virgin (part 3)

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Swara returned back to her house. Broken from inside, she couldn’t understood what happened in her life at sudden. She knocked the door.

“Shona.” Her mother hugged her. “U should inform us before coming.”

“Where is Jami sa (son in law).” Shekhar looked outside.

“Ma, baba I’m feeling tired.” She hold her tears amd left for her room and closed the door. Her patience broke, tears emerged out from her eyes.

(Sorry for adding this song, even I don’t like adding song but. Today while listening this song, I missed SwaSan a lot so in their memory.)

Pyaar Humko Bhi Hai, Pyaar Tumko Bhi Hai
Toh Yeh Kya Silsile Ho Gaye
Bewafa Hum Nahi, Bewafa Tum Nahi
Toh Kyon Itne Gile Ho Gaye
Chalte… Chalte… Kaise Yeh Faasle Ho Gaye…
Kya Pata, Kahaan Hum Chale

Sanskar was sitting at the corner, with lots of tears in his eyes, holding Swara’s broken bangles. The only thing of their first night he kept with him. The first time he saw her, his first love. How became afraid in when he tired to kiss her first time.

“Aww.” She cried when that bangle hurt her. He kissed the broken bangle.

“I love u, l love u SWARA.” He looked towards their bed. The same place she place where she confessed her love. “Sanskar, I love u.”

The place where she surrendered herself to him. “Please, love me. I want to give myself to u.” The same place she cheated him. They were so closed, so close to unite.

“Y? Swara. U hurt me. Bhai was right, all girls r same. If u love someone, then Y u lied to me. How could u? If once u says Sanskar ji, I love other man, I swear I won’t touch u, in my whole life.” He tightly pressed bangle piece, untill blood came out. “U played with my feelings. I love u so much, even I don’t know how much. But now, hate this love.”

In what sort of pain had their heart drowned. Virgin, this word completely destroyed her world. How could she made him believe how much she loves him. She took his photo.

“Sanskar ji, Ur love gave me that happiness which I never, thought in my dream. I never thought that I could love someone this much. But u destroyed everything. Does ur love only depend upon my virginity?”

“And I promise to give u respect that u deserves.” She reminded his fake promise.

“Because u r not virgin Swara, I’m not the first man to touch u.” His bitter words were still echoing in her ears. How he pointed finger in her character. He claimed her characterless.

“Were all these promises made of glass, Sanskar ji? They broke in just an instant, on getting a small jerk.” She wiped her tears. “U can’t be weak Swara, I’ll not give any proof to this society. Now I’ll live for myself. Now I’ll not cry for Sanskar ji.”

Then she again cried. “Why this is so difficult. Y falling for u is so easy, but forgetting u is impossible.”

“Shona, beta.” Shomi knocked the door.

“Ma, I don’t want to eat anything. I’m tired I need to take rest.”

“Ok, if u need anything ask me.” She left.

Both the heart were in pain, but there was no cure. The season of loneliness has arrived.

Sanskar came out of washroom after taking shower. He looked towards mirror. As little memory flashed before his eyes.

Swara was comparing their height before mirror.

“Sanskar ji, u r so tall, that’s why I bought high heels. How’s it?” Sanskar took them and threw them out through window. “Sanskar ji, what u did.”

Sanskar cupped her face. “U know Swara, Y r u short?”

“So, that people would laugh at me that my hubby is taller than me.” She made sad face. ?

“No, u r short because.” He hugged her. “Whenever you hug me u can hear my heart beat, which beats for u.”

“I can hear it.” She smiled.

“U live here Swara.” She blushed.

“Aww.” Sanskar cried as his thoughts broke when someone touched his wound on his back.

“Don’t worry it will cure soon Devar sa.” Ragini applied lotion on his back.

“Bhabhi sa.”

“She gave u these marks, u don’t worry. Soon u will get rid of her. I’ll not let everything related to her, in this room. Not Even these marks.” Sanskar turned back and hold her hand.

“I’ll do it myself. Y u came here?” She gave him a wedding card.

“Sahil, specially called. U have to go.”

“I don’t want.”

“Devar sa, for her u r spoiling ur life.”

“It’s Nothing like that. Now she doesn’t matters for me.”

“Then u should go, after all u have to marry again.”

“Bhabhi sa, I’m already married.” He took the card and kept it on table and wore his shirt.

“She cheated u, don’t worry this time I’ll select a virgin girl for u. We will do test also. Tomorrow I’ll tell everything to ma sa.”

“Bhabhi sa, first of all. Now I’m not virgin how can I except that I should get a pure girl. And u need not to say anything to anyone.”

“But Devar sa.”

“Please bhabhi sa, don’t tell anyone about this.”

“For a cheater, who knows with how many man she slept.”

“Bhabhi.” He shouted a loud. “One more word against her, I’ll leave this house.” She was about to say further but the interupt by this. “I love her, I’m not like ur husband and yes it would be better u focus on ur scattered life.” He left.

He banged his leg on pot. He was frustrated. “Y Swara u r still bothering for me? Y hating u is difficult, not difficult even impossible for me. I feel as if u r innocent but u r not. Because of u first time I spoke bhabhi like this.” He closed his eyes. Still she was coming in his mind.

Like this one week passed away. Neither they forgot each other nor their pain reduced. Both of them quite they didn’t tell anyone about what had happened between them. Shomi, Shekhar also got suspect that there was something that Swara was hiding. Everytime they asked she simply refused by giving any excuse. Same case with Sanskar.

“Sanskar, call Swara. It’s not good it has been one week, now she has to come back.” Sujata asked.

“Ma sa, let her there when she wants she would come back.”

“Ma sa, let my Chotey enjoy this freedom.” Laksh said.

Sujata caressed Sanskar’s hairs. “What happened to u? U hate beard. Even u r not eating properly. If u r missing her this much, then bring her back.”

“She doesn’t deserves…” Sanskar signed Ragini to be quite.

“Ma sa, me and Chotey r going in Sahil’s marriage… We will return after three days.” They left.

Sanskar reminded his own wedding. It had been only 6 months before they tied in a relation. All were happy all were enjoying, but he was unhappy. Every ritual, were reminding her only. He was missing her, Shekhar home was near this village but he couldn’t go.

“Cheers?.” Lucky looked towards Sanskar. “Chotey, where r u lost.”

“Lucky, Bhai. Today is my first night and it seems Sanskar is remembering his.”

“Haha???.” Lucky gave him glass. ” have it forget all pain.”

They were fully drunk.

“Lucky Bhai, give me some tips of first night. U have experience of two wife.”

“Be a man.” Laksh started blabbering the same tips that he gave to Sanskar. Sahil’s uncle Mr Prem too joined them.

“Take tips from me Sahil beta.”

“Tau ji, u here?”

“Sahil, u all r kids. I’m the real man, father of 7 son. I’ll tell u how to use woman.” He continued. Sanskar was lost in his own thoughts.

“Sanskar, u can also share about ur first night.” Sahil asked.

“Her eyes, r so beautiful. She is so beautiful. I love the way she hugs Me. I love the way she says, I love u Sanskar ji. I love her.”

“Sanskar, r u OK.” Sahil checked his forehead. “U take rest. Ok now I’m going.”

“All the best…” Sahil’s uncle winked.

Sanskar didn’t knew when he got sleep.

“Get out…” Someone shouted. Sanskar woke up. He was in the terrace. He searched for Laksh, no one was there. Then he looked towards the source of sound. The whole crowd was surrounding around Sahil and his wife. He rushed there.

“Sahil ji please don’t do this.”

“Shut up u blo*dy sl*t. Ur father cheated me.”

She hold his legs… Imploring him. “Sahil ji, I’m begging u please don’t leave me. What will I do know how can I face this world alone my, parents they would die…”

Sahil pushed her. “So what, u have to think before sleeping with other man.”

Prem uncle hold her by hairs. “Girls like u just showing ur body. Sahil beta, she tried to seduced me last night.”

“No, he is lying.” She cried.

Sahil’s mother slapped her. “U r not a virgin. How dare u to lie to us. Go from here.”

People threw stones on her, abused her. She begged them but one one listen to her. Even Sanskar was watching all this. She tired to defend the girl.

“Leave her Chotey, she did wrong.”

“But Bhai, why they r beating her. Let her go simply.”

“Sanskar, it’s her punishment.” Sahil’s mother said. “And u don’t think much about it. How u will understand my son’s pain, Ur wife was virgin but my innocent child he got a dirty, impure girl.”

She went near Sahil. “Sahil, beta u don’t worry. Ur mother is alive. This time we will do test before marriage.”

“Thanks ma.” All people started gossiping about the girl. Sanskar thought what if Swara was in her place.

“Bhai, I’m going out. I need sometime alone.” Laksh gave him car’s key.

He left. Everything was revolving in his mind. Swara’s crying face was coming before his eyes. People were throwing stones on her her. “Leave me.” She looked towards Sanskar. “Save me Sanskar ji.” He tried to go but his family didn’t allowed him. A woman took a big stone and about threw on Swara.

“SWARA…” He shouted… He was dreaming in day. He was badly sweating. He took deep breath. Then his eyes fell on the group of people. He went there. Sahil’s bride was lying there.

“What happened to her.”

“Bhaya (bro.) She jumped in river.”

“Y r u watching all this take her hospital.”

“She is a sl*t. Who will touch this dirt. We know, poor Sahil.”

Sanskar lifted her in his arms and took her hospital. He waited her to gain conscious. He informed Laksh that he had some important work. Next morning she gained conscious.

“R u OK?”

“Y u saved me? Let me die.”

“Death is not solution. U did wrong. Think about Sahil, he is also hurt.”

“Hurt and he… Haha, u boys need a virgin girl.”

“U should not lied to him. If u love someone else then U had to tell this to Sahil.” Sanskar said.

“Great, if I’m not virgin that’s me I slept with other guys. Is it my mistake my own uncle rapped me. And when I told my parents they said me to hide this for their reputation.” She busted out her pain.

“What, u should tell this to Sahil. He was hurt that u r not virgin and misunderstood everything.”

“Literally u think ur friend is hurt. He is also like others.”

“He loves u.”

“If he loves me, and if virginity matters for him. Then Y did he f**ked me whole night. If he got to know I’m not pure he should stopped but he didn’t… Ask ur friend how many times he did this with me, he enjoyed the whole night and in the morning threw me like waste product.”

Sanskar was quite to hear this much… She was about to go, but felt little fizzy. He hold her and called the Nurse.

“I’m sorry, I don’t know about it.”

“All men r same. If ur wife is not virgin it doesn’t mean she cheated u. May be something bad happened with her.” She cried. “To whom I should blame. My uncle snached my virtue and my own husband or my mean parents…”

“Please, don’t cry.” Sanskar gave her hankey. Nurse came.

“She need rest, sir.” Nurse gave her injection and she slept.

Sanskar looked towards the girl he felt bad then he reminded. “My own uncle rapped me…”

“SWARA…” He reminded her whole conversation. “No, if she… Same thing happened with her, if tried to do suicide… No nothing can happen to her.”

He madly rushed towards his car and drove fast. Even didn’t bother to locked the car and madly knocking the door.

“Who the hell…” Shekhar opened the door. “Damad ji, come…”

“Swara, where is she?”

“U sit I’ll bring something for u.” He went inside her room.

“Swara.” She wasn’t there. “Swara…”

Shomi and Shekhar got panicked, the way Sanskar was shouting. Sanskar came outside.

“Ma, Swara…”

“Damad ji, Swara is in college.” Sanskar took relief. “But what happened to u. U came here to take her back. It’s good, since the time she came here, she was behaving weirdly.”

Shekhar supported her words. “Her real place is with u. If she did anything wrong then we r apologizing.”

“No baba, it’s nothing like that. I think I should left.”

He went to her college. He knew only admission chamber where he went once with Swara. He didn’t knew where to go.

“Excuse, where is Swara?”

“Who Swara?” Boy replied.

“She is so innocent, short in height and yes she is very intelligent. and she…”

“Sir, I don’t know her.”

“Jiju.” Sanskar turned back.

“Kavita, where is Swara?”

“Oh, Swara she is in her class. Wait let me call her.”

“No, let her study. Is she OK?”

“Y r u asking this?”

“Nothing.”

“She badly missed u. U know jiju in the morning, she was sleeping by holding ur pic. How romantic.”

“She missed me.”

“Yup, anyways u came to see her result. U don’t worry she will get good marks.”

He waited for her. Finally she came out. He moved towards her.

“Hey result is out…” A boy shouted. Swara saw her result. She became happy. She turned back and found Sanskar. She hugged him.

“Yepiiii, Sanskar ji. I topped in the exam. Yeh…”

“U r too intelligent…”

Someone tapped on Sanskar shoulder… He was Sahil. “Day dreaming bro. Anyways bhabhi has topped the college.”

“What r u doing here? Ur wife is in hospital and u?”

“That sl*t is not my wife.”

“Sahil, she had been rapped by her uncle it’s not her fault.”

“So what? Thing is that she is not virgin. She is a leftover.”

“Then Y u didn’t stopped after knowing the truth.”

“How do u know? And why would I? It was my right to enjoy with her. U tell me if u r doing s*x with ur wife but u came to know that she is not virgin would u stop. No, u will continue untill u get satisfaction.”

Sanskar grabbed his collar. “Shut up, u r cheap Sahil. I hate that u were my friend.”

“Ur wife is pure but if she wasn’t then, but she is damm good. I’ll not leave for a week atle…” Sanskar punched on his face.

They engaged in a terrible fight. “Don’t u dare to took her name from ur dirty mouth.” College students departed them. Swara also saw this.

“Who r u Mr? Sahil is student of our college Y u hurt him?, now police will deal with u.”

“Sir, please don’t.” Swara requested to him.

“Y r u defending him?”

“He is my husband. I’m apologizing for his mistake. Please sir…”

“Ok, since u r good student of college.” He looked towards Sanskar. “Next time I’ll not leave u.” All departed.

“Swara.”

“Sanskar ji, it’s bleeding.” They Sat on the bench. Under the tree shade. She cleaned his wound with her hankey.

“Congratulations Swara.”

“Thanks.” He hold her hand with one hand and his second hand was on her cheek.

“How’s u? Ma said u r not eating properly.” She didn’t spoke anything. “Swara, can I ask something.”

She removed his hand. “Sanskar ji, I’m not virgin. I don’t have any proof and if I had then also I would not show u.”

“Swara.” He cupped her face. “Look into my eyes, I know u r hiding something. I told u if anyone hurt u. Touched u without ur willing tell me.”

“Touch, virgin, hymen… Only these words matters for u. Ok, yes I a man forced me to sleep with him, now what will u do?”

“I’ll kill him, just tell me his name.”

“But still, u dream would remain incomplete. I’m not virgin for u. I’m used material.”

“Don’t say anything like this. U just tell me the name.”

“Sanskar ji, do u still love me?”

“Yes.”

“It’s just simple, if u love me then Y virginity matters. Did I ever asked u to prove yourself?”

“But I never touched any girl except u.” He hold her hand. “Swara, I’ll fix everything. Who’s that man, tell me?”

“U will never understand me. Sanskar ji u go from here. And if u want I’m ready to divorce u… U can marry a virgin girl.”

“Do u really think I’ll marry other girl. How can I give ur place to her? I love u.”

“Few days ago u said u hate me but now what happened at sudden.” He told her everything, that happened with Sahil’s wife.

“Swara, I really love u. At time I couldn’t able to judge the situation. Before our first night Bhai whispered in my ears that if hymen breaks by u then she will not leave u else, assume that she had relation and she might left u.”

“So ur love means doing s*x with me, but in one condition that u must be first man to touch me.”

“First man by ur willingness. That man forced u, it’s not ur mistake. If u would tell me before nothing would happen.”

She smiled. “Sanskar ji, u became selfish in love. U just want to proof that, if hymen not broke so someone else forced me and it’s not my mistake. Just for the satisfaction of ur heart.”

“Try to understand Swara.”

“Sanskar ji, let me complete. I haven’t slept with anyone man except u, neither my own wish nor by force. I’m not virgin will u still love me?”

He was quite for a second.

“U don’t have answer, I know Sanskar ji.” She stood up and was about to leave, he hold her hand.

“Yes, despite of ur betrayal. My feelings for u won’t change. My love doesn’t depend upon ur virginity but I can’t live with a cheater.”

He stood up and cupped her face. “I love u.” He kissed on her forehead. “Trust me, if anyone… I’m with u.”

“Sanskar ji, answer to my one question. Ragini is Laksh ji’s second wife, she was virgin but ur brother wasn’t, if the relation of husband wife is based on equality then, Y if a non virgin boy gets a virgin it’s correct but reverse case is not.”

She was right, and now he understood. His heart started feeling that she was right. She removed his hand.

“I love u and my love for u doesn’t need any virginity, it doesn’t matters for my love. It’s too late I have to go for my next lecture.” She kissed on his cheek. “Take care.” She left.

Her love was pure for him, which could withstand without any support but he felt her eyes were hiding something what was that, Y she wasn’t telling him him truth. Sanskar was just looking at her, she was going away from him.

He got call.

“Hello, Mr Maheshwari can u come in hospital.”

“Anything serious.”

“Ya, that girl again tried to do suicide.”

“I’m coming.” Don’t know how many girls have to suffer because of this pathetic thinking. One side they worshipped woman and other side they were asking them to prove themselves.

“Another same case. blo*dy illiterate villagers.” Dr. Rima Garg, said in frustration.

“Mam, is she OK?”

“Now she is OK, u r her husband don’t know when u stupid people stop judging the girls virginity based on stupid hymen layer.”

“What do u mean doctor I can’t understand?”

“R u Illiterate? Half knowledge is dangerous. Some people believe that you’re not a virgin if your hymen is stretched open. But having a hymen and being a virgin are not the same thing.”

“But my Bhai and bhabhi said…”

She interrupted him. “Some people are born with hymens that are naturally open. And many other activities like horse riding besides s*x can stretch your hymen. So you can’t tell if someone has had s*x by the way their hymen looks or feels.”

“What…” He got a big shock…

“Mr stop judging girl. Not all girls are born with a hymen. If she wants she could make u fool by artificial hymen.”

“I…” He tried to collect his words. “I seriously don’t know… They said. I was stupid, she said me but me…”

He ran from there.

“Excuse me…” He didn’t stood for replying her.

What he had done? He suspected his own love. She said she was innocent but he was determined upon his own words. How he hurted her how he pointed finger on her character.

“Because u r not virgin Swara, I’m not the first man to touch u.” He shouted on her.

“No,… Nobody forced me. Sanskar ji, u r the first person who kissed me. To whom I gave permission to touch me.”

“Again a lie.”

“No… I really love u.” Her crying face was revolving before his eyes.

“I was blind, she said she truly loved me and I… Shame on me… My Swara is pure, she never cheated me.” He wiped his tears. “I’ll beg to her, I know she will forgive her stupid, Illiterate husband.”

But was it that much simple as Sanskar thought. To whom Swara should choose her love or Dignity?

Love is beautiful experience of life, he gave her that feeling. But he was the same who claimed on her character. Though he didn’t knew about it but still she was hurt.

“Swara, what r u hiding?”

“Nothing Kavita, what r u talking about?” Swara tried to hide her tears.

“Then Y r u crying? See I saw u and jiju talking. Something happened. Shona U can say to me, I send uncle aunty out. Please say.”

Swara burst out crying?. She hugged Kavita. “I love him. I love him a lot.”

“Then Y r u crying? Is jiju is cheating u?”

“No, Kavita he too loves a lot but.”

“But… Speak dear…” Swara told her everything. “Swara Y don’t u tell him that hymen can be break for any activities, like playing.”

“But my hymen didn’t broke due to playing, or anything activities. It broke because…”

To be continued…

Done with another, next part may be last part. So what u think, Swara should forgive Sanskar or not? Ur friend nilu?.