Link of previous episode Part 3
Before starting, I want to say, that I’m not trying to give any negative message… I thought a lot for before writing this. And if anyone of u r uncomfortable with mature or adult content then please ignore it…
Now start the chappy.?
“But my hymen didn’t broke due to playing, or anything activities. It broke because…”
Swara stopped while speaking… Kavita wiped her tears?.
“U can trust me. I’ll not disclose this, it would be between us.” Kavita tried to assure her.
“I never told this to anyone.”
Swara’s POV.
Sitapur, my Granny’s home. I used to visit there in every Summer. At that time I was 7 years old. Everyone loved me there. My Granny’s neighbour was very rich and Shubham was their new tenant, he was best friend. I used to play with him. Nagpal uncle, Shubham’s father he always used to say that I would become his daughter in law. And at that time I became happy. My whole time spent in his house.
“Shubham, go buy some vegetables from market.”
“Y Shona? U can go. I’m taking rest?.” I hit on his head.
“Arrey buddhu (oh stupid.) I’m ur wife. So.”
“So what??”
“So, wife stays at home and husband buys vegetables?.”
Same time Nagpal uncle came. “My bahu(daughter in law) is right.” He gave him money. “Go, buy whatever she wants.”
“Ji pita ji (OK, dad)” he left.
And I engaged in my work. Uncle came near me and started caressing my back. “What r u doing Shona?”
“I’m peeling the potatoes.” He hold my hands.
“Come I’ll teach u.” He took me in his lap and taught me…
“Yepii I did uncle.”
“So, where is my prize?”
“Uncle I’m making food. I’ll give u.”
He showed his cheeks. “Won’t u give me kissi (kiss). I’m also ur friend.” I kissed on his cheeks.
“Huh, ? who kiss like that? U don’t know anything.”
“But uncle I gave this mumma daily.”
“Shona, I’ll taught u. How to kiss? First on cheeks then, other things for other days.” I nodded yes. He pulled my cheeks. “So soft. Shona, first I’ll kiss u then U.”
“Ok, uncle. Then I’ll kiss mumma like this. She will be happy…”
“No, no don’t tell her.”
“Y uncle?”
“First u learn it perfectly… Ok now I’m going to kiss on ur cheeks.”
He first started sucking my cheek. And licked it. I was feeling weird, I tired to move back but he was holding me. Then he bite in my cheek.
“Aww, uncle u bite me.”
“Shona, it’s for fun.”
“Uncle, u r bad. I’m not going to talk u bye.” Shubham came at that time.
“Shona, see I bought vegetables. Now cook ur hubby is hungry.”
“Ok,” and we continued playing. I forgot about what uncle did.
“Shona, what happened to ur cheek.” Shubham asked.
But uncle didn’t let me explain. “Shubham beta, mosquito bites… Now enough for today now go study.” Shubham left.
“Uncle u r lair. We should not lie.”
“Shona, I don’t want to tell Shubham about our special kiss. If u promise me u will kept our secret, I’ll teach u one more type kiss plus one chocolate daily.” He gave me chocolate?.
“Wao, chocolate. Yummy?.” Then I returned it back.
“U don’t want this.”
“Uncle, u will again bite me. It’s hurt me. I don’t want ur chocolates.”
“Take it.” He gave me chocolate. “I promise not to hurt u. U r my best friend.” He hold his ears. “Sorry Shona, please forgive me.?.”
I wiped his tears. “Don’t cry uncle. I’ll not tell anyone.” I left.
I was stupid, dumb, and greedy for chocolates. His intensions were just to satisfy his lust and me… What I was doing? I was provoking him.
“Uncle, where is Shubham?”
“Shona, he went to school.” He replied.
“Ok, then I’ll come in evening.”
“Wait… I’m here u can play with me.” I thought then agreed. I arranged my toys. “Shona, for today I’m ur husband.”
“Haha uncle, u r aunty’s husband not mine.”
“Only for few hours. Now make food for me.” I served him food.
“How’s it uncle?”
“Yummy…” He pulled me towards him. “Now, do what a wife does for her husband.”
“I made food na…”
“U didn’t kissed me.” I kissed on his cheeks.
“Uff, friends kiss on cheeks. Wife kisses on husband lips.”
“I never saw ma, baba kissing here.” (Pointing towards lips).
“My wife. It’s secrete between them. Come na. I’m waiting. Don’t hurt Ur husband.”
He kissed me, I couldn’t explain how bad was he? I was out of breath I was pushing him.
“So yummy. Shona U should wear skirt u looks more pretty in skirt.”
“Uncle, I don’t like it. This kiss is bad.”
“Shona, it’s common for husband and wife. Ur ma, baba also did this. Now come sleep.”
“I’m going to my home.”
“Y? Husband and wife sleeps together. Ur ma baba also sleeps together.” He took me in his arms. “Come sleep. After that I’ll give u chocolates.”
Whenever I played with Shubham he intensionally send him out for works. The more days passed and his behavior changed… He used to touch me, my… My private parts… That time I was too small to understand that.
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Kavita looked towards Swara who was narrating her pain, her eyes was fully drenched with tears.
“It was not ur mistake. He was a dirty man. Shona, Y didn’t u tell uncle and aunty about it.”
Swara smiled. “What? What I could say if I was not mature enough to judge his intension.”
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His dirty intension, didn’t stopped there. It was night time all were gathered around bonfire?. Me and my friends were roaming round bonfire.
“Shona, be careful. Stay away from fire.” Ma warned me.
“No, worries ma. Nothing will happen Shona, I’m Supergirl.” But, that evil, he entangled his leg and I was about to fall. He hold me.
“Aww, Shona beta. See ur ma told u. Now come sit in my laps.”
“She is very mischievous, now Shona stay with uncle. I’m going to make food.” All males were engaged in talking. It was dark and he took benefit of the situation. He slided inside my skirt and…
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Swara hugged Kavita. “He touched me, there….” She cried more. “Kavita, he was very bad.”
Kavita rubbed her back. “Sssh, Shona. U was a little girl. It was not ur mistake.”
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I tried to get out of his grip. He was very strong. Thank to ma, she called me for dinner. From that day, I stopped going near uncle. Even I stopped playing with Shubham.
“I don’t want to be ur friend. Now I’ll not play with u.”
“Y Shona?”
“Ur papa is very bad.”
“Hup, u r bad. My baba is best. Bad Shona.” And our friendship broke.
But that wasn’t that much simple as I thought. I got fever and situation became worse when my Nani ma (Granny) got heart attack. Doctor said that, she need medical facilities that was only in big city. Ma, baba decided, to take Granny.
“Nagpal Bhai, I’m very tense. Here Shona and ma. Shomi is very tense. What to do?”
“Shekhar Bhai, I’m here. I’ll take care of Shona. She is like my daughter. Kaki sa (aunty for Swara’s Granny) needs good facilities.” He gave money to baba.
“Thank u Bhai sa.” I became afraid. I hugged ma.
“Ma, please take me.”
“Shona, beta we will come soon, within a week.”
“No, ma uncle is very bad, very bad.” I cried, I implored her.
“Shona, beta.” Nagpal hold my hand but I jerked. “I’ll give u lots of chocolates. See ur Granny need good facilities. Let her go.”
“No, no ? ma, please…” I wasn’t ready to leave her, but that evil snached me. “Ma…”
“Shona, beta u r suffering from fever. If we will take u, ur health might become worse.” She kissed on my forehead. “I’ll back soon.”
They left. He got what he wanted. He closed all the doors and windows. I sat at the corner of the room.
“Shona, come here.”
“No, u r bad.”
“See, today I’ll make u my wife. Ur parents r not here even Shubham went to his uncle’s home. I’ll love u.”
He pulled me. I beat him with my little hands. But it wasn’t effecting that evil. He forcefully kissed me. And when I cried he slapped me.
“Shut ur mouth.” He took a knife. “If u speak one more word. I’ll kill u.” I became frightened. He took me in his lap.
He placed a movie in his mobile. “Now, I’ll show how to become good wife.” I was weeping badly. He showed me adult movie. He kissed on my cheeks. “We will do it, my wife. For one week we will do it.” I was feeling disgusting. I felt something hurting me. He was aroused. I threw his phone.
“Chii ganda… (Pathetic.) U r Ravan. I’ll tell everything to ma baba.” I started throwing things on him. He slapped me.
“Now, I’ll show who am I?” He undid this pants… And pulled down my skirt and with full force he inserted his fingers…
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Swara hugged Kavita, and clutched her clothes so tightly… “He made me dirty, Kavita. I was feeling unbearable pain.”
“Don’t say further… Hush, my Shona is innocent. He is dirty not u.”
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I was lucky, that someone knocked the door. He immediately took a cloth piece and cleaned the blood. Before opening the door he took a knife and cut his wrist. My masi ma( mother’s sister) was there.
As she entered, inside the room. I immediately hugged her. I was crying and crying. I wasn’t in the condition to speak.
“Don’t cry my Shona. Massi ma came…” She asked him. “What is happening here? Y, she is crying?”
“She is very, stubborn. First she broke my phone. So, I slapped her and she started throwing things at me. Look she cut my wrist…” He lied…
“Sorry, bhaiya. Shona is naughty. U go I’ll take care of her.” He left. She asked me. “Shona, Y u broke uncle’s mobile.”
But I was crying. Words were not ready to come out from my mouth. She took me in her embrace. “Hush, my Shona is very good. Don’t cry OK.” She sang lullaby and I slept. I woke up, next day.
“Shona, u r burning in fever.” She told me to change but when I moved, my legs loosed control. She hold me. “Masi ma, it’s paining here.”
“What happened, Shona?” I told her what that beast tried to do. “Masi ma, uncle is bad. He said he will make me his wife. I don’t want to be his wife… He is bad. He beat me…” She took me in a tight hug.
“Shona, my baby. thank to God. I came in time and saved my daughter.” She informed ma and baba about it. But when they returned back after operation, I was hurt with their reaction.
“This girl, she spoiled our name. And that Nagpal is pathetic.”
“Jiju sa, we should complain against him.”
“R u mad? We should thank to God nothing happened, else who will marry Swara.” That time I was wondering, Y baba said this? Y no one would marry me?
“But jiju sa.”
No only baba even ma. “It’s our personal matter choti (younger sister.) Now only we know this matter, and if we complain then whole world came to know about this. This would defame us.”
“Yes, Shomi is right. He tired to rape her but didn’t. I’m happy in it. Now we will leave from here and never returned back untill, he is here.” He came near me.
“Baba, uncle is very bad. He…” Baba kept finger on my lips.
“Promise ur baba, u will never say this to anyone, untill u get married. U love ur baba.”
“I love u baba.”
“Then promise.”
“Promise baba, but don’t leave me alone with uncle.” I hugged him.
“My Shona, don’t cry. I wish I could punish that man. I hope will understand I’m doing this for ur and for our prestige….”
And we left from there… And When I understood the real meaning of prestige, that my father told to save, I asked ma.
“Swara, don’t talk rubbish. Forget that incident.”
“How could I ma?”
“See, Swara how we will search him. He doesn’t live there. U want us to search him and what will happen then?”
“But ma.”
“I don’t want to argue, u don’t care about ur prestige but please spare on us. We r not that much rich to spend our time, money or name for him. When u will get married u will forget this. And if u love us then please don’t…”
Swara’s POV ends…
“Hate this drama of society…??. Swara I’m with u. But u should tell this to jiju.”
“U know Kavita ma was right. In Sanskar’s love I forgot everything about that incident. Sanskar ji never forced me, but he is also like others…”
“But Swara may be he would understand.”
“No he won’t, instead he will again blamed me. That Y, I went to play in uncle’s house? For him if I’m not virgin because I slept with a men. He hurt me.”
“But u said u love him.”
“Yes I do. But for me my dignity is more important than his love which relies on my hymen.”
Kavita smiled. “I salute to lady like u. Who is fighting for her dignity. So much happened with u Swara. Still u didn’t broke. I would never imagine the pain u suffered. But if u need any help I’m with u.”
“Sometimes, I feel weak, I couldn’t able to punish that man. Ma said now with my name, the prestige of two family is attached. My one action can defamed both the families.”
“Swara, Y jiju hasn’t send the divorce paper? I mean he came to meet u also.”
“I don’t know. Now Sanskar ji, is not the part of my life. Soon with the time my love for him also get vanished. He will soon find new girl for him.”
“And what about u?”
“I don’t want to marry again, because love only hurts.”
They shared their thoughts… And then kavita left. That night, Swara cried a lot even her eyes were swilled. Her eyes were closed but still past incident were haunting before her eyes. She felt someone caressing her hairs.
“Uncle leave me.” She woke up but found Sanskar there.
“It’s me Sanskar.” She hugged him.
“Sanskar ji, save him. He will…”
“Hush, my Shona. Ur Sanskar ji is here. No one has dare to touch u. I’ll kill those bastard.”
“Sanskar ji,” she said in a weeping tone. “I didn’t cheat u. He made me dirty. I’m sorry…”
“No, Shona. That evil is dirty my Shona is pure. My Shona only loves me and I love my Shona.”
“U will again leave me.” Sanskar broke the hug and cupped her face.
“Look in to my eyes, Swara. Ur Sanskar ji loves u a lot. More than anything. I can’t survive without u, then how could I leave u again.”
“Promise.” He smooched on her lips.
“I promise, now sleep. Tomorrow is ur college.” Sanskar was about to but Swara hold his hand.
“Please, I need u.”
Sanskar laid down and Swara hugged him and buried her face in his chest. He was holding her in his arms ??. They slept peacefully.
Next day, cruel sun disturbed Swara’s sleep. “Sanskar ji, please close the curtain.” She shook him.
Then she realised, she was holding a pillow. “One side u says u don’t want him in ur life and on the other side u r dreaming about him.” She left for washroom. After that she came down.
“Shona, u woke too late.”
“Ma, when u came?”
“In the Morning, Ur Baba’s friend. He didn’t allowed us to came. Leave all this Swara u tell me.”
“What ma?”
“When r u going back to ur home? Shona, it’s more than a week.” Swara became quite. “If anything happened between u, then apologize. U r very lucky u got Sanskar.”
“Ma, I’m getting late.”
“Don’t ignore me. People started talking about u.”
“Ma, u cared for people not for me. I’m burden for u, then OK.”
“It’s not like that Swara. Swara it’s more than 6 months to ur marriage but there is no good news and if u will stay with us, then how we get good news.”
“Ma, I’m going bye.” Swara left.
But that day, when was returning back from college, a car stopped before her. Ragini came out.
“Bhabhi sa…” Swara bend down to touch her feet but she stopped her.
“No need to do any drama. I came here for a work.”
“What work bhabhi sa?”
Ragini gave her divorce papers. “Sign in it and leave my devar sa.” Swara was shocked to see that. “No hurry, think and give it to me tomorrow.” She left from there.
Swara was staring the divorce papers. Kavita was hell irritated because because since half an hour Swara was just staring it.
“Swara, it’s fine if he doesn’t want this relation then Y r u bothering? Sign in it and end this.”
“Kavita, Sanskar ji doesn’t want divorce.”
“Then this.”
“Bhabhi send this. And if Sanskar ji wants divorce then he can directly give me papers. I’m not going to sign in it.”
“What if Sanskar asked bhabhi to give u, divorce papers?”
“No, I trust him.”
“U said that u don’t want to live with him.”
“But I never said for divorce.”
Poor Kavita didn’t understood anything. “Eeehhhh?, u both r mad. Neither stays together nor apart. This stupid love. I’m going bye.”
No one can understand, lovers. They says we don’t want to together but the next moment they don’t want separation. Those who didn’t fall in love r lucky one?. To be single is best?.
More days passed. Swara was missing Sanskar more but her determination didn’t allowed her to go back to him. U can’t hold the mouth of society and Swara knew that it would be hard for her. She was all alone.
After one week, Maheshwaris came to Gadodia house.
“Bhabhi sa, u came to take Swara.” Shekhar asked and Sujata started crying.
“Mara chora (my Shona.)”
Shekhar became worried. “Bhabhi sa, Ram what happened?”
“Call ur daughter.” Ragini said in cold tone.
Swara came out and came towards Ram and Sujata to take blessings.
“Enough Swara, don’t try to show u r innocent.” Ragini taunted her
“What I did bhabhi?”
“Where is Sanskar?”
“What? What happened to Sanskar ji. He must be with u.”
“Since one week Sanskar didn’t returned back to home. He left for Sahil’s marriage and missing.”
Sujata cried. “Swara, please tell me where is he? Give me my son.”
“Ma, I don’t know. He came to meet me one week ago but after that I didn’t saw him.”
“Bahu, he said anything to u. I mean like he said u he was going anywhere.” Ram asked in calm tone.
“No.”
“Swara beta anything happened between u.”
“Bapu sa, U know she…” Ram stopped Ragini.
“I’m asking her not u, Ragini.” He looked towards Swara. “Say Swara beta.”
“Nothing happened. Bapu sa, please we should complain about it in police.”
“We did that, police is doing their work. They said someone said that people saw him in this village last time.”
Swara went police station, she made all the efforts to find Sanskar… But all wasted.
“It all happened because of me. Don’t know where is he? Kavita, tell na where is my Sanskar ji.”
“Swara, everything will be fine. Might be he went with his friends…”
“Then Y didn’t he informed me. I know I was angry but, he should told me. It had been three weeks. If something… No nothing will happen to him.”
“U don’t worry everything will be alright.”
Sujata, Swara all were badly tensed for Sanskar. But question was, where were he? Was he OK? Or Something bad happened with him. New day came with a hope, or another bad news.
“Mrs Maheshwari.”
“Ya, I’m here.”
“Sir called u in police station.”
“Did they find my Sanskar ji?”
“Mam u please come.”
Police Station…??
“Sir, where is my husband?”
“I can’t wait to see my son.”
Both the ladies were excited to meet Sanskar. Police inspector showed them a ring.
“Is it belong to Sanskar?”
“Ya, it’s our engagement ring. I know it.”
“And this purse.”
“Ya, it’s Sanskar’s ji purse. See my pic is also there.” She said with excitement. “Where is he?”
“I’m sorry Mrs Maheshwari. May be ur husband is dead.”
Swara slapped him. “R u stupid? I know Sanskar ji said u to say this. He knows I’m angry with him. Sanskar ji…” She started shouting. “Please come here I know u r here. See sujata ma is also crying for u.”
“Mam, please calm down.”
“What calm down ha? U r a lair.” She went near Sujata. Who was silent. “Ma sa, this inspector is a lair. U please say him to stop this…”
Sujata hold Swara’s both hand and broke her bangles. “He is dead. Can’t u hear? Or u don’t want to?”
Swara broke down on her knees. “No, I know he is alive. He loves me. He can’t die. I’m his life how could he die without me?”
“Mam please calm down. Someone burned him alive. We send his half burned dead body to hospital for examination.”
Ram hugged Sujata. Sujata looked towards Swara. She went towards her.
“Get up.” She forcefully made her stand and slapped her. “It’s happened because of her. She is ominous for my son. She ate him.”
“Ma, he is alive. We did saw…”
“Y I said yes for this alliance? I told u Ram ji, my friend’s daughter was best for Sanskar but no… U forced me to choose this girl.”
“Listen to me ma, Sanskar ji…” Suajta pushed her.
“Don’t take his name from ur mouth. U r misfortune for us.”
All blamed Swara, Is for the death of husband a wife is responsible? But in reverse case. Y this society never blamed man? Swara never expected this. She stood for her dignity. She was wrong really? Even for her molestation she was responsible, like her every girl is responsible, in this cruel world. All forced her to broke her bangles, they tired to snached her mangalsutra.
“My husband is alive.” She pushed everyone and left from there. Don’t know where she was going. It seemed a dead body was walking. “He is alive… Ya he is alive.” She was ranting only this.
What is more important? Love, dignity or life??
Now I’m tired enough for this chappy, my hands r paining now. Sorry for not ending here, one more part then pakka end OK… Sorry for grammatical errors, I wrote in hurry. Take care u all. Ur friend nilu?.