they aren’t under our control.
A new glow came on my face only to fade the next instant. He was now standing there going all cosy with a girl.
Gosh!!! That hurts!!!!
But since I choose this path full of thorns who do I think will get the pain. A pang of jealously with an amalgam of sadness and helplessness shook up in me.

I gave a rest to my blooming feelings to analyse the situation. Here I’m a total alien who fell for a person at first sight. But the matter complicates here only coz for him I’m non-existing and for me he is to… be precise             The Owner of My blo*dy Heart.
Wow!!! Like seriously!!!            Who still believes that I’m not a soon-to-be mental asylum patient???

Who in his insane dream thinks of falling for a person who doesn’t even knows about his existence????
“Me” obviously Me… none else can do such blunder.

U know it’s hard;cut that, it kills to see ur love romancing with some else that too totally unaware about ur presence.

It hurts… it blo*dy hurts…”Sanskar”!!!!
To see u daily being all lovey dovey with her without acknowledging my presence but it isn’t ur fault that u r unaware of the fact that there exists someone who loves u immensely inspite of that fact.

Ur one glimpse makes my day…
I deliberately pass through ur group inspite of the snide comments that ur group passes on me especially ur girl.
Why do I take all those ridiculous comments???
Only For U..  just for ur one glimpse…
One glance is what that costs to brighten my day…

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Time is sliding like sand… U still wander around with Ur friends; I still sneak glances of u; U still, unaware of me and my love…
Nothing has changed except the depth of my love for u…
It has reached it’s benthic level.
Either u acknowledge me or not but I have named my this life for u.
I don’t know whether u will acknowledge my love or not but my this birth will be urs.
I know u don’t love me but still I can’t think of loving someone else even in my worst nightmare.

In reality I can never claim u as mine but my dreams are my saviour… it’s the only place where I see u reciprocating my love; where I see “US”…
The only heaven where we sit,talk,cuddle,share secrets and above all love each other madly.

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This is going to be the worst day of my life. How cruel of nature?
Can’t u just slow down the pace of time????
Just let me admire him for one last time. I know I can never meet him in future. Plz just a lil slow… let me absorb those majestic orbs radiating from his brown pupil,that masculined jaw blessed by the most relishing curves. Just let me drown myself into him for who knows that whether I’ll be able to see him again.
Finally the harsh cruelty is knocking on my door. He is gone u insane. U won’t be able to see him. The college is finished.

“IT’S SUCH A PATHETIC PHASE OF MY LIFE WHERE MY HEART TUNES FOR SOMETHING IT CAN NEVER GET STILL EVERY INCH OF ME WANTS TO HUM THAT UNSUNG MELODY.”

blo*dy pathetic!!!!
Isn’t it????
Well who is it to be blamed???
Me??? My Heart???
Or Him????
I guess none….
But still it hurts badly… Loving him was my decision so why feel sad. I’m proud that I love someone to an extreme level of fathomness and I’ll never let go of that love. Although it’s sheer madness but who has control over his/her heart.
I can just say that I LOVE HIM WITH EVERY INCH OF ME INSPITE OF ANYTHING IN RETURN….
Let people think what they want but I have him in my heart that is totally his possession now.

“PEOPLE SAY LOVE IS MAGIC.
IF LOVE IS MAGIC….
……. THEN HE IS MY HOGWARTS”

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This is the story of my life. A mere girl who committed the most beautiful mistake of her life. Mistake???? Is it really a mistake to love someone without expecting anything in return??
I hope it’s not.
Yet that beautiful mistake turned out to be a harsh reality of my life. I still live my life. Although I can’t see him now… although my mornings doesn’t awaits to be brightened now…. then also life goes on…
His memories are alwaz there to welcome me after the tiring office work. Those precious memories of HIM … the one who I carve for..  the one who I can never get.

But Destiny is such a b*t*h. Really one can never understand it’s game and I must say one should never underestimate its game.
My destiny played it’s card on the least expected moment.
The moment when I was trying to lower the burning desires of having a glimpse of him. He appeared. He was right there in front of me spreading his aura again making it difficult for me to believe my own eyes.
These blo*dy eyes are trying to betray me!!!! U morons!!!

“Miss Swara”????

I kept my gaze still.

“It’s a dream!!! It’s a dream”…
I kept chanting the same line in my head.

A stern voice and I was brought back into the reality. He was still there. It’s true!!!!
He’s here… in front of me….
Tell me it isn’t a dream….

Gosh!!!! I never felt so happy in years…
May be now u will know about my exsistance.. May be now I can stare at u… May be now I won’t have to sneak to glance u..
Just MAY BE….

After pacing up with the reality I answered my boss only to hear the best news of my life. He was assigned as my co-worker.
How badly I wanted to jump and scream now!!!!
But Control is something I have been practicing for months now… so it saved me from further embarrassment.

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Next few months were a heavenly bliss. He was there right beside me all the day long and at night cuddling with me.(off course in my dreams?)
The beginning was hell awkward but with passing time ever thing started to fit up in the jigsaw of my life.

“WE”.. hush!!!! Finally there is something like WE…

WE became acquainted to each other. From normal talks to secret sharing… few months bonding was all that was needed.
We had our lunch together sharing embarrassing childhood stories. As we started to know each other well we opened up our life secrets. He told me that he dated a girl in his college who betrayed him. I was shocked. He still didn’t knows that I was too from his college; what a tragedy!!!

My feelings were now being reciprocated although at a lower platform but it’s said na
“Something is better than nothing”
I was content with this coz I know we shouldn’t keep our hopes high bcz when they break they leave u incurably wounded.

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“Jaan”!! U are still writing??
O! merciful God which kind of wife have u bestowed me with????
She doesn’t has time for her husband. Huh!!!!

“Oh!!! So my Sanskari Sanskar is angry haan… what to say?
I had a sudden urge to kiss someone but my Sanskar is so Sanskari that he won’t do any such Asanskari deed”.

“No Jaan. Haven’t u heard that ad ‘phle istamal kare phir viswas kare’???”

“Is it so”???

“Yes jaan now let me give a demo.”

A blink was all it took. The most precious gift of my life was in my arms relishing the taste of my love. Our lips moulded up completely fixing the last jigsaw piece or more precisely revealing a picture of “US”.
We savoured our love for each other deepening the kiss. His one hand caressing my waist while other was onto my neck pulling me closer. What a contentment!!!
This is something I’ll never get tired of; feeling him. It gives a sense of completeness to have him right beside me for whole life.
At last my unsung melody is tuned.

YOU,
A LOVED BALLAD
AND I,
THE MOUTH OF
AN UNSTRANDED
SAILOR,
AND WE,
TUNE THE SIRENS….

“U were writing about us”??

“Hmm”. I replied still catching my breath.

“How could u have loved me so much”??
“Without any hope of reciprocation”???
“Have u never got tired of it”???

I snapped my head up looking directly into his eyes.
“I can never get tired of loving u.”

“Why Swara”?

” You know…I KNEW THE SECOND I SAW YOU THAT THERE’S SOMETHING ABOUT U  I NEEDED. TURNS OUT IT WASN’T SOMETHING ABOUT U  AT ALL….
IT WAS JUST ‘YOU’…”

“Gosh!!!! I LOVE U SO DAMN MUCH SWARA”.

A sigh of contentment escaped my lips.
” I LOVE U TOO SANSKAR FOREVER.”

“Do you remember the day I proposed u”????

A blush ran through my cheeks making it go red due to the amalgam of shyness and embarrassment.

“I literally had to kiss u to make u believe it’s true”.
But I loved it!!!!

“Off course u will love it. U just need a chance to romance.”

“U know jaan I was thinking that since u have put a false allegation on me why not prove it right”.

“Which… “??
My words were left incomplete as I was raised up in his arms to pay the price of I quote ” MY FALSE ALLEGATION”.

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PHEWWW!!!!
Finally this is an end. I know it was pretty long coz first I thought to end it as the one sided story but later thinking about u all and remembering about rotten tomatoes I thought to be on safe side. Thus it paved way to
“Happy ending”!!!!

Hope u all enjoyed!!!!
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